i keep telling myself that this is pathetic.
so then why do i want it so bad?
why do i want any of this?
why do i sit here and set myself up for this?
i started this entry the other day as a written one..
but i finished it verbally..
if only i were peyton from one tree hill.
not only would i not be real..
but i'd be able to post recorded entries and not look like a fucking fruitcake.
yea..
the end.
for those of you who hate to cry...
do it in the shower.
it's a lot easier when your tears get confused with the tap water running down your face to deny that anything is wrong and that youre actually feeling something..
hey.. for all i knew..
i was just washing my face..
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