04:25am 05/08/2005
  My December (Linkin Park)
Your song: My December by Linkin
Park

You are distant and cold, and those who manage to
get close to you know that you're very afraid.
Of what? Why, of human contact. You have
obviously been hurt before, in some way. This
has led you to mistrust people and avoid them.
Every day, you put on a mask, not wanting those
around you to see the wounds that lie deep
inside your heart. Sometimes, you may even do
this subconsciously, trying to will yourself to
forget. You may rush into love, searching for
it to fill in the gaps and heal your injuries
caused by so little emotional contact, as well
as your scars from before.


What rock song best fits your personality? (pics//detailed answers)
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12:06pm 10/06/2005
 
mood: eh somewhat depressed
music: none
BE HONEST! **YES or NO** Am i:-

Ugly? :

Kind? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Ghetto? :
Crazy?:
Nice? :
Mean?:
Immature? :
Rude?:
Cool? :
Brat? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Beautiful? :
Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
A psycho? :
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Have mood swings?:
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :
*~*~*~*IF YOU COULD*~*~*~*

Give me a new name, what would it be ?:
Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?:
Do one thing with me, it would be ?:
Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?:
*~*~*~*WOULD YOU *~*~*~* >>>>>>

Kiss me ?:
Ever go out with me ?:
If you already have, would you do it again ?:
Marry me if you could ?:
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**

What is my phone number?:
Which song reminds you of me?:
Do you think I'll get married?:
If you do..who do you think I'll marry?:
When is my birthday?:
Who is/are my best friend/s?:
Where did we meet?:
Have you ever had a dream about me?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What do you love about me?:
Describe me in 3-5 words. ...
 
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11:26pm 25/12/2003
  "Lying From You"

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
(trying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m

[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me and I’m
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm

[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)

This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This

[Chorus]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)

dunno...just felt like putting this in my journal....later
 
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hey   
05:37pm 27/10/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: smile empty soul-all my problems
hey whats up pple...well im bored....im watching my little cuzin while my grandma is smoking or something....well the only reason im updating rite now is cuz a certain some1 kept telling me 2, so i just did....well theres nothing else 2 rite about so im gunna go now....later
 
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02:11pm 23/08/2003
 
mood: hot
music: headstrong-trapt
sorry i havent wrotten in a while, been doing other stuff.....well i'll start off with yesterday, it wsa fun, me and ryan went 2 the ice arena and met some of our friends we havent seen in a while like jason and ryan(u dont know him).....well we were mostly skating our talking 2 montana, well it was fun just cant describe it 2 good.....today was boring so far, had 2 wake up at 7 4 orientation at krop and i went with ryan and it was soo boring besides the part where i was talking 2 my friends, i got 2 c some of my friends i havent seen all summer...well i just woke up a little while ago and dont know what else 2 type so im gunna go later
 
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soooo sore   
11:23am 16/08/2003
 
mood: sore
music: I-E-A-I-A-I-O---System of a Down
woops forgot 2 rite in the journal....guess it was cuz i was busy skating and the video cafe and hanging out with friends and my gf except 4 yesterday....yesterday was fun....me bryan and eric went 2 ramp 48(skatepark), it was really fun except 4 the falling part, i fell alot but i hurt my wrist the most, i fell on it 4 times and almost broke it...well other then that it was fun, i finally landed nollie varial flip and i learned how 2 tail stall and do rock 2 fakie better.....well my wrist is starting 2 hurt so im gunna stop typing....come bak someother time 4 something new
 
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HAPPY!!!   
02:15pm 10/08/2003
 
mood: happy
music: in this diary-the ataris
hey every1, dont really have time 2 update so im gunna make this short....ummm...thanx 2 rayner im going out with montana(love u)...thanx rayner ur a really good friend...well i gotta go now...later
 
