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[12 May 2009|09:46pm] |
spent the weekend in philadelphia for the sife national expo. it was a lot of fun, and i'm glad i went. didn't win though. nice experience, and i must admit, i'll miss sife. lacey was acting a bit strange though. told me she likes one of nicole's friends. apparently he's a drug dealer, and his name might be colin. i asked her who she would choose and she said something along the lines of "i don't know, can you smoke me up for free every time we hang out?" that was a lame thing to say. it's inconvenient as well because i actually have the urge to date her. when i finally have free time, she finds a new guy. i guess we'll see what happens. didn't think i would be jealous, but it's unavoidable.
"'up there, just on the other side of that dark cloud that you can see - there it lies, sugarcandy mountain, that happy country where we poor animals shall rest for ever from our labours!' he even claimed to have been there on one of his higher flights, and to have seen the everlasting fields of clover and the linseed cake and lump sugar growing on the hedges. many of the animals believed him. their lives now, they reasoned, were hungry and laborious; was it not right and just that a better world should exist somewhere else?"
animal farm
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[14 Apr 2009|09:56am] |
saw kid graduate from basic last week. real proud of him.
go waitlisted for jmu cause i waited till my last semester to take my harder classes. oh well, more time to study for the astb.
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[05 Jun 2008|03:57am] |
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i swear to god, girls get sore at everything. especially lacey. if you don't give her every bit of attention, she gets all sore about everything. it's every bit of annoying. we were reshooting a few things for the sitcom and she left cause i wasn't showing her enough attention.
dad embarrassed the hell out of me tonight. i had packed a bowl to smoke and was on my way out the door when i see my dad wandering around in the kitchen. i quickly hid the bowl though. of course, he made me surf that together we serve website and showed me picture after picture. it gets worse though. shortly after, lacey walks into my room and it gets unbearably awkward. my dad shows me some stupid thread about the clintons and starts crying. i wish things like that never happened to me.
lacey and i booked a trip up to new york city for june 27-29. i'm really excited. we're staying in the hotel pennsylvania. it was only $189 a night, which was the cheapest. it's in midtown west, which smack in the middle of everything. we're riding a megabus which is extremely cheap. if you book early enough, you can get tickets for $1. our trip up there is going to cost us $9 each, but our ride back is only $1. i also want to see late night with conan. i'm pretty sure i can snag tickets for it.
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[08 Feb 2008|08:49pm] |
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i just bought one of those hand held vacuums for $15.00 at home depot and i think it's probably one of my best investments.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:15pm] |
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saw mewithoutyou and for lack of a better word it was inspirational. really good stuff, and it made me want to start writing lyrics again. i haven't done it in a long time and now seems like the perfect time to. i had a dream that amy and i had sex. but it wasn't a sex dream because i couldn't remember the sex. we just had sex and we couldn't tell ginny. weird. they were at the gym the other day and i thought i saw them, but i didn't acknowledge them and so i left without talking to them. i wasn't really sure if it was ginny or not, but then i saw what looked like brittany rife next to her, so i figured. i don't know, i just didn't really feel like seeing her. i saw amy as i was leaving, but she didn't see me. i make big deals out of nothing. it was nice to see some of the people last night.
yesterday i took my final test (besides the exam) in algebra and i was resenting it so much. i didn't understand the material and didn't feel like studying. joey made me really mad because he asked to borrow my phone to call his mom, which was fine, but then he goes, "oh, you mind if i call marie? i forgot about that." come on, don't act like you forget. and then they start arguing while i'm trying to study for my test. i want to tell him not to argue on my phone or please do it somewhere else, but i'm too yellow. my hands were shaking and everything.
i was supposed to go to the dmv today to pick up a new license plate sticker and renew my license, but i have to read one more chapter for history and take a test on it. it's due at five and that's also when the dmv closes. i'll have to go in monday. that'll work out easier too because i'll be at blue ridge and i can just take 81. oh well.
when the sun goes down, i really want to go down 276 to this spot right outside eliza german's old house. it's great because the hills are rolling and you can see the mountains in the distance. also there are no man-made structures in the way. i don't like including man-made structures in my pictures. i'm really picky about what is in the background, etc.
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[10 Nov 2007|12:18pm] |
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alright. so i've been a failure for the past week. i haven't been to the gym since last saturday. i told myself thursday i'd start fresh monday. naturally, i've been eating unhealthy and my health has plummeted. when i don't exercise, my asthma starts to appear. pretty bad too. that's why i need to exercise regularly. if i don't, i feel like shit. also, i can't have asthma if i want to fly. exercising completely destroys any sign of my asthma. i need to be in good health. i swear to god, this is the last time i'm going to fail. this is it. i get discouraged too easily. i need to not get discouraged so easily.
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[08 Nov 2007|12:54pm] |
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i started making my bed recently. it just looks so much better when it's made.
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[10 Aug 2007|03:54pm] |
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i just remembered some more of my dream. we slow-danced too. right in the middle of the hallway and all. it was nice. and it was REAL dancing. you could tell we both wanted to be there. i guess that's why i always had a terrible time at school dances. i think i could only have fun at a dance if me and the girl i went with were in love or something. otherwise i just get disappointed. i think the only time i'll really have fun dancing will be at my wedding. but anyway, we were dancing in the hallway and all, and it was nice, and you could tell we both wanted to be there.
