3:21AM - 100 things about me
i'm in a good mood tonight and i was going through my LJ and i found a list of 100 things about me from september..
so i figure.. it's nearly a year later..
i may as well make a new one..
so here goes:
1 - I'm very random
2 - I think people hate me all the time.
3 - Even my BFF's sometimes.
4 - I am part of a group called S.L.U.T.S
5 - However, at this point, I'm not sure groups are meant to last anymore.
6 - I DO NOT get along well with girls.
7 - The ones I do get along with, I cherish more than anything in the world.
8 - I'm OCD with matching clothes. Everything from shirts, to underwear, to accessories and shoes, and socks if i'm wearing them, have to match PERFECTLY or else it drives me insane all day or I change until they do match 100% perfectly.
9 - It's rare to see the floor in my room.
10 - I'd rather get in a car accident by swerving into something than avoid another car or object and in turn hit an animal.
11 - I feel bad for the dumbest things.
12 - I'm too nice (KT knows what I'm talking about on this one, haha).
13 - I have a comfort song that only ONE person in my entire life has ever been able to figure out.
14 - That person is my LLT and she knows the song solely b/c she lived with me for the first few months of school.
15 - I can't be around someone I'm too similar too for too long or I start to hate them.
16 - I'm shy.
17 - I care too much about others and too little about myself.
18 - I love giving to other people.
19 - I love doing volunteer work.
20 - My Jumpstart kid from this past school year touched my life more than I let on.
21 - Things affect me more than people realize.
22 - When I was younger I wished my reflection would come alive and talk to me like in movies, tv, and cartoons.
23 - It never did and I just ended up talking to myself.
24 - I'm still cool though :-D haha
25 - My dream role to play on Broadway is Millie from Thoroughly Modern Millie
26 - But I don't know how to tap dance, although I have always wanted to learn, so that sort of cuts that out of my options.
27 - My biggest fear aside from being alone, is never getting married or having children.
28 - Because the one thing I want from life is to have kids and be a mom (when I'm older, out of college, and have a career of course).
29 - Changing my major crushed me, but I realized slowly and painfully that I wasn't cut out to major in something that includes being part of a huge clique :-\
30 - I miss going away to sleepaway camp more than anyone could ever know.
31 - In that aspect I wish I never had to grow up.
32 - I'm petrified of getting old.
33 - I'm even more terrified of death - losing people I love or dying myself. Which I find weird since I've been attending funerals since around 3rd grade or so.
34 - My tattoo is in memory of my sister who was stillborn when I was in 4th grade. Her name is Ally Rae and she was born March 21, 1997.
35 - I cherish my baby sister, Emma Michelle, more than life itself. She is my mini me and her life means the world to me.
36 - Typing that made me teary eyed.
37 - I'm a sentimental sap.
38 - I cry in some Disney movies.
39 - I would totally do John Cusak if he was still the age he was in "Say Anything" and I think he's still hott for a guy old enough to be my father.
40 - The movie "Say Anything" has more meaning to it to me than anyone knows. And part of that meaning was established just tonight with the same person that the biggest chunk of its meaningfulness was established with at first.
41 - I still listen to my bubblegum pop on occassion, and I don't care what anyone thinks. I love music and that's that. The end.
42 - I'm a computer nerd.
43 - I have an LLT and you don't so be jealous. I love her to death and I'd be lost without her.
44 - I also have an LBF/WSW and we like CBB's better than CNBB's. Shit son!
45 - As much as I can sometimes say I hate Le Moyne, I think know I'd be lost w/o it.
46 - I'm a huge overacheiver.
47 - I'm becoming comfortable with my own body.
48 - I'm becoming comfortable in my own skin.
49 - I love marine biology.
50 - I went to Marine Biology Camp at Roger Williams University one summer.
51 - I was told by a lady who directed one of my summer musical theatre camps, who had been on Broadway and directed on Broadway before, that she could not believe I had never been given a full lead in a musical before.
52 - Singing is my life and I miss doing Musical Theatre more than anything in the world.
53 - Driving comforts me when I'm upset.
54 - My dream travelling experience is to go to the British Isles.
55 - I've never been outside of this time zone.
56 - The only other country I've been to is Canada.
57 - I've never left this coast.
58 - I work at Aeropostale currently, and I love it.
59 - I really want to work at Starbucks.
60 - Or Barnes and Noble/Borders
61 - I am OBSESSED with books and could spend a whole day alone in a book store looking for books to read.
62 - I am in love with the Harry Potter books and am going to be devastated when the series ends.
63 - I hate the Harry Potter movies but have seen each one 10+ times because I own them all.
64 - I know the movie Garden State by heart.
65 - I can never choose a favorite actor or actress, it changes everytime someone asks me to choose because there's too many people I think of all at once.
66 - The only actors that have stayed an answer everytime I've been asked have been Robin Williams & Adam Sandler.
67 - I can never pick a favorite actress. & I don't know why.
68 - I'm horrible at following directions.
69 - I, in turn, get lost easily when driving.
70 - However I always somehow end up in a place I know.
71 - I love driving so much that I would do it all day every day if I could. It's comforting and just.. calming.
72 - I love making new friends.
73 - I love my family more than anything in the world and I would be lost without them.
74 - Even though I don't get along well with my Dad I still love his family so much and my siblings are my pride and joy.
75 - I get along with my Stepmom and honestly like her now. :-)
76 - Everyone thinks I look like I'm 16 years old. I HATE IT.
77 - I'm a pic comment whore when it comes to myspace.
78 - If I could have one personal selfish wish come true it would be to make it on Broadway or make it with a singing career.
79 - If I could have any non-personal wish come true, it would be a cure for all disease, especially cancer.
80 - The place that most touched my heart that I've ever been to was Camp Sunshine.
81 - I've learned lessons from young children and I am not afraid to admit it.
82 - I think the things little kids say are possibly the cutest things ever to come out of anyone's mouth.
83 - I don't feel you need an organized religion to get you to Heaven, just yourself, your own faith, a good life, and an honest soul.
84 - I do believe in God and I do pray.
85 - I still sleep with stuffed animals and I keep my baby blankets on my bed at home.
86 - I will never get rid of things with sentimental value.
87 - I am a complete packrat.
89 - When I was little I would eat dog bones with my first dog, Buster.
90 - I love my animals so much and if anything happens to them ever, it kills me inside.
91 - I had the best conversation of my life tonight.
92 - When I'm nervous, excited, anxious, etc, it's hard for me to sleep.
93 - Before my first Dolphy Day I felt like a little kid waiting for Santa Claus to come. I was that excited and full of anticipation. I could BARELY sleep. I'm a dork.
94 - I love being a dork.
95 - I love to make people laugh.
96 - I love to make people smile.
97 - I love being able to make a difference in other people's lives.
98 - I'm very stubborn and hardheaded.
99 - I'm very opinionated.
100 - My mother means the world to me.
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