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10:39pm 06/08/2003
 
mood: confused
music: Easier to run-Linkin Park
today was fun yet tiring....at like around 8 i went 2 bryans house and we skated 2 camp...everything was going fine(except 4 that fact that i was really rusty) till we got 2 city hall, edgar(1 of our councellors) told us 2 go inside cuz we were already on the property, dam hes been pissing me off so much lately...well after he told us that we had 2 go inside and we were just talking then our councellors forced us 2 go outside 4 like 2 freaking hours(dam them they were playing basketball the whole time and there was nothing else 2 do).....when we came bak inside it was time 2 go 2 boomers....boomers was fun kinda boring at first tho...well after boomers we just chilled bak at city hall then me janelle bryan and johan left 2 go 2 bryans house then we met zack(headbanger) on the way there so he came 2...later we went 2 johans and just talked and ate...then after that we skated and roly was there 2....then eric and cory dropped by and we all skated together then janelle had 2 go home cuz of her mom so i walked her home cuz no1 else would and we were talking about some problems she was having with zack(headbanger), i think i helped her out a little...when we got 2 janelles every1 else came and skated next 2 janelles house, it was fun...well after we left janelles i started feeling depressed, i feel like no1 cares about me, dam i hate this feeling but w/e(maybe it cuz of the thing with montann, i dunno)....when we got bak 2 bryans my mom picked me up and got pissed at me cuz i wasnt bak at bryans on time....and here i am now riting my journal that no1 reads....nothing else happend today....later
 
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kidna fun   
10:15pm 05/08/2003
 
mood: silly
music: Lying from you-Linkin Park
hey every1.....today was kinda fun, i wanted 2 go 2 bryans today cuz zack(1 from camp) was gunna go and were gunna go 2 that new game place thingy that bryan was talking about but my mom wouldnt let me......so i went 2 camp, at camp we just chilled and the councellors let us watch a movie but we couldnt sit next 2 the girls and we were watching spiderman, during the movie eery1 started 2 get cold,really cold, but we couldnt do anything about it cuz the councellors wouldnt let us go outside....well after the movie we went 2 billiards(if u dont know what that is its where u go 2 play pool), it was kinda fun i hda a tournament between me mathew johan and jessie, well after we finished playing pool i was talking 2 montana and we left billiards half an hour later and when we got bak 2 camp we just talked then montan left and it got really boring then me and ryan left and all i've been doing at home is listening 2 music and im still istening 2 it now....well theres nothing else that happend today, come bak tomorrow 4 something new......later
 
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sad :-(   
06:21pm 04/08/2003
 
mood: sad
o yea forgot 2 mention something....my dad moved 2 greece and is never coming bak :-(, the worst part is that i havent seen him in a couple weeks and i wont ever c him again plus i didnt even get 2 say bye
 
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fun fun fun   
05:40pm 04/08/2003
 
mood: happy
music: new girl-suicide machines
today was...fun....well we had 2 go 2 the beach today at camp, it was pretty fun, i wasnt planning on going into the water but all my friends were and i didnt have a bathingsuit so i just went in in my shorts and i got 2 be with montanna so the beach was fun but there was 1 thing that suxed, there was 2 much seeweed.....after the beach we went bak 2 city hall(thats where the camped move cuz of something) and just talked 2 our friends and stuff....then around 1 we left 2 allen park it was soo boring cuz there was only 1 basketball court and every1 was playing basket ball except 4 me and zack and some other friends....after about 2 hours of doing nothing we went bak 2 city hall....i was with montanna and some other pple....well nothing else important really happend today so come bak tomorrow 4 something new...later
 
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hey   
10:31pm 29/07/2003
 
mood: bored
music: headstrong-trapt
dam today was so freaking boring....camp was boring, we had 2 practice 4 the stupid camp show tomorrow nite and we saw a movie...we saw tombraider, i think it was stupid but i wasnt paying attention most of the time cuz i was "thinking" about something else....after we came bak from the movie i just talked 2 my friends and after camp my mom wouldnt let me go anywhere cuz i have 2 read these stupid books 4 school, i havent read anything yet but i was playing final fantasy 10, it started pissing me off so i just shut off the game and here i am now riting in my journal 4 every1 2 c even tho no1 is probally reading this....well nothing else 2 rite later
 
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bored!   
07:12pm 28/07/2003
 
mood: rejected
music: faint-linkin park
dam today was so freaking boring....at camp all we did was rehearse 4 a stupid camp show and watch a movie, i would tell u what the name was but i was thinking about stuff thats more important then a movie, the camp show is in 2 days and we still rnt done learning it and there r gunna be like over a 100 pple watching us do stupid dances....o yea i feel like no1 cares about me anymore like every1 hates me, i dunno y im even telling u this its not like any1 cares....well theres nothing else that happened today so come bak some other time...later
 
