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Joel Madden
Benji Madden
Billy Martin
Paul Thomas
Chris Wilson

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Name: Joel Rueben Madden
Birthdate: March 11th 1979
Height: 5'9"
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Likes: Katie, Katie, Kelly, Kelly, Kelly, Katie, Benji, Kelly, Ali, Mmm Benji, Twincest, Kelly, Katie, Kelly's boyfriend
Dislikes: Anything thats not twincest, k bye.

What he said:
Music is supposed to be an escape, It's supposed to be somewhere you can go, where you can be yourself, or be whatever you wanna be.

Those people who shun us just because of the label we're on, or the fact that we've got a video out there that's getting us somewhere, are only limiting themselves, because they aren't keeping an open mind. Besides, no band has ever given us shit for our career path. It's mostly just jaded punkers. And if that's the way they're gonna be, I'd rather have someone who doesn't know a thing about punk coming to our shows, 'cause they're the ones who like it for what it is, not for what it isn't.

I'm kinda disappointed that Canada isn't like the South Park movie said it was.

This band is kinda like a marriage... Me and Benj especially.

People think that I'm a really outgoing person because of how I am on stage. But I'm not. I'm really shy.

DO YO THANG! Wednesday, May 14th, 2003 :: 4:03pm mood  ::  sleepy music  ::  hilarie's annoying voice on tv. Ew. Maybe I should stop lurking one day. But not now, because oops Katie's on my tv. Which is really sad, 'cause yeah, it's TRL. Bye. 10 girls dont like me

Monday, May 12th, 2003 :: 8:50pm mood  ::  annoyed music  ::  Nothing. I'm not dead. I'm just avoiding everyone. The end. 2 girls dont like me

i'mfallingdown Saturday, May 10th, 2003 :: 10:27am mood  ::  stupid, okay. music  ::  Oops, Say Anything. I have a feeling this is going to end up being a bitchy update or something. But yeah. I need to stop getting all pissed/jealous/emo for no reason. Well, for stupid, little reasons, anyway. And it really sucks when I can't even tell people what's bothering me. I don't know, maybe all this touring is finally getting to me, but I keep getting in the worse possible moods for no reason at all, and I'm even starting to annoy myself. I need a day off. I know the rest of the band does too. I don't even know where the fuck we are now. Florida, I think. gjkdalvz. It's really getting tiring. I've gotten a total of 8 hours of sleep in the last week. I'm fucking sick of playing Lifestyles every night while 12 year old girls scream and attempt to mosh. And I'm sick of having people either run up to me screaming in my ear, asking about benji, or bashing my band. What the fuck. Who bothers to come to a show, just to find me and then are all "HURR YOU'RE SUCH POSERS, YOU'RE NOT PUNK, MTV OWNS YOU, GOOD CHARLOTTE SUCKS".. Thanks. 'Cause you know, we always go around like "Hi. We're Good Charlotte. We're so punk", so I can see where they get that from. gdajvz. It's stupid. And I'm tired of all these fucking interviews that ask the same question. "What happened with your father? Why'd he leave? What does he think about your success? Has he heard Emotionless?" Track down the bastard and ask him. I haven't talked to him since I was 16, do they really expect me to know what he thinks? And they're all "How does it feel to come from nothing with your first album, to being on a TRL sponsored tour" .... Uh. Am I the only one that's proud of our first album? They make it seem like shit 'cause it didn't sell as good. I can honestly say that I don't care how much we sell. And, I complain alot about it, but I really don't see a big deal about TRL. They helped us get our music out there, that's all that matters. The fuck, we've been doing this shit for 8 years. You really think MTV exposure is going to change us? No, k. Just no. Wtfff. I need to stop rambling. But I don't know why I'm such a bitchy mood. So. You know what else is great? How we're getting blamed for some chick who killed herself. Because she listened to The Day That I Die. And we glorify death. That's always good to hear. gjeakvavzvz. Okay. Time to stop my ranting. Um. MxPx are finally out here with us, hee. :x. They need journals. And so do Chris and Paul before I go insane. And New Found Glory. Ok. And wtf. We have a day off the 12th. One whole day. Of course, knowing us, we'd probably get roped into some charity thing. But what the fuck, I want to go to somewhere, k. 'Cause I haven't gotten to hang out a lot with my band lately and yeah. :\ We only have like a total of 5 days off for the rest of the tour, oops that's bullshit, sorry. And then we go overseas sometime in June too. Ew. I think I'm just going to completely move in the tourbus 'cause I don't see us going home anytime soon. To be honest, though, it doesn't bother me as much as I complain about it. I'd rather be on tour every day than stocking shelves, k. Wow so it's really time for me to shut up, 'cause this is the longest update I've written in a while and I really don't think it makes that much sense and I doubt anyone will read it. I should also stop listening to my own music, oops, because it's really sad. Why is everyone still sleeping. Don't say a word I know you feel the same Just give me a sign, Say anything, say anything /end crypticness 10 girls dont like me

