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Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
8:07 pm	I was listening to the radio on the way to work today and Simple Plan's "Perfect" was playing. This made me think of Libby, so I just wanna say: LIBBY I MISS YOU! Current Mood: tired Current Music: "Should I Stay or SHould I Go" by the Clash (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
12:28 pm	I think I give up on Blurty. If anyone needs me: http://www.livejournal.com/users/arcadianwinter/ Current Mood: blank Current Music: "Immortal" by John Taylor (Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
9:16 pm	Perfect doesn't feel too perfect Darn this cold to hell! Hell I say! *cough* I really need to learn to stop spending money. I went over 46 bucks on my cell phone last month and I put 34 bucks on my credit card today. (Plus 25 from buying "Arena" the other day) Sometimes I just don't listen to myself. Current Mood: sick Current Music: "Worst Day Ever" by Simple Plan (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 6th, 2004
4:27 pm	It's done. And I actually made it. And I have family members that now owe me money because I did. Current Mood: drained Current Music: "Piece of my Heart" by Janis Joplin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
9:32 pm	Gotta leave town, got another appointment I need someone to go to a concert with me tomorrow night! It's looking like I will be going by myself. It was odd, I was walking out of macro and the kid that sits in the front of me was like waiting for me and handed me 2 flyers. One for punk night and one for ska night. I really wanna go to ska night cause Stamp'd is playing, and I always tend to miss them when they play in Saginaw and near by. That also gives me a week to find someone to come with. The bad thing is, I really, really, really would like to go tomorrow night. Really, really, really. Eh, I guess time will tell. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: "Give up the Grudge" by Gob (Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
8:58 pm	Yeah thats what I said Most depressing sight in the whole world: Libby and Sarah's empty room. :( I'm ok having nothing in my room, but looking at theirs makes me wanna cry. Out of everyone, those 2 girls are the people that I'm going to miss the most. Current Mood: sad Current Music: "Tainted Love" by Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
3:15 pm	It might be the only way I see I'm neglecting this journal again. Its just so much easier to update my live journal, I tend to update that more often. So.....whats new........ I should currently be writing my psych paper for Fri. It will be done darn it. (That and I bet Marc 10 bucks if its not done. haha) At least I picked a topic, now I just need to sit down and work on it. Which is proving to be more difficult than I thought. Current Mood: lazy Current Music: "Fall" by Something Corporate (Comment on this)
Monday, April 5th, 2004
10:37 pm	I'm now going to assault your mind with subliminal messages! [ Last Time ] 1.Really Smiled : Sat night/Sun morning 2.Laughed: Fri night 3.Cried: Midday Sat 4.Bought something: Black star earrings 5.Danced: Last time I went to Wayside 6.Were sarcastic: It's been a few days 8.Watched your favorite movie: It's been awhile. 9.Had a nightmare: Cant remember 10.Were lulled to sleep by the thought of someone: Been awhile for that too [ A Last time for everything.. ] 1.Last book you read: ,said the shotgun to the head 2.Last song you heard: I think it was "Stellar" by Incubus 3.Last thing you had to drink : Bottle of water 4.Last time you showered : This morning 5.Last thing you ate : Alfredo tortilini from the dining commons [ Fashion ] 1.Do you wear a watch : Sometimes 2.How many shirts do you own: A ton 3.Most expensive item of clothing : I think that would be my pink Vans 4.What kind of shoes do you wear : Usually pink ones [ Friends ] 1. Do your friends 'know' you: My true ones do 2. What do they tend to be like: Caring and trustworthy 3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: Everyone tells me I have a great sense of humor 4. Are there people that you tell everything to: Pretty much [ Other ] 1. Favorite band ever: Duran Duran, Simple Plan and Something Corporate 2. Most listened to bands: Simple Plan and Fefe Dobson 3. Do you find any musicians good-looking: Nick from Duran Duran, Pierre from Simple Plan, Joel from Good Charlotte, should I continue? lol 4. Can you play an instrument: not anymore 5. Type of music listened to: Lot of rock and alternative 6. Type never listened to : I try to avoid rap and country [ General Questions ] 1. Whom do you believe is the smartest person alive at the moment: Any rockstar 2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : sunny 3. Do you consider yourself lucky: Not really 4. Do you feel pity for people who try to commit suicide: Yes 5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: unique [ Stuff ] 1. Do you own any plaid clothing : Couple of skirts 2. Do you own Converse shoes : 3 pairs 3. Do you own Saucony shoes : nope 4. Do you own old school Nikes : Not anymore 5. Do you wear tight pants: I'm female, thats how they make them now a days 6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants: No 7. Do you own a messenger bag : Yep 8. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest : Sometimes 11. Do you have short, shaggy hair : No 13. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon : No, but that would be cool. lol 14. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : Very 15. Is your hair black or red: Nope 16. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye : Anything that will stay in super blonde hair 17. Do you own a bandana : Nope 18. Do you wear plugs in your ears: Not a fan 19. Are you amused by safety pins : Not nesesarily amused, but I use them a lot 20. