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i just moved back up to the apt. i dont like it. ukemes whole fam is still here. ryan is supposed to be visiting, but i dont even know. he called me last wk and said he was gonna be for a few days...so i called him on sat night and he was all weird and said either monday, (which is today) tues or wed...so i hope he still is :/... i dotn see why he wouldnt be. i wanted him to stay a few days. sounds like he is planning for only one night :(...maybe he will wanna stay, or i can go down to nh this wkend b4 school starts...?...he is what i have been looking forward to all vacation! who knows, he is prob just busy w/ his friends up here in maine...grr.
all ive been doin is hanging out with brian. well if i could pick anyone to hang out with it would be brian so that is cool. hopefully ill do somethign with shannon this wk. i dotn feel too happy, just cuz im not busy with anything. so im glad school will be starting up again. and once i know what is up wtih ryan ill be better too.
im trying to decide if i wanna go away next yr or not. bri wants me to live with him, emily from work, sara from work and maybe shannon. which would be sooooooooooooo cool.
i guess i might go to bangor with those gross ghetto kids. im bored and feel like hitting a bar or 2. i dotn want any trouble though and that is all they are!
i hope me and ryan work out for a happy ending. i would really realyl like that. well im hoping for a good semester! lindsay will be around, shannon goes out more....matt is coming back so mo wont be around anymore, i like to hang out with the gabe gang, and im 21! yay!
-Em
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