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i Random Palindrome: [14 Sep 2003|01:55pm] Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Chops" because that was the name of his dog And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and a gold star And his mother hung it on the kitchen door and read it to his aunts That was the year Father Tracy took all the kids to the zoo And he let them sing on the bus And his little sister was born with tiny toenails and no hair And his mother and father kissed a lot And the girl around the corner sent him a Valentine signed with a row of X's and he had to ask his father what the X's meant And his father always tucked him in bed at night And was always there to do it Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Autumn" because that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and asked him to write more clearly And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door because of its new paint And the kids told him that Father Tracy smoked cigars And left butts on the pews And sometimes they would burn holes That was the year his sister got glasses with thick lenses and black frames And the girl around the corner laughed when he asked her to go see Santa Claus And the kids told him why his mother and father kissed a lot And his father never tucked him in bed at night And his father got mad when he cried for him to do it. Once on a paper torn from his notebook he wrote a poem And he called it "Innocence: A Question" because that was the question about his girl And that's what it was all about And his professor gave him an A and a strange steady look And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door because he never showed her That was the year that Father Tracy died And he forgot how the end of the Apostle's Creed went And he caught his sister making out on the back porch And his mother and father never kissed or even talked And the girl around the corner wore too much makeup That made him cough when he kissed her but he kissed her anyway because that was the thing to do And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed his father snoring soundly That's why on the back of a brown paper bag he tried another poem And he called it "Absolutely Nothing" Because that's what it was really all about And he gave himself an A and a slash on each damned wrist And he hung it on the bathroom door because this time he didn't think he could reach the kitchen. 4 comments|post comment

No Longer No Shorter [14 Sep 2003|01:20pm] [ music | AHHHHHHHHH. ] Um..so i guess i have cheated on blurty. I have a Deadjournal. But its only because i can make the deadjournal look pretty. Its hot. Im going out with Joe if you dont know. I hope i mean as much to him as he means to me. He rescued me from months of being overinvolved with something that would never be. I want it to last. go see my deadjournal... www.deadjournal.com/users/yourbreakingup ill try to uptdate both more often..i just havent felt like it. Love you Joe. xxx xo Amara 1 comment|post comment

Oh, silly darling. [25 Aug 2003|12:39pm] Didn't sleep. Once you pop. You don't stop. I am eating Pringles. Mom called. She's getting me a- Mighty Kids Meal. ;) 'Osma..BinLadin...was not.... BORN IN THE USA..BORN IN THE USA. the government, told me, to be.... Patriotic..(PATRIOTIC)(PATRIOTIC)' & The Life of Amara, and billy..Wiggas took my tight pants off!' -HA HA HA HA HA! i watched that tape over and over. and over. NO SLEEP! TIL BROOKLYN! MY NEW NAME IS INSOMNAMARA.! AHHH WOOT AHHHHH! xxx xo (when i am deprived of sleep, i laugh a whole lot, and tell people i love them ahahaahahahahahahahahhaahhahah hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! I I I I I I I JUST LOVE YOU! AHAHAHAHAAHAAAAAAAAA) 9 comments|post comment

[21 Aug 2003|07:06pm] YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by Quizilla I could only wish.. i mean... WHAT?! 5 comments|post comment

Lets Live Life Lustly [17 Aug 2003|08:47pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | im about to pop a cap in yo a$$ ] Ugh. okay. I am NOT in a good mood. Kiley called, wanted to know if i wanted to go over because a bunch of my friends were there, and my parents said no. which made me really mad on top of everything else that is going on. i tihnk im going to pop my cork. and i dont mean that sexually. gosh. went to the 'hardcore' show in melrose thursday night. it was really good. i got punched a couple times in the face. and i wasnt even in th pit. whatever. i almost got hit with a metal chair by an asian kid. crazy kids. then jared wark's girlfriend headbutted me in the stomach for some strange reason. If anyone knows a boy named sully that was at that show, i would like to speak to you. there were many good bands there. the one that was on when i got there was 'upon crimson wings' i really like them. even though the vocalist had no neck. its okay. there was this other christian band i guess yuo could call them. they were AWESOME and the guitarist rocked my skivvies. sal was at the show. he has changed so much, but i jsut dont think that he has truly changed on the inside you know. well, maybe im just hopeing. ugh. so, my last entry in this thing was heartbreaking. not so much the entry, but the comments. i would really REALLY! like to know who wrote them. i didnt get to sleep until 5 in the morning because i was thinking about it. i watched the X games, and some comedy,anna nicole, tom green, 5th wheel, south park. reruns reruns. then i woke up at 8 to go see some summer homes in maine. whatever. yeah, ive been hanging out doing nothing that good really for the past few days. so yes..if ANYONE KNOWS WHO WROTE THAT FIRST COMMENT IN MY LAST ENTRY TELL ME BEFORE I DIE xxx xo 6 comments|post comment

