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lissa*s [15 Feb 2004|02:40pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | story of the year...like always!! ] yesterday was a good day, i told you bout the begining but heres the rest, i was talking to alot of people online, melissa n anthony mostly, he is really cool. he was my valentine =] hehe, i went to mel`s house at like 6, and we talked to greg (her boy) on bleep and online and they started figthing and shyt and trevor n sum kid jared were harrassing us to come over and we were just like no! cant! sry! bye! lol mel funn dayy... today im probablly hanging out with samm and maybe others idk, we have to go spa-ing lol not spaining (haha sammo) well im on the phone with her so i`ll write l8r or tomorro..muah! l8r babezz.. rissa 1 be goofy=P

im here to sing this anthem of our dieing day [14 Feb 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | samm + storyof the year ] i heart storyof the year. lol . happy valentine*s day my loves! i m on the phone with samantha. she orangizing her binders so that we can hangout. yay, shes my date!! lol haha cuz im a lonely child and her boy is at his fathers, my mommie gave me the dirty dancing dvd and candy (did i ever ask for that) i really wanted the hairspray or rent cds. ughhhh..last night i didnt go to the dance and i fell asleep so early. and woke up at 5am, and then went back to sleep and woke at 10. i came downstairs and i didnt kno what t do with my self. i didnt wanna sit here, because people were being weird and werent answering, i went down stairs and couldnt sit there either and so i went under the covers and screamed. felt good to just scream. like you have no idea. and i showered so i`d feel better, well it didnt work i feel worse i cant stay home i must get up!! x3, rissa blake haber, cate danderano, samantha lee, mario cipriano, john cambell, chuck steel, mike soto,katie stinson, tom burkland, ous dejesus, melissa accocella, justin gordon, jane ohanley, freddy martinez, jackie geller, lauren jentleson, james amable, rachel lind, katie singleton -My Valentine*s be goofy=P

just a love machine [13 Feb 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | judge judy =P!! ] omg i had a greatt day, me n manda made our neckalces,huge paper hearts that say, happy valentine*s day. and james gave me a red unicorn and i carried it aorund all day, in all my classes, we hardly did anywork, and i laughed my ass off so much, especially in spanish and global. i`ve been singing,im just a love machine, hehehe omg in global mr linehan moved maurice right infront of me!!! eeeeee!!! he is so hot, he is a ghetto for me tho, i mean im so weird i like everykind of guy, i think maurice is hot and he is black, i went out with ryan(puertorican), n i love punk n white boys too lol hehe i really wanna go to the dance, i mean dancing gets my stress out, and i hate sitting here i hate croton i wanna go sumwhere, well im gunna go cuz idk what to write -rissa-l8r babezz be goofy=P

quiz thingy [12 Feb 2004|10:21pm] Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Gregariousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 46% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 68% Trust |||||||||||||||||| 54% Morality ||||||||||||||| 46% Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Cooperation |||||||||||||||||| 58% Modesty ||||||||||||||| 42% Sympathy ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Friendliness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Competence ||||||||| 26% Neatness ||||||||| 22% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 46% Achievement |||||||||||| 34% Self-Discipline |||||| 14% Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 46% Orderliness |||||||||||| 31% Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Volatility |||||||||||||||||| 58% Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Self-Consciousness ||||||||||||||| 50% Impulsiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 34% Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||| 54% Emotionality |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 42% Liberalism |||||||||||||||||| 58% Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 59% Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test be goofy=P

song [12 Feb 2004|08:06pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | soar ] Now in life there's gonna be times When you're feeling low And in your mind insecurities seem to take control We start to look outside ourselves For acceptance and approval We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is Don't be scared To fly alone Find a path that is your own Love will open every door See in your hands the world is yours Don't hold back and always know All the answers you will unfold What are you waiting for Spread your wings and soar The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them Keep trying to please them all But he just never seems to fit in Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be Good enough for him He's trying to change and That's a game she'll never win -Soar By:Christina A. i love the words. be goofy=P

