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1:29 am - Well Hello There
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Well, golly gosh, isn't it my old, trusty, dusty blog? Dusty's a pretty good adjective for this one. I don't really know what to say. Though, it's probably because I have so much to say. I guess I'll just list the changes that have occurred during my absence from this internet-scene.
Relationships: You can congratulate me, it's still going strong. Well, with Kean anyway. PJ and I have decided to simply remain friends. However, we are still the best of friends and I still talk to her about anything and everything. The split was amicable, as she said that she saw Kean and I as soul mates, and she just enjoyed the ride while it lasted. She also said that if I ever get married, she shotguns MOH status. (Maid-of-Honor) And I guess I am with her. PJ, Kean and I all live together now, Kean moved in and PJ helps out with cooking and the rent.
Job Prospects: I'm still working on coming out with the next big watercolor painting endeavor. However, inspiration never seems to want to strike. Ever. However, I am not gainfully unemployed. I'm temping as a desk clerk, (thank you typist civil service test!) and I get a few bones to buy groceries with.
I've been travelling a bit too, trying to soak in the sights. Life's been pretty interesting since I've been gone. More updates later. Lager!
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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4:24 pm - I Don't Care About The Sunshine
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Wow, let me swipe the dust off of this. It's certainly been a while. I wonder if even my minimal fan base has continued to pray for my return. I doubt it. I've been rather introspective lately, which is very different from my usual demeanor. I wonder if this means I've officially lost my mind. Although, it could just be that I'm staring at wilted flowers, and a picture of a Van Gogh set of wilted flowers. Ironic, how painting reflects life. I have these introspective bursts, which make me feel more like Kean, than the Shira I'm used to being. I feel like I'm in someone else's skin, someone who's manipulating my brain against me. Making me think deeper and more irrelevant to my personality. I guess I just need to get laid, and yes, I am brushing it off that easily. I think I just need a change of scenery. I've been in the same place for too long. I think that I need to see more of the world. See more of life. Although, the only reason I settled was because of PJ and Kean, so where will that leave them? I care about them so much, but I don't want to be stuck and not live for so long. You know, the caged bird might be able to sing, but it surely can't stretch it's wings. I don't want to leave the two people I care the most about, but I need change. I need new environment. I feel guilty for saying this, but I miss being able to drift. I think I'll go watch PJ paint, that usually calms my nerves, and she likes to talk when she paints. I don't think I can tell her that I might be leaving, because I know that would crush her... Kean too, but he won't be so obvious about it as she will. Lager.
.Shira.
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current music: Ozzy Osbourne - Mama I'm Comin' Home
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| Monday, September 26th, 2005
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11:00 pm - New Icon!
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Okay, so I got rid of the Ramen icon, because PJ finally got off her ass and made me a lovely new icon! She even made the near invisible grunge brush and drew the picture of me. <3 That was me and not Kean, this time.... *saucy grin* It's kinda girly with it's sparklies and all, but if the shoe fits... PJ's friend JJ is such a dickweed sometimes. I say that with love. (And I think I'd kill myself if their names were any more similar, in fact one of JJ's nicknames is PJ... eek.) I'll go and have PJ make a Kean icon... because she loves him almost as much as me! ... nah, I think she tolerates him way more than me, then again he' s far easier to tolerate, y'know with the whole "not talking" business. Which makes me realize, me and PJ are a lot alike, but JJ and Kean are a lot alike... kinda scary. Only... PJ is MINE! Not JJ's, so that makes my life easier, though, don't get me wrong JJ isn't painful to look at, just PJ isn't going to be doing too much looking. Possessive, much? Well, I'm gonna go... CHECK OUT THE NEW ICON!!
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| Monday, August 29th, 2005
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Well, today, kiddies, I just watched Tommy Lee goes to college. He seems really nice. PJ has a major crush on him. If I weren't so secure in my relationship with her, I'd doubt her intentions. She wants me to try something for you kiddies before she attempts it herself elsewhere. She's been on an icon craze, and seemingly forgets to make me an icon! And Kean! What about him?! And his icon?! So, yes, you'll see a new/hopefully improved icon for me, even if it's not from PJ, she pretty much pimps/makes icons at her leisure.
