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    Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
    10:52 am
    Summer Flow
    Have you heard the song "Float On" by Modest Mouse? It's a very jaunty song with very relaxing lyrics, that completely explains my summer. I'm just floating, you know? Day by day, hour by hour, relaxing and never bored nor busy. School seemes eons away, yet close enough to touch. I'm laid back, practical, and I don't miss school all that much yet. I'm taking this summer to figure out who I am, my style, and to lay back a bit so I can finally lose that oh-so-annoying nick name of "hyperbole". So far, I get up, relaxing, clean and pick-up for a few hours, then I lay out and get my tan on. It's quiet relaxing, especially since I'm so abmormally white for the middle of summer I've given myself the nickname "marshmello".
    In exactly two weeks, T and me will be shipping off to the amphitheature to the Vans Warped Tour, and after weeks of debating I've decided to dress my style, reguardless of the fact that I'm going to see mostly punk bands, in an atmosphere where most people will harbor miltiple peircings. It'll be jean capris, a pink cami, converses, a flower in my hair, pink bracelets, and my long gutair earrings I picked out a week or so ago.
    Besides, the best I can be is just being me! (cute quote, huh?)
    Hope all is well out there, and your summer is turning out super!
    -shortycutie
    10:52 am
    Summer Flow
    Have you heard the song "Float On" by Modest Mouse? It's a very jaunty song with very relaxing lyrics, that completely explains my summer. I'm just floating, you know? Day by day, hour by hour, relaxing and never bored nor busy. School seemes eons away, yet close enough to touch. I'm laid back, practical, and I don't miss school all that much yet. I'm taking this summer to figure out who I am, my style, and to lay back a bit so I can finally lose that oh-so-annoying nick name of "hyperbole". So far, I get up, relaxing, clean and pick-up for a few hours, then I lay out and get my tan on. It's quiet relaxing, especially since I'm so abmormally white for the middle of summer I've given myself the nickname "marshmello".
    In exactly two weeks, T and me will be shipping off to the amphitheature to the Vans Warped Tour, and after weeks of debating I've decided to dress my style, reguardless of the fact that I'm going to see mostly punk bands, in an atmosphere where most people will harbor miltiple peircings. It'll be jean capris, a pink cami, converses, a flower in my hair, pink bracelets, and my long gutair earrings I picked out a week or so ago.
    Besides, the best I can be is just being me! (cute quote, huh?)
    Hope all is well out there, and your summer is turning out super!
    -shortycutie
    Sunday, June 20th, 2004
    7:57 pm
    Summer!!!!!
    Finally, summer's here and relaxation is the only way to live! With sleeping in, and not getting dressed until after lunch-I sleep right through breakfast-life is good! I even went to the beach with my gal pals on thursday, went shopping two times in one weekend the weekend when school was let out. I spent the night over my friend's house, I watched 'The Last Samurai' and saw 'Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban' today! (I'm not geeky, but deep down, I've got a soft spot for harry potter)
    I just got off the phone with my friend, and I've laready decided that even though me and Jordan had made up, it seems like its all coming to a halt, shudder, and a steamining end. I would rather not spew millions of details, so get over it nosy people of the internet. You really don't know me and probably won't meet me anyway.
    Thanks so much to confusedchik who told me to never lower my standards! *hugs* Love to all who think the same, and actually take the time to READ about my oh-so-normal-yet-weirdly-insane-and-strange life.
    As for Ryan Kepley, my love never ends. (lol....just kidding. I don't LOVE the guy......I just have a crush on him the size of a large crushing boudler)
    Speaking of guys, Sam is slowly fading into the darkness..thank the lord......but I know its only because I haven't seen him in almost a month. It's kind of weird, the way my mind operates-I make myself hate him when I don't see him, then I see him and I melt like a stick butter in a microwave-and it usually takes even less time than that. I even kind of metally "flutter" when I hear his name. No joke. It's sad stuff, seeing as I'm supposed to hate and loathe and want to violently kill the guy.
    As for writing, I've started writing two things: a fanfiction for DBZ about gothic Trunks (he's actually not goth...its just that in my mind, I can twist and turn and flip things around any way I want a write about them...its quiet fun) and a story called "Who Do you See?" Which is surprisingly unusally written, coming from my seeminly one-track mind. It's actually an essay written by a girl who's the outcast of her class, and its theme is personally feelings at first, but she decided to switch it herself to a journal. Hopefully its actually interesting.
    As for drawing, I colored in a picture I drew of my dude with sunglasses, doing a classic goku look. (I'm not really into DBZ, I just enjoy DBGT a little and like the fanfiction and fanart) Then I drew this picture of a girl with really pretty eyes (even if I did mess up the tops of them when I colored it) with her hands palms up, meeting at her belly button, and floating above her hands is a patched and torn heart. I called it "All I Have Left" just out of simple pride at how good this one turned out and sheer feelings of 'I-just-felt-like-it'. Hopefully, its as good as I seem to think it is, compared to some of my other crash-and-burn pictures.
    This summer, I trying to do a number of things-excercise more, eat better, study some law, learn japanese ( at least most of the basics), and maybe start getting into photo art. It might just be fun, you know?
    Hope everyone's summer is a blast!
    Love, Peace, Sleeping In + Punk Rock,
    shortycutie
    Sunday, June 6th, 2004
    2:02 pm
    do you like these things???
    I stole these from charlesspwnsyou, and put my own anwers up. sorry charles!!!!!


