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Tuesday August 2008, at 3:01PM [ ] Should have seen this coming Should have known this Shouldn't have let it happen My mistake alright Stuck again Doing my thing Too alike yet far apart What felt so good once is breaking me And tearing us apart again Don't you see We're in this together You and me One on one forever I know it's self-inflicted We're way too desperate Way too addicted But I can't help the way I feel I know it's time to be strong Now when all hope is gone And when what felt so good once Is breaking me And tearing us apart again And in your troubled eyes I see Someone who carried me somehow Like footprints in the sand You've been behind me all along We got it wrong from the start Now it's you and me Let's hit it on Don't you see it's you and me against the world 'cause we're in this together... Save me

Wednesday August 2008, at 2:10PM [ ] Do you have alcohol hidden in your room? Not anymore. I'm 21 and I don't have to worry about my sister stealing it anymore. Are you friends with your cousin's girlfriend? I don't know any of my male cousins, and my female cousins are children. Who was your last text from? Jeremy I believe. Is that person your best friend? He's a friend, but not my best. I don't believe in best friends. Have you ever been paintballing? No, I'd like to though. What was the last thing you had to eat? A granola bar last night. When was the last time you puked? The other night. Why did you? I was coughing so hard I puked. Are you tired? Very. Would you rather get a million dollars, or find a cure for cancer? Find a cure for cancer and use it to make millions. Has your family ever kept a big secret from you? Yes. How old are you? 21. What color are your nails? Black. What color pants are you wearing? Dark jeans. Where is your worse scar? My arm. Did you have any dreams last night? Mhmm. When was the last time you laughed? Last night. Who was your last voicemail from? My mom. Who lives in your neighborhood that you would hang out with? No. They are old and/or crazy. Who's house will you probably sleep over at next? No one's. I hate sleeping at people's houses. What are your plans for Sunday? Not sure. Are you hungry right now? No. Are you short? No. Do you know anyone that's pregnant? Yes. Are you good at playing any instuments? No. Were you ever in a band when you were younger? No. Is your room clean? Sort of. I need to finish cleaning it and setting it up. Is there someone that you are ashamed you were friends with way back? Not that I believe of. What does your dad do? Idk, he's an alcoholic fuck up as far as I know. Are you planning on going to college? Yes. I need to go pick classes today. Are you good at giving directions? Not at all. I get people lost. Are you the kind of person that solves the problems, or makes them? Both. Do you like your mom's side of the family better, or your dad's? I don't know my dad's side. When was the last time you went to the hospital? I'm not sure, but it was ages ago. How many piercings do you have? Snakebites, labret, nose, eyebrow and 13 in my ears. Who were you last in a car with? Idk, I don't go places really. Do you have a shirt from abercrombie? No. Did you answer truthfully in this survey? Yes. What color shirt are you wearing? Slate grey. Do you have reason to smile right now? I suppose I have reasons that I should smile, but I don't really want to smile. Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke? No, lmfao. What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? There's too many things to bother to list. What do you do when you need to relax? Listen to music, read, or write generally. If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? Say it, I suppose. What are you listening to right now? Combichrist - Give Head If You Got It If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? I'd pay off everything I owe. What was the last thing you purchased? Idk. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else? Probably not. I don't care enough about anyone to do so. What's your greatest fear in life? Pretty much everything. Can money buy happiness? No, but it can buy the means to happiness. Who was the last person you hugged? Idk. Are you looking forward to anything? No, not really. Bedtime tonight I suppose. What do your friends call you? Depends on if they are mad at me or not. Has anyone upset you in the last week? Last week? Try last few minutes. I'm always pissed off. Do you think you would be a good parent? Probably not. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? A true conversation? Shawn. Small talk? Matt right now. What's your favorite drink? Apple juice. Fruit punch. Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yeah. Who was the last person that texted you? Wasn't this question already asked? What is the last pill you swallowed? The ones I'm going to go get in a second. How did you sleep last night? Well, I didn't go to bed until 6 am, so it wasn't really night. Other than that, it was fine. Have you ever been in handcuffs? Yes. Have you ever caught anything on fire? Yes. How long is your hair when it's wet? Down my back. How many times have you been to the ER? Not sure. Quite a few. Do you go on the internet every day? Usually, no. Do you drink soda? Yes. Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday? Sometimes. Sometimes more. Sometimes less. Save me

