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The end..... [10 Mar 2003|08:30pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So this is what closure feels like, huh? Feels kinda final.. which I suppose is the basis of closure.

Xander and I have that now. Thanks to Andrew's little directorial debut, we were forced to really look at this train wreck we've called a relationship. And after some full contact finalizing, we both realize that we're done.... We're done. It feels almost surreal saying that. I've been in love with him for what's felt like forever, and he's broken my heart in ways I never thought it could be broken... and now it's over. Just like that.

I feel relieved, but then again, it still hurts. And I don't want it to hurt. I don't care much for the hurt....

See, this is why I was able to keep busy as a vengeance demon....


Entertain me

Lookee here [09 Mar 2003|06:40pm]
Dawn suggested I get one of these online journal things-- she says it helps to get all your ranting out here. Personally, I prefer my ranting less impersonal, but who am I to judge technology? Not like I haven't seen fad like these come and go in my years... But anyway, this is me. This is my journal. This is me wondering what exactly I'll say in this journal....

Entertain me

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