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[11 Oct 2003|12:15pm] |
add me to your lj friends list:
allrightfornow
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[18 Sep 2003|06:04pm] |
i am an indie snob!
How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.
hahaha, how accurate... having a dashboard confessional layout, and such. i'm so elite..
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[11 Sep 2003|04:04pm] |
havent updates this thing in a while. i started to yesterday, then, i didnt. instead, i did something else.
mm. schools started. its pretty okay, i guess, for pocomoke. here is my schedule and why these are okay:
Art II - Well, it's art. I love art. And Andy sits with me, and on the days that we're talking, that's cool.
English 10 - Yeah, I failed english last year, somehow. But it's alright. Cause Katie and Shaun are in there and Katie sits behind me and we make cards for each other and eat animal crackers and Katie indirectly tells the class that "a friend of hers smokes cancer sticks" and then the whole class told her that "her friend" sucked. And then i called her stupid. Fun.
French II - Katie's in here too, and I like French and Andys in there, which is good, when we're speaking. And then Lunch is in this class. Lunch is by far the best part of my school day.
US History - eh, not so much great about this one. but today mrs. suznavick came in and asked mrs. church if she could borrow a couple of students to help clear out her classroom, and the whole class walked out.
so that's my day.
last weekend i went to glen burnie. i hung out with adam the whole time, and to explain to anyone who was wondering, i do, infact, like adam. but i dont dislike anyone else for that, or like them any less, for that matter. i don't understand why people think these things. but maybe they shouldnt. and maybe they shouldnt freak out when the instantly assume things that i gave them no reason to think...
tonight rachel is asking her mother to meet my mother in cambrige twice this weekend so that her and i can go to glen burnie from friday to sunday. hopefully she will say yes, because m mom has already said yes and adams grandmother already said we could stay there. and i really want to go. i must hang out with kelli and Steve.
besides that, i dont know. i've been updating my blog.. so go there, if you were wondering how my life is going in more detail...
oh, a few more things:
yesterday i broke my D string on my guitar. real sad.
my favorite word is rhetoric or rhetorical
my favorite band is dashboard. and i don't care if you don't like that.
and ( here are pictures from today )
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[24 Aug 2003|03:24pm] |
i'm going to sleep now and i don't think i'll wake up for a really long time. which will probably be 2 am this morning. ive never been this tired in my life.
katrina! I hope your birthday wasnt too terrible even though im sort of boring and i made it sort of boring.
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[23 Aug 2003|12:34pm] |
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i hate today.
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[23 Aug 2003|12:45am] |
mmm. i hate my blurty.
it's dumb.
tonight was fun. yesterday was more boring than any other day ever. but i learned some things in flash. in fact, thats all i did yesterday, was do programs from this huge book about flash.. that came with a disk with lessons and crap. alll freaking day yesterday, that's all i did. i went outside once, to get the mail. anyway, today was better.
i went to sleep this morning at 5:30 and woke up at 12:30 and kelli had just called but i didnt know her number and then katherine said mark called. then andy called and asked if i was going with them and i said where and he said to pizza hut and i said with who and he said me and mark and i said, well, i dont know when are you going, hm, im making this longer than it has to be. i went to pizza hut with andy and mark and then mark had to go to work and then andy called and came over and we decided wed go to the fair so then he went home and got a shower while i stayed home and got a shower and then mark came over and me mark and andy went to the fair where we 'mingled'.. always marvelously fun. then as we were leaving we saw liz jenny and christen and then me mark and andy went to hardees and me and andy skated. i like to pretend i can skate. i dont pull that off well though. one day though, one day, ill be good as heck. anyway, then jenny called and jenny and liz came to hardees and the five of us hung out in places like the hardees parking lot, wal mart and the park and it was fun. fun fun. fun fun fun. fun fun fun fun. fun fun fun fun fun.
uhm, yeah. tommorow were going to the fair again to watch fireworks and before mark took me home he asked if i want to go to salisbury tommorow before the fair and then we realized katie might work and im not sure we'll go without katie.
who knows. i should probably sleep tonight though, in the event that tommorow is eventful. yeah, whatever.
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[22 Aug 2003|01:44am] |
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oh what force on earth could be weaker than the feeble strength of one like me remembering the way it could have been.
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[20 Aug 2003|09:32pm] |
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i'm thinking of signing up for the talent show at the fair which will be held on friday. rachel thinks i should and if she thinks i can do it then i think i can do it. mom mom said straight out though, "i dont think you should." haha she knows i cant sing. but i think it would be fun. and scary. but i want to do it. uhm.. in other news, im really mad at the world tonight. im not happy with my life. really, i hate it, and nothing is going right.
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[18 Aug 2003|11:32pm] |
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ps - andy said i look like i could be a guy in my new icon.
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[18 Aug 2003|11:20pm] |
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tonight i went put puting with andy mark lauren and andrew baylis. and i remembered why i never go put puting. its because i suck, terribly. we left like half way throught the game because it was taking too long and lauren and andrew had to be home at ten. i love ocean city. i use to not like it, but i dont know why i didnt because i do.... so we went home and mark took everyone home but me and we drove around and talked for like and hour and a half. i'm feeling creative. so i'm going to go make something. and then ill probably get back online and make a layout for my photolog...oh man, i still havent had any of the oreo pie i made today. and to whom it may concern: im probably visiting glen burnie this weekend. ill let you know for sure later, when i know. rachel just has to talk to her mom. but i think i probably am. i have to sometime definately before school starts, because it's official now, my mom is sending my school transcripts tommorow. so yeah, sadly this will just be a visit but everyone that lives there should party with me while i am there!! later homies.