Saturday August 2008, at 9:17PM [ ] What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss? Purple I believe. Do you remember your kindergarten teachers name? Not sure. Do you remember your first kiss? Yes. Would you rather go to a party or go out of town? Go out of town. What was the last thing you ate? Cottage cheese. If you could get back in touch with anyone who would it be? No one. When was the last time you talked to the last person you kissed? Earlier today. What's on your bedroom floor? Some clothes, a cat house/bed thing because I finally have Saphira, some milk crates. What did you wake up to this morning? My mom calling, people talking. What are you doing today? Today is pretty much over but I think I have stuff to do still. Describe your current shirt: White with pink sleeves. Used to have a Tom and Jerry graphic on it, but you can hardly see it now because it's been bleached a lot. Which movie did you last see in theatres? The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. Who was it with? Mikola, Casey and Keirra. Who were the last people you ate with? Myself. When was the last time you felt guilty about something? A while ago. What color is your luggage? Black. When you have kids would you want a boy or a girl first? Boy. Where are you right now? Computer room. Do you drink your soda from a straw? Sometimes. What was the last thing someone bought you? Kola bought me a mixed berry powerade. Where will you be two months from now? Idk. What color hoodie did you wear last? White with pink and black guitars. Are you alone? In the room, yes. In the house, no. Who did you last hang out with? Mikola and three of my brothers. What did you do last weekend? I don't remember. Are you still besties with the same people you were besties with a year ago? Besties? Wtf. Sounds like beasties. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No. Well, Idk. Probably not. Are you crushing on someone? No. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yes. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? No. I don't believe so. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes. Have you ever broken someone's heart? No. Talk to any of your exes? Not really. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Somethings, yes. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Sometimes. How many times have you really truly been in love? Once. Is anything bothering you right now? Not too much. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? Yeah. People lie. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Yes. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? Stomach/sides. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yes, quite a few people. However, I think they are insane. How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries? Yumm. Are you self-conscious? Can be. How do you vent your anger? Idk, a few ways. How did your day start off? My mom called, I called for Casey and made him call her back. Favorite fair food? Corndogs. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? Yes. Morning or night person? Night. What makes you lose your appetite? Gross stuff. Bugs. Horrible smells. Being angry. How do you think you look right this moment? Clean. Last time you smiled? Today. Do people underestimate your intelligence? Most of the time, yes. Favorite Superhero? Don't have one. Are you taller than 5'5''? Yes. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it? Yes. When you want to have "you" time, what do you do? Hide somewhere and read. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Depends on who asks them, and what ones they are. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? Don't remember. Who was the last person you held hands with? Mikola on one hand, Eric on the other. When was the last time you felt confused or uncomfortable? Confused, today. Uncomfortable, don't remember. Do you make your bed every day? Hell no. Do you use the internet or television more? Internet. Do you want to be in a relationship right now? Naw, too much shit. It's quite nice being able to do whatever. What person in your family are you the most like? I'm not too sure. Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese? Yes, mayo and tomato. What are you studying in school? Nothing yet. Do your parents really know YOU? To an extent my mother does. I doubt if my father even remembers my name. Did you speak to your father today? Rofl. See answer to above question plox. How many months until your birthday? Five. What are you listening to? We The Kings - Don't Speak Liar What color is your hair? Dark brown with some natural light brown highlights right now. What's bothering you right now? Nothing really. What's something you wish you could understand better? Biochemistry. Have you kissed someone with braces? Nope. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go? Depends on what happened and how close we were. Last time you were worried? Earlier today. What are you wearing? Dark colored jeans, a white shirt with pink sleeves that used to have a Tom and Jerry graphic, but it's been bleached so you can't really see the graphic. Where did you sleep last night? In bed. Have you ever been in an ambulance? Yes. Whats the last thing you had to drink? Water. What are you doing in a few mins? Not sure. Are you hungry at the moment? No. Can you take a bra off with one hand? Yes. Can you use chopsticks? Yes. Do you like Oreos? Not much. Do you have a brother? Yes. Four. Laurence, Damon, Joe and Casey. I like my abilty to pick and choose family members. It's lovely. Do you like to grocery shop? Yes. I love it. What pills do you take daily? None. Do you take out the trash? Sometimes. Last CD you listened to in the car? A mixed one. Mostly Coldplay, Green Day, The Streets and a few funny songs. What are you thinking about right now? I'm getting sleepy. Wearing any bracelets? Technically they aren't bracelets, but a black hair tie and a green rubber band. Save me