[13 Aug 2003|06:47pm] 'Let's be friends' I told him. So I painted my fingernails red and wrote a sappy mess of words and posted it on yout guestbook. 'We should have gotten to know eachother better before' He told me. So he could make the moment feel mutual. 'The truth is, I'm sorry eternally for loving you' I told him. And I waited for an answer as my body quivered. 'Im confused, I didn't know you still felt this way' He told me. I wrote things on scrap and never showed you. 'I'll love you forever' I told him. And I told you right through the screen and meant every frantic heartbeat. He never said anything. And i died my hair black. I wore red lipstick, and my heart on my sleeve. Sunglasses at night, and your name on my heart. Blinded by darkness, and severed by love. 'I still love you' Ill tell you now. And I never shut my eyes to sleep. 7 comments|post comment

Let's just face the facts. [11 Aug 2003|02:00pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Norma Jean... ] White tie, black jacket. White tie, black jacket. White tie, black jacket. I ain't seen you in a while. Your whites shine, black velvet. Your whites shine, black velvet. Your whites shine, black velvet. I ain't seen you in a while. Your slick, a slick and polished mess. Your slick, a slick and polished mess. Your slick, a slick and polished mess. I ain't seen you in a while. Let's just face the facts, get back to the basic form. Let's just face the facts, get back to the basic form. Let's just face the facts, get back to the basic form. Let's just face the facts, get back to the basic form. I ain't seen you in a while. xxx xo post comment

Heer he Heer he (?) [09 Aug 2003|05:38pm] Hello. Died my hair black. Got some shoes. Saw pirates of The Caribbean again. ^With kiley, dressed up as pirates. hmm. Missed the Red Chord show in Fall River ^Because my parents like to see me suffer. UGH. Hung out at Simons, it was cool. HMM. Tony, Josh, and Billy came over. My mom fed them. We sat for a while. It started raining. We went to South and got SOAKED in the rain!! Worked today. I have to hang out with Marissa soon. She went away :( HELPFUL TIP-dont mix vinegar with bleach and breathe. xxx xo post comment

You are the best, worst, thing that never happend to me. [05 Aug 2003|01:23pm] Well. Yestderday I had drum lessons for an hour. We talked about double bass, he tuned my snare because:I'm stupid. Tommy made fun of me because I like the French style single roll better. Thumbs on top. I'm really sick of the way I'm looking right now. Its not cute, its not 'hott' its just blah. I want to be noticed for something other that being 'one of the guys'. I want to dye my hair black. And start wearing white along with black. I want him to see that im not like every other girl. And his frigging little flings can go eff themselves. Someday he'll notice that flings arent gonna get him anywhere. He'll want more than a pretty face and a nice dance. Yeah. Someday. Im sure i'll regret this when Im different. I want to wear sunglasses at night, and my heart on my sleeve. Comments would help. Eh. xxx xo 19 comments|post comment

OH CANADAAA [04 Aug 2003|02:39pm] Transistor1121: simple plan was at the WT and i almost hit the singer with a gatorade she is x a liar: AHAHAHAHHAHAHA she is x a liar: GO RONNIE! HIT THOSE CANADIANS! Transistor1121: i hate them she is x a liar: oh god thats too funny Transistor1121: he was liek everyone raise their middle finger and say **** you and i threw my 3 dollar gatorade at his head and i just missed! she is x a liar: hahahahahahha SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. post comment

[03 Aug 2003|04:50pm] M0shManPr0phecy: woof she is x a liar: bark she is x a liar: wait, dongs dont say bark. she is x a liar: WOAH! she is x a liar: DOGS* 1 comment|post comment