[12 Feb 2004|04:53pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | tv ] guys, things have been changing yey. but things gotta keep changing, like, i wanna boyfriend so bad, i dont want a guy just for the sexual shit, i want a guy that i can be goofy with, hangout with him n his boys, play football (or i can try) and just hangout and not hafta have my tounge down his thoart the whole time, well you get what i mean correct?? well anyway, goofy, thats me i love being my goofyself. i like a few people and we`ll see what happens, i get the rybe that sum of them like me so yeahh. i gtg cuz my mom is coming home soon and were going to CVS so i can get sum makeup hehe. and im watching swithed.i mite update l8r catch you on the flip side l8tr 8-) rissa <3<3 be goofy=P

hope you enjoy it this time you gave it all away [10 Feb 2004|07:39pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | punk rock princess ] *shit butter fuck*«- say it fast, i`ve been saying that all day, my day basically sucked. but at the same time it was kinda good. i dont fell like going into detail on my classes like i normally do. so heres the main shit, i had no emotion on any class today, science+global were so funny. studyhall was cool, i talked to nick n nikko tha whole time.NICKS A WIGGER! after school. things got bad, howie was being extremely rude and shit to be and he made me fucking scream! he is a fucking asshole and i hope he burns in hell..EVERYONE wants to beat him up, and i hope n pray they do, i shall kiss the feet of the person who beats the shit outta him!! i will!! things get worse, after all this howie shit, i wanted to break down so bad! you have no idea i wanted to cry n scream just to get it all out. and i couldnt cuz howie would think i cried cuz of him, no, i m so fucking stressed lately he can go fuck off..hes not areal friend to me, he`ll say he`s my friend but all he does is make fun of me, in class and i hate him for it, i dont need him, no one does!!!!!!!! after that i came home extremely pissey and my brother was talking bout getting my computer when i fail, my mom said he couldnt, but i still flipped and i got into a screaming match n i won, i made him feel so stupid. i wrote my note THE MEANIST letter. you guys, if she takes my computer outta my room , i`ll flip, my cat n my computer are the only things i love in my house, the only things that keep me sane, i write in here bout whats borthering me and my cat is my fuckin baby! i told her i will not speak to her, i`m gunna do whatever the fuck i want, you dont undertstand , my mom n brother are selfish fucking brats!! and im nothing here, no one cares my mom said i`m gunna get kicked out soon rissa* be goofy=P

moms a bitch [09 Feb 2004|06:15pm] my mom is the biggest bitch in tha whole world!! im failing science n spanish n she expects me to do 1hour of studying everynight. im like hell no, you havent gotten my reportcard yet, u idk that i failed!! so fuck you and she starts telling me that shes so ashamed that she raised a failure n a loser..um, losers pass n ace school lol. like telling me that im a dissappointment is gunna mek you be optamistic that i can pass..no imma fucking fail this quarter just so i can fucking blame it on her, does she not get how much stress i have on my shoulders!! i wanna fucking sleep all day today, but i have drama tonight!! o joy fuck off... 2 be goofy=P

survey [09 Feb 2004|04:48pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | look away ] 01: what is your first memory of me: 02: how long have we been friends: 03: tell about one memory we share together: 04: describe me in four adjectives: 05: if we could spend a day together what would we do: 06: name one thing you really don't like about me: 07: name one thing you really do like about me: 08: if you could give me a gift what would it be: 09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what: 10: have we ever hugged: 11: have we ever danced with each other: 12: have you ever seen me cry: 13: have I ever offended you: 14: what is something embarrassing that i've done: 15: what do I usually look like when you see me: 16: what do I say all the time\whats my catch phrase: 17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years: 18: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't: 19: what advice would you give me, in general: 20: wanna make out: 21: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to: 22: is there a song that reminds you of me: fill it out in a comment...xo 2 be goofy=P

