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4:51 [03 Oct 2003|10:54pm] [ mood | wiggly ] [ music | another one of go's clips...31 seconds of the Oura Ranman PV ] How Kagrra got their kimonos back. 1 assault / rape me

Emo band....? Must be Nami's. [28 Sep 2003|10:41pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Alec Eiffel - The Get Up Kids (Pixies Tribute) ] I need a new layout. Yes. I need to look at new colors [blueblueblue]. Bought today: -FLCL 1 [graphic novel] -Demon Diary 2 [also graphic novel] FLCL gets confusing/frightening/disturbing in places, but I'm still in love...Japanese format. Demon Diary...I love the beautiful men in it so very much. From Korea, yo. CDs to come soon. Dir en grey and deadman. Very nice. Tired like...woah. Whooshy. I r33d Harry Potter. Praise me. Still less than halfway through number 5. "Everything holds a bit of humor. You just get that ability to wrestle it out when you're drunk, stoned, or tired." Damn it, I thought Erutis was a man. I still wish she was. Then I might have been able to see some Erutis x Chris shounen-ai.... T-T 3 assaults / rape me

HIIGH SCORE 50000. [19 Sep 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | itchy.jumpy.prone.to.dwelling ] [ music | One of go's clips...metronome's space romantic ] A feeling will stay. As long as one does not let another replace it. Though several may occupy a space. One only leaves. With a hole to be filled. rape me

Regarding with a strange intrest... [18 Sep 2003|10:29pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | 1:06 sample of sajou no uta - Dir en grey ] I want Desperately For Someone To Tell me That They cannot Trust Me. 2 assaults / rape me

Three-person mosh pit. [16 Sep 2003|12:17am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Shooting Star ] Updating for the sake of updating. W007. I ain't dead. "The world has leeched something out of me that only music can replace." I love my light-up whistle-pacifier. It beats your ass around the corner, yo. Didn't bring my gym clothes today. So running around in huge, baggy pants I was. Wheezing, coughing, et cetera. Tomorrow, Wednesday, and Friday are gym days as well. Go suck concrete, Quill-up-the-ass. {Must remember to bring I-N-H-A-L-E-R.] I really need to find BaG 1 at a reasonable price. I need it badly. For now, I'll just have to play BaG 2 and pretend Pinky's still there. --le sigh-- .~.~~.~.SEE ME FLY.~.~~.~. /min rape me

Erm...words......? [26 Aug 2003|11:35pm] [ mood | ...wiggly... ] [ music | Go's 80-second clip of the Obscure PV...over and over... ] Dir en grey has gone completely insane. Need proof? You MUST see that clip. I'm serious. Your life will never be complete without having seen some part of that PV. Even if you just look at the pictures on the site. My gawd. -Various wrapped, hanging corpses. -An apparent orgy [shows up very briefly in the clip]. -Something that looks like a leprechaun. -I think deformed babies are being sacrificed... -Kyo's scratching and vomiting like he just learned how [though we know he can do both exceptionally well]. And his "tongue"....erm. Yeah. -We learn not to say certain, stupid cliche'd phrases to Die. And he needs to cut his fingernails if he can do that. -Toshiya's gone Matrix on all our asses, yo. -Kaoru should NEVER be bald [and should really be more careful with sharp objects]. -Poor Shinya. Where do those come from, and do they serve any purpose? The song itself seems to...well, suit the PV. It's manic and distorted in places, but in the classic Dir en grey style, has an over/underlying melodic touch that breaks through the heavy stuff at times, but still totally fits with every other part of the song. Completely awesome, I must say. Dir en grey has done it once again. I don't know if there's any way you cannot love them. I thought I wouldn't like VULGAR Era. I can't wait for it to officially begin. W007. /min rape me

untitled masterings [24 Aug 2003|11:18pm] [ music | Fiction (Dreams in Digital) - Orgy ] The thing inside. It grows. It naws at my insides. My heart. My stomach. Liver, kidneys, spleen, bones, blood. Everything. Now it starts on my outsides, too. Nothing is safe anymore. Not even my Ick Ick escapes. To think, an Ick Ick swallowed by another parasite. Poor Ick Ick. I miss its gentle torture next to this growing beast. I need my wings. To lift off. To fly high. To leave this THING crumpled in a heap on the ground. To escape. To live. Again. ;;;;;;;;;; multiple......growl. ;;;;;;;;;; Took my welbutrin today. It has been several weeks. ---- o ------- I feel different? Do I. I am wondering! For what. ¬''''q....iiii[[[[5555>>>>kkkkkkk--jj~r!r~jj--kkkkkkk<<<<5555]]]]iiii....p''''¬ --error-- kaerenakute wasuretakute ima made ijou ni mou ichido [[[[[[[[[[[[[[----]]]]]]]]]]]]]] color my world...? will of it... //// /min rape me

