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[30 May 2008|01:53am]
[ mood | confused ]

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Shampoo Suicide [28 May 2008|04:52pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Broken Social Scene! ]

Our lives were one
Our lives were one
Our lives were one
Our lives were one

Our lives
Our lives
It's a broken heart
How they need something that's so hard
If you could take this time spent

I need went on to can feel it
I'm a broken heart, in a room

Just as we took a second look
This love was never strong

Cannot kill that, never will
Know the truth, the truth

Choose someone
If you die
You suffer
The broken hearted
I fall in love

And your teeth got wrapped around
Just can't speak
Just sit in your house
Never felt
Tears of love and
Tears of heart
You had it, you still
All you still use shampoo
You had it all, you still use shampoo

It felt so good
And you never die
She will fuck with you
Victory

I'm thinking of that kiss
Never will

I'm sitting cold
There was love
You loved him
Take him
Trust in you

We shall be
You had it all
Yeah blue
You had it

Who's there you're talkin' to
Like you're sucking on his dick

And it tastes so good
Dreams and a wish for you
I've seen the jaws and they taste so good
Saw the jaws and they taste so good
I've seen the jaws and they taste so good
Tasting the jaws and they taste so good
You've seen the jaws and they taste so good

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[28 May 2008|04:06pm]
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[27 Feb 2007|10:00pm]
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[18 Feb 2007|06:14pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Bitter:Sweet - Bittersweet Faith ]

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I Still Think About You EVERYDAY [28 Apr 2006|11:11pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Say Anything - Resounding ]

If I could take one thing back I would write the perfect song for you
You would have never left
And if the chords progress the way I mapped them out
They will wipe your tears away and all your doubts
Cause it’s always been for you
Every mountain scaled for you
And every single day I’m falling down
I never want to say ‘You’re mine, right now’
A tear rolls down your cheek and hits the ground
And I’m falling down
You sit alone inside your room and rust
You give your trust to those who don’t deserve your trust
You put yourself through hell as you sweat pound for pound
But as the drama fades, tell me what will resound
It has always been for you
I sing every song for you
Could you stay forever and a day
Together come what may
If only I could say what I’m thinking baby
If only I could finally face the truth
I have always loved you

<3<3<3<3<3

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Laugh, Love, Live Free & Sing [19 Apr 2006|07:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Angels & Airwaves - 'The Adventure' ]

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Hey yo here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

Any type of love it will be shown
Like every single tree reach for the sky
if you're gonna fall
i'll let you know
that i will pick you up
like you for i
i felt this thing
i can't replace
when everyone was working for this goal
where all the children left without a trace
only to come back as pure as gold
to recite this all

Hey yo here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me

Hey yo, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hey yo, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin
Life's waiting to begin

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[12 Apr 2006|04:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]

FORGET PARIS
You are my world.
My only desire.
The most beautiful destination on earth
Your lips. Your kiss.

My entire life is yours and youre walking out the door.

<3<3<3<3<3

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I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU KNEW [07 Apr 2006|10:52pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

I was lying when I said I wasn't hitting on you

I was lying when I didn't say I LOVE YOU back

I was lying when I said you werent making me nervous

You're lying when you pretend to believe me

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I don't know what to think anymore, I don't know what to hope for [02 Oct 2005|08:50pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Elton John - 'Tiny Dancer' ]

I hope that tomorrow when I see you, YOU SEE ME LIKE I SEE YOU
I hope that tomorrow when I see you, YOU'VE BEEN MISSING ME
I hope that tomorrow when I see you, YOU REALLY LOVE ME

I hope that tomorrow when I see you, YOU WON'T WANT TO LEAVE ME

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I Miss You Taking Me Home [11 Sep 2005|09:39pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

From every stop sign to every street light
I have the drive timed out perfectly
I'll take the long way home tonight
And tell you it’s for the scenery
Even though you won't believe me


<3<3<3<3<3<3
Remember driving around at 1:00am looking for an open Taco Bell
and you gave me a cigarette and said "You can't move to LA on a Hastings salary"