i`m sick of writing everysong about you [09 Feb 2004|04:44pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | coheed n cambria ] what a longgggggg day but it was fun , honestly i feel like its 6or 7, so heres my day, english was funny and not the boring. and gym was amazing cuz i was soo hyper and singing oh suzana. and we played batmitten, thats my sport yo!. lol just kidding, i played it outside with my neighbors for like 6 years! im amazzing at it, and waht period with the air heads isnt fun?! lol earth sci wasnt horrible, and spanish was fun, with mikey n wes n tom. i love them, they crack me up, i hate senora tho. lol chorus was pretty damn boring! and math was so funny, i wanted to give manderzz a note so i put it on the corner of the desk and my teacher goes "you think your slick" and took it and just handed it to manda. sooo funni. lunch wasnt the great, kinda boring. global was sooo great, cuz maurice is extremely hot and i just stare and talk. mr linehan heard me n manda talking and he was like oats? it was random hehe. nine was the worst. howie. kept making stupid comments bout me and i flipped out and screamed at him!! he is such an ass sumtimes, he doesnt realize how much it brothers me and that he is suposed to be my friend n in that class he is alwyas saying shit!! after school was so fun.with samm james justin ryan n howie n ous i talked to mr wood about my grade...47...sux!! and then omg it was so funny sean n rob flipped out on howie and howie just like left. then james n ry left for practice and it was just me samm n shizz.. we were walkin around and then i went with mikey and walked. then samm n shizz went to the deli n since i had on my skirt i wasnt gunna go so i sat with mikey, chuck n people. funny shit. then i changed into jeans n came back and went on the bus. the bus driver was on her cell phone and went the longest way ever!! i wanted to kill her! well im gunna go start my homework..//rissa\\ got a light skin friend looke like michael jackson gotta dark skin friend look like michael jackson ^haha manda jane n katie n from the other day samm + blake be goofy=P

so we danced the night away [08 Feb 2004|08:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | ravorblades-soty ] i had the funny thing happen to me in the shower, before i got in. i hear shampoo n conditioner bottles fall. i pick them up and get in. i`m washing my hair and they fall on the side. i look up into the water n a full bottle of shampoo falls on my forehead!! i was laughing so hard, i hadda share that with you... well im straving goodbye my loves Rissa be goofy=P

i`d scream this song right in your face if you were here [08 Feb 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | none ] this weekend was fun...samm came over and then we waited for cate.we went to get pizza n movies. and talked n did makeup n took pics. samm left. me n cate just chilled out and talked. then started to watch anything else, we fell asleep to it. wake up n watch idenity and then went n walked to the a&p to get magazines. cate n her friend lexi got in a fight or continued it. it was extremely stupid on lexiis part...dramatic. me n cate had a really good talk. we are both lonely as all hell, and we both knew how it felt to be so lonely that you just cry or get angry n flip out. its extremely annoying to sit here and see peoples pros to their bf`s. i want that incredabily badly. omg that was scarey ....i have two doors to my house wiht 2 bells and i thought it was my bro coming home n i went to the door that we always use n no one was there i started freaking out and then i ran upstairs and i hear it again n i scream hello n its my lil neighbor at the back door that is never used omg my heart wont stop beating so fast, i looked outside the door n no one was there well talk to you l8r my loves.. Rissa be goofy=P

i`m addicted to you dont you kno that ur toxic [07 Feb 2004|11:47am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | until tha day i die ] well well well, my amazin yellow layout is gone :-/ cuz i felt bad stealing that top picture from the person who made it. and besides im in love with this icon!! hehe...cuz you know wat i m alone. i wish i wasnt, but i m and thats life wtf can i do...wait...its my life i can change it, and i will. i love high school and i love myself.i love my friends..i`ll make my life the way i want it, just watch me idk what im gunna do today, if samm doesnt hang out with ryan, were gunna chill,i kinda wanna have the guys and samm n blake over...my mom is forcing me to clean my room. so mite aswell have people over. yah know...well we shall see, but i havta do summin tonight!! im in a amazing mood...hehehe <3 rissa 2 be goofy=P

