Crystal (Soo Jung)'s Blurty
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Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Crystal (Soo Jung)'s Blurty:

    Friday, March 12th, 2004
    6:19 pm
    o.o i updated this one... wow...
    i....updated...? SQUEEE!!! XD lol well, i think stephen wanted to kill me today...i said "squee" so often it's not even funny. lol I bought a Reeses Fast Break, and when i started eating it in front of Jessie, she literally screamed. XD i have some weird friends.

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: "When I'm Gone" Three Doors Down
    Sunday, May 4th, 2003
    6:51 pm
    howdy, y'all! i gots a new account!! It's Kiyoko_Leah ^_^ be sure to check it out sometime, mk?
    2:14 pm
    Fun but boring (does that make sense?)
    well, last night, i went to a dance at the rec gym. i enjoyed being w/ my buds, but the music seriously sucked. We wanted NIN, Slipknot, etc., but instead we get rap and rock & roll! well, anyway, my thoughts kept straying and i ended up getting a bit depressed. After the dance, i spent the night at jordann's and we watched some interesting stuff on tv. She gets spazzed out about the top bunk of a bed because it's SO close to the fan, so i end up sleeping there -_- weirdo.. anyway, today, we went to the rec gym to play a bit of basketball (we suck!), and we also called chels. After the rec gym, we went to the gas station and had lunch. an hour later, i had to go home.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: "Denwa Shite, Darling" Ishii Yuki
    Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
    6:08 pm
    Yay! shopping ^_^
    ~yawn~ tiredness...I went to Goody's for over two hours trying to find more clothes. I found a really cute shirt that's white and has a chibi devil and a chibe angel, and they're both wearing boxing gloves and are facing each other!! I also wanted a pair of shorts that had "Bulldogs" on it (I like UGA), but my mom said i couldn't have it :(
    Well, I'm gonna go to a dance in like...a half hour, and after that, i'm goin' to my buddy, Jordann's house ^_^ woot! yay

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: "Tokyo Nights" by Utada Hikaru
    Friday, May 2nd, 2003
    9:55 pm
    What a week
    As the subject says - what a week. ~cough~ sarcastic that I am. The first half of it was boring...pretty much. I found out some unwanted info about J-kun, and that was it; Damn, he can scare me sometimes... Anyway, I also got teased by my own teachers about my relationship with him! I mean, it was friendly, but it still made me blush. Anyway, half the eighth grade went to the theater to see the movie "Holes." That movie was really good, I only wish I wasn't half asleep when I was watching it. I know I really liked it, but I can't remember some of the good parts. :( I also found my lost library book. ^_^ YAY! I've been getting really bored at school lately...ugh, summer vacation is way too close. My attention span has shrunk! Oh, my parents FINALLY signed my band camp papers, too! I'm going!! Woohoo!!
    @};- <

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: "Usa Mitai na I Love You" by Utada Hikaru
    Monday, April 21st, 2003
    11:17 am
    grr!!! my mother blackmailed me! "If you don't be good, then you're not going to band camp!" that's so stupid! I mean, I may not even go anyway becuz of our vacation plans! >( Not to mention the cost of all the light colored summer outfits i'll need :( ~sighs~ oh well...

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: "Sick Of Life" Godsmack
    Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
    11:29 am
    WEE! Boredom -_-
    I'm so bored ~yawn~ I'm currently in French, and the class is being quite immature (like usual). I can't wait till lunch to see Jamie-kun again. Ich liebe James!!! YAY!! anyway, gtg, class is over (oh fart...thomas, I AM NOT GINA!!) lmao i'm hyper. ^_^

    Current Mood: high
    Current Music: "Sakura Drops" Utada Hikaru
    Saturday, April 5th, 2003
    3:13 pm
    Confusion all over again
    I no longer can tell what's going on; I met Jamie's girlfriend today at the primary school's little "festival." I feel guilty to know that because of me, a relationship is slowly going awry... Damn my emotions! I wish I was emotionless or very cold! I wouldn't feel so insecure right now... I hate being the source of a problem! I wish I didn't exist! Oh fart, I'm reverting back to my old self because I love someone!?
    Why is it me with the strange love life? Now, I gotta go and find a dark corner to hide and brood, or maybe I should ride my bike into the woods and find a place where I can think. ~sighs~ God, help me.

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: "I Love You" Utada Hikaru
    Sunday, March 30th, 2003
    5:12 pm
    No longer confused but somewhat empty
    Ok, most of the day passed by quickly and uneventfully, except for the fact that i got hit on the head by my mother again. I swear that I could imagine her being the old lady in a fanfic i read about; an old lady chased Squall around and kept hitting him with her purse.
    I also found out that HE doesn't like me. I am sad, that I am, but I am content with knowing that I am a close friend to him. I'm still planning to tell him that i had a crush on him, so I can get it out of my system. I just hope he'll understand, and that our relationship as close friends will continue. ~sighs~ Silent One no baka! (Silent One is an idiot!)

    What is my purpose in life? Am i to just live and die? That sucks!

    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: "Concrete Angels" Martina McBride
    Friday, March 28th, 2003
    8:49 pm
    confused love
    i'm so confused! i don't know if my "boyfriend" should even be considered my boyfriend because i never truly knew how he felt, but everyone called us a "couple." then, a couple weeks ago, a new guy moves in and i think that i like him! God, help me! my feelings are so jumbled now! i feel so scared to ask my "b/f" if we really have a relationship; i don't want to lose the relationship we have now as best friends. my past experience with this stuff was never good so... i plan to call him tomorrow and ask.
    now, about jamie, the new guy, i like him...but i don't know exactly how much. landon, this idiot i know, went ahead and told jamie i liked him, but i'm not exaclty sure! oi oi i hope this doesn't ruin my friendship with jamie in any way... *~* all i know is that i can't stop thinking about my "b/f."
    someone please help this poor, pathetic fool.

    Current Mood: uncomfortable
    Current Music: "Eyes On Me" by Faye Wong
    Friday, February 21st, 2003
    5:10 pm
    WAAAAAHHHH!! John is moving today! I hate this! My day was pretty crappy. In band class, JT took two pictures of John, Kaitlin, and me by the request of Kaitlin. (THAT'S not bad...) She rocks (I'm too shy to do such stuff) I can't wait till next week - John will be back online! Hoorah! Alex is being a jerk (like usual), but hey, it can be fun to piss him off. The only REALLY good news I got today was that I may get a game system because this girl my mom knows from work said that she'd be happy to give us her PSone, but my mom may get pissed... *~* I'm tired and sick so I'm leaving...
    "What is the meaning of life? What is my purpose?"
    I miss him already... ;_;

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: "Three Libras"- A Perfect Circle
    Thursday, February 20th, 2003
    4:44 pm
    inside joke!
    Red, white, and blue!! lmao! Today at lunch, Alex, Thomas, Bonnie, and I were merely having the usual mundane conversation of how our table is almost mute except for Alex's complaining. All of a sudden, Alex says something really stupid and i start laughing my ass off. I laughed so hard it hurt and my face started changing colors! In fact, my face was red, white, and blue! XD Alex said that i needed stars on my face to make me look like the American flag. I told them to stop talking or i would pass out laughing, but apparently, Alex wanted me to pass out. he can be such a jerk. The rest of the day was boring except for the time mom pulled me out of band practice.*~* Evil person! i like to play my clarinet with the band ~starts to pout~ I'm weird :p hehe

    Current Mood: hyper
    Current Music: Orestes- Perfect Circle