    ·· · bands · ··

    n.h.=never heard

    1. Metallica? the old stuff
    2. Pantera? n/h
    3. Shadows Fall? n/h
    3. Slayer? n/h
    4. The Darkness? n/h
    5. Nirvana? sort of....I like "heart-shaped box"
    6. Foo Fighters? yes!
    7. Echobrain? n.h.
    8. Black Sabbath? depends on my mood
    9. Santana? no
    10. Evanescence? hell no
    11. Primus? a bit
    12. D12? no
    13. Soundgarden? no
    14. Blind Melon? nh
    15. Alice in Chains? no
    16. Medicine? nh
    17. The Cure? no
    18. Mudhoney? no
    19. Hole? no
    20. Tad? nh
    21. Men Without Hats? nh
    22. Hanson? no
    23. N*Sync? no
    24. Backstreet Boys? no
    25. 3 Doors Down? some
    26. Sum 41? yes!
    27. Bowling for Soup? too popular, really
    28. Green Day? yes
    29. Rancid? yes
    30. Godsmack? no
    31. Baha Men? no
    32. Destiny's Child? no
    33. Walls of Jericho? nh
    34. The Beatles? no
    35. The Who? no
    36. Queens of the Stone Age? some
    37. No Doubt? she wines too much
    38. Bikini Kill? nh
    39. Pearl Jam? no
    40. Audioslave? no
    41. The Vines? no
    42. Tool? no
    43. A Perfect Circle? no
    44. Siouxie and the Banshees? nh
    45. The Sex Pistols? no
    46. The Clash? nh
    47. The Ramones? yes
    48. Kiss? no
    49. Authority Zero? yes
    50. CKY? yes
    51. Alcoholica? nh
    52. Korn? yes
    53. Marilyn Manson? yes
    54. Cradle of Filth? yes!
    55. Down? nh
    56. Fozzy? nh
    57. Motorhead? nh
    58. Dope? nh
    59. Drowning Pool? awsomeness!
    60. Alien Ant Farm? no
    61. G Unit? no
    62. Smut Peddlers? nh
    63. The Misfits? yes
    64. Andrew W.K.? HELL YES!
    65. The Rezillos? nh
    67. My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult? nh
    68. Smashing Pumpkins? yes...I was so upset when they broke up!
    69. Stone Temple Pilots? no
    70. Whitesnake? nh
    71. Quiet Riot? nh
    72. Van Halen? no!!!
    73. Dio? nh
    74. Bon Jovi? no
    75. NWA? nh
    76. Guns N' Roses? not really
    77. The Meat Puppets? nh
    78. Rob Zombie? no!!!!!
    79. P.O.D.? sort of.......more NO then yes...
    80. Sevendust? no
    81. Taco? nh
    82. ICP? yes! clowns rock!
    83. Poison? nh
    84. Venom? nh
    85. Limp Bizkit? no
    86. Black Label Society? no
    87. Linkin Park? yes
    88. Iggy Pop? no
    89. Suicidal Tendences? nh
    90. Black Flag? yes!
    91. Dir En Gray? YEA MAN!
    92. Gako? Yes!
    93. Kill Hannah? Yes!
    94. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club? Yes!
    95. Sugarcult? Yes!
    96. Posin the Well? Yes!
    97. The Used? Yes!
    98. Taking Back Sunday? Yes!
    99. Sloppy Seconds? Yes!
    100. Good Charlotte? HELL NO
    102. Blink 182? Yes!!!!!
    103. Basically all punk bands and bands that scream? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ·· · stars · · ·