snow day [06 Feb 2004|09:37am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | samm got id d anything in my head ] yesterday was kinda strange, i was at school for 13 and a half hours!! i went to school. then stayed after for the frosh boys game at 415-6. and then had drama at 7. since my mom had a job interview. i hadda stay there till then, i called cate, went to da'ros and talekd to james (senoir one) it waasnt that horrbile but i wasnt to to home n sleep. drama was soooo boring, i like the cast alot of them are really funny n cool but its just so crowded n boring soo yeahh.. and i didnt go online yesterday!! new record.. holy shit!! i am never writing notes again about people!! people lose it, and the person its bout finds it. and its private and they know stuff i didnt want them to kno...see i kinda liked matt colman and i wrote a note to blake about him. and he got a hold of it, after that i kinda realized why i stopped liking him before that, hes a dick to me sumtimes, and besides he wasnt the only guy i liked/e. ughhh so today i have a snow day, which will prolly suck. cuz its croton and i mean. and i prolly wont hnag out with my gurls cuz idk, i prolly wont, idk, this shit is public n my reason is private, if you arent me or them then you dont needa kno...lol... i realized yesterday that i listen n care bout my friends problems more then they care aboiut mine, i was freaking out bout summin yesterday n someone didnt show anyemotion to it. they made me feel so stupid!! they are suposed to be a really good friend of mine and they act like they dont care bout me...no names i needa get out this weekend!! rissa 2 be goofy=P

amazing new layout [04 Feb 2004|08:27pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | smallville ] look..its so prutty hehe i love it so much. okaa. so heres my..whats on my mind entry...lol hehe...hmmm whats on my mind. he is..i cant tell you who he is but i want him extremely badly, he is such a cutie and a sweetheart. damn it!! hmm i think stuff in my life has gotta change like my routine my personality my attitude towards guys friends n school~i mean i love n am happy with myself but no one knows me well enough to kno my personality people only see me as shy in the halls hmm if im by myself if im with samm or blake or heath or manda or a guy friend im hyperer and shit hehe, and my rountine just annoys me, and my attitude is just blah.. i was watching sum show and it said you hafta be happy with your self to be happy with material things, and that once you keep summin all you can do is be happy with that because soon you`ll lose summin else and that nothing is forever. people arent alwys gunna like you and people that hate you for no reason are etiher insecure or jealous. if yo did summin to make them mad. they should realize people make mistakes and you do to so why get mad when you do the same thing...isnt that shit deep im sick of croton. i want a shoping mall closer to us and a bigger highschool. big enough to meet new guys lol, manda is so lucky that shes going to a huge school. haha manda. im so hungry!! ugh, my mom is downstairs having a board meeting so i cant go down, who`d wanna see me in my pjs n frizzy hair n no bra...not my old smelly neighbors...ughhh yuckyy what goes up must come down* <3 RiSsA be goofy=P