( Because I Must... )
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current music: Rolling Stones - Start Me Up
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| Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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6:04 pm - I believe in miracles, where you from you sexy thing you?
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Wow... I haven't written in a while. I must be some lazy bum. I've been speaking a lot to Layla, and I think that she's getting a crush on me, but ironically, she's Kean's best friend, but she's scaring me with her hitting on's. I've been saying things like, "I'm dating Kean." and "I don't like that, please stop." I sound like the girl in the relationship. PJ is listening to "My Chemical Romance" in the next room and I can hear it. Sounds nice, but I'm listening to "Dude Looks Like A Lady" so, the combo isn't all that great. "Then she whipped out her gun and tried to blow me away." I guarantee that would be Kean's brother's reaction. "She had a body of a Venus, lord imagine my surprise!" He'd probably faint. I play this song and when Kean walks in I screen it to the exact part where Steven Tyler says, "DO ME!" It's one of the few things that makes Kean laugh. Well, I've got to get going, I'm supposed to accompany PJ to her aunt's birthday party. Everyone gets drunk there and starts planning out who she's going to marry if she's not with a guy. Last time she says her uncle's brother through marriage said, "I think a guy with a big dick would suit her just fine." Her jaw dropped and everyone laughed. So, guess who gets to be clung to for 7 hours? If you guessed me, I owe you a cookie. But, man does she look hot. Well, here I go! Lager!
PS- The cruise was awesome, only Peeje got seasick and Kean got hit on 20 times and I got loaded off my ass, forgot where my room was, and walked in on two people doing it. Hey... they left their door open a crack and I was too drunk to actually see the numbers. Not... my... fault. I got yelled at for two hours while I had a hangover... not fun. Other than that, it was a blast!
List of things to Do:
Write in Blurty
Hang out with Mitch
Call Kat
Attain world dominance
Finish term paper before I die
current music: Aerosmith - Dude looks like a lady
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| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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8:23 pm - yet another thing about me
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Yes, I was at a random website and decided to do this. It was entertaining... just fucking read it
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - tsruhkeud
[ x ] The story behind your blurty user name – me and PJ were talking and I said "There should be a class named after me." and PJ asked what it would be. And I said, "Shira101" then she went behind my back and made a blurty and forced me to use it until I got addicted.
[ x ] Where do you live – Manhattan
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Hairbrush – wooden and wide for my long hair
[ x ] Toothbrush – ... toothbrush-y
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily – Brow ring and earrings
[ x ] Pillow cover – black silk
[ x ] Blanket – thicker black silk
[ x ] Coffee cup – filled with coffee
[ x ] Sunglasses – I look sexy in them, thin frames and blu-ish lens
[ x ] Underwear -right now.. it's an "autographed" pair of boxers thanks Mitch
[ x ] shoes – black
[ x ] Handbag – *points to self* I'm a guy. *holds balls* I got these, meaning I don't got a handbag
[ x ] Favorite shirt – Kean's polo shirt.. so hot in it
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Godsmack.. thanks to Peeje's new obsession
[ x ] Tattoos - None.. Kean's got one.. suprise suprise
[ x ] Piercings – ear and brow
[x ] What you are wearing now – boxers and socks
[ x ] Hair – wet and in a towel
[ x ] Makeup - ....*holds nutsack* Need I repeat my handbag answer?!
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth – A condom
[ x ] In my head - porno
[ x ] Wishing – that I could talk to Kean's mom for help
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Lil' sis or grammy
[ x ] Is next to you - a manequin
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies – The Goonies, Street Fighter, Spice World, Pearl Harbor, Full Metal Jacket, The Cell
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – Cruise with Peeje and Kean, I get my tan back!