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[18 Aug 2003|12:45pm] |
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my computers being slow. and i'm bored. so i'm going to get off of here soon. last night i spent the night with rachel and yesterday we caleld adam and hes going to come down and go to homecoming with her, and i'm going with andy, and i think this is loveley. we're going to have fun. i think shes going to come over today after her eye doctor appointment. she better. or i'll kill her.
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[17 Aug 2003|07:14am] |
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word. two new layouts in two days. html and layouts are cooperating with me these days. i wonder if i can sleep yet. i doubt it. i'm not really tired. i think i'm going to go try though, or maybe read more of les miserables. i told myself about a week ago that i'd read 100 pages a day and be done in two weeks. i've read like, 30 pages since then. heh. i'll finish eventually. i started the stranger by i think is name is albert camus. i could be way off though. i'm close to done, because it's real short, so maybe i'll finish that this morning, instead of continuing les miserables. i think it's sad that i can sleep all day and not have to worry about hanging out with anyone or anyone wanting to hang out with me, for that matter =\
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[17 Aug 2003|04:57am] |
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i thought i was tired at 3:15 so i went and read some and then watched the x games and was quite pleased to see shuan white in them this year, which means i will watch more. and then they went off and then it started storming and i watched animal planet and got up and noticed it's almost 5 am and i still can't sleep.
i'm bored.
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[16 Aug 2003|10:22pm] |
oh, i have a crush on scott. i think we shared a moment... Yeah, i decided that APK should definately come play in Ocean City. Thats what I've decided. I told Steve before but I'm going to tell him again.
why am i tired?? I slept all day! untill 4:30pm!
check out my website. i re-designed it last night.
( just 2 pictures today )
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[15 Aug 2003|10:23pm] |
i knew this would happen...
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| as we sing deeper into the dream... THE VOLUME INCREASES |
[14 Aug 2003|11:46pm] |
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i tend to get things mixed up a lot. i should work on that, i guess.
To Johnny: i'm sorry for getting confused and freaking out. i'm going to stop over analyzing things. i feel bad about it. i don't think you're a jerk and i think it's excelent of you to sponsor children in [south america]. Thinking of myself in that was selfish. i really am sorry... =\ and just calling you a jerk in general... i realize, and you know, you havent done anything wrong to me. you we're real nice. what's my problem? I'm sorry. I guess I let the 16 year old in me get out... haha.
to Mark and Katie: Oh, goodness. Friendlys tonight was fun. I needed that. to think that me asking you to bring me an ice cream sandwhich would result in the fun at friendlys...
Tonight mom mom watched Family Guy.. and at the end she goes "was that the mayor?" and matt and I were glad she was catching on. Hha.
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( 33 Pictures!!! )
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[14 Aug 2003|04:41am] |
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so the other day at chik-fil-a katie and i decided we should go on dates. because we need to go on dates. but now shes interested in this guy, and so i dont think shes going to do on a double date with me, anymore. so i am left by myself to find a guy and go on a date with him. its rather unfortunate that i'm in pocomoke though. there's no good guys here that arent already like, my best friends. and my goal in this is to meet someone new, because if they guy was someone i knew, then we already would have went on a date. i havent been on a date in like..three years, and my last boyfriend was over a year ago and that's ridiculous. i mean, honestly now. i'm one of the more awesome girls in this world.. why don't i have a boyfriend? why havent i in so long? oh, well, it's my fault.i think that if i stay in Pocomoke untill i graduate, i'm not going to have a boyfriend untill then... untill like..college. man...
moving on.. Last night, i did, in fact, clean my room, and i am quite pleased with myself. then i started reading "bird by bird" which is about writing.. tonight i walked to meet katie on market street and we ended up sitting on the sidewalk for about an hour. then i ran. then i attempted to do something with flash MX agaain. which for the third time was pretty unsucessful.
where do my nights go? i'm going to sleep.
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[13 Aug 2003|10:21pm] |
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Jeremy: you haven't seen my skate video?
Me: haha yeah
Me: thats why i said im probably better
Jeremy: then you should know how bad i suck
Jeremy: i can kick butt on a bike
Me: whats that?
Jeremy: haha
Jeremy: a bike
Me: yeah.. whats a bike?
Jeremy: 2 wheels
Me: shutup. whats a kick butt?
Jeremy: handle bars
Jeremy: haha
Jeremy: i don't know
Me: oh. you can just do it.
Jeremy: i'll f up the scene
Jeremy: haha
Jeremy: i am stupid
Me: haha what are you talking about?
Jeremy: you know what my word of the day was?
Me: kickbutt.
Jeremy: and by this i mean I couldn't stop saying it
Jeremy: nope
Jeremy: asshole
Me: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahaha oh
Me: ohhh man.
Jeremy: and this isn't good when you are at work
Me: hahahahah. i just realized kick butt wasnt a bike trick
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haha.
Today i've been working on using Flash MX. Its worked a tiny bit so far. And I'm going to go work on it more now.
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well, my night was spent watching a lot of episodes of the family guy, talking to matt about them and other random things like why we need servants, and eating far too much. im going to explode. but first im going to go shower and read and go to sleep, somtime. i cant believe how little sleep i've gotten in the past week. its crazy, but i don't get very tired ever, either, so i guess it's fine. i'd like to think i had the energy to clean my room, because it hasnt been fully clean in months. everytime i say i will though, i get in there and i sit down and look around my floor, wondering how it all got there and then i start with my desk thats already clean, and organize the four items on it, that were already organized, and then look at my other desk, see a book, and start reading, and dont stop untill i think i can go to sleep, at which point, of couse im not going to clean. but i think i really want to tonight.
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