Thursday August 2008, at 11:59PM [ ] Have you ever wished you had a different last name? Yes, all the time. If a stranger looked in your closet, what would they think? First off, I would be pretty amazed that they found a way to look into a closet that doesn't exist. I'm pretty sure they would find that it leads to Narnia though. What's bothering you right now? Nothing important. I'm a little cold and my fingers and toes are freezing. That's about it. Do you want children? Yes, I do, someday. Do people underestimate you? Usually. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't? Not really. Their loss. What are you doing tomorrow? Not really sure. Name a quote from the song you're listening to: "Well I’m not paralyzed, but, I seem to be struck by you. I want to make you move, because you’re standing still. If your body matches what your eyes can do, you’ll probably move right through me on my way to you." Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them? Yes. Did you sing at all today? Yes. Do you miss anyone? A few people. What side of a heart do you draw first? Right. Who has your heart? Doesn't matter, I'm working on getting it back. Do you know how to use some words correctly? Yes. Do you wear a lot of black? Yes. Do you have a tan? Yes. Do you like orange juice? It's ok. Does your temper flare a lot? Yes, it does. When was the last time you got emotional? A few days ago. Do you like to cuddle? Yes. Which shoe goes on first? Doesn't matter. Can you sleep without blankets covering you? No. How many hours of sleep do you need to function? Twelve? Lol. Last trip you took to the zoo? Ages ago. Did you feel awkward at all today? Not really. Last three things you drank: Pepsi, water, water. Did you wake up happy today? I wasn't happy, but I wasn't in a bad mood either. What month were you born in? January. Would you ever get a tattoo? I'm not sure yet. Has anyone ever told you that they hated you, seriously? Yes, haha. What was the last thing that made you laugh really hard? Idk, I was laughing quite a bit today. Do you sleep with socks on? No, I end up kicking them off in the middle of the night. Have you ever had to go to court? Yes. Are you above the influence right now? Yes. Who were you last on the phone with? Texting Ali. Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? Yeah, six. Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you? Rofl. Has anyone ever told you they are in love with you? Yes. What's your relationship with the person you last texted? She's my friend. What are your plans for today? Today is over. Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married,or engaged? Single. Do you love the last boy you had a conversation with? Brian? He's nice, but I don't love him. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Freezing to death. Same as now. Whats the last restaurant you went to? Got pizza from Jeff and Jim's last night. Where were you at 1am Sunday morning? Idk, that was ages ago. What do you want right now? A hoodie. Or a blanket. And socks. Look behind you, what do you see? A filing cabinet. What would you name your future daughter? Astra Lullaby. What did you eat for lunch today? Beef jerky. Whats on your schedule for tomorrow? Wake up. Other stuff. Sleep. If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Idk, I couldn't choose. Do you eat junk food everyday? Nope. Do you know anyone who is currently locked up? Nope. Have you ever requested a song on the radio? Years ago. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? Nope, not at all. When is the last time you took a nap? The other day. Whose bed did you sleep in Wednesday night? Mikola's. Do you miss anyone? Yes. Who is your last missed call? The home phone. What time did you wake up today? Noonish. Is there anybody that you trust 100%? No. Are you satisfied with your life right now? Not really. What did you do last night? Hung out with everyone, then chatted online for a while. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? I got the long sleeved one from Mikola/Damon because he didn't want it, and the white tee I don't remember where I got. Who was the last person that left you a comment? Courtneyyyy! =]! Is the last person you kissed mad at you? Hm, not that I know of. What kind of bottoms are you wearing? Jama pants. What do you hear right now? The movie Jumper. In the past week have you gotten sick? No. Are you dating the last person you hung out with? I'm not dating anyone. Are you taller than your mom? Not sure. Are you an emotional person? Can be. I'm trying to work on it. Are you confused? Not at the moment. Do you crack your knuckles? Yes. What is the background on your cell phone? My feet cartooned. =] Have you ever punched a hole in the wall? Yes. Do you think you are a good person? Not usually. Do you think someone loves you? I know that a few people do. Tears are falling from your face, who can you go to? I wouldn't go to anyone. You're sitting at home bored, who do you call? Don't call anyone. I text people. What woke you up this morning? Mikola telling me it was time to get up. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so. My cat probably gets to come here. =D! Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most? Nope. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with an S? No, I haven't. Do you like surprises? Not at all Do you think people have any misconceptions about you? Yes. Do you regret anything? Yes. Who was your last hug from? Casey. What was the last thing you had to drink? Pepsi. You happy right now? Yupp, mostly. Who makes you happiest right now? Music, myself. Save me