[ x ] The last thing you ate - FRUIT SNACKS! I'm eating them now... yum.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of- well, PJ's afraid of a cage, Kean's afraid of dying, me, I'm afraid of losing them like I lost my sister and my grandma
[ x ] Do you like candles – More PJ's style
[ x ] Do you like hot wax – on Kean... PJ sticks her fingers in it
[ x ] Do you like incense - nah, gives Peeje an asthma attack
[ x ] Do you believe in love – yeah... it's a different feeling, like a bullet to the chest, but not painful
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - ... sorta, I think my rules got sorta messed up PJ and Kean are my soulmates
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight – not really, I think you have to know the person, but you can be in lust at first site... it's how I met Kean and PJ
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - 1 shot, buddy
[ x ] Do you Smoke – cigarettes- used to anything else- no
[ x ] Do you do Drugs – Nope
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy – ... Kailee
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – Mrow... Kean
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up – .... 6 AM on the second day
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks -No, but PJ and Kean can... I can barely hold them together
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - the dime
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand– just because I have a boyfriend and a girlfriend doesn't mean I'm cheating on either one, it's hard to explain, but we're all dating eachother, so I am bisexual, they are both aware of the other's existance in my life
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better – why people find such joy in killing another person
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time – my little sister and my grandmother
[ x ] whos the last person you hugged – I don't really hug, I guess, my little sister or my grandmotherl
[ x ] whos the last person who told u they loved u – ironically, not PJ or Kean, some guy who thought I was a hooker
[ x ] whos the person your most like – ... myself
[ x ] who are your best friends – PJ, Kean, Layla, and Mitch
[ x ] who makes you laugh the most – PJ
Lager!
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current music: System of a Down - I-E-A-I-A-I-O
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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9:54 pm - This is for the one's who stood their ground
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Well, PJ ripped a page out of Kean's old journal, and he has yet to figure it out. PJ is feeling oddly single and not liking it one bit... oh the irony she's dating two people. Guess I haven't been doing my job properly. If only PJ and Kean were home to see this, I'm having too much fun! But, noooo! They went shopping without poor little Shira, who's here amusing himself. Hell, if I wasn't so anti-social online, I think I'd increase my friend quota 3 points. Yummy. I bought 3 new books! Pincess Diaries IV 1/2 (for PJ) and Memnoch the Devil and Armand the Devil for myself... Anne Rice can write about me, and I wouldn't mind... I'd love to be a vamppy. Though, none of her characters look at the glass half-full, (except Lestat, and I'm doubting that) and that's all I do. Spice Up Your Life! Man, they can't sing, the lyrics even suck... I have no life. Well, I think I'm going to blow up my computer for playing this horrendous piece of crap considered music at one point. And How the hell do you polka the salsa?! Answer that and I'll give you sex for 3 dollars.
To Do List:
Stop the violence, man
Kill off Spice Girls
Masterbate 20 times
Bang either PJ or Kean into a mattrass
Finish term paper before January ends
Lager!
current mood: contemplative
current music: Bon Jovi - It 's My Life (Album Version)
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| Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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10:14 pm - Layla
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YAY! Today I met Layla and it was great! She's such a fucking great person! We talked for hours about Kean, I can never get him out of my head. It's scary how long we've been dating. I've had this blurty.. whatthefuck... since Feb. but we've been dating for three years now. It scares the shit out of me. Well, Layla left around 5 hours ago, and you're probably wondering why I'm "sore".. take a random stab at it. I didn't tell any embarrassing Kean stories and got fucked. Quite literally... and it was so good. Kean's napping from the exercise. He can't take it like a man. He's so fucking yummy, I think I'm addicted to him. I quit smoking seven months before I met Kean and I think that he's my new addiction to forget about nicotine. PJ walked in on me and Kean's round 2 and nearly died. It was hilarious, but made me lose my bone a bit. Damn.. I just realized, I've been dating Kean since I was nineteen, ah, the golden years. I was newly legal.. before I could drink. Damn! And to think I met him in a club. And I met PJ before that! ... Holy shit, my life has been the same for the past 3 years. I haven't been to a shitty job with fucked up employees in three years! Hell yes! PJ told me about a comic her and Kat are working on. I knew she couldn't keep it a secret from me, her favorite fuck buddy (well, her boyfriend) and I died laughing... yet again, Kean and I are in it... but, we're not starring in it. Hell, if I get one sex scene with Kean, I'll be one happy mother fucker. I should probably strike through all of my cursing, since Peeje doesn't like it and Kean doesn't fuck me... but I'm too lazy and I fucking don't care about my language. They love me for me, right? (What could I contribute to our love triangle? Absolutely nothing but a great fuck) Well, I'm gonna log off this piece o' shit. It's wigging out on me and being anti-shibby. Lager!