No. Friday, May 9th, 2003 :: 11:45pm mood  ::  crappy music  ::  Sugarcult - Lost In You. I should update one day. Or not. 4 girls dont like me

ali and max fxck: -FUCKS HOS.- Tuesday, May 6th, 2003 :: 4:47pm mood  ::  amused music  ::  LUDAKTHXBAI ali and max fxck: -PTZ ON AN APE CSTUME. PEEKS OVER DA EDGE OF DA BED. SCRMZ.- BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1````````````11111111111 .. HAHAHA I LOVE HER 2 girls dont like me

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should Sunday, May 4th, 2003 :: 2:26pm mood  ::  discontent music  ::  Finch - Three Simple Words So. I think for the first time in my life, I'm completely speechless on what to say. girls dont like me

So. Sunday, May 4th, 2003 :: 11:38am mood  ::  confused music  ::  confused music ............ 4 girls dont like me

... i don't know Friday, May 2nd, 2003 :: 11:12pm mood  ::  blah music  ::  the ataris Here's to you my best friend, Just wanted to say that I miss having you around. I'm staring at your picture and dreaming that I could hold your hand. We'd walk down to the ocean and I would write your name in the sand. 4 girls dont like me

Thursday, May 1st, 2003 :: 7:13pm mood  ::  depressed music  ::  SOME EMO SONG ABOUT FLIES, THANKS So, I decided to take Amy for a walk today. And I opened the jar and she flew away. 2 girls dont like me

this chick is feeling herself up on tv. Thursday, May 1st, 2003 :: 1:47pm mood  ::  blank music  ::  wtf billy's blasting silverchair I should update, but I have nothing to update about. Well, nothing I'd actually write about anyway, 'cause it's really not that fun to make myself look stupid, thanks. Paul and Chris need journals. p.s. HI BILLY AND BENJI WHERE ARE YOU NOW I'M BORED P.P.S. SO IF BILLY AND BENJI CAN KINDLY STOP HIDING AND GET ONLINE THAT'D BE GREAT. P.P.P.S. OK. HOW ABOUT JUST BILLY? 13 girls dont like me

HI AMY. Tuesday, April 29th, 2003 :: 3:58pm mood  ::  evanescence-y music  ::  BRRRING ME TO LIIIIIIIFE Wow, look at me updating. Only because I'm bored, k. Yesterday we had TRL to do. Haha shut up. It isn't THAT bad, and it was actually sorta fun yesterday. Or something like that. Hurr I made Kelly stay another day, and she came with us. Wtf. Can you imagine me, Kelly, the rest of my band AND New Found Glory in one green room? Ahaha it was so great. After that we had to go film IMx on much music. Oops, I think they hated us, 'cause yeah, we wouldn't shut up throughout the whole thing. NFG, too. WHY DON'T THEY HAVE JOURNALS. Yeah, and hi, I'm a pimp okay. Some chick asked me to her prom ahaha. She was hot. Anyway. I just hung out with Kelly the rest of the day until her flight. She's great, thanks. But ew, she's gone and that's not fun. Soo. We're still in NYC, for our show tonight, and then I forgot where we go next, oops. SO DID I TELL YOU ALL? I NOW HAVE A PET FLY NAMED AMY. Hi. Okay I hate updating bye. 7 girls dont like me

:-x Thursday, April 24th, 2003 :: 8:02pm mood  ::  amused music  ::  MADONNA, OKAY. <3 LIKE A VIIIIIRRRRRRRRRGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN, TOUCHED FOR THE VERY FIRST TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME. 8 girls dont like me