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[11 Sep 2005|09:38pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Tegan & Sara - 'Where Does The Good Go' ]

where do you go with your broken heart in tow
what do you do with the left over you
and how do you know, when to let go
where does the good go, where does the good go
look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
look me in the heart and un break broken, it won't happen
it's love that leaves that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy, strong and whole, where does the good go
where does the good go

where do you go when you're in love and the world knows

how do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
what do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down
where does the good go, where does the good go

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Let's Just Be Secret Lovers [31 Aug 2005|09:03pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Dave Matthews Band - 'Say Goodbye' ]

So here we are tonight,
you and me together
The storm outside, the fire is bright
And in your eyes I see
what's on my mind
You've got me wild
turned around inside
And then desire, see, is creeping
up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way
I do now
Now let's make this an evening,
we'll share some wine, maybe we'll get high.
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
just for an evening
When we make
our passion pictures
You and me twist up
secret creatures
And we'll stay here
Tomorrow go back to being friends
Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers,
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing
to the best
Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tongues and lips,
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Girl, just tonight

Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me,
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours
until the sun comes up it's all ours
On our way here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you,
Just for this evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
And I'll wait here

And tomorrow
back to being friends
Lovers...love...lovers
Just for tonight, one night...love you
And tomorrow say goodbye

<3<3<3<3<3

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[30 Aug 2005|07:59pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | 311 - Love Song ]

I just want you to know how much I LOVE YOU

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[26 Aug 2005|08:09pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | No Doubt - 'Simple Kind Of Life' ]

So in California, you're all I thought of. I just wish I could... I just wish I could STOP loving you so much.

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[26 Aug 2005|08:06pm]
[ mood | determined ]

You used to say you'll have to go (I could go all night)
Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...)
To hell with you and all your friends
To hell with you and all your friends, it's on

Well that's more sure in porcelain
You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck
Well I've got a bad feeling about this (because of this)
I've got a bad feeling about this

You kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window
Well I've got a bad feeling about this
I've got a bad feeling about...


I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this,
I got it bad
I got it bad

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I Love You Even Though I NEVER Said It Back... [24 Aug 2005|12:39am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Blink 182 - 'Waggy' ]

Watching your house shrink away
In my rearview mirror
As I drive away
Wishing that I could take back all those words
That meant nothing that I didn't say

I'm trying to be what you want me to be
But it's so damn hard to keep playing the part
Of the fool, week after week

I think you need some time alone
You say you want someone to call your own
Open your eyes, you can suck in your pride
You can live your life all on your own

Is this all going to be just another time
That we play this game?
I've tried to convince you that things could be different
But somehow they end up the same

But what did you expect from me?
What am I supposed to do?
You say that you're starting to feel
Like you're getting lost
Well, I do too

I don't wanna live this lie again
I know I'll get it right but I don't know when
I'll open my eyes, I've got something inside
I'll just jack off in my room until then

It's never over 'til it's done
And I don't think that you're the one
It's never over 'til it's done
And I don't think that you're the one

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[20 Aug 2005|01:57am]
[ mood | I have to pee ]
[ music | Dirty Vegas ]

There is this picture on the dry erase board in the cash office at work of me and I LOVE IT
I think it's the best and so I'm going to put a link here if anyone reads this they can see me
and how cool I look as a stick figure.

...And I have a cowboy hat on because I found some in the back decided I would
break all of the rules and wear one around everyday at my register.


file://C:\Documents%20and%20Settings\Owner\Desktop\Verizon%20Pictures\Me.jpg

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[11 Aug 2005|08:43pm]
[ mood | confused ]

OK OK... You got me, you got me good and even though I never said the words even though
I never ever made the first move you KNOW I do... You know I do.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! [10 Aug 2005|11:40pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

It's My birthday!!! WHOO 18! I went to Sante Fe.. shopped got the cutest skirt and some jewelry and I ate at the Shed it was a great day.

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