    91. Marilyn Monroe? no
    92. Britney Spears? sort of
    93. Johnny Depp? yes
    94. Justin Timberlake? he's pretty hot!
    95. Elizabeth Taylor? nh
    96. Debbie Harry? nh
    97. Christina Aguilera? she's a little slutty, ya'll
    98. Jennifer Lopez? maybe
    99. Tom Cruise? yes
    100. Brad Pitt? yes
    101. Ben Affleck? yes
    102. Vanessa Paradis? nh
    103. Laetita Casta? nh
    104. Estella Warren? nh
    105. Jessica Biel? nh
    106. Bam Margera? yes!
    107. The Rock? no
    108. Antonio Banderas? nh
    109. Penelope Cruz? nh
    110. Eva Mendes? nh
    111. Salma Hayek? nh
    112. Sid Vicious? nh
    113. Hilary Duff? YES! I love her music, her style...she's one of my idols!
    114. Swan? I hate that he left the band
    115. Michelle Trachtenberg? nh
    116. Liesel Matthews? nh
    117. Sarah Michelle Gellar? yes!
    118. James Marsters? nh
    119. Enrique Islesias? no
    120. Anna Kournikova? no
    121. Stacy Keibler? hn
    122. Trish Stratus? nh
    123. Torrie Wilson? nh
    124. Jenna Jameson? nh
    125. Eliza Dushku? nh
    126. Jennifer Love Hewitt? yes. Again, great music, and she's seems like a great person
    127. The Olsen Twins? both are another set of my idols!
    128. Jennifer Aniston? yes. I love friends!
    129. Shakira? no
    130. The Hilton Sisters? not really. I only see them all over posters in Victoria's Secret when I go shopping for underwear and all that.
    131. Alyssa Milano: nh
    132. Rose McGowan? nh
    133. Rebecca Gayheart? nh
    134. Mel Gibson? yes, he's a great actor.
    135. Heath Ledger? not sure
    136. Jessica Alba? nh
    137. Pamela Andersehn? no....there's alot of boys in my school who seem to think that all girls should look like her, when she's totally unnatural. besides-playboy's got to be the most disgusting thing there is.
    138. Kid Rock? no
    139. Tommy Lee? nh
    140. Kate Moss? nh
    141. Winona Ryder? nh
    142. Sable? nh
    143. Briana Banks? nh
    144. Ashanti? no
    145. Aaliyah? sort of
    146. Eminem? no
    147. Mariah Carey? yes
    148. Marianne Faithfull? nh
    149. Michael Jackson? no!!!!!
    150. Joss Stone? nh
    151. Angela Lindvall? nh
    152. Josie Maran? nh
    153. Jonathan Taylor Thomas? nh
    154. Frankie Muniz? no!!!
    155. Ludacris? no
    156. Mickey Rourke? nh
    157. Brandon Lee? nh
    158. Michael Wincott? nh
    159. Bai Ling? nh
    160. Sofia Shinas? nh
    161. Morgan Freeman? nh
    162. Lil Kim? no
    163. Hudson Leick? nh
    164. Kevin Smith? nh
    165. Alexandra Tydings? nh
    166. Kevin Sorbo? nh
    167. Michael Hurst? nh
    168. Rider Strong: nh
    169. Johnny Knoxville? nh
    170. Avril Lavenge? Another idol, because she's so true to herself, you know?

    ·· · movies · ··

    170. House of 100 Corpses? nh
    171. Blow? nh
    172. Once Upon a Time in Mexico? nh
    173. Desperado? nh
    174. El Mariachi? nh
    175. Wild Wild West? my brothers did, so it ended up being on the TV a million times, so I guess it grew on me
    176. The Mummy? yes
    177. The Mummy Returns? yes
    178. The Scorpion King? a bit
    179. Honey? yes
    180. Cabin Fever? never saw
    181. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre? never saw
    182. Interview with the Vampire? never saw
    183. A Little Princess? yes
    184. Sleepy Hollow? never saw
    185. Pirates of the Caribbean? YES!!!!!!!!!
    186. Legend? nh
    187. Jawbreaker? nh
    188. Along Came a Spider? nh
    189. Bless the Child? nh
    190. Powder? nh
    191. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone? yes, but the book was better....I'm serious!!!!
    192. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets? I think I did....but I'm not sure.
    193. Gigli? nh
    194. Phone Booth? never saw
    195. Secret Window? yes!
    196. Holes? it was okay
    197. Dreamcatcher? very gruesome, but very awsome!
    198. The Shining? never saw
    199. Freddy vs. Jason? never saw
    200. Armageddon? nh
    201. Independence Day? never saw
    202. The Order? never saw
    203. Hardball? never saw
    204. The Crow? nh
    205. Jackass the movie? wasn't allowed to see......sigh
    206. Jungle 2 Jungle? never saw
    207. Aladdin? haven't seen it in years.
    208. Finding Nemo? yes!!!!!!!
    209. 10 Things I Hate About You? yes!!!!!!!!!!!
    210. I know What you Did Last Summer? no
    211. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer? no
    212. Cruel Intentions? never saw
    213. The Girl Next Door? never saw
    214. Air Force One? nh
    215. The Crow - City of Angels? nh
    216. Sleepless in Seattle? nh
    217. The Patriot? awsome!
    218. Braveheart? never saw
    219. Dragonheart? yes
    220. Legally Blonde(2)? never saw
    221. Pretty Woman? never saw
    222. All the Pretty Horses? never saw
    223. George of the Jungle? thought it was really stupid!
    224. XXX? never saw. didn't feel like seeing bad-ass vin again. *rolls eyes*
    225. The Fast and the Furious? thought the cars were cool, but the story line sucked, since it was totally predictable. Of course Vin gets in the girl, and she's got a totally perfect body.....sorry guys, but the only time that happens is in the movies where the girl gets paid.
    226. Hook? nh
    227. The Passion of the Christ? I really want to see that!
    228. 8 Mile? never saw
    229. Uptown Girls? never saw
    230. Prozac Nation? nh
    2:02 pm
    do you like these things???
    I stole these from charlesspwnsyou, and put my own anwers up. sorry charles!!!!!


