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Date:2004-08-24 12:00
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ive moved. bored with blurty.

have a nice day. =)

porcelain
Date:2004-08-23 14:25
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Mood: rejected

Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Agnostic
You've probably studied loads of different religions, but you're just not sure if any of it is true. Evolution makes some sense to you, but it doesn't satisfy you. Lastly, your personality is one of question, but you won't go out of your way to find -The Truth- It's more of a hobby.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:36
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Read between
Fuck You
the lines


muahah. i thought it was kinda funny..

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:34
Subject:random subject #5 - complaining people
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first of all....im hungry. nothing new.
2nd of all...to talk about wut the title of this little part says. annoyance of complaining. doesnt it bother you when someone complains...and no one can do anything about it? thats the point of this whole thing im writing. it annoys me...when someone complains to you...about something or someone...and you cant do anything about it.when that happens...i either a. tell them to stfu or b. ignore the person. if the person you're complaining to.....cant do anything about the situation...then dont complain. whats the point? its just like talking to yourself. no ones there to listen...so nothings going to happen.i admit sometimes that i complain to people who cant do anything about it...but im teaching myself not to as much anymore.

and yes i know i'm complaining.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:34
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Hold Me Down

I don't make everyone happy... but it's ok..
I've been through this before
it's nothin new.. nothin new

I don't know why everytime I wanna fly
somebody always tries
to hold me down... hold me down...
I'm losing my faith every single time I try
no one is on my side
don't let me drown... let me drown

Don't worry about whatcha done now cause it's ok
it's a test to see how much you can take.. it's nothin new

I don't know why everytime I wanna fly
somebody always tries
to hold me down... hold me down...
I'm losing my faith every single time I try
no one is on my side
don't let me drown... let me drown

I am drowning... I am sinking... yeah

- tommy lee

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:33
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find your element
at mutedfaith.com.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:33
Subject:random subject #4 - bragging people
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this one pisses me off the most. people who brag. ok first of all....it really doesnt help when you dont like the person in the first place. to me...the most annoying part of someone bragging....is when the bragger...is bragging about something that everyone already has. for example...i go to school with this girl who brags about every gawddamn fucking thing that she has. she brags about wut she has for lunch...that she has gum....that she has her liscence....i mean comme oonnnn. who really fucking cares?obviously....not me.and lucky me....she never misses a day -.- . i mean if someone brags about having a chillddd..i mean go right and brag about it. its just that it'll get a tad bit annoying after awhile. to me every sort of brag....fucking pisses me off....it doesnt matter wut it is...even if its something really happy for everyone...it pisses me off. like wut i just said...having a child....and even if i know the person who had it...and they brag.....it still pisses me off. technically....everything pisses me off. school pisses me off (yet it does everyone....) drivers piss me off....bragging people piss me off.....people who bitch at other people ........rents.....but yet...everyone says...live life. its not a rehersal. yes i know its not...but how can you ignore people who are just there...and who also trigger your angry side? i mean....you can hide it yes...but eventually it comes out.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:32
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Music:creed - higher

YOu see the world in Neutral
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.



