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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
2:11AM
"A person isn't who they are during the last conversation you had with them - they're who they've been throughout your whole relationship."
~ Rainer Maria Rilke
so i guess sometimes i should really stop with the bullshit second chances and give up on people when i have the opportunity the first time..
i'm sick of being disappointed/hurt/fucked over.
so why do i keep letting people fuck with me and walk all over me even after seeing their true colors numerous times prior?
fuck it. i fucking hate you. all of you who push me to the side when i put you first.
fuck you.
i'm so fucking done.
whatever.
just call me disposable.
or reusable.
i'm both apparently.
like a plastic plate..
you can use me numerous times and still, when my quality is continually good, dispose of me when you feel you've used me just enough.
it's people like you who make me hate this place.
with a fucking passion.
whoever would have thought the place i feel most at home would turn into the place i feel most neglected and unloved?
no different than CT though i guess, huh?
whatever.
thanks for nothing.