even the people who never frown eventually break down
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Welcome to Rua 'teh r4\/\/r' Lersona's journal. If your going to spend any amount of time here there are some things that you'll need to know about me. First of all,I'm rather opinionated. I'm open minded except when it comes to those who are *not* :) Another thing to keep in mind,many of my 'opinions'/the things said in this journal might offend you....to that I say....FUCK OFF. If you have a problem w/it,deal w/it :) Don't bitch at me because of your own insecurities. La~!

[ 002 Layout ]

This layout is called "Pushing Me Away"; it features lyrics from the song which shares the same title by Linkin Park. It also features Dev! from JTHM. I'm quite proud of it.

Version: 8.0
Resolution: 800x600
Image: Original Image by Jhonen Vasquez

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Name: Laurel
Alias: Rua 'teh r4\/\/r' Lersona
Nicknames: rawr,Van!lla,Mom,Tweak,Lodo Baggins,La La Roo,etc.
Birthday: March 2nd,1987
Age: 16
Maritual Status: Single,Not Looking
Astrological Sign: Pisces
Hair: Short,light brown
Eyes: Green
Best Friends: Tracye,Frank,Spike,Lesley,Max,Dustin,Garrett,& Tony

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Colors: Black,Aurburn,& Purple
Comedian: Tom Green/Adam Sandler/Jim Carrey
Food: All Italian & Asian Food
Drink: Strawberry daiquiries.
Scent: Vanilla/Strawberry
TV Show: That 70's Show,Friends,& Big O
Bands / Groups: Yellowcard,Social Distortion,The Who,Jason Mraz,Something Corporate,BLINK 182,The Sex Pistols,All American Rejects,No Use For A Name,Weiß,Linkin Park,Good Charlotte,The Police,The Beatles,The Clash,Billy IDOL,David Bowie,Flogging Molly,Sugarcult,SR-71,Prozzak,Public Image Ltd.,Nirvana,Goldfinger,Green Day,The Smashing Pumpkins,Reliant K,etc.
Movies: Fight Club,Man Bites Dog,The Lord of the Rings(trilogy),Meet the Deedles,The Breakfast Club,Big Daddy,The Nightmare Before Christmas,The Matrix,Star Wars(trilogy),etc.

[ 005 Contacts ]

Email: xrawrx@hotmail.com
AIM1: Underdog Nth
AIM2: CrdBoard2bSamRi
Yahoo!: beck_fiend

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BiOGRAPHY : iCONS : GROUPiES

Wednesday, June 18th, 2003

Subject:I Want Something Else
Time:3:29 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:Third Eye Blind - Semi-Charmed Life.
In the past 5 days :

There was hugging.

There was kissing.

There was Bob.

There was Tracye.

There was Ryan.

There was a conflict.

And a resolution.

There was confusion and,there still is.

There was fun.

There was nostalgia(it's still hovering around).

There were plans made for the future.

There was Big O,and Keen Eddie.

There were secret visits(night & day).

There was frustration.

There was crying.

Many decisions were made.

Some hearts were broken.

And,the saga continues.
1 take the blame for the sake of being with you

Friday, June 13th, 2003

Subject:Way Away Away From Here I'll Be!
Time:1:05 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:Yellowcard - Way Away.
Artist: Yellowcard
Title: Way Away

I think I'm breakin' out
I'm gonna leave you now
there's nothing for me here
it's all the same
and even tho' i know that everything might go
go downhill from here,i'm not afraid

Way Away Away from here I'll be,
way away away so you can't see
how it feels to be alone and
not believe,feels to be alone
and not believe,anything

you can't stop me now,
you can't hold me down
you can't keep me here!
I'm on my way i made it this far now
and i'm not burning out
no matter what you say
i'm not afraid

Way Away Away from here I'll be,
way away away so you can't see
how it feels to be alone and
not believe,feels to be alone
and not believe,anything

letting out the noise inside of me
every wince of pain is shattering
cutting out my words before i say
'this is how it feels to not believe'

letting out the noise inside of me
every wince of pain is shattering
cutting out my words before i say
'this is how it feels to not believe'

Way Away Away from here I'll be,
way away away so you can't see
how it feels to be alone and
not believe,feels to be alone
and not believe,anything


This song is so fucking new that the only place you can hear it is here. Not too mention these lyrics were typed out by *me*. The Rawr. I can't find them anywhere else. They may be buried on that site somewhere but I haven't checked *so* because of my lack of a life I decided to type em out myself :P

Hopefully today I'll meet up with Nate or Tracye or Ryan or Bob or a combination of them. La~!

With that said,I'm out like sour trout.
10 take the blame for the sake of being with you

Subject:Way Away Away I'll Be
Time:1:36 am.
Mood: amused.
Music:Yellowcard - Way Away.


Teeheehee XD It's the truth. I <3 that kid :3 I made that for him and he actually liked it and uploaded it. Hooha.

One step closer to being on the 'Concubine' list >D Hey he said he wanted something original,that involved his art,it does and it compliments him too. SOOOOO HARDY HAR HAR!>D

OK so in other news,I might be doing something with Tracye and/or Nate tomorrow. Perhaps Bob as well. We shall see.

In other,other news ::LOL:: I'm such a dork ::cough cough:: ahem ;) Yellowcard's new CD Ocean Avenue is coming out JUNE 22. It features their song Way Away. It fucking ownZ y0 mum :D

I'm debating about wether I should use that icon or not o.o; I mean it was meant as a means to win him over HAR HAR. But I like it. It's pwetty XD God I'm in such a fucking weird mood -_- I should start sleeping more.

With all that said,I'm out like sour trout.
being with you