Dancing in the Rain. [03 Aug 2003|03:57pm] [ mood | confuzzbuzzledobulated ] [ music | THUNDER AND LIGHTNING and no more. ] Hi. Well, that eclair, must have been bad, because i had heartburn all night. Lots of thinking last night. Lots of thinking. I took a couple pictures, and gave up on that. I spoke to Tim online and he wanted to take a walk. So we met at Royals 20 minutes later. We walked with Jesse and Sean. Oh, and one of my dogs. It was cool. We all laughed a lot. And laughed at Bobby, who we also saw at Royals ('HA! hey, look, the dog is running with her!' 'Bobby, the dog is on a leash') haha. So when I got home, I ate some food. Food is good. Yep. I Listend to music for HOURS. Then tried to get to sleep. Didn't work out to well. SO-the past couple days. Uh, one night, I think it was wednessday, Clarissa and I decided to go out for I scream. And a Long walk. We saw billy, jesse, fro, tim, brian, and josh at walgreens. I gave away Clarissa's I scream. She sang Britney Spears, I was sad. So we deiced to sing a song we both knew. 'You're So Last Summer'-By TBS. I have to say, that was a lot of fun. We sat at the park, the one near the skatepark, and talked about boys. and you know who, and how she thinks that if im patient and stuff, he will realize what he is missing out on. We talked on how terrible it was that I ended everything and was/am still in Love. We walked back to my house and sat on my hammock. Talking about the same thing(s). And I was sipping delicious Ruby Red Grapefruit Juice, which I have seem to have fallen for. She had her Clear(ly?) Canadian (eh). Dad drove her home. The next day, thursday i suppose, Marissa and I decided to wander. Clarissa joined in too. We wandered yet again. We went for I scream, yet, AGAIN. Then we walked to Munchkin and sat on the swings, after walking through the common and dancing with 'jazz hands' to the great jazz music concert. It was cool. SO anyways, swings. We SWANG. yeah. swang. Then some of Clarissa's friends showed up. And swooned over Clarissa. You know, gross, tight shirts, cell phones, hair done all nice. No names. But someone decided she would flash a beer can out of her pocketbook and thats when Marissa and I looked at eachother and I knew what we were both thinking. UGH. We started to walk home because AMARA HAS A CURFEW. So, not 21st century, eh?. Yeah, so we drove everybody home. Nice time. The next night was Friday. After working, I came home, showered, and Marissa and I went to a show. It was ASIL, 13:1, and some other bands..ugh..some really strange,..crossdressing frontman band, this other band with a keyboard and this other band with a cute drummer, but maybe that was the same one with the keyboard. Eh. Anyways. I went to see 13:1 for Ronnie, and his hair looked GREAT long. He is still the unbelievable drummer I knew a couple months before. Okay, 13:1 is okay, but I really do not like the singer. He just freaks me out with his jeans, and his beady little eyes. Ugh. But they did two GJ covers. And i just knew, it was for me. Hah, well, Ronnie did point to me when they played Pretty Lush. Great song, but I could have sung it better. -I also went to see Frumpy's band ASIL. They were awesome as always. WOOT. Sal was at the show. We didn't talk til the end though. I dont know why. UGH. I saw some people I hadn't in a couple weeks. It was nifty. Marissa and I went to 7-11 after the show. She got some OrangeFizz drink, I got something called FUZE (it was mojo mango) and a slim jim lol. We saw some really freaky guy. But thats okay. Some crusty punk kid asked me for a dollar for food, and I didnt give it to him because I knew he would just buy drugs or something. So thanks to Amara, the world was a better place. Ani drove by with some friends and a cute little bald kid yelled I LOVE YOU out the window. Weather it was to me, or Marissa, I dont know. OH YEAH. I met Ronnies Dad, he was cool and his name was Ron too. RON RON. tah. So, we went home. After I jumped in LOTS of puddles. It felt so great just to be tottally free of any inhibitions for a few seconds before your feet hit the floor. Then it came to me, why did I jump in so many puddles, im wet. EeHOo. Good night. Though. Didn't get to sleep. Worked Saturday. So. Back to Saturday. I stayed in after work. BLAH. Talked to Josh about a lot. I think it was a good conversation? And I think many things were clearified... then you know, walk with tim,jesse, and sean. TODAY-I was awakend by the sweet sound of the doorbell at 12:30. I heard the words KRISPY KREME and ran downstairs. I ate two. MMM.My mom said i couldn't go out and that i had to help her prep up for my aunt going back to greece. yeah. i dotn see how cleaning the house was prepping for Greece, but maybe its just me. It started raining HARD and after i helped my mom with studying for her big test I WENT OUTSIDE IN FULL GARB AND DANCED IN THE RAIN!! THE THUNDER, AND LIGHTNING AND RAIN. I guess im just freaking sentimentle or soemthing because as i stood face tward the sky letting loose, i thought. and thought. and thought. and i guess i mightve cried a little. But you cant see that in the rain. Thats why i love it. XXX 2 comments|post comment

