do you ever miss her face?
do you ever miss her touch?
do you ever think of her and wonder if she's thinking about you too?
do you ever wonder how she is?
do you ever wonder if she wonders the same about you?
do you ever wonder what she's doing or who she's with at night?
do you ever think maybe things didn't turn out right?
do you ever regret taking so much from her?
do you ever think about how you may have hurt her?
does it matter to you that she's sitting there missing you?
does it even cross your mind that maybe she can't stop thinking about it?
does it matter to you that she cares about you?
do you ever feel bad for leaving her hanging with false hopes and real confusion?
if she told you she thought about you every day since you parted ways
what would you do about it? what would you say back?
would you even talk to her if she told you that? or would you tell her she's "attached?"
does it ever cross your mind that maybe she had no control over that?
and if it does, do you even care?
do you ever think maybe she's not just some girl
she has feelings and they aim toward you,
oh no.. what now?
what do you do?
god forbid she likes you,
god forbid you're more than "just friends"
god forbid she's not just your "homie"
god forbid you don't pretend
god forbid you dont act like nothing happened
god forbid you let her cross your mind
god forbid she IMs you and you give her some of your prescious fucking time.
so when she's sitting here wishing to just see your face
when she's sitting here wishing to feel your touch
when she's sitting here thinking about you all too much
when she's wondering how you're doing
and wondering if you wonder the same about her
and when she's wondering who youre with at night and whether or not you've forgotten her
and when she's feeling bad and consumed with regret topped with an icing called confusion
when she's thinking about you and wishing she was on your mind
are you even bothering to give her any thought or taking a moment of your time
to think to call her and say "hey what's up" or to fulfill her wishes and IM her instead of ignore her
are you even considering telling her if you got a new number or that she can get in touch with you somehow?
are you even realizing that she's not just some slut and what you took from her wasn't just nothing
do you ever think to yourself she couldn't help but get attached
it's a biological problem, you see?
so when i'm thinking about you, i'd love it if for once in your life, you'd think about me.
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