    ·· · bands · ··

    n.h.=never heard

    1. Metallica? the old stuff
    2. Pantera? n/h
    3. Shadows Fall? n/h
    3. Slayer? n/h
    4. The Darkness? n/h
    5. Nirvana? sort of....I like "heart-shaped box"
    6. Foo Fighters? yes!
    7. Echobrain? n.h.
    8. Black Sabbath? depends on my mood
    9. Santana? no
    10. Evanescence? hell no
    11. Primus? a bit
    12. D12? no
    13. Soundgarden? no
    14. Blind Melon? nh
    15. Alice in Chains? no
    16. Medicine? nh
    17. The Cure? no
    18. Mudhoney? no
    19. Hole? no
    20. Tad? nh
    21. Men Without Hats? nh
    22. Hanson? no
    23. N*Sync? no
    24. Backstreet Boys? no
    25. 3 Doors Down? some
    26. Sum 41? yes!
    27. Bowling for Soup? too popular, really
    28. Green Day? yes
    29. Rancid? yes
    30. Godsmack? no
    31. Baha Men? no
    32. Destiny's Child? no
    33. Walls of Jericho? nh
    34. The Beatles? no
    35. The Who? no
    36. Queens of the Stone Age? some
    37. No Doubt? she wines too much
    38. Bikini Kill? nh
    39. Pearl Jam? no
    40. Audioslave? no
    41. The Vines? no
    42. Tool? no
    43. A Perfect Circle? no
    44. Siouxie and the Banshees? nh
    45. The Sex Pistols? no
    46. The Clash? nh
    47. The Ramones? yes
    48. Kiss? no
    49. Authority Zero? yes
    50. CKY? yes
    51. Alcoholica? nh
    52. Korn? yes
    53. Marilyn Manson? yes
    54. Cradle of Filth? yes!
    55. Down? nh
    56. Fozzy? nh
    57. Motorhead? nh
    58. Dope? nh
    59. Drowning Pool? awsomeness!
    60. Alien Ant Farm? no
    61. G Unit? no
    62. Smut Peddlers? nh
    63. The Misfits? yes
    64. Andrew W.K.? HELL YES!
    65. The Rezillos? nh
    67. My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult? nh
    68. Smashing Pumpkins? yes...I was so upset when they broke up!
    69. Stone Temple Pilots? no
    70. Whitesnake? nh
    71. Quiet Riot? nh
    72. Van Halen? no!!!
    73. Dio? nh
    74. Bon Jovi? no
    75. NWA? nh
    76. Guns N' Roses? not really
    77. The Meat Puppets? nh
    78. Rob Zombie? no!!!!!
    79. P.O.D.? sort of.......more NO then yes...
    80. Sevendust? no
    81. Taco? nh
    82. ICP? yes! clowns rock!
    83. Poison? nh
    84. Venom? nh
    85. Limp Bizkit? no
    86. Black Label Society? no
    87. Linkin Park? yes
    88. Iggy Pop? no
    89. Suicidal Tendences? nh
    90. Black Flag? yes!
    91. Dir En Gray? YEA MAN!
    92. Gako? Yes!
    93. Kill Hannah? Yes!
    94. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club? Yes!
    95. Sugarcult? Yes!
    96. Posin the Well? Yes!
    97. The Used? Yes!
    98. Taking Back Sunday? Yes!
    99. Sloppy Seconds? Yes!
    100. Good Charlotte? HELL NO
    102. Blink 182? Yes!!!!!
    103. Basically all punk bands and bands that scream? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ·· · stars · · ·

