12:29PM - a page turned over in the leaflet of life
so i'm sitting here being a dork, myspacing and listening to music and i just had to come on here and write something amazing that just happened.
you know how when you decide you want to listen to music and you pick a song but even though you know you want to listen to it, you might end up changing it cos youre not sure it's going to do the trick?
maybe it's just me, but i've been doing it a lot lately, and it's been making me find barely any comfort in music at all - depressing considering music is my life. if there wasn't music, i would not exist.
anyway, so i had been looking at All Rights Reserved's myspace, and I wanted to listen to "Drown With Me," so i open iTunes and pop on the song..
right as it starts to play a huge long clap of thunder started.. it was more a roll than a clap, now that i think of it..
and as the song started up.. it starts low and begins to get louder.. it almost rolls in..
so as the song is rolling to full volume, the thunder is rolling in too.. and it just went.
i probably sound crazy right now, but it was one of those moments where you look out the window and see the rain (which i love), and youre listening to music, (which, to me, means the world), and youre hearing this thunder, (which if you like storms like i do, is a happy sound.. esp. cos it means i dont have to go to my hellish job lol) and you just realize how beautiful life is. how amazing it is outside, even in the worst of weather. and how manmade things, like songs, just fit right in. we were meant to be here. we were meant to live here and experience these things and feel beautiful. and feel great about life. and feel like everything, in time, will be alright.
today started out good.
i got a phone call which made my morning start out happy.
i called starbucks.. it turned out pretty good.
hopefully i'll be getting a new job w/in a week.
and the thunder and lightning is rolling in with the rain and work is now cancelled..
bad cos i have no money, but good cos it saves me a day of working with people i can't stand who pay me below minimum wage for a job i should be getting 10 an hour for.
hopefully today will just all go well in general.
if i can see the beauty in things that most people find misery in, then maybe things are really truly beginning to look up.
peaceful