1:56AM - i posted this in lj, but i figure posting it here might be more effective..
so like the subject line says, i posted this a while back on my LJ, but i'm hoping to get replies from here, since no one ever looks at LJ anymore and i have the link to this in my info (and i know ppl look at it.. cos i'm psychic like that..)
so here's the entry.. comment..
you can comment anonymously if you'd like, but i'd love to know who says what (assuming i do get replies back) so don't worry - i won't get mad/angry/or take anything the wrong way so you don't have to worry that if you put ur name i'll take anything in any way it's not supposed to be taken.. good or bad.
i was looking around on the MBR Blog on Myspace and i found this post from Aaron (the drummer) talking about responses he got when he asked what MBR was to the fans.. i'm posting this partly because i love the part where he says that no one is alone.. cos i have to tell you.. right now i am feeling damn well lonely and that just made me feel really good.. i don't know why.. it's someone's words who i don't even know, but for some reason.. i found comfort in them in my self-pity-party-night and i couldnt help but smile.. and also partly because i want to take the challenge he poses.. i don't know if anyone actually reads this anymore cos i'm never actually on this anymore.. i've been wicked busy here at college.. but.. i'm still here.. i still exist.. and i'm still full of words.. as always..
so here it is..
read it.. and reply..
"Matchbook Romance is therapy for those feeling vulnerable. Countless emails you guys sent said that matchbook is therapy and helps heal your wounds and says all the things that you are not able to say. Our music unites people as well and brings together so many friends under one roof. Something else I've realized from everyone's thoughts, people are so much a like an dno one has any idea, the people that you m ight think of as strangers really do have the same issues in their lives that you have as well. What I'm trying to say is you should never feel alone in this world, no matter how shitty it is realize that everyone has to deal with the same shitty things and unify under that. For those of you whose emails I have not replied to yet, do not fret. I am still working on them, I think I have already answered about 200 of your emails. Now I challenge all of you to try something. I want you to ask friends and/or peers who you are to them. Seriously you think you know who you are, but you probably don't know everything. You will be surprised by how much you mean to people."
so.. i ask you.. who am i to you?
don't be afraid to say what you think. say the truth. cos the truth is all i could ever want and all i ever ask for from anyone.
so go on.. reply. don't be afraid. bad or good, i want to know who i am to you guys.
Current mood: 
exhausted
Current music: say it like you mean it // mbr