    91. Marilyn Monroe? no
    92. Britney Spears? sort of
    93. Johnny Depp? yes
    94. Justin Timberlake? he's pretty hot!
    95. Elizabeth Taylor? nh
    96. Debbie Harry? nh
    97. Christina Aguilera? she's a little slutty, ya'll
    98. Jennifer Lopez? maybe
    99. Tom Cruise? yes
    100. Brad Pitt? yes
    101. Ben Affleck? yes
    102. Vanessa Paradis? nh
    103. Laetita Casta? nh
    104. Estella Warren? nh
    105. Jessica Biel? nh
    106. Bam Margera? yes!
    107. The Rock? no
    108. Antonio Banderas? nh
    109. Penelope Cruz? nh
    110. Eva Mendes? nh
    111. Salma Hayek? nh
    112. Sid Vicious? nh
    113. Hilary Duff? YES! I love her music, her style...she's one of my idols!
    114. Swan? I hate that he left the band
    115. Michelle Trachtenberg? nh
    116. Liesel Matthews? nh
    117. Sarah Michelle Gellar? yes!
    118. James Marsters? nh
    119. Enrique Islesias? no
    120. Anna Kournikova? no
    121. Stacy Keibler? hn
    122. Trish Stratus? nh
    123. Torrie Wilson? nh
    124. Jenna Jameson? nh
    125. Eliza Dushku? nh
    126. Jennifer Love Hewitt? yes. Again, great music, and she's seems like a great person
    127. The Olsen Twins? both are another set of my idols!
    128. Jennifer Aniston? yes. I love friends!
    129. Shakira? no
    130. The Hilton Sisters? not really. I only see them all over posters in Victoria's Secret when I go shopping for underwear and all that.
    131. Alyssa Milano: nh
    132. Rose McGowan? nh
    133. Rebecca Gayheart? nh
    134. Mel Gibson? yes, he's a great actor.
    135. Heath Ledger? not sure
    136. Jessica Alba? nh
    137. Pamela Andersehn? no....there's alot of boys in my school who seem to think that all girls should look like her, when she's totally unnatural. besides-playboy's got to be the most disgusting thing there is.
    138. Kid Rock? no
    139. Tommy Lee? nh
    140. Kate Moss? nh
    141. Winona Ryder? nh
    142. Sable? nh
    143. Briana Banks? nh
    144. Ashanti? no
    145. Aaliyah? sort of
    146. Eminem? no
    147. Mariah Carey? yes
    148. Marianne Faithfull? nh
    149. Michael Jackson? no!!!!!
    150. Joss Stone? nh
    151. Angela Lindvall? nh
    152. Josie Maran? nh
    153. Jonathan Taylor Thomas? nh
    154. Frankie Muniz? no!!!
    155. Ludacris? no
    156. Mickey Rourke? nh
    157. Brandon Lee? nh
    158. Michael Wincott? nh
    159. Bai Ling? nh
    160. Sofia Shinas? nh
    161. Morgan Freeman? nh
    162. Lil Kim? no
    163. Hudson Leick? nh
    164. Kevin Smith? nh
    165. Alexandra Tydings? nh
    166. Kevin Sorbo? nh
    167. Michael Hurst? nh
    168. Rider Strong: nh
    169. Johnny Knoxville? nh
    170. Avril Lavenge? Another idol, because she's so true to herself, you know?

