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| 01:30pm 21/04/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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It's been a long time since I've posted. I've been sleeping...a lot.
My mind still hasn't gotten any clearer. I still have no idea as to what to do.... |
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| 02:04pm 09/04/2004 |
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mood: improving music: Alex: It starts with F ends with "uck" and it isnt firetruck
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I've only been home for a while now. I need to sort out my life. Need to get rid of some bad habits.
I'm working on one. It's been a long time since I've woken up alone and in my OWN bed.
And I need to figure out what i'm going to do. I can't just sit around and moop in my apartment all day, waiting for the others to get off break.
I'm tired...tired of doing nothing...but I don't know what to do. |
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Pet Miyu? |
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| 05:03pm 08/04/2004 |
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((Pretty new layout...just for Shinya-chan! ^^)) |
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Pet Miyu? |
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| 05:02pm 08/04/2004 |
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((Pretty new layout...just for Shinya-chan! ^^)) |
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Pet Miyu? |
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| 03:46pm 08/04/2004 |
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mood:  discontent music: Josh: Your hair smells all fruity and clean.
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Well, I'm already on my way home. I didn't even bother to get my stuff at Kao-kun's. I did stop by the hosiptal though. He was sleeping. I do feel terrible, leaving now. But, things are just to hetic right now for me to around. I do somewht feel like this is my fault. If I had stopped Totchi from going, maybe... Kaoru wouldn't have gone so insane.
I think it's better to just be at home right now. *sigh*
I hope you guys understand. |
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| 12:40pm 07/04/2004 |
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mood: crushed
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I heard what happened to Kaoru. *sigh* I knew it was a bad idea to come back. I should have stopped Totchi from going to Kyo.
I should just go back home. Nothing good ever happens when I'm around. |
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6 Barks - Pet Miyu? |
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| 10:17pm 06/04/2004 |
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mood: disappointed
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Well...I'm back. It's okay here. Totchi ended up asking if I was happy. I never answered, the doorbell rang. He told me never to go near Kyo. It showed me his scars. I ened up following Totchi later. He went to Kyo. I didn't even mean for Kyo to see me, but he did. I followed them up but couldn't find them. I do hope Totchi is okay. I do sorta feel kinda left out. Everyone has their own lives here. I had to admit that I was glad to see Totchi and Kaoru again. To see Kyo...even if it was at a distance. *sighs* I should have just stayed at home. |
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| 10:22am 04/04/2004 |
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mood:  bored
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Well I've been on the plane for a few hours. It's so boring on here. The movies suck and my head is pounding. I always hated planes. I already had one perosn reconized me. *sigh* Atleast they arn't a crazed fan. I wish this flightl would end already. |
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| 06:56am 03/04/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy
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My flights tongiht. I'm kinda nervious. I hope everything goes alright.
I managed to keep myself inside that night and not drink. The hangovers are bad and the places I wake up are usually worse.
I so tired. |
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| 06:10am 02/04/2004 |
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mood: worried
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Once again, I won't be stating were I woke up. *sigh*
I finally finsihed packing, it's not much, but I don't plan on staying to long.
I hope going back is a good thing. |
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| 10:19am 01/04/2004 |
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mood: sore music: Gravitation Music Video
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Once again, I went out drinking. I won't even say where I woke up....
My flights the day after tommorrow. I must say I'll be happy to get out of the apartment. I'll miss Miyu though.
I'm tired and I ache. |
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| 08:59am 31/03/2004 |
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mood:  drunk
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I have the worst hangover ever. I don't even remember last night.
I'm going back. The flights thurday night. Is it even a good idea?
I don't know. I'll probably only stay for a little while, maybe a week.
I can't even think straight. I wanna go back, but I don't. It will be so weird being around them. Not just them, but everyone. I've hardly left the apartment in 5 months.
Kaoru hopes everything will go back to normal when I come. Normal? What is normal with their life. What's normal with mine.
Why am I so frightened about going back though? It's been so long since I've even talked to them or seem them. It will be werid. But what isn't werid.
Ahh..I'm rambling. I have to get some sleep, my head is pounding. |
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13 Barks - Pet Miyu? |
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| 06:11am 28/03/2004 |
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((p.s. This is from long long ago. The last time I gamed with Totchi....which was Dec. *sweatdrop* And i'm posting, cause I have nothing else to do))
I don't know what I wanna do. Should I go back? I'm still thinking about Totchi's call. What's the point in going back? He couldn't even come up with a good enough excuse other than he misses me. I was there long enough before. I was just ignored, other than the small fling with Sugizo. Everybody else already their own life.
I'm happy here? With just Miyu here.
I'm fine right? |
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| 06:25am 26/03/2004 |
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(*cries* All you people are already doing stuff. How am I suppose to come in? And which Toshiya is playing? Is it Bliss or someone esle?) |
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| Wai |
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| 10:33am 25/03/2004 |
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(HEY!!! *glomps* Kikasa said I could do this. Shinya misses all of you guys. So..I'm back...where are we?) |
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