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute: I leave that kinda thing up to Dan 21. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them: Yep.........I should find that necklace..... [ Habits/Beliefs ] 25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything): Nah 26. Are you an anarchist : Nope 27. Does the American flag anger you : Nope 28. Are you "working class" : Unfortunitly 29. Do you dislike "preps" : Would I punk if I did? 30. Do you dislike Hot Topic : Nah 31. Do you smoke cigarettes : Nope 32. Do you smoke cloves : Nope 33. Are you a thin waif : Definatly not 34. Are you vegan/vegetarian : no 35. Do you think meat is good: Sure 36. Do your night time activities usually involve drunken underage vomiting: Nope. Always stop when the room starts to move 37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park : No 38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week: No way 39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower : No 40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor : Unless someone isn't telling me something, NO! Current Mood: bored Current Music: "Call me" by Blondie (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
5:50 pm	Be rocking it all night long I am mighty bored. I have 2 papers that I could be writing, but without the pressure of it being due tomorrow, its not getting done. I think I'm gonna go the library tomorrow morning before heading into Bay City, so hopefully I'll get something done. At least if nothing else the topic for my psych paper. I need very badly to finish my role of film as well. I'm at about 18 pictures, so only 6 or so to go. It is going to be one funny role of film too. Marc and Eric in my pink cowboy hat should make for good jokes later. haha I think I shall finish up the role on the people around here, cause I just realized that I have NO pictures of Sarah or Jessica. So that will have to change very soon. Current Mood: flirty Current Music: "Everlong" by the Foo Fighters (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
6:22 pm	Some things just keep getting better Last night was soooo fun! I love my friends, they are the coolest ever. Stacy and Marc came up at like 2:30 and then Eric was up at about 6:30 or so. Even Cortney came to visit! Which was exciting seeing how she's now off to Flordia for a week. Stacy, Marc and I managed to play like a 2 hr game of Simpsons uno. lol Then we ordered pizza at 9 or so. Stacy got slapped in the forehead by a breadstick and you just dont understand how funny that is. lol It's just the funnist looking event. (Sorry Stac, I wuv you!) Now off to watch Queer eye for the straight guy. lol I know, I've got weird tv obsessions, I am well aware. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: "Sometimes it takes a homo to make a home" ha I love Thom (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
11:46 am	Bring on the procrastination baby! Name four people or things you are obsessed with: People: Pierre from Simple Plan Thom from Queer Eye Nick from Duran Duran Whoever invinted the colour pink Things: shoes sticky notes music cheap jewelery -OTHER THINGS- I know: more about music than the average person I want: a car I have: not gotten enough sleep lately I wish: I had a major I hate: Bitchy and 2 faced people I miss: Being at home all the time I fear: Never being happy with life I hear: noice in the other room I love: Tim I ache: in my neck at the moment I care: about a select group of people I always: want to buy something new I dance: very rarely I cry: more when I'm stressed out I write: Only when I have to lately I confuse: Tim more than I mean to I can usually be found: Online Describe your personality in one word: Unique A smell that makes you smile: The Yankee Candle store A city you'd like to visit: London A drink you order most often: diet coke The music you prefer while alone: Something more mellow A TV show you watch regularly: The Simpsons You live in: a small room .Describe --The shoes you wore today: Pink Converse oxfords --Your hair: In a pony tail --Your fears: Not being happy in a career --Your perfect pizza: Pepporoni and bacon --One thing you'd like to achieve: a family --Your most overused phrase on aol: hahaha --The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes and hair --Your bedtime: Later than it should be when at school --Your greatest accomplishment: Making it thru the first year of college Currently --Current Clothes: Black t-shirt and jeans --Current Taste: Wintergreen tic-tac --Current hair: pony tail --Current Annoyance: going to class --Current something you ought to be doing: writing an english paper --Current Desktop Picture: Queer eye for the straight guy --Favorite Groups: Simple Plan, Something Corporate, Duran Duran --Current Book: Success by Martin Amis --Current DVD In Player: Duran Duran's greatest videos --Current refreshment: Dr. Pepper --Current worry: That my paper won't be done for tomorrow Current Mood: lazy Current Music: "When I come around" by Greenday (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
9:21 pm	I minored in Rebellion, how about you? Welcome to procrastination, night 2. Did you know updating journals is a good source of avoidance for homework? Current thought for majors: Interior design or human development. (Can I pick em far away from one another or what?) Thank you, thank you. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: "Centerfold" by J. Geils Band (Comment on this)
Monday, March 22nd, 2004