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porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:30
Subject:random subject #3 - death and the afterlife
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Death is fascinating, because no one really knows....where we go after we die. it could be another place...heaven...hell....another body.....or no where’s. it all depends on what you believe in and also what you worship the most. i used to believe in heaven...and that that was where we went after we died...but im starting to believe different. there is a alot of scientific evidence that God doesnt/didnt exist. and science is most of the time....never wrong. you could say that maybe god wants to test us and see if we would believe in him no matter what. you can believe what you want....but im sticking with the evidence. Personally...i think that we were put here by aliens and then they gave us a huge ass book...and said "here...this is how your history started." i mean....no person...being god or whatnot...can create a whole world in 7 days. i cant draw a picture in 7 days. i mean gawd. if there really was a such thing...as gods....wouldn’t there be some living here with us? you may say "yes but they are powerful. they could hide their magic doing " blah blah. so? i mean if a guy has power...he sure as hell wants to tell the world about it. just think about it. there is no way in hell that we can be the only living things....in.....who knows how many galaxies. not possible. and thus...being aliens. who knows? they could looks exactly like us! and we would call them aliens. we are afraid of what we don’t understand. life’s fucked up. we can choose certain things that we do and don’t want to happen in our lives. what happens that shouldn’t...fascinates people....causing them to be curious, and thus wanting to investigate. when we become nosey about what happens in our lives and why, we end up where we don’t want to be. life is not about age. there is no age. there is no time. the reason i say that is because us humans have to be so organized and control everything that we can and more. we created time so that we would know what to do when and where. and so...if we created time...we created age. Because age is time. There is no numbers in the real world. when people say "wait till you hit the real world"...there is *no* real world. none of us have been there. each person creates their own unique world to live in. and in doing so, we set our selves to follow rules. we choose what to follow and what not. since each person has a different reality, each person is affected differently by life. peoples realities affect everyone’s they see and meet. their reality also creates their personality and characteristics. If you think about it...we are all the same, but individually unique.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:28
Subject:random subject #2
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you know how people tell you to be nicer to other people? and treat them the way you wish to be treated? its kinda hard. because i mean....if you're nice all the time.....you get extremely stressed after awhile from building up all of the emotions that you wish you could express to the person but you cant because you have to be nice. thats why people who think that they have alot of friends...dont. because they're talked about behind their back. i think of anyone reading this would atleast know one person who thought that they were friends with everyone..but actually....those 'friends' talked about that person behind their back. i know 2 of those people. its quite sad. for all i know...i could be one of those people.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:26
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Envy
Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)

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porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:26
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Music:celine dion - i'm alive

Death Obsession
Death Obsession


What's Your Obsession?
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porcelain



Date:2004-08-18 15:26
Subject:random subject
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im too tired for this bullshit anymore. i think that everyone wakes up one morning wishing that they werent alive...or didnt have to work that day...or didnt have to get up at all.wouldnt that be wonderful? i think that would be wonderful. i think that school would be classified as child labour. because...technically...we dont get anything out of it until we hit the working world. so while we're young...we're working for nothing. school is exactly like a prison. which all of you already knew that. you have ur bullies..ur friends...'security' being teachers...headhoncho.....bars on the windows...no privacy for bathrooms....no soap nor papertowel in the bathrooms.....ghetto looking......its all good. i think the reason why some kids go insane today...is because they have to go to school as kids. or maybe because they have to wake up so gawddamn fucking early in the morning. ages 4-18...spend about 90% of their life in school. atleast thats wut i think. i think that the university students may have it just a tad bit harder then high school students but not by much if you really broke it down and looked it at. cause...university students....have to pay for their education...and work extremely hard to get half decent marks...and they also get may-august off...and then work those 4 months. so. high school students...their rents pay for the education...they half to work hard just to get the hell outta there...and their vacation is from july-august...and then most high school students work during the summer as well. just not as long. i have too much time on my hands. but i mean think about it! the average person must at least spend 30% of their life time in school. and then 50% of it working. and then 20% retirement. really sad.

porcelain



Date:2004-08-17 23:42
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Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Ariel
You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE?

porcelain



Date:2004-08-17 14:41
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Mood: nostalgic

i have seen over 7 movies in the theatre in the past month and a half. its quite sad. i spend too much time and money there. i want to go see Alein vs Predator. but no one will go with me =(. me and donna might be going to the exorcist the beginning when it comes out. but ya never know. cause im scared of those types of movies. but it looks intresting. espically when he goes to place where lucifer fell. i think it was him. can't remember. sa'll good.

porcelain



Date:2004-07-27 01:03
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DesirePeace
Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

PLEASE RATE


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porcelain



Date:2004-07-27 00:59
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Moon Goddess
Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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porcelain



Date:2004-07-27 00:56
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You Are Love
You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


What Emotion Are You?
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porcelain



Date:2004-07-22 21:51
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http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/video/smb3.php

this link leads to a video which is of someone beating Super Mario Brothers 3, in 11 minutes and 2 seconds. this person must of played a million times cause he knows where to jump before anything happens.

porcelain



Date:2004-07-22 00:53
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Mood: tired

faery
Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


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porcelain


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