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Saturday, May 24th, 2003

Subject:Uuhh...boo.
Time:12:29 am.
Mood: sick.
Music:Sleater Kinney - I wanna be your Joey Ramone.
I woke up so sick this morning. And on top of that,I had to go to the damn dentist. It was entertaining,though. I was coughing in his face and stuff. Heh heh. Oh my stars,my angel dust,my wild irish rose,I think I might see Mike on Sunday. THIS Sunday. Yikes!! He makes me feel like it's raining outside. And he complains that he's so lonely,and girls just see him as friends and all this crap. GOOD GOD!! Does he not see /me/??? I guess not. I'm like,right here and he doesn't care. Blah!
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Friday, May 23rd, 2003

Subject:I'm bored!
Time:3:01 am.
Mood: restless.
Music:soundgarden - black hole sun.
Ass! I'm bored!

My cousin and I met this super-creepster guy at a club a while back. He was crazy,and trying to get her to leave with him. I'm like,"She's underage you child-molesting,cock sucker!" He didn't care. Big suprise. But that was in....March,maybe...? But anyways,the crazy part is I keep having dreams about this guy! I've had,like,alot of them! He's in at least 2 or 3 of my dreams a week! I dunno,it's insane. I wish it would go away. And worse yet...I saw him AGAIN at the Big "o" Rock show 2! That was Sunday,May 11. And his hair got all long and shaggy and creepy and nasty and AAAAHHHH!!!! He's so gross!!

It makes me sick thinking about it all,seriously. Yuck. I wish I was stronger. Then I don't think I would be so afraid of everything/everyone. Ah hell,what does it matter,my titties are shrinking anyways,might as well start working out. Well,they're not THAT small,big C/small D. Those were,like,the only thing I had going for me! Sad but true. Oh well. Geez,I say "oh well" too much. How stupid and annoying.

Onto something else!!
You know,I cried for no apparent reason earlier tonight. No,I think I know why.

1. I'm lonely!
2. I'm lonely,but no one will leave me alone!
3. I'm just plain moody. :\

I am the most single person on this planet,I swear! But everybody knows that. Ya know what? I wish someone would just come right out and say what's so bad about me. Why no one likes me. I try and try to be like-able,but nothing happens! I tried being myself,that didn't work. I tried being someone else,that didn't work,either. Crap.
WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
Is it my face? Am I too ugly? Am I too loud? Too moody,what?
I give up. I don't think I'll ever know.
Okay,well,good night for now,because that's all I can think of,and if I think of more I'll put more. And I'll try to keep this fucker updated. :D
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Saturday, May 3rd, 2003

Subject:iNvIsIbLe
Time:9:34 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:switchblade symphony.
I feel that you should know
I have an empty soul
It's a warning
It's a warning

If you leave, if you leave
I will follow, I will follow
What am I?
What am I?
Yes, they are stomping on the switches

Take my back roads, 'round my fences
To an empy view

If you leave, if you leave
I will follow, I will follow
What am I?
What am I?
Yes, they are stomping on the switches

Climb the ladder straight to heaven
Where the creatures dulcify

Gods and devils take their pillows
Get in position to multiply
Surprise...

It's a warning
It's a warning
It's a warning

If you leave, if you leave
I will follow, I will follow

If you leave, if you leave
I will follow, I will follow

If you leave, if you leave
I will follow, I will follow
What am I?
What am I?
Yes, they are stomping on the switches
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