| I long to be like you |
[18 Mar 2008|11:04pm] |
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Dark and dreamless
I hate me, for breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you
Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real love can't undo
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
I'll be right beside you forevermore
We'll lay in silent bliss
I believe our love can see us through in death
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[14 Dec 2005|11:36pm] |
 | You scored as Lara Croft. A thrill-seeking, slightly unscrupulous, tough-as-nails archaeologist, Lara Croft travels the world in search of ancient relics perhaps better left hidden. She packs two Colt .45s and has no fear of jumping off buildings, exploring creepy tombs, or taking on evil meglomaniacs bent on world domination.
Lara Croft | | 83% | Neo, the "One" | | 79% | Batman, the Dark Knight | | 71% | Captain Jack Sparrow | | 71% | El Zorro | | 63% | Maximus | | 58% | Indiana Jones | | 58% | James Bond, Agent 007 | | 58% | The Terminator | | 54% | William Wallace | | 50% | The Amazing Spider-Man | | 33% |
Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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| A new layout ^_^ |
[24 Aug 2005|10:55pm] |
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Still working on it though...When I finished about 4 AM I still wasn't quite satisfied how it turned out. There's still something about it that bugs me... but I don't know how I will change that. At first I wanted to do 2 columns of green art along both sides of the text and a black background, but I was rather fed up with the black so I decided to do something totally different... Have found a community with free layouts.. Maybe I'll get some inspiration and some good Html related tips... It's difficult though if you don't know exactly what you want... Ah well, maybe I'll end up with a totally different picture as well...
^_^
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| Here compu compu... |
[01 Aug 2005|12:21am] |
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Well, still no computer... Maybe on Tuesday or Wednesday, 'cause they'd to order the motherboard. Yes, we are getting a new computer! The old one's motherboard was broken and the costs to repair it were so high that we decided to buy a new one. So Yay! New processor, can't wait to try it out. So in the mean time my mum hooked up my laptop (with faster processor than dad's old computer) with the cable connection (instead of the phone connection which was driving me CRAZY; really, I appreciate the speed a whole lot more now...) Also, I'm done cleaning my room, FINALLY *deeeep sigh*
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| I'm bored, have to clean room |
[27 Jul 2005|01:12pm] |
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Kelis~ Trick me |
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Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
| You Are 60% Weird | 
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! |
Oui Oui, I could not agree more :)
| You Should Learn French | 
C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up... |
Haha, so true, I want to learn Japanese too!
| You Should Learn Japanese | 
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko! |
Dit is precies de reden waarom ik ook Spaans zou willen leren! Deze test begrijpt me :)
| You Should Learn Spanish | 
For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro! |
Your Birthdate: June 11 |
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist.
You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force.
There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too.
You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world.
You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer. |
Yes, I'm definitely a dreamer. Uhuuhm, often a bit too temperamental... }:>
| Your Power Color Is Indigo | 
At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
Have to think about this though...some things are right, but that does not mean that I like it. It's confronting :S
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| I'm bored, have to clean room |
[27 Jul 2005|01:12pm] |
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Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
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| A wittel poem ^_^ |
[21 Jun 2005|02:12pm] |
A woman is like a flower
She blooms every month
Bears fruit in nine
She's the only one who can get fluid from a nut
Without cracking the shell
It's not entirely true, but funny anyway :P
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| You Know Who... |
[20 Jun 2005|12:30am] |
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BTW Ralph Fiennes will probably be one sexy Voldie!!! :[
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| a test! |
[22 May 2005|11:47pm] |
You are a penguin.Part of the flightless birds
family.You are very clumsy but you swim
gracefully.You are cuddly and everybody loves
you because of your cuteness.^_^
What Type Of Bird Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Yes I have cuteness!
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| One of my favourite pics |
[29 Mar 2005|02:25pm] |
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Evanescence ~ My Last Breath |
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This picture is done by one of my favourite artists...she is absolutelly briljant...This one was inspired by the Evanescence song My Last Breath.
Take a good look at this so you'll get into the right mood...especially the first verse is very descriptive:
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
My Last Breath
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| This entry turned out longer than I had planned |
[13 Mar 2005|03:53pm] |
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I feel so hyper today! Already did a lot of things on my mental to do list, but still got maaannny things to do. *whirling through the house* Daarom geen lange entry. I had an exam last Friday. IT SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I suck. ;_; I felt miserable friday. I still feel miserable, but not so much as friday so you can say I'm not feeling miserable at all (I feel hyper, so not really possible to feel really miserable), you can say I just feel "sucky". Or something. anything. anyway. I want to scream. I wanted to scream last friday. And cry. But did neither. *good girl* *pets self* *stop making such a fuss :(* Luckily next topic is "Psychiatric Illnesses". I watched all three HP movies while studying last week (so I wasn't really watching just listening... :[ ), and you know what? I still feel like watching them again. I need comforting. I want to read the books again, but no time. Countdown to Book 6: 124 days, 6 hours, 30 minutes, and 10 seconds. I'll MAKE time for that one :D The new book jackets are visible at HPANA.