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[03 Aug 2007|02:12am] |
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lawyers are worthless pieces of shit. well most. i just read a story about a kid that went to school with a shotgun and a revolver and killed his principal. who in their right mind would want to defend this fucker in court? there's no justification for bringing a gun to school. this makes me very angry.
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[11 Jun 2007|10:25pm] |
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there are some pretty good releases this year. i just got the new darkest hour today. rise and fall comes out with a new one. disappearer too. killing the dream. modern life is war. there's more too that i can't remember right now.
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[21 May 2007|03:33pm] |
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i fucking hate when things do not work. this bullshit program that i use to take music off of my ipod isn't working. nothing gets me more frustrated than technology. it makes me want to blow my brains out. seriously.
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[17 May 2007|03:32am] |
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catcher in the rye. i could read that book ten thousand times over and not be sick of it, i swear i could.
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[14 May 2007|07:42pm] |
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just got off work. adam got a nice carpet for his room. it's all cut to shape his room. makes me jealous. i want a big carpet cut to shape my room. and i want it red.
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[09 May 2007|02:01am] |
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i want to sleep for weeks. i'm so comfortable right now in my bed and it's 2:13 am, which means i'm going to bed fairly early. work at 12 tomorrow. i want to get a small tv in my room for when i go to bed. i can't sleep unless i have something to watch until i fall asleep.
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[18 Apr 2007|01:10am] |
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watched the grizzly man documentary. it was really good. the dude is fucked up but also really awesome at the same time. one of my favorites now we're watching the oc.
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[10 Apr 2007|07:09pm] |
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we just finished burying pah poo.
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[10 Mar 2007|08:41am] |
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my pointer finger hurts for some reason today. i hope it's not like this all day long.
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[28 Feb 2007|09:28am] |
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i had a nightmare last night. first one in a long time. me, joey, marie, zach, and chay were hiking up to the tallest point in harrisonburg. in the middle of harrisonburg there was this huge tower, but it was a natural tower made of rock. we had to hike up a steep cave and after the cave was a cliff that lead right up to the tower. the gap between the cliff and the tower was like 10 feet and the top of the tower was still 20 feet up. after thinking for a while, we decided that it would be easiest to get up if one got up there and tied a rope around something and then we could attach it to each person and they could walk up it. we did that. marie was first and i was last. i remember it being pretty easy. we finally got to the top and we took out all our supplies and just sat up in a tent that was up there. the top of the tower was huge. it reminded me of the 30 foot tower at the lake. once we got up there, i noticed that there were actually houses on top of this flat tower and people were living up there. i saw this girl come out of one of the houses and i recognized her from high school. except her hair had gone all gray in some parts. i said hi and she told us we had to leave as soon as possible. at that moment i got a bad feeling and i ran around telling everyone who had dispersed throughout the top of the tower that it was time to go. then it started raining. we packed up our supplies as fast as we could and made our way down the cave again. i remember me grabbing my stuff in a huge hurry and not being able to carry it all and getting pissed off because it kept falling everywhere. then these two girls came up behind us and tried talking to us. they never said they lived on top of the tower but i somehow already knew they did. i remember them being beautiful but we were making fun of them because they were young. somehow they enticed us or hypnotised us or something because they lead us back up to the top of the tower. that's when we went inside one of the houses. the girls lead us into their room and there were like 5 or 6 small bunk beds with these creatures laying in each bed. they all looked exactly the same, but someone had cut different pieces from other people's faces and sewn them on another person's face to make them look all the same. it was disgusting from what i remember. it turns out their dad did it to give the two girls friends. he killed anyone who got on top of the tower and cut their faces to make these girls some friends. that's when we flipped out and there were was a struggle or two. we somehow managed to get control of the two girls and their father. we made our way back down the tower and down the cave. the beginning of the cave started in a shitty building and when we got back there, we called the fbi and sent them some footage we obtained while on top of the tower. we were waiting for them to respond and come get the people we had captured. then they started struggling. i was struggling with the two girls which was really hard from what i remember because they kept trying to kill themselves. one had grabbed a screwdriver and kept jamming it into an electrical outlet. she wanted to kill her sister too though so she kept grabbing for her sister's hand so they would both get electricuted. after a huge struggle they finally grabbed eachother's hand and they were electricuted. i was really close to getting electricuted as well, but i managed to let go half a second before they grabbed eachother. joey was struggling with the dad and he managed to get control of him, but somehow he shot himself. after that, me and joey are just fucking tired of the struggle and pissed off that we couldn't keep these people alive to be punished for what they had done.
pretty fucking scary if you ask me.
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[01 Feb 2007|02:23am] |
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me and chay started trying to sell weed on halo. we would go up to our enemies and tell them not to shoot us, then ask them if they wanted to buy any. we told them we would ship it to their house. we'll probably keep trying and maybe get some more background information because we know next to nothing about weed.
i work tomorrow morning. should be pretty slow, so i'm bringing my computer to make the time go by faster.
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[27 Jan 2007|05:45pm] |
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just got home from work. i was pretty relaxed today and work wasn't so bad. made $706. i read a lot of my bible. i have to catch up to january 27th. right now i'm at january 13th. shouldn't be too long. i still have to eat, i haven't eaten anything all day. then i'm going to shower. cd sleeves came today. i'm excited to record tomorrow. i might make a stencil today. i need to think of some new ideas.
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