    ·· · movies · ··

    170. House of 100 Corpses? nh
    171. Blow? nh
    172. Once Upon a Time in Mexico? nh
    173. Desperado? nh
    174. El Mariachi? nh
    175. Wild Wild West? my brothers did, so it ended up being on the TV a million times, so I guess it grew on me
    176. The Mummy? yes
    177. The Mummy Returns? yes
    178. The Scorpion King? a bit
    179. Honey? yes
    180. Cabin Fever? never saw
    181. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre? never saw
    182. Interview with the Vampire? never saw
    183. A Little Princess? yes
    184. Sleepy Hollow? never saw
    185. Pirates of the Caribbean? YES!!!!!!!!!
    186. Legend? nh
    187. Jawbreaker? nh
    188. Along Came a Spider? nh
    189. Bless the Child? nh
    190. Powder? nh
    191. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone? yes, but the book was better....I'm serious!!!!
    192. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets? I think I did....but I'm not sure.
    193. Gigli? nh
    194. Phone Booth? never saw
    195. Secret Window? yes!
    196. Holes? it was okay
    197. Dreamcatcher? very gruesome, but very awsome!
    198. The Shining? never saw
    199. Freddy vs. Jason? never saw
    200. Armageddon? nh
    201. Independence Day? never saw
    202. The Order? never saw
    203. Hardball? never saw
    204. The Crow? nh
    205. Jackass the movie? wasn't allowed to see......sigh
    206. Jungle 2 Jungle? never saw
    207. Aladdin? haven't seen it in years.
    208. Finding Nemo? yes!!!!!!!
    209. 10 Things I Hate About You? yes!!!!!!!!!!!
    210. I know What you Did Last Summer? no
    211. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer? no
    212. Cruel Intentions? never saw
    213. The Girl Next Door? never saw
    214. Air Force One? nh
    215. The Crow - City of Angels? nh
    216. Sleepless in Seattle? nh
    217. The Patriot? awsome!
    218. Braveheart? never saw
    219. Dragonheart? yes
    220. Legally Blonde(2)? never saw
    221. Pretty Woman? never saw
    222. All the Pretty Horses? never saw
    223. George of the Jungle? thought it was really stupid!
    224. XXX? never saw. didn't feel like seeing bad-ass vin again. *rolls eyes*
    225. The Fast and the Furious? thought the cars were cool, but the story line sucked, since it was totally predictable. Of course Vin gets in the girl, and she's got a totally perfect body.....sorry guys, but the only time that happens is in the movies where the girl gets paid.
    226. Hook? nh
    227. The Passion of the Christ? I really want to see that!
    228. 8 Mile? never saw
    229. Uptown Girls? never saw
    230. Prozac Nation? nh
    1:21 pm
    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Jordan's mom read her entire blurty, and then read mine! Now she's totally screwed! Her mom even went through all her stuff and confidscated almost ALL of it! Can you say "invasion of privacy"??????????????
    Jordan's totally screwed! I really hope everything works out okay!
    Remeber how I was totally mad at Jordan? Well, we talked and sorted it out. I would like to tell the person who reviewed my last entry and said, "God gave you sucky friends", that she is my only friend that is like that. I actually have AWSOME friends!
    When I'm angry, I tend to scream and yell and get all bent out of shape and not say what I mean and make it all compliacted, so I took all my journal entries and personal writings about jordan and I's fight, typed them up, and put them on a CD. then I gave it to her, and something tells me she has yet to read it all, considering her mom went mondo crazy on her! Teens always have a separate life from their parents, and although Jordan's shouldn't have been SO bad, her mom still has no right to totally invade her privacy like she is. But even worse is that if Jordan and her parents ever did have a good relationship, it's totally gone. The probably think she's totally betrayed their trust, but honestly, that's still no cause to do all that invading stuff. I just pray that this all works out okay, and its for the benefit of Jordan, and it makes her relationship between her and her mom better than before.
    In better news, I just got back from Hershey Park in Pennsylvania! There was so many different types of chcolate, and huge hershey kisses, and over ten rollercoasters! Although it rained almost ALL DAY Saturday, I still got to ride three or four rollercoasters! Not to mention I went Friday night from 7:30 pm until like 10 0r 11 at night! I had such a good time! Amazingly and sadly for my dreamed of shopping spree, I spent almost all of my $80 there! (well, I actually spent about 60 or 70, hehe) I ate more chocolate and candy than I have in, like, months! It was nice to dump the diet for a while and kick back with a king-size special-dark chocolate hershey bar!
    Speaking of diets, I've deicded to try being vegetarian. Not to loose weight-I'm starting to not care that much about my weight anymore, since I can fit in sizes four and three in pants, but just because I want to try. The down side is I have to eat more beans and pasta for protein, and we hardly ever have either one. Another reason for my trying this is that I saw a show a while back on WHRO where they showed how they would kill and process cows to eat. It was so cruel! It makes me want to never look at a hamburger again! I also found out this weekend that the reason that Mcdonald's burgers are gray is because their made out of cow tongues and some other totally disgusting body part! (sorry, couldn't remember it!) No WONDER Mcdonald's makes me sick to my stomach! Ew!
    After talking with Sam and just thinking, I guess I understand that Ryan K., my crush, is totally out of my league. I don't know how, really, because its not like I'm ugly, stupid, fat or even taller than him, but I guess I'm just not his type. Sam says I should lower my standards, but for who? No guy in my grade or school or district is worth it. I mean, the only guys that like me are the pervs or are just plain idiotic. So, Ryan, along with any other guy I'd even consider, is totally out of the question, just because they do not like me. But who cares? It's not like the right guy won't turn up. I'm not looking for Mr. Right or anything, just a nice guy who likes me back. And he's totally out there!
    Love, Peace, and Punk Rock,
    Kaite
    Thursday, May 27th, 2004
    6:23 pm
    I Just Can't Do it Anymore
    I just can't do it anymore. I can't be jordan's friend anymore. No matter what I do, no matter what I say or feel, she just doesn't get it.
    Currently, Jordan has become wiccan, is having sex with her boyfriend regularly, has recently gotten over smoking, refuses to listen to reason, has been doing drugs but says she not addicted, her boyfriend is so weird and so horrible that he doesn't even SMELL right, and he gives off the FREAKIEST vibes ever! And his vibes are NOT because he's goth-I know and am good friends with plenty of goths, but they do not, I repeat, do not smell like that or give off such freaky vibes! not to mention her boyfriend's best friend is a drugge, and is in alternative school. Apparently, he was framed, but I don't know what to think anymore!
    You are who you hang around, and if she thinks its okay to be around people like that, and if she thinks its okay to have sex when you're 13, and that drugs are okay, and so is smoking, then I don't need to be around her anymore.
    I'm sorry T.
    I just can't do it anymore. I'm fed up-and when she feeds me lines like, "I don't expect a prep to understand the mentality of a goth", I'm pissed, and SO over it! Since when did she judge me? The only being that should have the right to judge a human is God himself, and she is NOT God.
    Good bye all, and hope your day is going well.
    5:55 pm
    Summer's so close!
    Summer's so close I can pratically TASTE it! Well, not really, but, you get the picture.
    Today during fourth bell we went outside for a game of kickball, and we played it against Ryan's class.
    *sighs* He's so cute! So, we were outside, and I find out the poor guy's got four girls in ONE CLASS ALONE chasing after him! I didn't think he was THAT cute! One of the girls yelled out while he was about to kick, "RYAN, YOU'RE SEXY!" I talked to my friend (?) Nick on the bus this afternoon about it, and he goes, "Man, I hate chicks like that. They frigg'n interrupt you in the middle of shit, and then start yellin' how sexy you are! Bunch of bitches, man." Jessy laughed, and goes, "You know, you just called my friends a bunch of bitches." "So? I'll rock them." Nick had joked. Isn't it amazing how I can recall entire conversations?
    Oh yea, found out today at lunch that my friend Ali lost her virginity last summer-at KARATE CAMP! Total recalls from "American Pie"! You know- "and one time, at band camp, I stuck a flute up my *****........" I almost laughed!
    I tried to punch Ryan on the bus today (don't ask why), and when I punched his palm, he laughed, and I came around and punched his elbow! IT HURT! Nick laughed and went, "Ha ha, dude. Man, she was like 'Frigg'n bitch-bastard, I'm gonna show you how I REALLY punch!" Honestly, it hurt me more than Ryan, since I punched his freaking BONE! Ow!
    Anywhos, I spilled and secret to Ryan, Nick and Jessy on the bus, and they were totally cool with it! I was WAY amazed! Nick is such a good guy! If only he was just a little taller, I'd totally want to go out with him-not that he'd ever want to go out with me!
    I'm such an idiot, but I just realized yesterday when I went to Sugarcult's site that Sugarcult had a new album out! *smacks head* I'm such a dork!
    Finals are coming up fast, and its almost scary! Not to mention school'll be out in what, two, two and a half weeks? I'm so excited! I FINALLY get to sleep in!
    Anywhos, thanks all who read and commented on my last entree on the punk epidemic. I'll write more about it later!
    Monday, May 17th, 2004
    7:01 pm
    Punk: A State of Mind
    I know this must be weird, an American Eagle chick writing this stuff, but here goes:
    "Where I live, there is an epidemic of a need to dress punk. This is believed to be spawned from Good Charlotte, Mest, Simple Plan, and other pop-punk bands. (as they are referred to, of course)
    In truth, this is not punk. Punk is not a style, not a fashion, or a way to follow the crowd. It is actually the opposite: rebellious, out-going, anti-fashion, and imaginative. It is a way of life, and a state of mind, and all about being true to yourself.
    Punk is not being a bully, a drugee, or an artist. Punk is what-ever you feel.
    Punks are artists, punks are mean, punks are nice, punks are who they are; they cannot be put in a catagory.
    You do not have to dress or look like a punk to be one. Again, punk is a state of mind.
    Punk is not "Hot Topic"; it is creativity in the wildest regions of the word.
    Punks are most widely known for anarchy, when really, they only protest because they realize how much goverment affects their lives, and they work to change it.
    So, to all those in the epidemic, remember this:
    Punk is a state of mind.
    Do you have that state of mind?
    Before you call someone a poser,
    look at yourself.
    Check to see if you're the real poser first.
    Sunday, May 16th, 2004
    5:27 pm
    Trying to pull through
    "Life is long and hard road,
    With goverment road blocks,
    And problems with everything imaginable,
    But every day,
    Our petitions make a difference,
    And we save someone else."
    -Anarchist Black Cross Member, Anonmyous