Thursday August 2008, at 2:24AM [ ] I wish I could find solace in something. Save me

Wednesday August 2008, at 8:12PM [ ] Does your password have to do with a boy? Yes and no. Are you a girly girl? Only sometimes. Small or big purses? In between. Do you sleep in your bra? Usually yes. Do you enjoy drama? Only sometimes. Do you think you’re conceited? No way. Did you dress up on Halloween? Yes. Do you call anybody by their last name? No, I'm not a faggot. Do you wear makeup? Yupp. Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth? Yes. Have you ever been called a bad influence? Yes. Eyeliner or Mascara? Eyeliner. American Eagle or Hollister? Neither. Heels or flats? Flats. Skirts or jeans? Jeans. Socks or leggings? Socks. Heels or sneakers? Sneakers. Straight or curly hair? Both. Hoops or dangling earrings Neither. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? Either. Do you have a best friend? Nope. What do you think about the person you like? I don't really like anyone at the moment. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? Yes. Do you like your life? Nope. Ever walked into the guy's bathroom? Yes, and used it. Sometimes I get to impatient to wait for the girl's bathroom to be free. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? Yes. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? Yes. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? Yes. IN A BOY: Preppy or Punk/Goth? Punk/goth. Well-educated or Dropout? Well-educated. Contacts or Glasses? Doesn't really matter. Funny or Serious? Both, but at the right times. Romantic or Daredevil? Both... at the appropriate time. Cute or Hot? Both. Long or short hair? Long. Good Dancer or Good Singer? Good Singer. Has a Motorcycle or Sports car? Idc, that isn't important to me. Name a quote from the song you are listening to. "Fuck off, get away. Fuck off, get away from me. " How is life going for you right now? Eh, it's going I suppose. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? Yes. Regret(s)? Quite a few. What was the reason you last cried? Don't remember. What was the first thing you said when you woke up today? I don't remember, I woke up more than once. Is there a reason or a meaning behind your myspace profile song? My friend is in the band, and it's a damn good song. =] Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them? Yes. Do you own a pair of green pants? Olive green, yes. Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yes. What is your favorite fruit? I love most fruits, I couldn't pick just one favorite. What is the last song to make you cry? Coldplay - Viva La Vida Does anyone love you? A few people. Do you love someone? A few people. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? Yes. Do you trust people easily? No, not at all. Who do you miss? No one right this second. Do you give out second chances too easily? No, not at all. Where was your last car ride to and from? My house from the store. Where is one place you want to visit? Australia. Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you? Depends on who the hug is from. I love hugs from some people, but if it was some random stranger or something I would be a bit freaked. Ever felt that no one relates to you? Yes. Had plans and broke them? Yes. Do you eat steak? Yes. Are you a tease? I've been called one, but I don't see how I am. Who are you jealous of? Too many people. Are you a lover or hater? Both. What can always make you laugh or smile? Kittens. Talked to a complete butthole today? Lmfao, I don't think I've ever actually talked to a butthole. That would be rather unpleasant. Do you regret something you did yesterday? No. What's the last thing you ate? Cereal. Froot loops. Do you shower facing the shower head or with your back to it? Both. Do you have anything in your pockets right now? Not at this moment, but I will when I leave the computer. How many windows are open on your computer? Four. Last person you saw? Tommy, Damon and Midget. Last person you went to a playground with? Mikola. There was a band playing in the rain. In the past week have you felt stupid? Yes. Did you give anyone a dirty look today? I gave my phone a dirty look while I was on it, does that count? In the past week have you felt sad? Yes. Is there someone you wish you were with right now? Naw, not right at this moment. Last awkward moment? Earlier today. What did you do last night? Stayed up most of the night talking to people. Would you cry if you found out you were gonna die? I'd probably laugh. The status of you and the last person you texted is..? He's my roommate's son and an awesome kid. Do you hate being alone? Sometimes. Has anyone ever broken your heart? Yes. Where was the last place you went shopping? Don't remember. How do you feel about your hair? I need to trim my bangs, and I sort of want to dye it. Other than that, I love it. Last restaurant you went to? Uh, burger king? Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most? Apparently no, we don't talk anymore. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with A? Nope. Do you drink coffee? Yes, once in a while. Do you crack your knuckles? Yes. Do you like surprises? No, not usually. Last person to give you a present? Idk. Are you ticklish? Yes. Are you afraid of falling in love? Naw. Who has your heart? This one guy, but once I get it back, I'm keeping it to myself. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? No. Did you sing at all today? Yes. When is the last time you cried? A few days ago. Save me

