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09:01pm 24/09/2003
 
mood: hopeful
so i'm still rather sad about eric. i love him greatly. so maybe i'll get ash to drive me up to mcdonalds in a few days so i can leave him a note sayin i love him and i miss him. i hope that works. daddy is happy. he said that if i never talk to eric again he would be perfectly fine with that. i hate upseting my daddy but i love eric and so i'm kinda hopin daddy will start to warm up to him a bit....i doubt it though. i'm really hopin me and eric will be ok soon...i hope ash will take me to see eric
so tonight was a daddy and bekah night. daddy let me drive (yeah!) and we went out to eat and talked and all that fun stuff. he said he'd be fine if me and sarah went to find ashley and bradley. which makes me happy. i wouldn't want to go find them if he objected to it. i love my daddy. i am so my daddy's lil girl. he sticks up for me with my mom.
people are dumb. they get mad at me for some stuff, but when somebody does something worse than what i did they just blow it off. that angers me so much!!!!!!!		  
   

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