You are dismissed. Thursday, April 24th, 2003 :: 3:33pm mood  ::  bored music  ::  That Lillix song. gjkda. I'm attempting to write a real entry, allright, now shut up. So last night.. or early this morning? Wtf, whatever. Was really weird. 'Cause I don't know, really. Fuckin' emo songs and nostalgia killed me. And I started thinking about all this shit, and how it could be different and yeaaah. Not good. But hi, Kelly is here and she wins. Because I actually sat down and had a real conversation with her. Which is odd. 'Cause I never have serious conversations. With anyone. But I don't know, she's great. She gets me. I don't have to explain stuff to her, I can be cryptic as fuck probably, and she'll be the one who understands it. Other than Benji, I can't really think of anyone else who can do that. But yeah. She just really cheered me up, and I love her for that okay. I don't know what I'm going to do about that whole situation type thing that was bothering me. Knowing me, I'll just keep ignoring it, oops. Anyway. The point of this? Remind me never to put Konstantine on repeat for 6 hours, thanks. So anyway. We're in Massachusetts now. And Mandy is coming to meet us later today, so we can hang out and stuff. Hurr. So that's gonna be fun. And Britney is coming next week, I think. LORDY. Maybe her britneyness will rub off on me and Madonna will start wearing ''I *HEART* JOELY" shirts. That'll be hot, okay. And then I'll stop sending her packages of GC and MADE shirts. I bet she thinks they're anthrax. Oops. \m/ (>_<) \m/ EXCLAMATION POINT EXCLAMATION POINT ONE ONE. Cough Tasha's on my radio. Hi Tasha. ... Yeah so oops, I have nothing else to write. I should probably stalking talking to more than just two people, 'cause yeah. And I wish you weren't worth the wait 'Cause there's some things I'd like to say to you 1 girls dont like me

SIING WITH ME Thursday, April 24th, 2003 :: 4:43am music  ::  Eminem - Sing For The Moment So. Kelly is the greatest. Thanks. I really should be sleeping. MAYBE TOMMOROW THE GOOD LORD WILL TAKE YOU AWAY. And maybe tommorow I'll write a real update. 17 girls dont like me

Hi, I hate updating. Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003 :: 11:27pm mood  ::  frustrated music  ::  SoCo - Fall So I fall I don't want to feel this small You know I just can't handle this Handle this at all And I'll just fall I let my heartbeat drop I falter as the music stops And you watch me as I stall And wonder when I fall ... I found M&Ms. 3 girls dont like me

Monday, April 21st, 2003 :: 10:07pm mood  ::  bouncy music  ::  sean paul - get busy? What the fuck. Why must everyone hate on pink? It's not right. You can all die now. Hi. ANYWAY. WHERE'S ELIZA. AND WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT HOT CHICK ON EVERWOOD? I think it's impossible for me to write a real update, okay. 10 girls dont like me

FRESH OUT DA KITCH-EN Monday, April 21st, 2003 :: 10:50am mood  ::  awake music  ::  R. Kelly - ignition The fuck, I want to introduce myself. I'm Joel. The end. AIM = beep joel beep 'Cause yeah, you all love that R. Kelly song, thanks. 7 girls dont like me

I'm going to overdose on peeps Sunday, April 20th, 2003 :: 8:34pm mood  ::  lurkish music  ::  The Used - Noise And Kisses Ahem. SHAAAAAAAAAAAARE WITH MEEEEE, CAUSE I NEED IT RIGHT NOW, LET ME SEE YOUR INSIDES, OR WRIIIITE MEEEEEE OFF, CAUSE I'D RATHER STAARVE NOW, IF YOU WON'T OPEN UP, WON'T OPEN UUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPP *VOMITS HARDCORE* Goodbye. 14 girls dont like me

sit your drunk ass on that fuckin' runway hoooooo Friday, April 18th, 2003 :: 8:03pm mood  ::  bored music  ::  CAN'T BE YOUR SUPERMAAAAAAN BITCH, IF YOU DIED I WOULDN'T BUY YOU LIFE. Hi. 24 girls dont like me

ANOTHER FAAAAAALSE ALAAAAAAAARMMMMM Friday, April 18th, 2003 :: 9:28am mood  ::  crappy music  ::  The Used - Buried Myself Alive I should stop dying, or something. And oops, I don't feel like writing some big update now, so yeah. Hurr. I should stop getting jealous for stupid reasons >:O KEEEEEELLLLLLLLLYYYYYY Get on, please, thanks. EDIT K, HI, SERIOUSLY. KELLY. THIS IS WHERE YOU LOG ON, READY SET GO. EDIIIIIIIT: KELLY. COME DIG ME OUT >:\ 5 girls dont like me

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