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Well, the night was pretty sucky, overall. I procrastinated all day long, and didn't start getting ready till like 6, and so I just threw my hair up. I have crazy glitter on, haha, i just rubbed my eye, and got a butt load of it off, hah. ANYWAYS!! So me and Kate got there at like 7, and got in, only to see a bunch of hott guys, and even more sophmore chicks that we hate. From Teale, to the annoying bitch in my keyboarding class, they were all there. All the fakest of the fake, right there. We wait around, and Catie and Nicki finnally come. oh my mother fuckin god. It sucks when your best friend, is striving to be your only hatred, a fake person Me and Nicki still haven't talked since Thursday, and I didn't try to talk to her, really. She went ranked pretty high on the annoyance list. Her shirt raised high enough to expose about 3-4 inches of her pasty pale stomache, skin tight, hair perfect, and make up galore. I wear make up everyday, for me, not to impress anyone. And seeing her like that, just pissed me off. She's only like that to try to "get" Bryan. I mean honestly people!!!! If he doesn't like you before, what makes you think dressing like that wll win him over? And if he likes you after all that, he likes you for the complete wrong reasons!!! Common sence!!!! Ughh really now, get over yourself!!! And anyway he looked like ass tonite! So stop fretting over the likes of him. I mean yea, I liked him a lot before, but I found the game he was playing, and thats just not workin for me, and i moved the fuck on. I told you so many times before exactly what hes doing, and you thought it wouldn't happen to you. But when he broke your heart before, you were mad because I didn't warn you, but i did. Now he's doing it again. Giving you the glances, going over to talk to you (only to find your too much of a puss to talk to him!). I know how this works. Just because he's Bryan from TFA, and your dressed like a hoochi, doesn't mean its gonna work out. i mean it didn't with me, and what makes any of the differant? I wish Amy had gone tonite, she would have told her straight out what the deal was.
ANYWAYS!! Besides my hooker friend, lots else happened. Like:
-Simpons Bowling where there were little kids at the soda machine, and Alisha continues to swear her fuckin ass off! LMMFAO!!!!
-The band with the chick and the guy sining songs called "Old people in Filenes" and "who's got the crack"! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
-Matty saying in the nicest possible tone "Your not fat your big boned", to an already self concious depressed girl, jokingly. (Okay, honestly, I may be a size 6, but still you don't joke like that with a girl who's a size one, or even a size 14! You just Can't expect that to blow over well.)
-Nice conversations with Andrew, where he completely redeemed himself on his ranking list. Oh god, that boy has had me since Trance Buddah. Ahhhhh, wowzas, I dunno. I know he is really impossible. At one point he was right there in my reach, and then boom, hes gone. That quick. oh well.
Now I'm on the phone with Greg, and Jeff's in the shower. Really this is the last thing I wasnt to end my night. Really, this is all getting old, really fast. I dont know, but theres something completely annoying and immiture to hear Jeff talk about how hes right now taking a crap, and its just not workin tonite. So I think I may cut this whole entry and phone call a bit early..... Peace out!!!!
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Yea that was last night. It's now Sunday, and I was on the phone from like... 11-3 AM. It's wierd how it's 10:30, and I'm not even tired. I could have slept so much longer, but couldn't. I had the strangest dream, involving 2 RM members, and Dashboard Confessional..... wierd huh?? Yea I think so!! Well I'm gonna go shower, peace out!!
Oh, do you all like my new perdy layout?! Yea me too.
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