Scared.... [19 Aug 2003|11:03pm] [ mood | even worse ] [ music | Fiction (Dreams in Digital) - Orgy ] Fucking hell. I'm scared of my body right now. CURRENT TEMPERATURE: 102.1. Will now go take those ibuprophen...immediately. /min rape me

Stumbling Like a Drunk. Oi. [19 Aug 2003|10:26pm] [ mood | feverish ] [ music | Illuminati - Malice Mizer (Video) ] Aching all over. Fever. Highest temperature: 100.8 [as opposed to my usual 97.0 - 97.5]. Current: 100.2. Lowest: 99.8 [I know all this because I've been obsessively checking my temperature for the past 5 hours or so]. I need some relief. Whenever I get a fever [not very often], my head decides to cry of its own accord. Thankfully, it's not doing that now. I have no idea why this is happening to me. Damn it. Send healthy vibes...PLEASE. I am hating this torture. It's horrible. It makes me very dizzy [hence the "sick, drunken stoner" look I'm sporting...the latest in fall fashion]. I can't stand the way I'm feeling right now...I need sleep, but it won't come. I'm not even up for yaoi [a problem yaoi can't fix...is a horrid one]... Oh yes, must not forget the hallucinations...nothing TOO serious, but they're happening... Must take another ibuprophen or two... /min rape me

What the fuck....eh? [15 Aug 2003|01:10am] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Vanilla (Live Video...*wibble* O.O) - Gackt ] Fucking hell...what is with all these visual kei bands going...un-visual when they gain more status? It's retarded. Kagrra has done that very thing...I almost wanna smack them up and say, "Bitch, put dem dresses back owan yo' bitch-ass asses! Bitches." But, damned if I can do so. See here... Making me crazy, it is. Akiya still looks like a little boy, to me (cute and mischievous). Isshi looks tired. Nao's not as pretty...Not particularly so, at least. Izumi...I don't know. He doesn't look that different, to me. Except a little more masculine. Shin is the only one whose new look I really like (though Akiya is very cute, but he was before). I love Shin's eyes. They're very cat-like and sexy. Wonderful eyes, I want ones like that. I think. Need a BA-TSU tie, I do. Muchly so. Yes. But, broke, once I order that deadman CD. Oh well. I'll ponder these things later...now, sleep. /min rape me

Fertillidad. [15 Aug 2003|12:28am] [ mood | distant, mellow ] [ music | kisei -parasite- - +DéspairsRay+ ] "Eat...The hospitality fudge, Piki. Follow the fudge line! Forward!" You're Girls, be ambitious! So cute, you smile just like a woman. You'd do anything to put a smile on a sick girl's face. Which Miyavi PV are you??? brought to you by Quizilla Oh joy. /min 3 assaults / rape me

Constant. [08 Aug 2003|12:34pm] [ mood | dreaming ] [ music | utakata no ... yume ? - Dué le quartz ] Growing weary of myself and [most] others. The truth will be known, eventually. But not quite yet. I don't believe I'm ready for that. All things are eventual, they say. /min 1 assault / rape me

I hate this accursed machine... [04 Aug 2003|03:06pm] [ mood | fucking...iMAC!!! *kill, kill* ] [ music | Gauze (whole damn thing *slow slow slow iMac*) - Dir en Grey ] Just on www.jrocknyc.com . Damn you, Go! With the living-in-Japan-going-to-awesome-concerts-meeting-KNOWING-SHINYA-and-so-much-else-ness that is you! Gr. Oi. No fucking fair...I want to get out of high school, go to college, and get a teaching job in Japan right now, damn it! *Anger, frustration* *Whine* Excel Saga 6 is highly amusing in the what-the-hell-this-is-different-but-good-but-a-little-confusing-and-a-bit-too-serious-if-I-wanted-that-I'd-watch-Noir-again-damn-it-and-where'd-KEY-go-I-want-him-back-with-his-ass-pants-please sense. I realize that "word" is FAR too long, but don't really give a fuck because there's enough hyphens in it. /min rape me

Aah, wait. You MUST see this. [19 Jul 2003|01:42am] [ mood | full of urine, in need of zzz ] [ music | Kotodama - Kagrra (Video) ] ( Headline: Dir en Grey smashes head-first into Star Wars to create hysterical fits of laughter all over the world! ) I almost pissed my pants the first time I saw this. I was practically falling out of my chair laughing. Like Hilary had sprayed her laughing perfume-stuff all over the place. /min 1 assault / rape me