PS- More on Layla tomorrow, when I get more time to call her... for now, I'm going back to Kean, because the computer's fucking up and I want to go for round... five I think... fuck yeah. (Pun intended)
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| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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6:45 pm - In Love With Myself
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Lately PJ has been getting secretive... and that scares me, she's been writing more and talking less. I think she's plotting something big, but I can't tell what. Everytime I mention it, she says, "It doesn't concern you, so stop trying to wrap your head around it." Is it even possible to wrap your head around anything. I'm visualizing an elastic head as I type this, that's going around a person. Layla is visiting tomorrow and I'm so excited! I can't wait until she's all alone... so I can glomp her and so she can tell me embarrassing stories about Kean. I've got an e-mail address if anyone cares. It's shibbyluffme[at]yahoo[dot]com and as of course I will not be recieving any e-mails.. so my mailbox will remain empty. I'm going to go hump Kean.. lager!
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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7:31 pm - Wow...
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I just was looking through my blurty and realized the last time I spoke to you guys was Oct. 21, Wow... Anywho, Kean's off time out, and all that, and he's over to visit almost everyday. I think my heart just exploded with happiness. Must go now.. I gave you a long enough entry five minutes ago. Lager!
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I saw this on Rena's page and had to do it myself.
73 Things About Me
- I doubt people's true intentions
- If someone says they love me, I get scared
- Being loud is a defense mechanism
- I love Kean
- I also love looking out windows
- Wilted flowers are more beautiful that life ones
- I love chocolate ice cream
- One wish in life: To get married
- If I had 2: To have children
- I wish I had courage to cut my hair
- I look like a "punk" with long hair
- I want to be clean cut for Kean.
- I would take a bullet for Kean
- I wear boxers.
- This is my favorite number
- I also like jumping in the leaves
- I dream about flying
- My greatest fear is to be unloved
- When I get depressed I get a feeling like my heart has wings
- I think it's trying to cheer me up
- I'm not a good artist in any sense.
- I have friends who want me in a band
- I still haven't told them I can't play any instrument
- Or sing.
- I used to collect Beanie Babies when I was little
- I don't like when people mimic me
- When I cry I don't make a sound
- I can't spend big bills (I don't want to break them)
- I spend small bills too quickly.
- I'm not sensitive in front of anyone but Kean
- No one but my parents have seen me cry (not even Kean)
- I feel safest when I'm either alone or with Kean.
- I would be an "antique Roman" if Kean died.
- I am, for the most part Danish and Norwegian.
- I don't like my accent.
- But I flaunt it when I'm out of state
- I don't like my body
- But I love showing it off
- I don't feel skinny
- But everyone says I am
- I hate my height, it's the first thing people notice about me
- I love my eyes and when they shine in the sun
- I look sexy in sunglasses
- I have boxers that say "I'm squeezable"
- I love listening to depressing songs, then happy ones
- Sometimes I feel like giving up
- Half of all of my smiles must be fake
- I laugh to deter people from my true feelings
- I look up to think and when I am in despair.
- I look down when I want to hide in myself
- I can't burp or flatulate
- People say I act like their children more than my parents said they were proud of me
- I think my family hates my bisexuality
- My parents kicked me out at 16 and I got a "secret" fund to pay for college
- The person I miss most in my family is my grandmother
- After that it is my little sister.
- I used to smoke, but now I am 47% against other people doing it, not a full hypocrite.
- I hate getting ink on my hands after I write up something in pen
- Dirty nails, infections and feet are all of the things I hate
- I like having piercings but I don't like having them ripped out.
