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[17 Aug 2007|11:36am] |
I had another one of my formulaic yet terrible nightmares last night. Formula being this: Murderer(s) on killing rampage, killing my family, hunting for me, etc.
The killer came to the farm market. I recognized him right away from TV. I tried to remain calm and answer his questions about corn. All the while I was trying to find the perfect to time to BOOT the hell out of the there.
I hate these dreams because they ALWAYS go on forever. It was incredibly terrifying. I'd always be in hiding somewhere, and he'd always find me, and I'd run for my life. WHY do I keep having these dreams? I've had this same formula for a few years now, but each dream has a different murderer and I'm in different area.
An obvious interpretation is that I'm trying to run/hide from something with little success. Stress and school could be it. It's just bleh.
TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OFF IN EVAR and I'M SPENDING IT ALONE DOING THE CRAP I'VE NEEDED TO DO FOR MONTHS. I'm excited. Not going to lie. me time is free time.
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[17 Aug 2007|05:35pm] |
I'm actually coming along nicely on the weber concerto. Strange, because I've maybe practiced it thrice. It just needs to be faster and I need to find spaces to breathe. There are a few parts that have no opportunities. Notes have to be sacrificed, but they all seem important.
The orchestral excerpt material is just strange. Both are from Mahler 9th symph. Both have at least five flats. TAR. I mean YAY. .....
I mean, it's not that strange. It's just weird to practice something that cannot stand alone.
I need to do laundry. HAAHHA.
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[17 Aug 2007|06:21pm] |
you know on the blurty homepage on the left where they have recent entries by random people?
I said to myself, "I wonder if anyone has seen mine up here and been like 'what?'"
AND I SAW MINE UP THERE. Under "buli" and all.
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