before i go to sleep i'm taking some lines of songs and throwing them in here because i need this.
so here we go:
why can't i feel anything
from anyone other than you?
and all of this was all your fault. . .
i stay wrecked & jealous for this
for this simple reason
i just need to keep you in mind. . .
i've been waiting for you
in the wrong place at the wrong time
please just stop me because
i'm not trying to give you the story of my life
& i apologize for every word i've made you listen to. . .
you're way too late
here's finding the reason i made this mess
it's way too late. . .
this is the last time i try to reach you
& my guess is you'll just ignore it, just ignore me
without a passing glance
without the slightest sigh
without moving your hands
without the softest cry
if i'd say go your own way, i'll be with you
make mistakes & i'll forgive you
home is waiting here for you when you return. . .
consider this: he was moving on while
she was busy trying to pass the time
between the previous & next nervous breakdowns
the girl had given up the love of her life
& all the time that she was giving up slowly
he didn't notice when she ran away. . .
i want to go to you
funny how i'm nervous still
i've always been the easy kill
i guess i always will
cold it be that everything goes round by chance?
or only one way that it was always meant to be?. . .
i know what i should do but i just can't walk away. . .
don't tell me this has been in vain,
i need answers for what all the waiting i've done means
you kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes
i know what i should do but i just can't turn away. . .
i loved you & i should have said it
but tell me just what has it ever meant?
i can't help it baby this is who i am
sorry but i can't just go turn off how i feel. . .
just ask the question, come untie the knot
say you won't care, say you won't care.
retrace the steps as if we forgot. . .
try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
& there's one thing i can do nothing about.
when all that we need is just a reaction
it's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
if chasing our dreams is just a distraction
i want to remember when i know that i can't go back. . .
hours pass but she still counts the minutes. . .
i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this,
like every inch of me is bruised. . .
so read your books, but stay out late
some nights, some nights, & don't think
that you can't stop by the bar.
you haven't shown your face here [since the bad news]
well, i'm here til close, with fingers crossed
each night cos your place isn't far. . .
no one else will know these lonely dreams
no one else will know that part of me
i'm still driving away
& i'm sorry every day. . .
you'll sit alone forever
if you wait for the right time. . .
i won't always love what i'll never have
i won't always live in my regrets. . .
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