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[07 Dec 2006|12:48am] |
"Julianne,
Your current grade on the Theory assignment is 12. In light of your extenuating circumstances, I'll let you resubmit the Turing machine part of the assignment by 11:59pm next Monday for up to 4 additional points."
A 12? Out of 20. It was two programs...the other one worked. Turing worked for the most part. God. I just can't do this anymore. At this rate I won't even be able to minor in Applications of computing for a music track. CS gives me too much stress and I obviously can't handle it. My grades for the last few assignments have been 12, 11, 8, 12, and a miraculous 18. Out of 20. If I get a D in this class - which is now likely since my final is next Wednesday and I have so much work and now MORE work and I didn't understand anything this half of the semester - then I can't major or minor in CS unless I take the class again, and I simply wouldn't be able to waste that much time. And I simply wouldn't have the guts to do it. I'm pathetic. AND I HAVE THE FLU.
What else am I supposed to do? CS is the only practical thing I was ever interested in. The only other things I like are music and art and I can't do a practical thing in either unless I minor in Apps of computing, which was my plan. My plan is falling apart. I was going to start studying tonight but I have a fever and I feel like dying...i didn't even do anything but rest and eat. I mean, I need to do that but I absolutely MUST do homework first. I just took a 3 hour nap. Everyone says this will all work out but it might not.
What would you do if you were failing at your major?
I'm probably not going to take COS 217 next semester now, even if I pass COS 126. Unless I get a B- or above in COS 126, which is 99% not going to happen. I have a writing seminar next semester, and I have to plan my classes accordingly as this class takes up time and is apparently hard as hell, an opinion of both students and the writing seminar people.
ugh god.
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