- My toes are always cold
- I hate long toe nails, to add to the list of things I hate
- I think briefs are uncomfortable
- Going comando disgusts me, except if it's Kean
- I know all of my cousin's ex-girlfriends
- I hate when things are perfect and I'm against high organization
- People should know when to shut up
- I love the smell of autumn
- I want to see the world with the one I'm married to
- I want my children to have my eyes
- I'm into S/M
- I wish I saved my virginity for Kean and not the guy I lost it to, it's my only regret
- I always contradict myself and I love that about me.
That's all. Hoped you liked it!
current mood: seductive
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| Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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10:15 am - Boquet of clumsy words
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Kean has decided our relationship needed a "time out". He's got a head cold and I got so worried, because his mom died because she was "sick" and he gets depressed when he's sick, because he thinks of her, so I smothered him in concern, and now he just wants a break. I hope he knows what he's done. He hasn't come to visit in three days, it's making me depressed. I miss him.
Come back to me, Kean.
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| Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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> > your partner. Yeah, Kean is a lazy mofoYour
> > description of rat implies the personality of your
> > enemies. My enemies deserve to be called dicksnotYour
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> > put.Of course!! On a Saturday.. ruin it, just ruin it. This is what the
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current music: Dean Martin - That's Amore
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| Monday, October 11th, 2004
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9:29 am - NiQuil
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I took some NiQuil, because I felt sick, and I feel the effects right now. PJ bought two writing books one on character composition and one on composing good fiction pieces, I'll have to steal them and use them for writing class. Oh yeah. Anywho.. *yawn* This NiQuil sure kicks in fast. I'd best be going now.. lest I fall asleep at the kewJIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII- He fell asleep at the keyboard. Against his wishes. Oh well. As Shira would say, "Lager!"
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| Sunday, August 1st, 2004
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6:13 am - Sports Plus anyone?
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Hey there all. I guess Kean isn't going to want to post. The picture uptop will change to one of him if he posts.. and the font will be red. PJ moved her computer to the floor and no way to use a chair. Most of her furniture is gone, because we're going to be painting soon. I'm going to be on her wall! I feel honored. Anyway, about the Sports Plus, I went to Sports Plus with Kean, PJ and her brothers. They're really nice when they want to be. PJ went rock climbing, ass high in the air. So did Kean. *dirty thoughts* It was a ton of fun. We also played Dance Dance Revolution, PJ and her two brothers got on one machine and me and Kean got on another. PJ's getting better. Not so many E's, she got three D's. I suck at it and Kean could put us all to shame. He got a B. PJ says that those boys who are reall good at it, desperately need a girlfriend.. I told that to Kean and got elbowed in the chest. *grins* I'm such an instigator. Well, I smell dinner! Lager all fans!
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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1:47 pm - Piercings galore
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Hey all there, Shira here.. what the hell happened to my mouse?! Oh, great PJ configured it for a lefty.. too bad I'm not a lefty. Today PJ got her "doubles" pierced, Kean got one ear done and I got my brow (again) done. Here's how it's ranked for piercings: PJ-5 (First set, second set, upper left) Me- 3 (both brows, one left) Kean- 1 (left) Ok, I hate my mouse now, because I have to reach over myself to get to the mouse to be able to use it. (sighs) This is not making my life easier. KYAAAAA! Here comes PJ to reconfigure it.. again. (I complain a lot! Squeaky wheel, people, squeaky wheel) She'll talk to you! Since Kean's red, she'll be green! Say Hi PJ!
Heyyo!
What are you going to do?
Reconfigure your mouse so you shut up and leave me and Kean alone.
(smirks) I told you all! Already she fixed it. Either I'm really computer stupid or she's computer smart.
Let's just call it somewhat smart, I know how to get into control panel and mess around.. that's all.
What's a control panel? Okay, so I'm computer stupid. Three more piercings and I beat PJ, now which 3? I'm not getting a "Prince Albert" or whatever it's called, because it's an odd feeling to want to keep your dick attached. I wonder if I can make this a "joint account" with Kean, it'd save us a lot of trouble, and my incredibly long and ranting entries would well make up for his 2-sentence entries. I'll ask him.