Oh, Mies is going to her new owner on Monday. Hopefully it will work out. Her new owner works from home so hopefully she'll get more attention. We found her last year and took her in in the summer of 2004. Or actually, she found us :) She wasn't going home anymore and was sleeping in our front garden every day. We knew her previous owner and have spoken with them repeatedly about Mies. We told them to keep Mies indoor so she could get used to her own house again. We even brought her home, but the next day she was already outside again. They never came looking for her once. They just didn't care. And they were just to dumb to care: they are a bit retarded. Mies couldn't stay with us, cause she doesn't like other cats (though it has improved while staying with us). We also didn't want to bring her to the animals' shelter, cause she would have a really small chance of being adopted cause people almost always want a kitten. So finally after almost a year we have found her a new owner (we didn't want to give her to some stranger; her new owner is a friend of a friend).
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| AAaaaaaarrghhhh!!! |
[19 Jan 2005|08:56pm] |
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Lake of Fire ~ Nirvana |
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I'm so freaking stressed !!!!! Exam = next week and I'm freaking out. It's like that dream: you're running, but with every movement it feels like the atmosphere is 100000 times thicker and you barely move forward. I've just slept 2 hours (I just fell asleep on the cough from exhaustion) and onde hour later I'm still not really awake...so I'll make this brief and I'll take a shower...
I was thinking about the previous holiday today.... we watched FIVE whole hours of Sissi in a row!!! O_O But it was V. much fun :) I wasn't bored once...It was nice to see the whole story...I always saw little fragments of the serie. And this may sound strange but I really liked hearing German again...I almost never hear german nowadays (don't really miss it either), but it was nice hearing it again. Later that week I tried thinking in German, but Oi my German already was not that good and now it's almost non existent...I kept using English words :P
Our horror/thriller night -> I was so glad we did that. First movie was a real horrormovie, all that blood and gore... especially when you think that that story actually happened! Or something like that. :S Second movie "Phone" I'd already seen, but I really liked seeing it again (my father as well :) : it still was very scary and I saw little details that I didn't see the first time that made me understand the story better. I love Japanese movies...they have such a different feel to them than the average Hollywood movie. I hope you liked it as well :) I hope you didn't have any nightmares :[
In fact...all the things I wanted to do at the beginning of my holiday, I eventually did :D That was really funny when I finally realized that :) = it was a good and entertaining and fun and cool and amazing and and ..... :D OMG OMG!!!! I loved the Phantom of the Opera!!!!!! Last week, I think, I saw the end of a special about that movie and it turns out the actors really are the ones that are singing in the movie! I just assumed that they were playbacking... I thought Hollywood wouldn't bother searching for actors who can actually sing and that they had only cast them on their looks :D I'm pleased I was wrong. *dreamy sigh* It makes it all that more special :)
Something entirely different: My friends at the uni must think I'm I going crazy (just a bit): I was grinning like a madman all of a sudden. well, they looked really funny at me, not understanding. But how could I explain that the thought of Viggo as Lucifer was sexy as hell! It just popped into my mind...
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| Escaflowne |
[14 Jan 2005|01:59am] |
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Escaflowne openingstheme |
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Yesterday I received the DVD with the final episodes of Escaflowne and watched it today. Waited all day in anticipation. And now I can't stop feeling sad/depressed/like crying I did How can Hitomi leave Van??!! She just HAS to go back *cries* I... there was a lot I wanted to write but I'm just too sad at the moment. I think I'll to bed and cry some more TT_TT
Also, I feel as if nobody at the uni understands me....this part of me.... No one there I can share this with...so I often sit in silence thinking of "my" world. They think I'm just a quiet, very closed off girl, thinking they know me. I pity them for having to live in their boring little, narrow minded world. People like us are not that common, you know. (It surprises me everytime) We create worlds of our own and share in others, not limited by the physical world around us, but only by our imagination. And sometimes we even surpass that. It's like they don't have the ability any more to fantasize, use their imagination. Sure they use Some of their imagination, but they are so limited by their own (by society created?) boundries, they don't even realize it. Everything has to be so realistic. They are cold, boring, "grown-up" people. We are dreamers. We live a thousand lives in one lifetime.
I'm going to bed now,
lot's of creating to do, tomorrow.
^_^
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[29 Dec 2004|01:16am] |
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Sleep till late.
Party in Delft.
Feet hurt. Can only walk on ball of foot now.
Note to self: NEVER wear stilletos in Delft again. NEVER. Need to go to schoemaker to fix heels of shoes. I hate the pavement in Delft.
Was hungry, so ate mini-chocolates. Went upstairs. Typing update. Am tired. Going to bed. Shall I leave make-up on and scare myself in the morning? ^.^
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| 2nd day of X-mas |
[27 Dec 2004|01:53am] |
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I colored my hair today... and it turned out not darker than the example but LIGHTER...I just wanted a little more lighter tone of dark brown...now I'm almost blonde. Ok, not blonde, but very very light brown on top.... I can't believe it...this has never happened before: I mean...the color is never lighter than the example (the example for the lightest haircolor), but it is! :S The question is...shall I keep it?
Party.
Drove home, almost got a fine.
Sleepy.
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| Poetry... |
[24 Dec 2004|12:34am] |
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And in this darkness, be there light
A message left in snowy white
No more let his heart be grim
Let it show that I choose him
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