yea so im pretty sure no one ever gives a fuck enough to read this anymore since i stopped writing in it, so i think i'll just start griping on here all over again. might as well right? fuck friends only. lets go for no friends. yay.
well all i really wanted to get out right now is this:
i thought i had found a home here. in you. in all of you. but fuck that, fuck my stupid thoughts of wanting to stay around here for college cos i didn't want to leave anyone. i need to get the hell out of here. there's nothing left for me but more nothing. and nothing more than a life i don't wish to lead.
someone take everything away.. all the pain.. everything.. i'm so sick of it all. sick of thinking i've found something good, only to find that it's fucked up on the inside.
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