    How cool is that?
    Saturday, May 15th, 2004
    10:10 am
    Who are my Friends, really?
    I have a best friend named T, and I could tell her anything, act like a totally idiot or anything, and she won't say a word. If something is bothering her, she tells me; we've got a really tight relationship.
    We talk on the phone for almost two hours every night, unless I'm really busy, or she is. Well, last night while we were talking, she told me a few things that a guy I had considered my friend, Sam, had said about me:
    T and my friend Jordan were over at Sam's house, swimming in his pool. T asked Sam after Jordan left, "Would you go out with Kaite?" Then, Sam, who I thought was my friend, goes, "No." T asked why, and he said, "Number 1, she's a saint. Number 2, she's fat." People, I have never had anyone call me fat in my life, and not even say it behind my back. As far as I'm concerned, I'm as skinny as the next girl, and I'm fine just the way I am. As for the saint part, it was because I have never kissed a guy before. That may sound stupid, but its true. I haven't met a boy I liked, and if I did, he didn't like me back. It seems so unreal to some people, but I'm waiting for someone special, you know? And I'm willing to wait as long as I need to, because I know it'll be worth it. Don't get me wrong; guys ask me out all the time, but I always say no, because I don't like them. As for the rest of the guy population, they either can't stand me or are my good friends, and that would be just weird to go out with them, you know?
    What made me even more furious was the fact that not but two days ago, Jordan was crying and too depressed to eat because her boyfriend said something horrible to her, and I find out from T last night, that not but a few days before that, like tuesday, she was giving in to all of Sam's dare. Sam has this thing where he'll dare you something totally crazy just to see if you'll do it. And he dared her to make-out with him, flash her top and bottom, and she did it all. And not just TWO DAYS ago she was torn apart because her boyfriend Zach said something mean.
    HELLO!
    Then, I find out that she had lied to me. Two weeks before, I had a microscopic crush on Sam, and it slipped to Jordan. So, she LIES to me, and LEADS ME ON that Sam likes me. Two words: BULL SHIT. That was all she's full of. I may have done something horrible a while back, but that's not justice to lie to me, and then go for my attention and comfort about something her boyfriend said, and makeout with Sam!!!!!!!!!!
    Jordan, if you're reading this, I'm pissed.
    And I currently no longer trust you.
    And next time Zach does something, you better go find someone else's shoulder to cry on.
    Cause' it won't be mine.
    It's amazing how everything that you do is an attention drawer. You're so hungry for attention juat because you don't get any at home; well here's a word of advice for you: GET IT SOME WHERE ELSE BESIDES YOUR FRIENDS. YOU'RE OLD ENOUGH TO COPE WITH IT. LEAVE ME OUT OF IT.
    I may never trust you; ever.
    Especially if I end up being the butt of your need for attention again.
    It's all BULL SHIT.