ALL EYES ON ME!! LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME!! [02 Aug 2003|07:28pm] [ mood | a bit sorry for someone. ] [ music | odd parents fairy odd parents...la de da ] I just licked all of the frosting off of an eclair. And I enjoyed every moment of it. So much to write, but I just don't feel like it. Sorry. XXX 1 comment|post comment

[24 Jul 2003|07:10pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | SHUT UP YOU! ] Basics [ .001. ] first name: amara [ .002. ] middle name: katrina [ .003. ] last name: depp(seriously) [ .004. ] nickname(s): MC Amara. Amaha. [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] age: 15. [ .007. ] birthday: 12-24 [ .008. ] height: a towering 5'2" [ .009. ] hair color: brown with red streaks [ .010. ] eye color: hazel, sometimes green,sometimes brown [ .011. ] race:special olympics relay. [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope. [ .013. ] do you have braces: no. [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short chelsea if yuo will. and you will. [ .015. ] where were you born: earth [ .016. ] current location: earth [ .017. ] zodiac sign:capricorn. does it matter? [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english. some spanish. some greek. you know. [ .019. ] nationality: little of this, little of that. [ .020. ] bad habits: life. [ .021. ] piercings you have: 12g ears..back and front hole..i know..its just 12g. and i want an industrial bar in my ear. [ .022. ] piercings you want: tongue..industrial bar,maybe chin or lip? but it'll never happen [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none. [ .024. ] tattoos you want: eh..dont feel like telling. [ .025. ] today's date:present. [ .026. ] the time: 7:16 [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: not quite. Family [ .028. ] mother's name: debra [ .029. ] father's name: charles [ .030. ] step-parent's names : stupid question. what..is the world all messed up? [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none. [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Phaidra [ .033. ] favorite aunt: olympia? i hate favorites [ .034. ] favorite uncle: johnn(sr.) [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: i have just two. [ .036. ] worst relative: no comment [ .037. ] best relative: ? [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes. [ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you? no. Pets [ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes [ .041. ] what are their names: zues,godiva, snickers, woozle ,phaidra. [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dog,dog,ferret,ferret,sister School [ .043. ] are you still in school: its summer [ .044. ] did you drop out: for the summer i guess if yuo like it that way. [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: dont know. [ .046. ] favorite grade: i dont really like school. [ .047. ] least favorite grade: i havent been through all [ .048. ] favorite teacher: as of last year...Mrs. Stevens [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mixer and Pickering [ .050. ] favorite subject: science..or lunch. yeah. lunch. [ .051. ] least favorite subject: subjective ones [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both..i switch it up. [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: psh, soccer. [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: no. [ .055. ] are/was you popular: no? is there a popular? [ .056. ] favorite dance: turkey dance. the french like it. [ .057. ] favorite memory: shut up. [ .058. ] least favorite dance: i dont like dance. its a five letter word. [ .059. ] least favorite memory: dying, the first time. [ .060. ] most humiliating moment:i feel bad for nemo. Favorites [ .061. ] number: i like even numbers [ .062. ] clothing brand: I dont wear clothes [ .063. ] shoes: my globes, etnies, or cons/chucks [ .064. ] saying: 'thats jewish' [ .065. ] tv show: I don’t really watch tv anymore [ .066. ] sport: soccer? and sleeping. [ .067. ] vegetable: brocolli, carrots. [ .068. ] fruit: oranges, apples, mango, banana..banana [ .069. ] movie:the nightmare before christmas, armageddon, Edward scissorhands,detroit rock city,...? [ .070. ] magazine: i dont read magazines unless they are lying there. [ .071. ] actor: Bear, that big blue house..woot. [ .072. ] actress: Hellen Keller. [ .073. ] candy: candy. [ .074. ] gum: any gum is good if its chewy [ .075. ] scent: him. [ .076. ] candy bar: dont care. [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: dont care. [ .078. ] color:green,red,black [ .079. ] season: fall,winter [ .080. ] holiday: christmas. [ .081. ] band: many [ .082. ] singer: Daryl Palumbo, Claudio Sanchez, Davey Havok [ .083. ] group: AA [ .084. ] rapper: _ [ .085. ] type of music: emo, screamo, hardcore,music. [ .086. ] thing in your room: photos. [ .087. ] place to be: the roof [ .088. ] radio station: radio is terrible [ .089. ] tv channel: I don’t really watch tv anymore [ .090. ] junk food: ... [ .091. ] overall food: food. [ .092. ] store: ..shhh [ .093. ] shoe brand: dont care, [ .094. ] fast food:when its fast [ .095. ] restaurant: burrito max! [ .096. ] shape: diamond,circle [ .097. ] time of day: the dark side of the day. [ .098. ] country: USA [ .099. ] state: rar [ .100. ] boys name: ..dont care [ .101. ] girls name: .... [ .102. ] mall: mall is humerous. [ .103. ] video game: ...dont care.. [ .104. ] shampoo: Fluid Fire [ .105. ] board game: whatever. [ .106. ] computer game: dont play games on the computer. [ .107. ] car: old thunderbird. [ .108. ] music video: ? Otherside-RHCP [ .109. ] swear word: **************s [ .110. ] words: i dont use words [ .111. ] month: december, october, november,april. [ .112. ] cartoon character: elmo. [ .113. ] scary movie: ..fear.com [ .114. ] team: shh [ .115. ] possession: closet. What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear [ .116. ] eminem: blonde [ .117. ] dog: tony [ .118. ] hot: summer [ .119. ] britney spears: ew [ .120. ] nsync: ew [ .121. ] real world: chicago [ .122. ] orange: county [ .123. ] choice: multiple [ .124. ] f*ck: up [ .125. ] bisexual: will and grace [ .126. ] black: cat [ .127. ] icq: huh [ .128. ] insane clown posse: gross. [ .129. ] linkin park: eigth grade obsession (shh) [ .130. ] jack: skellington [ .131. ] rainbow: bright [ .132. ] cherry: seed [ .133. ] cucumber: melon [ .134. ] shark: tooth [ .135. ] lifehouse: cuuute [ .136. ] bat: ozzy [ .137. ] leather: cow [ .138. ] whip: cream [ .139. ] america: red [ .140. ] water: glass [ .141. ] volcano: lava This or that [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock. [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: metal? [ .146. ] rap or pop: that. [ .147. ] rap or r&b: this [ .148. ] rap or metal: metal. [ .149. ] pop or r&b: that. [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal? [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: tee hee..linkin park, so kill me [ .153. ] tool or korn: tool [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez. both? [ .155. ] hot or cold: cold [ .156. ] winter or summer: winter [ .157. ] spring or fall: fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: that [ .159. ] icp or eminem: never. [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: that [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: AHHHHH. roar. [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: Mi6 [ .163. ] buffy or angel:...ffffyyy funny/ [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: ?that. [ .165. ] football or basketball: this. [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: special olympics [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: both [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding! right marissa? [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green. [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink. [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: wouldnt know? [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun. overrated. [ .175. ] inside or outside: outside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: nethier. [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone. [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen. [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels. [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino:dino [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: ? [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star trek. [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings. [ .184. ] prep or punk: whatever. [ .185. ] slut or whore: ? Private life [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no. [ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: maybe? [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: maybe? [ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: choice people [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: awe [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none? [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none. [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: love is the slowest form of suicide [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: shut up. [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: maybe? [ .197. ] please post it if you do: whatever. [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes? [ .199. ] please post it if you do: no? [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality. but if you have one ear. looks. [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: a male friend yes. [ .202. ] are you still friends: yes [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no. [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no. [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no. [ .206. ] how about a little x: no. [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no. [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad. [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: i dont drink. [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: i dont drink. [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: i dont drink. [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I dont smoke [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes. [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: some?..never. Would you ever [ .215. ] bungee jump: yes [ .216. ] sky dive: yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes. [ .218. ] scuba dive: yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: thats a million dollars man [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: ? [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no. unless i odnt know i did it. no.! [ .223. ] cross-dress: haha [ .224. ] lie to the police: naw? [ .225. ] run from the police: no. [ .226. ] lie to your parents: yes. [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: if they were a stranger i knew. [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: hehe. no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no. [ .230. ] streak: naww. Your friends [ .231. ] best friend: marissa [ .232. ] known longest: simon. or mike [ .233. ] wish you talked to more:. steve-o, amber,richie.. [ .234. ] wish you saw more:too many [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: I dont know [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: come on. thats mean. [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: ...? [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': not recently. [ .239. ] craziest: dunno [ .240. ] loudest: clarissa. [ .241. ] shyest: marissa, until yuo know her!. [ .242. ] best hair: hmm [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: awe.. [ .244. ] best eyes: greg..or tony? hahaha [ .245. ] best body: hmm.. [ .246. ] most athletic:... [ .247. ] sex symbol: ahahaha [ .248. ] hot tempered: ? [ .249. ] most impatient:hmm.. [ .250. ] shortest: ME! [ .251. ] tallest: clarissa. [ .252. ] talented: andy. [ .253. ] best singer..hmm. [ .254. ] skinniest: marissa [ .255. ] nicest: many. [ .256. ] best personality: many.. [ .257. ] biggest drug user: drugs suck. Have you ever [ .258. ] flashed someone: no? [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: GO DIE [ .260. ] been to michigan: no? thats really random? [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no. [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no [ .263. ] skateboarded: yes.tried [ .264. ] skinny dipped: uh.. [ .265. ] stolen anything: yes. eek. [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: kind of. [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: over the head count? with a cast? ahahahahahaa muahahaha [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no? [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: how? [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yes. [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no. [ .275. ] been to a concert: yes. [ .276. ] been to another country: no [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes. [ .278. ] got pulled over: yes. [ .279. ] go in a car accident: no [ .280. ] broke a law: unnoticed? [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes. [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes. [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no? dont think so [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no? [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: hehe Opinions [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: ? [ .288. ] about boy bands: naw. [ .289. ] about flag burning: bad. [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: stupid. [ .291. ] about suicide: saddening. [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: I jsut slap them. [ .293. ] about abortion:sad [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: like it [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: psh. [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: I dunno What did you do [ .297. ] last birthday: i forget [ .298. ] yesterday: got grownded..went to christmas tree shop with mom and aunts..then the lobster claw. [ .299. ] last weekend: i forget. [ .300. ] christmas: home. [ .301. ] thanksgiving: lots of food. [ .302. ] new year's eve: boston [ .303. ] halloween: walked around! TRICK OR TREAT! [ .304. ] easter: had people over.. [ .305. ] valentine's day: ughhhh the last [ .306. ] thing you ate: turkey, mashed potatoes.. [ .307. ] thing you drank: coke [ .308. ] thing you wore: clothing [ .309. ] place you went: work [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ear [ .311. ] person you saw:sister [ .312. ] person you killed:muaha [ .313. ] person you f*cked: noone. [ .314. ] person you talked to: mom [ .315. ] song you heard: bright eyes:the calender hung itself Now [ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing, im done [ .317. ] what are you drinking: nada. [ .318. ] what are you wearing:clothes. [ .319. ] any shoes on: no [ .320. ] hair: like it always is [ .321. ] listening to: tv [ .322. ] talking to anyone: richie [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: no..what else wouldi do Yes or No [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no [ .325. ] do you like cows: yes [ .326. ] are you a bitch: maybe. [ .327. ] are you artistic: maybe [ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: sometimes. [ .330. ] can you ski: yes [ .331. ] are you british: no? whose british. [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: eh. [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you:sometimes.i hear my name in public a lot [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: oh course! [ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: yes [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: no [ .337. ] are you straight: yes. [ .338. ] are you ½stupid, ¼insane, and another ¼physically handicapped: no? [ .339. ] are you fat: no [ .340. ] are you skinny: no [ .341. ] are you short: yes [ .342. ] are you tall: no [ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no [ .344. ] how about orange pants: no [ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no [ .346. ] are you evil: no? maybe? no? [ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yes [ .348. ] is britney a whore: britney who? costa? yes. [ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no? [ .350. ] am i annoying you: no [ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson:no [ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: no. [ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: [ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: sometimes Random questions [ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: an eagle or a... [ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be:smoothies [ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: sometimes [ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: i dotn remember [ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: sometimes. [ .360. ] can people read you like a book: no. [ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: love. [ .362. ] do you talk a lot: yes [ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: yes [ .364. ] do you like spiders: yes..if they stay away. [ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: yes [ .366. ] can you drive: i can, but not legally. [ .367. ] are you spoiled: no [ .368. ] are you anti-social: no [ .369. ] do you see dumb people: sometimes. [ .370. ] do you see dead people: no! [ .371. ] any last words: i dont like you. [ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: eat some ice cream. 7 comments|post comment

