| My day in the form of a poem |
[12 Nov 2004|02:52pm] |
I woke up at 6:30 though my bus comes 10 minutes after I tried to get up and get dressed quickly But I needed to go a bit faster... So Frazzled and tired I came to school sat down at my spot said hi to eric barbye and began to study a lot Then Arianna came and we decided to go buy tickets to the dance I bought one for steve even though I haven't asked him (I had no chance). Yeah In English I almost felt sick in anticipation of my score because it was 60% of the marking period it could make me forlorn. And Make me forlorn it did, I say though I totally expected what I got I got an eighty-something that day not so bad, not so hot? Well I have tons of reasons why it was "hard" for me to take that test but for your sake and my sanity I'll spare you the rest.... Heh The humorous fact us that I maintained the same grade for awhile until yesterday, when that fateful test robbed me of my style (not smile!) And Yet I'm not trying to sound like a grade whore because this was only one part of why my day sucked so badly and why I am a retar...t. So Then I headed to Web Development where we had to take a test that was incredibly retarded and I was just a mess. AnD! To make it worse, she yelled at us for saying something like "ok" she acted like we were bad all along she made jess sit far away. Oh yeah. On the verge of tears I was because I was so slow I felt like I might cry that day because I felt so low. So Spanish came and I failed at Scrabble because I only had O's. I also got stuff wrong on the worksheet (go ahead kevin, I'm proving you right, go ahead and feel superior) Umm...I was feeling morose. History sucked as usual. I had to write a lot. Yeah yeah yeah yeah. WHY IS ANGELO HERE!?
So Chem test was harder than people told me. Mainly because I was so dead. Dead and frazzled and tired and sad. And jealous and ugly and bread.
Way to kill my happiness, life.
I have this complex where people constantly telling me I'm wrong really affects me.
I'm okay with being wrong, but I'm not okay with never being right.
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