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bored!   
06:57pm 28/07/2003
 
mood: rejected
music: faint-linkin park
dam today was so freaking boring....at camp all we did was rehearse 4 a stupid camp show and watch a movie, i would tell u what the name was but i was thinking about stuff thats more important then a movie, the camp show is in 2 days and we still rnt done learning it and there r gunna be like over a 100 pple watching us do stupid dances....o yea i feel like no1 cares about me anymore like every1 hates me....well theres nothing else that happened today so come bak some other time...later
 
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WAPRED TOUR   
10:29pm 26/07/2003
 
mood: happy
music: simple plan
warped tour was the best....it was so much fun, we(me janelle and bryan) got c alot of bands and we got 2 c some new bands like S.T.U.N...o yea i think i really pissed off bryan and janelle when we were going bak home cuz i was text messaging zack about something PRIVATE and i wouldnt tell them what i was talking aobut but o-well i bet they dont tell me alot of stuff....o yea and 4 some reason im really happy but i dunno y.....i would tell u omre about warped tour but im 2 tired and im gunna go 2 bed now...later
 
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hey   
11:17pm 24/07/2003
 
mood: pissed off
im not really gunna update my journal today cuz im pissed off at some1
 
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hey   
10:32pm 23/07/2003
 
mood: happy
music: bad religion
hey every1, sorry i havent been riting in my journal 4 the past couple months, didnt want a journal....well so far my summers been fun(girls, skateboarding, and camp) but 4 some reson i've been feeling kinda depressed 4 the last week, wonder y, well w/e.....today was fun, i went 2 camp, my moms making me go 2 the end of the year shower(dam her), had 2 practice dancing today it was kinda fun tho since some of my friends r there, after we practiced we went 2 boomers, it was fun, janelle was trying 2 beat me in dead or alive 2(she didnt beat me tho but she beat me in a racing game a couple times), well after camp me and ryan went 2 bryans house and skated(me, ryan, roly ,bryan, and zack[8 grade zack, u probally dont know him], 2 bad 9 grade zack wasnt there, im talking on the fone with him now and he said that he feels left out)...o yea i got a new camera and its kool!! well we filmed with it today, we went 2 city hall and nova...bryan tried the 5 foot ledge and i tried 2 kickflip the 2 stair, we both landed it :-)...after city hall we went 2 nova and tried te 5 stair(dam its so easy) i was the first 1 2 land it, zack(8 grade zack) tried 2 do it 2, he landed it and he cant even do a 3 stair(thats kidna weird but kool), roly was trying 2 do these kool grinds...o yea ryan can ollie while moving....well after that we left 2 go home and now im at home talking 2 zack(9 grade zack) on the fone, hes feeling kinda depressed 4 some reason but he doesnt know y well w/e maybe he'll find out later....thats all that happend today so come bak tomorrow 4 something new.....later
 
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sick   
12:23pm 01/05/2003
 
mood: sick
sorry i havent rote in my journal 4 a couple days, i've been sick so i could barley sit up rite.....4 the last 3 days i've been at home laying in bed(so0o0o0 boring), today i can actually sit up and walk but i still get a little dizzy......today i woke up around 10 and layed down and watched skating videos on kazaa, thas all i've done so far today and 4 the rest of the day im just gunna talk online.....im getting a little dizzy now so im gunna go lie down in bed later
 
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boring   
10:54pm 26/04/2003
 
mood: bored
music: straight out of line-godsmack
today was a boring day...i woke up around 12 and watched tv till 1....could'nt skate today bc at it was raining like all day....1 i was talknig online with some friends and then at 3 zack came over, we played video games talked online(well mostly video game) and thats all we did.....zacks sleeping over and were still playing video games....bryan feel better, ur ankle probally hurts like a bitch but just stay in bed all day....this is all i have 2 say 4 today so come bak another day 4 something new later
 
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good day   
10:33pm 22/04/2003
 
mood: surprised
music: godsmack-i stand alone
today was a good day....i woke up like at 8:27 2 get ready 4 school....school was boring as usual....well after school i called my mom 2 ask if i could go over bryans house and she said no and started complaining so i kinda hung up on her....after i got home she left me alone bc she knew i was in a bad mood but when she said ur going 2 get new shoes i got happy.....we went 2 island water sports and i got dc titans...then i had 2 go 2 cosco with my mom(she made me go, it was so0o0o boring),after we got bak home i skated 4 a while(bryan i can do kickflips better), then i went home and watched tv and talked online and here i am now......this is all i did today check bak tomorrow 4 something new later
 
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