When hell freezes over.
But, you're atheist.
Damn you.
KYAAA! A joint account with my little beloved Kean!! If only PJ gave up Pitas, but she likes the HTML too much. (snarky grin) I need to see Rocky Horror Picture Show again. "I could show you my favorite.. obsession. I've been... making a man. With blonde hair and a tan. And he's good for relieving my... tension." Well, that's all I can think of to rant right now, so I'll end here. Tomorrow you might be lucky enough to get an entry from Kean.
Not likely.
Or not. Well, sleep calls, with two people. Oh yeah. (grins) Lager!
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current music: Halo Friendlies - Me Vs. The World
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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9:02 am - Two in one
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I forgot to mention.. KEAN TOOK ME OFF SEX!! I'd hate the person who provoked it, but she's too cute to hate. (and oddly enough it isn't PJ) I'm just getting into this whole Instant Messaging thing, which PJ's been doing for a while. She hooked me up with an account. It's Shira Bear or something like that.. she gave Kean one too, Silence Shira or something like that. Feels weird to talk to her friends since none of my friends believe in the Internet. (funny enough, yes) PJ is busy drawing comics of me and Kean's first kiss. I want to go to the store suddenly. Annoy the people of "Nam" I think my Blurty took a downward shift to depressive and expressive, where it used to be where I just shot the shit. Why must the NeoGoths take over everything?! Oh! That oddly reminded me that PJ's getting her ears pierced... again.. I think they're called "doubles" whatever they are. Oh well, I've hit a dead end here and I plan to stay here in writers land for at least an hour. Lager! It feels like I should put my name here, but I won't.
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8:42 am - Friends With Benefits
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Wow.. I hate my life. To a degree, I guess. PJ's friend might be moving and all of her friend's friends are all sad about it. I think Kean needs to stop spreading around his "I'm so mopey" syndrome like sprinkling fairy dust.. it's annoying me. everyone's getting upset and I hate it when people are sad. I'm going to make him get a Blurty. Or a LiveJournal... one of these days.. if I work up the courage to actually order him around.
To Do List:
Comfort Liz's friends
Make sandwich
Drink a soda
Find out secret of life
Finish reading about 20 books for school.
Wow, I've completed a lot this week, and I'd ask for "gratitude sex" a cookie but everyone is depressed. I'd better go before it infects me too. Lager!
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| Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
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2:30 pm - Kean's Mom
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Man, today is a definate sad day. Shh... but it's the seventh anniversary of the death of Kean's mom. Jeez.. he visited her grave today, in the rain. It was really sad. He came home drenched and cold, and PJ just walked up to him, in completely dry clothes and hugged him. He hugged back and was crying silently on her shoulder. Fuck, there's something in my eye.. they're starting to water. Mira, from the stories I've heard was a very nice woman. *sighs* I hate seeing Kean like this. PJ is busy drawing a comic to get out her grief over this incident.. it's going to be about Kean though.. maybe me being a good boyfriend. I'm beckoning Kean over.. he changed into dry clothes. (He left Chrythanthemums (spelling?) on his mom's grave, cause that was her favorite) He's now sitting on my lap, head on my shoulder. I can almost feel his depression. My typing, though, calms him he says, with it's constant patterns. Oh well, anything to make him feel better. It's really hard typing with one hand, because I'm rubbing his back with the other. And you people thought I was only in it for the sex. Surprisingly she died of "being sick" is what Kean says. I don't know what that would be, whether it could be AIDs or cancer, or just being sick. It just makes your heart feel like it's lowered. Well, I'm going to go make Kean feel comfortable, and help him through his depression.. PJ's comic might be up on her site tomorrow.
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| Friday, July 2nd, 2004
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1:17 pm - Sated
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I just finished good sex... snuck on the computer to tell you all, not in explicit detail though, that'd be kinky/really wrong. Oh fuck nuts, I think I hear Kean coming downstairs.. I could've sworn he passed out after round 2. Oh well, more sex. Lager!!
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