[22 Jul 2003|09:57pm] are you serious. i just wrote a HUGE survey. and clicked update. it got erased. are you serious...woah mand..im going to bed. post comment

[22 Jul 2003|09:57pm] are you serious. i just wrote a HUGE survey. and clicked update. it got erased. are you serious...woah man..im going to bed. post comment

[21 Jul 2003|08:22pm] waste of time..ill be doing this all night. [ current clothes ]greenish jeans, chucks/cons, and a black shirt with a brittish flag on it. [ current mood ] contained. [ current music ] Pearl Jam..randomly [ current taste ] polor orange dry soda [ current make-up ] eyeliner,mascara? why do you care? [ current hair ] kind of emo looking if i may say so myself. [ current annoyance )my cousins and sister making plans for her to move to greece for a year [ current smell ] i tihnk the computer is burning [ current thing i ought to be doing ] anything but this [ current desktop picture ] A Static Lullaby [ current favorite group] Norma Jean maybe? i like many as of now [ current book you're reading] StarDust [ current cd in cd player]some 'hardcore' mix i made [ current movie in vcr] nothing [ current color of toenails ] i swear, they are like, light pink 'tee hee' [ current refreshment ] polar orange dry [ current worry ] love..(or so she'll say,old school GJ) last person. [ you touched ] i love myself, i want you to love me, i dont want anybody else when i think about you i touch my . dog. [ you talked to ] my sister, telling her to go away [ you hugged ] the big stuffed monkey on my bed. [ you instant messaged ] Steve-o [ you yelled at ] my cousins and sister favorite. [ food ] food you can eat [ drink ] root beer, or orange juice, coffee or starbucksfrappuccinos [ color ] green,black,red [ album ] tough one [ shoes ] my globes, or cons [ candy ] sugary candy [ animal ] monkey, orca whale [ tv show ] the brendan leonard show, its a guilty pleasure [ movie ] nightmare before christmas,armageddon,forest gump, edward scissorhands [ dance ] midget punching, it reminds me of s(tars) a(nd) l(ove) [ song ] as of now..Albert React-Breathe [ vegetable ] brocolli [ cartoon ]not sure are you. [ understanding ] i hope so [ open-minded ] maybe? [ arrogant ] no? [ insecure ] half and half [ interesting ] i hope so [ random ] very [ hungry] no [ friendly ] majority of the time [ smart ] eh.. [ moody ] yes [ childish ] yes [ independent ]yes [ hard working)yes [ organized ] eh... [ healthy ] yes [ emotionally stable ] NO! [ shy ] no way [ difficult ] sometimes? [ bored easily ] eh..no [ messy ] not really [ thirsty ] no [ responsible ]yes [ obsessed ] about? [ angry ] not now? [ sad ] yes now. [ happy ] no, not right now [ hyper ] tired.. [ trusting ] yes [ talkative ] yes who do you want to. [ kill ] love [ slap ] love [ tickle] love [ kiss]love [ look like ]love [ talk to offline ]love [ talk to online ] love post comment

Raindance.Riverdance. [19 Jul 2003|09:52am] Hello to all. All who read. All who care. Even if all is few. Hello. On Thursday Billy IMed me and said he had to tell me something and he couldn't tell me online. So we met at the park. He brought me a book to read. I actually want to read a bit more. And I hope its good. Anyways, what he had to tell me was that he had heard from a couple people that 'one of you two likes someone'. Or something of that sort. He said just to clear things up he didn't like me. And i hadn't even thought about that. I definately don't like him like that. We are friends and thats all. It would be no different if he was a girl. Ugh. He likes Mandy and i Love S (stars) A (and) L (Love) (Sal). Wah. Boy do I love him. I hate it so much you have no idea. So we sat behind Central School for a while and talked to some little kids about multiple things. Cooties...makeup...littering...The litte girl called me fat. And the little boy said i wasnt. Then they peddled around on their bikes trying to kiss and not be kissed. I wish things were that easy. Lust. Not Love. oh great. family war. im going to sit outside. write later. post comment