until the day i die i spill my heart 4 u [04 Feb 2004|04:21pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | shallow the knife- ] yesterday i went to samms off the bus. we had a early dismissal, blake came over at like 1 or 2. kevin ended up outside and we just talked to him n pat for a little. went inside and sat in rae n jeffs room. they attacked my back n face. and i showed them my hidden talent, i can lay down n move me butt extremely fast..it looks so funny says samm n blake so yeahh..i cant see my own ass lol.. we went back outsdie n down to the park before that, omg haha gurlss..then we all went to tha mexii, yummyness chicken wrap. then we picked up ry and dropped off blake n i stayed at samms till 8 and i came home showered and watched real world and fell asleep so quick, i woke up this morning thinking there was a 2hr delay so i kept sleepin till like 10 min before the bus was coming!! i wore the same shirt i went to sleep in haha, put i ended up wearing a sweatshirt all day..today was so quick and so much fun!! i took an unprepared in gym, science went quick n math wasnt horrid..lunch was the best. we ate, then walked around with matt colman till we found this box, and i was pulling samm around in it, james n matt decided to push her down the stairs on it, she was willing to, and it didnt work but it was soooo funny tho. 8th was just me n manda talking bout shit, and then after we went to avoid nick, but she ended uip seeing him. and she hide me from sumone..haha, 9th wasnt horrible. so its an okaa day..matt colman is gunna be my science tutor..cuz im retarded n im failing..dUhHh... my mom is home so i havta go but, sumthing has gotta give, lonlyness sux!!! uGhHh...<3....<3 rissa be goofy=P

blake attacking mwahaha [03 Feb 2004|03:14pm] rissa's mommy dresses her funny!!! AND DON'T FORGET IT!OMG THE RADIO JUST SAID NIPPle!! ok now be serious....umm look I have to idea wat to say but i love rissa more then i love out orgies with her cat wen the cops r called on us...anyway rissa is the coolest nicest most sincere pretty person....well that didn't really flow...but u get wat I mean right?? o well if u don't...she also is inlove with BIG BLACK COCKS!! that is her most fav thing int he whole world good charlotte-stole this song from us cause last year wen we were all hangion out sam wa son the phone with justin and her dad came in and we weren't allowed on the phone cause it was late..so we put the phone down and we were waitin for her dad to leave and it was like 5 min already so rissa and sam start singing HOLD ON THIS WON'T TAKE TO LONG in kinda the sam rythem or w.e. as the song so that justin wouldn't hang up....hahaha and then this year we hear this song..lol ....couincidence?? I think not!!! ok later !!!!!I LOVE RISSA!!!!!!! be goofy=P

blake attacking mwahaha [03 Feb 2004|03:13pm] rissa's mommy dresses her funny!!! AND DON'T FORGET IT! be goofy=P

blake attacking mwahaha [03 Feb 2004|03:13pm] rissa's mommy dresses her funny!!! AND DON'T FORGET IT! be goofy=P

[02 Feb 2004|06:10pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | lets hear it for the boy ] oh man what a day, i sware that it was evenly bad n good..i failed my spanish n science midterms, but dont tell my mommie that..and i just wasnt hyperly happy. but on a good note, i passed my global and i laughed hahaha. after school was fun, me n sammiee missed tha bus and hadda stay after for the varisty game.before the 430 game we talked to mr johnson and hung out with the guys, then rocky read to us, samm read to, and got stepped on by sean, haha funni shitt..then we were just walking around, peekskill is soo black n sum of them were hottiess..they were talking to me n samm n we were gunna get rapped! haha yeahh right. i sat n watched the game, so fun, since i dont really get it. omg n that devon fro kid was there.. he shaved his fro!! haha why is it that the end of the day is always the best, its always so funny!, like i have lunch, then 8th period global, cuz maurice is so hot, and manderss and boyle make me laugh n i`m never quiet, then 9th i either have studdyhall with jord, mert and eddie. or learning center with heath nick eddie n jamie. they all make it fun..hehe luv ya omg rocky was reading the book i was holding for blake. and he kept asking me n samm all these questions. that was the funniest thing, the book was like, my cousin kissed me today it was gross and rocky was pretending it was samms story of her life..you hadda be there!! i feel bad for sumone who will remain nameless. they think they are going out with sumone who is just doing it as a joke, my friend heard it frm her last crush, this person n me arent friends, hatetret. and their friends wont tell her becuase they will die!! i feel horrible dont call me marissa, i hate my name, people, call me rissa, most of you do...continue it really makes me happy! tehe i`m going fall asleep! but i havta go to chorus reharshal..so byebye needa shower rissa be goofy=P

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