*LoU*'s Day

Friday, May 26, 2006

1:23PM - hi my name is the lonliest girl you'll ever meet

a wise me once said to a [one and only] lbf:

xforget decembrx (1:10:42 PM): yea but even so, selection quality being bad or good, itd just be nice to be able to say someone once really cared about me.. idk.


and i don't think i've ever said it better :-\


i hate this.

and the convo began . . . )

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7:57PM

some people aren't used to rejection, others know the feeling all to well. no matter, the feeling hurts just as much, and sometimes only increases with each and every occurrence. with that hurt comes the question of whether or not we were really made to go through all of the things we go through in life. if it hurts so much, and that hurt is all we've ever known just in different intervals and severities, then what's the point? maybe we were made to be alone. maybe we weren't made to fall in love. maybe we weren't made to be with other people.

or maybe some of us were just made without a matching counterpart of the opposing gender, while others were but just carelessly let them go, not realizing what they had until it was gone, making those who have always been rejected and alone feel even worse because [they have to hear stories of a person did not know rejection - something that person wishes was a problem, a time that person never knew because] rejection has been the story of her or his life.

some things about life we will never know, but some of us can only assume that we were meant to be alone, as much as the assumption and realization hurts.. maybe.. just maybe.. we need to get comfortable with our lonely selves because that's all we were "meant to be."

Current mood: lonely
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