well life is life, though i cant handle it there is nothin i could do. well instead of being bored i am sad b/c derek is still hating me for sufficating him;he dosn't doudt it so it must be true. i dont no y i have 2 be a type of girl who every 1 hates. some dude in the library is staring at me and it is scaring me a lot. i guess i have to say im at the school library.
why dose life hate me. i do every thing right and life is still trying to make me die a slow painful life. why! why! why!!!!!. i am so sick of life...oh and speaking of being sick, jamie's sick. i feel so sorry for her, i mean i've known her for about a year and a half and never, never!has she ever been sick or missed school for anything.... oh well i guess im on my own now. well i have 2 go bye