9:24 pm	Your girl, she loves it Woo for trying to do homework before the day its due. I will be so proud of myself if I finish my english homework for Wed yet tonight. IF is the key word tho because I am easily distracted by the greatness of technology....... Hey, is that the new Yellowcard video? Oh, excuse me. Anyway, my favorite pair of jeans have finally given out, but just a small hole in the knee. So I will continue to wear them until they fall off my body. lol Right now I'm deciding between like 4 majors. Time to figure one out cause none of them have similar classes that need to be taken. Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: "Everything" by Fefe Dobson (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
11:22 pm	Won't let you shut me out I most definatly cannot sleep. I only took an hour nap today, so I really should not be having a problem sleeping. But eh, what can you do. I also think that I may be starting to come down with a cold; thank you very much flu mist for punking out after 2 months. Only 51 more days of school! (Mind you, I'm just counting down till I no longer have to LIVE at CMU. and not like I'm sad about the end of classes or anything, cause english is way too hard for my own good.) Current Mood: awake Current Music: "Don't wanna think about you" by Simple Plan (Comment on this)
Monday, March 15th, 2004
10:03 pm	Lost Completely College sucks the creative life out of everything it touches. I think I may either take a year off, or just figure something else out. I just dont know what to do with myself. I dont know what to do for a career, so therefore dont know what to major in. And you know, for being someone with no direction, I feel ok. I feel like as soon as these 55 days of school are done everything will be fine. No more uncaring people, no more stress over classes, no more anything. It's something to work towards. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Real World/Road Rules challenge theme song (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
8:51 pm	Life on wheels is no life for me I didn't realize how long it's been since I updated this thing. I got back from Michigan Tech today around noon. It was an interesting trek to say the least. I was petrified about taking the greyhound bus home by myself. I lucked out and there were 2 other girls that were going home from visiting their boyfriends, so that made me feel better. A half an hour outta Houghton we stopped to let another person on, and not just any person but a person with THREE police escorts. Turns out this guy got drunk and tried to beat up a cop, so they put him on a bus to get him out of the city. Just wonderful for the only 3 little girls on the bus. I then had a delay in Escanaba at a laundry mat and one in St Ignance at a diner. I believe there are not as many greyhound offices as they say there are. 9 hrs total in the UP and then another 6 to Bay City. And just my luck, I was feeling like I was gonna die for the last 4. I am so rundown right now, it sucks. It's gonna take me a week to get back on some kind of sleep schedule, and I have to drive to CMU Monday then back home cause I have a dentist appointment. Gonna be a looooong week me thinks. Current Mood: tired Current Music: "Fool on the Hill" by the Beatles (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
4:02 pm	Looking on the bright side and balancing the whole thing It is a HEAT WAVE! Exciting huh? It's like 40 some degrees, so I'm currently sitting here in a skirt and t-shirt. It's a wonderful feeling it is. I'm ready for it to be summer. It would be warm and I wouldnt have to be at school. Well, CMU anyway. And I'm still debating summer classes at Delta. Which reminds me I need to look into CMU majors again. I should do that before I forget again. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
12:15 pm	Somehow I'm not impressed I am currently 25 bucks richer thanks to bingo. The few times I've went, I've had the same goal; if I won I was buying Jason Mraz's "Waiting for my rocket to come." I won, so Mraz is mine! I also realized that the debut American album from Cooper Temple Clause comes out Tuesday, so I'm hoping 25 bucks will be enough for both. (CTC is only 9.99 at Best Buy, so it just might.) I am also quite excited because I dont need to go back to CMU until Tuesday! I already said I wasn't going to psych, and english was cancelled for Mon; so no need to go back! And I dont have class until 12:30 on Tues, so I could leave Tues morning. The sad thing is I'll then be back home Fri when Tim comes home. So only 3 days there. lol Alright by me. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: "You and I Both" by Jason Mraz (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
9:34 am	But I'm not the only one Ok, the last few weeks have just SUCKED for me. I'm hoping that today will be just a little better for the following reasons: 1.) I had the most awesome dream last night that I met Simon Le Bon. lol He was wearing the same Poison shirt that I have. I dunno, it was pretty cool tho. lol 2.) I got an IM from someone I sat next to last semester saying "This is so unlike you....STOP, cheer up and feel better." I dont know why, but this made me feel better. Ok, I do know why, I think that no one around here really cares about me, so its nice that someone I dont see anymore is trying to make me feel better. Being the social outcast is really starting to bum me out. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: "Love Song" by 311 (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 16th, 2004
8:21 pm	Borrowed this from Elle's journal             Marriage is love. Did you know same sex couples are denied over 1000 benefits that married couples get? It's crazy. You never know until you inform yourself. Current Mood: okay Current Music: Nothing at the moment (Comment on this)