EXTRA, EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT IT [16 Jul 2003|09:17pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | This Day Foreward. ] woah man. so. i was supposed to go to the cape on sunday morning with marissa and her family, but my mom said i gave her lip and she wasnt going to take me. lame. so i had nothing to do until billy called me at . oh i dont know what time. and asked if i could meet him, jamie and paul at walgreens in a half hour. i said yes. i got there, and fro was there. then people kept showing up randomly. andy, joe, brian and tim. tony and josh. it was a lot of fun. we sat there. got soem candy and stuff. then my hexed ex came up in his moms mini-van with this kid, i think his name is jimi. we threw candy at his car it was a lot of fun. he almost killed fro. maybe he just didnt see him!. hah, sorry froseph. so we walked to uh, burger king. it was a good time. some people got food. i didnt. we all got those really sick hats that burger king makes, you know, the crowns. yep. oh gosh, tony's was the best. he put two together, flat sides together. an the pointy part was over his nose and around his ears. the funniest thing i have ever seen. and he walked around like that. we met some other people at burger king too. but too many to mention. for now, we will call them the du-rag bunch, because leo was sporting a du-rag, and he was in that bunch, the du-rag bunch. yes. oh, josh was dared to eat a tablespoon of salt. he did. it was gross. then fro made this terrible mixture of, i dont even know. coke, bbq sauce, honey mustard, salt, lifesavers mints. it was horrible. he downed it. i gagged almost. some other people took sips and i didnt understand why you would do that to yourself. yuck. so we walked to redstone. after we split up with the du-rag bunch. we played in back of the old halloween/book store...i think. and josh jumped into a bush. it was funny. so we went to shaws so fro could get those little baggy closer thingies so he could flick them at people. let me tell you. they hurt really really bad. he must have hit me, 15 times? anyways, they had these little cd's, and they were you know, the 1431245 hours free of whatever. i noticed they smelled like apples so we took some. time thought the cd itsself smelled like toasted marshmellows but it didnt. it even had apples on it. so billy, tony, me and josh all went in back and threw them like frisbees. it was so much fun. then we found the others and they joined the fun. we walked back to walgreens because it was getting dark, jamie and paul went home. OH! me, billy, josh and tony started walking like the sharks and jets in west side story. when the are about to fight, and they snap their fingers with really straight faces. then do random ballet moves. it was so much fun. i asked some little kids to give me their lunch money and scared em wikid bad. well, actually i dont think they heard me but its a fantasy i have. lunch money. yes. so back to walgreens, me, josh, tony,fro, billy, tim and brian played charades behind the building. it was a lot of fun. then i had an great idea to go to south. so we had to plan on how we were going to fit in tony's car. it was very funny. tony drove, then it was me and josh in the front, fro, billy,brian, and tim in the back. we listened to a really ghetto rap mix, it was so funny. that momma song was the best,. tony flipped out to the fast and furious song. BWAH TOO FAST BWAH TOO FURIOUS . ah, too funny! so we got to south, sat in the retarded swings, then we got kicked out of YET ANOTHER park. not cool. not cool. theres nowhere to go. so i got home, and my mom said my pupils were small. and it scared me. my mom kept asking me if i was high but i obviously wasnt. sXe. AH. rar. so the next day, i packed, went to the cape, went swimming, went to the drive in!!! woot! saw finding nemo! (sorry rich) and the pirates of the carribean!!! sooo cool. but we ahd to leave, it started raining, didnt get to see all of my husband. johnny depp. i love him. woot woot. so we went to the pizza barn, fun stuff, the beach, more beach hehe, i took a chunk of skin off my toes on the rocks. marissa and i decided we were learning to surf this summer bigtime, it will be awesome. we've already started our search for boards. weooo. we went to the flea market today! i got some really cool black and whites for my new room, when i do it over. big plans. red walls. black and white checkerboard under the molding, and leopard blankets weeooo! so i want a little vintage touch you know. im into that lately. so i got a sweeet photo of betty paige. with the whip. shes the brunette bombshell. yay. then one of the munchkins and dorothy in front of the certifercate of death for the witch., then elvis, and some old coca cola one, a baber shop one, and a store one. and finally. ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW! lol its so transvestite is great lol. its the funniest movie ive ever seen. i advise yuo all to see it,. i cant wait till my room is done. oh, i got some sweet rings too. i got a bracelte for a buck, anc a hert with a keyhole in it that says 'he who holds the key can open up my heart' i wishe he had the key, because i dont know where it is. yep. i got a necklace at a giftshop, and its a heart with a hook in it. i like it. what else, oh, i got taffy, and we stole a bunch of stuff from the arcade. i got 3 sherriff patches and i used one for my belt buck its hip. very hip. cape was fun . i love sal. the end. -Amara XXX 1 comment|post comment

[10 Jul 2003|09:39pm] Hello.News. I got a haircut on Monday. Its short(er). I like it but it is going to take some getting used to. On Tuesday i got a call for Billy asking me if i wanted to hang out with Ani and him. And i said yes. After i hung up i noticed that Sal like/likes Ani. It made me scared. So we met at the park at 3:30. Billy was late and it was just Ani and I. She asked if i knew sal. And obviously i do. And she said that he asked her if she knew me. And he said ' i tihnk i broke her heart'. And my heart dropped to my feet. I never knew i could love someone so much. I never knew love would kill. I missed Sal more and more every minute Ani and i were talking. And we hung out from 3:30 to 10:30. So i got home, listened to Albert React over and over and over again. Then i turned it off, and cried for hours. litterally. hours. i finally rocked myself to sleep. i woke up the next day. and i forgot what i did. then that night i did the same. Listenend, Cried, Rocked. ' im crying i cant finish writing. later 1 comment|post comment

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