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Monday, October 24th, 2005
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9:48 pm
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woah i forgot about this.
school is ok, well actually the name amherst, elisabeth had been coming up on my attendance lists for a while. she would have been in my english class and my gym class. and then i would get to hear her. i talked to landon, and he tells me she is in fullerton now. with some friends. he also tells me she is PREGNANT. and i found she has a livejournal, and im going to make one so i can be her friend. if she remembers me. but i guess she fucked around with a couple people, one of them being the dad of her kid. i wonder what thats like.
jim tells me i shouldnt be obsessed with her. well everyone tells me that, but icome on, im not OBSESSED. i would say interested. shes fucking beautiful, thats enough for anyone to be obssessed. if you havent met her, you should see her, see how she looks and how she acts and how sad she can seem, and then tell me youre not interested. ok jim, sure its just some hot girl. he has no idea.
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| Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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1:58 am
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| Monday, September 5th, 2005
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12:19 am
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so i've been busy now that school started. went skating for most of the weekend, almost went down to hollywood with landon and ava but they left before i could say yes. jim's being a dickhead lately only because he said i've been out of it but it's really his fault that he can't land a fuckin kickflip. (yea, KICKFLIP.) so he's pissed about that. it got really weird when adam's surfing friends and my skating friends kind of got together and went to this chinese food place, it was pretty rad. red lanterns and shit. last i heard lissa was out of the hospital, so that's good. i hope she's ok. well, i know she's ok, but i mean i hope she STAYS ok. i want to call her and i want to talk to her but i don't even know her. the only person i've really talked about her to is landon and he says he hopes it doesn't become an obsession. haha, landon, haha.
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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12:41 pm
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shes in the hospital now. overdosed on aspirin and excedrin trying to kill herself.
yeah yesterday she was like i want to die. nd i was like.. shit.
shes had to get her stomach pumped, which seems to tbe the most unpleasant thing in the world. but they say its dangerous because she hasnt really eaten in days... well they kicked me out last night but im about to go up again today.
she invited me to stay at her house but i think it would be weird because of hr bf. and i go back to california tomorrow... but i hope she comes back too. hmm
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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10:20 pm
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i can't belive i found her in this town. she ran into me. she wanted sex but i don't think she meant it.
and she looks horrible. really bad, real thin, tired, i doubt she's eaten or slept in days. i don't feel like sharing the rest of what happened. bye
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| Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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12:03 pm
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i have to go to new york tomorrow for a funeral. a
funeral for a friend, actually. (sneaky huh?)
yeah.. shitty first post thing?
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