Sunday August 2008, at 3:31PM [ ] Can you fill this out without lying? Yes. Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? Who knows. Are you waiting for something? For my clothes to dry so I can shower. Have you ever kissed someone and hated it? Yes. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No. Definitely not. Would you date someone who smokes? Yes. Never dated someone that doesn't. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? No. Would you date someone who lived in another state? Rofl. Try country. What's the biggest turn off? There's quite a few. What do you like most, physically? Lips, hands. Have you ever dated someone more than once? Yeah. He broke up with me a few times and we always ended up back together. I assume that counts, sort of. Could you handle a long distance relationship? Sure. Do you like cuddling? Yes. Do you hold grudges? Generally, yes. Hugger or kisser? Both. Missing someone? Yes. Whats the most important thing in a relationship? Trust. What would make you break up with someone? Cheating. Being unloyal and unfaithful. Not caring enough about me to be loyal and faithful to me. Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back? Probably. How important are looks? Not very important. Do you like someone at the moment? Yeah. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? Earlier today. What was the last thing you cried about? Idk, I cry a lot. Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell anyone? No. Who did you hangout with last night? Mikola, Casey, Joe and Damon. What are your plans for the weekend? It's almost over. How many hours did you sleep last night? 10 maybe? Have you ever cried while in the shower? Yes, I have. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot? Yeah, he does. Quite a lot. Could you go a day without eating? Yes. Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision? My parent let me decide on my own. Is there someone you want to fight? Eh. Yes. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you? Yes. Do you believe in true love? Eh. When was the last time you were disappointed? Today. Do you miss your past? Parts of it, yes. What are you doing tonight? Showering. Going to Casey's football thing. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? No. Do you think your ex still likes you? Idk, he says he does, and sometimes acts like it. But then he confuses me. Honestly, when was the last time anyone saw you in your underwear? Quite a long time ago. Is there anyone who doesn't like you? Yeah. What is wrong with you right now? What isn't? What are you listening to? Stabbing Westward Save me

Sunday August 2008, at 12:50PM [ ] What is your full name? Doris Paliagas What name would you rather have? Astra Venom How old are you? 21.5 Would you want to be younger or older than you are? Younger. How tall are you? 5'7ish? What's one thing in life you don't have, but wish you did? Quite a few things. What's one thing you have, but wish you didn't? A tummy ache. Are you married? No. Do you have children? No. Do you have any pets? Yeah, a cat and a hamster. House/apartment/trailer/dorm? House. What's your favorite thing in your: Bedroom? Idk, there's a lot of stuff in there that I love. Bathroom? The shower. Kitchen? The garbage disposal. Basement? Idk, I've never been in it. Backyard? The hose. What is your job title and description? Dreamer. I dream dreams. Do you enjoy it? Yes, it's quite pleasant most days. What about it gets on your nerves the most? The whole people waking me up all the time part of it. Are you a stubborn person? I can be. Do you pout if you don't get your way? Sometimes. Are you "always right"? Generally, yes. Do you cry easily? Yes. What's your biggest pet peeve? I have quite a few. What's your greatest fear? Bugs. Spiders. Insects. Being alone. Not being good enough. Not being wanted. Etc. Do you anger easily? Yeah, I do. Do you yell a lot? Yeah. I type in caps a lot too. Cruise control, cool, etc. Does it hurt your feelings when you get yelled at by someone you love, or an authority figure? Yeah, generally. Do you ever fight with your significant other? Yeah. A significant amount of time is spent fighting. Who usually wins? Neither really. Do you give people the "silent treatment?" No. Do you hold a grudge? Yes. What do you think about the youth of today? They are all fucked up. Might as well kill them all. What do you think about rap music? Most of it is shit. Country? Shit. Jazz? I can't get into it. Classical? Lovely, if I want to sleep. Techno? Makes me want to smash my head in. Gospel? No thanks. What is your favorite meal to cook? Idk, I like to cook a lot of stuff. What is your favorite meal to eat? Depends on what I am in the mood to eat. Who is the best cook in your family? Me, considering I live in a family of one. Favorite snack? Depends on my mood. Your favorite non-alcoholic beverage? Apple juice. Favorite alcoholic beverage? Anything that isn't beer. Have you ever been drunk? Yes. Have you ever smoked anything? Yes. Ever stayed out all night partying? Yeah. Wild night out? Or a quiet night in? Depends on who I'm with and what my mood is. Will you love the person (husband/wife, bf/gf) you love now in 10 years? Who knows. What about 20 years? Who knows. Want