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Current Music: Death By Stereo
    Thursday, May 13th, 2004
    5:41 pm
    Hi!
    Hey ya'll!
    Okay, I guess I should tell you stuff here...... well, I'm a 13 year old girl who likes to hang out, surf the net, swim, play my instruments, and pretty much anything fun or funny.
    I'm currently single and looking for boyfriend. Well, not really-more like waiting. Besides, I've got the rest of my life-right?
    Hopefully my journal and all isn't too crazy or boring for you-I'm a bit of perky, talkitive, American Eagle chick, so bare with me!
    -Kaite

    Current Mood: perky me!
    Current Music: Taking Back Sunday,
    Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
    9:31 pm
    Poem
    I figure you guys don't know if I'm any good of a poet, so here's a poem by me, that I'll post on my account later.

    I Don't Know You

    I'll walk down my Sidewalk
    I'll see you
    And I'll walk past
    I don't know you
    But you're all I have, my future.

    I'll play my piano
    Or sleep at night
    and never dream or play for you
    Cause' I don't know you
    But you're all I have, my future

    I'll lay on my bed,
    unable to sleep
    And I'll never think of you
    I'll listen to my love songs
    And watch my romance movies
    And watch the other couples dance
    But I'll never think of you
    But you're all I have, my future
    I'll wish for you, but I don't know you
    I don't know you, but you're my future
    You're all I could want
    and You don't know me

    You're destined for me
    9:31 pm
    Poem
    I figure you guys don't know if I'm any good of a poet, so here's a poem by me, that I'll post on my account later.

    I Don't Know You

    I'll walk down my Sidewalk
    I'll see you
    And I'll walk past
    I don't know you
    But you're all I have, my future.

    I'll play my piano
    Or sleep at night
    and never dream or play for you
    Cause' I don't know you
    But you're all I have, my future

    I'll lay on my bed,
    unable to sleep
    And I'll never think of you
    I'll listen to my love songs
    And watch my romance movies
    And watch the other couples dance
    But I'll never think of you
    But you're all I have, my future
    I'll wish for you, but I don't know you
    I don't know you, but you're my future
    You're all I could want
    and You don't know me

    You're destined for me
    4:40 pm
    This is Me
    Hey Ya'll,
    Today has been almost totally normal. Tonight is our orchestra concert, and I'm a bit nervous about it, but I think I'll be okay. Oprah's on, and its warm outside.
    I wonder if my love life is as pathetic as my friends make it out to be? I mean, I've had millions of guys ask me out, but I guess I just never really wanted to go out with them, you know? They were always nasty, dorky, sick, or I didn't know them. I guess alot of this is because I'm friends with so many guys, it would be weird.
    Okay! Sorry about that!
    Anywhos, This is my very first post. I'm a single, curly-haired blonde chick, and I have a problem-according to my friends-of being too perky, too serious, too niave, and too smart. Total opposites!
    Anywhatists, I doubt these entries will be very exciting, but I promise I'll try and keep it exciting!
    For example:
    A few weeks ago, my friends and I were sitting at our lunch table, chatting and eating, when the conversation turned to none other than the super-hot NATHAN O!!!! We were joking about him and throwing fries at each other, when I burst out with the most unthruthful, stupid thing I have ever said, "I would pay see Nathan in a speedo!"
    Sadly, I had to pay my friend Ashia a dollar not to tell Nathan, and made all of my other friends there swear to secrecy!
    So, about two days ago, Carrie (one of my friends at the table with us) it talking to Nathan on the phone (they're going out now-lucky her!) when Nathan goes, "I heard Kaite wants to see me in a speedo."
    Carrie quickly explained the ordeal, and made Nathan PROMISE not to mention it to me! Luckly, it worked, but Nathan was a my FRIEND! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is WAY scarey!
    So, there you go-gossip from Kaite's world.
    Love Ya'll!

    Current Mood: perky!
    Current Music: What-ever's on 96x!
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