Noir. [19 Jul 2003|01:34am] [ mood | full of urine, in need of zzz ] [ music | Kotodama - Kagrra (Video) ] Nami decided we were going on a field trip today (yesterday, actually XP), at about 10:30 AM. So we got drinks at the Hole and went to the mall. We wandered, went into FYE, I paced around the anime and tried to decide what I wanted. Decided on Noir over Excel Saga 6. Just because I'm not surre I'm quite prepared for episode 26. Then we wandered some more, all the way into the new-ish Hot Topic. I say new-ish because it's been there for maybe three weeks, at most. Didn't get anything there, but Nami was saying how she really liked the playboy bunny belly button ring. I said something about it that made her shove me into a really cute guy and fall over. We all paused a second or two, then burst out laughing. We went to Linens 'n' Things, which ain't in the mall, but next to it. Nami saw a decanter that somehow gave her an "insane craving for Olive Garden." I asked her why, but I don't think she knew. So we went and had too much alfredo. Then to the shoe store with the rejected Converse shoes. Nami got nifty brown-ish lowtops, I got mad cool dirty white Chucks (erm, hightop-y). I was scrubbing them for a while to get the black shit off them, and it's almost all off. Joy. Watched the first three episodes of Noir. It's a serious anime about two girls, one an asassin, the other a deadly amnesiac, who form a partnership to find the individual truths they seek. Very good so far, and I like the theme song for some reason. It's set in France, where everyone speaks Japanese. I find it amusing when shows and movies and books are set in a place that has its native language, but everyone speaks something different. Eh. Whatever. I plan to paint my new chucks, so they won't be white for too long. Get some anime in your system, yes. /min rape me

Ick Ick has invaded my stomach... [13 Jul 2003|01:07am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | My Spaceship is Gone - Girlband ] I feel sick. Shut up. Pass the Pepto-Bismol. I used to love that shit as a kid. I actually faked a bad stomachache several times just to get it...those were the days. I'm getting frustrated. Frustrated by the fact that I'm stuck in summer school with a bunch of morons re-learning things from two or three years ago. Frustrated that no one seems to care that my boyfriend is dead. The second time it's happened to me. No one even really seemed to aknowledge either of those facts. Frustrated by the massive amount of gnats I've crushed against this screen today. "The world should die." The infamous phrase that got Hilary in a mess of trouble...It fits right now. Excuse me... *Crush* /min 5 assaults / rape me

From Moses [affin_mann] [11 Jul 2003|12:51pm] [ mood | Grand. ] [ music | From the Inside[Jr. Vazquez Club Mix.]: Gioia. ] Min. I have finished your journal. I am very proud of it. I'll talk to you later. I love you, sweets. Ihm. 1 assault / rape me

One more thing. *Swat* [06 Jul 2003|10:50pm] [ mood | wheeze-y ] [ music | That "Soccer Practice" video... *Drool, etc.* ] I take quizzes too many times. I am a peach rose What color rose would you be? brought to you by Quizilla I'm somewhere between this... I am a black rose What color rose would you be? brought to you by Quizilla and this. W007. Praise me. /min 2 assaults / rape me

Updates only on weekends... [06 Jul 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Umbrella - Dir en Grey ] Look how stupid this new icon is...gr. But it's my scab-blood, so yay. Clap for me. I can only update when I'm not at my aunt's house for a few weeks, which is weekends. Friday - Sunday. That's it so, bye for a while, I guess. I start school tomorrow. Oi...woozy paint. Dizzy. Good night. /min rape me

Summer school... [04 Jul 2003|11:51am] [ mood | awake/tired ] [ music | Teddy Bear - Ayumi Hamasaki ] ...The sun just came out when I started playing this song...nifty. My mother can be very stupid sometimes...she thought I had to take two classes for summer school. I only have to take English. And get a B or higher. Oi. I did hardly anything in that class...whee. Whatever. I'm lucky with this, but you're only allowed to do it once, really. Fuckers. But I guess they think if they give you too many extra chances, you'll rely on/expect it, which is true. I don't plan on failing any more classes, though. I'm never on the computer this early...but I won't have time later. Almost forgot, too. Since my aunt lives in the town where I have to go, I'll live with her four or five days a week. I'm not sure if her computer is in working order, and if she would let me use it. so if not, that's why I might disappear for a few days every week 'till the seventh of August. Don't worry, I don't plan on dying, so that's not it. XD /min rape me

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