kids? (Or any more kids?) Probably. What's the best thing about your kids? (If you have them) How they are invisible and only talk or make noises when I want them to. Also, they don't shit. What's the number one thing they do that annoys you? Refuse to let other people see them. What's your favorite thing about your significant other? How wonderfully perfect he can be when he chooses. How comfortable and safe he can make me feel when he chooses. How much he makes me smile and laugh. How good and right he can be. What do they do that drives you nuts? Just that little thing where everytime I am mad/hurt/upset about something, they twist it and try to make it look like they have done nothing wrong and I am crazy, and then walk away without trying to fix anything and later act like nothing happened. Oh, and that little part about how he can't bother to be faithful or loyal to me. Are you/they romantic? Sometimes.. Most exciting place you've ever been together? Idk, all the places we've been together became exciting, because we were there together. Farthest you've ever traveled from home? England. Would you go there again? Idk, I really liked it there. Where does your heart call home? My chest. Do you miss anyone right now? Yes. Name someone you haven't seen in a year or more that you'd like to see: Matthew, I suppose. Dunno how well that would work out though. Do you believe in God? Not sure. What's your religion? Non-existent. Do you attend church? No. Do you enjoy church? No. What's your day to day schedule like? Wake up, come downstairs, do whatever from there, do more whatever, more whatever, even more whatever, some more whatever, go to bed. Anything exciting coming up? No, not really. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? That's pretty complicated. Is your phone within a meter radius of you? Not right now. Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from? Phone isn't on right now, but I believe it was my mother. What is bothering you right now? A few things. Was New Years enjoyable? I don't remember it. What does your last received text message say? Idk, phone is off. Are you high? No. What is your favorite color(s)? Any except brown. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon? Nope. When was the last time you got a back massage? A while ago. Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films? Not really. If you had $100 would you spend or save it? Spend. Last place you went out to eat? Idk, I don't remember. Where are you right now? My house, in the computer room. Are you listening to music right now? Flogging Molly Do you have any enemies? Probably. What does your 20th text say? Idk. Hows the weather today? Hot and sunny. I hate summer. When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life? Not now. What are you thinking about right now? Nothing. When was the last time you intentionally made someone cry? I don't intentionally make people cry. When was the last time you cried? Idk, yesterday. What are you doing tonight? Idk, going to Casey's school thing with him I believe. Could you date someone taller then you? Yes. Next time you will kiss someone? Idk, not for a while. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face? That happens every day. I have some anger issues. Congratulations! You just had a daughter, what's her name? Astra Lullaby. What are you craving? Apple juice. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Probably not. Do you think you're approachable? No. How many kids do you want? Two or three. What's the first thing you do in the morning? Pee. How did you do on the last test you took? I passed. Needed a 45, got a 69. Who was the last person of the opposite gender that you hugged? Casey. What are you most looking forward to? Idk, nothing really. Do you wear Hollister? No. What food makes you sick? Idk, the gross kind. Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like? In person for a while, but then I get over it. Do you remember how you were a year ago? Yes. Who was your last text from? Idk. When was the last time you saw this person? If I could remember who it was from without having to turn on my phone, I would probably know the answer to this, but as it stands, I don't know. When was the last time you got butterflies? Not anytime recently. Do you have pictures of you with your friends? I don't have friends. Do you give special ringtones to certain people? No, that shit is gay. What is your favorite holiday? Halloween. Where'd you get everything that you're wearing? Stores. Do you text with T9 or ABC? ABC. T9 is for faggots. Are you spoiled? No. Do you have a pet in the room with you? No. When is the next time you will see the person you like? Idk. What are you gonna do after this? Go in the other room. Last question: What's your definition of the meaning of life? Life is a horrible little giggle in the midst of a forced death march towards hell. Ok, so it isn't MY meaning, but it fits. And do you live it that way? I thought the previous question was the last. And yeah, pretty much. Save me

Saturday August 2008, at 10:29PM [ ] Life is a horrible little giggle in the midst of a forced death march towards hell. Save me

Saturday August 2008, at 10:28PM [ ] "You know, accuse me of whatever you want, I'm probably guilty of it... contributing to global warming, and killing a squirrel once, and using the word retarded, and occasionally misinterpreted bigotry, but don't, don't... don't don't don't don't don't accuse me of not liking you." Save me

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