| "Nostalgia and Regret" |
[20 Jul 2004|08:05pm] |
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The Zephyr Song |
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When I came back from running today, going up the steps of my porch, I smelled that familiar, hot sun + grass smell, and heard our air conditioner from the outside. I was reminded of the olden days...of my summer vacations where I all I did was play in the sprinkler outside, then come in to play video games forever.
Or, if I was really lucky, dad would have hooked up the irrigation thing (you know those huge-ass farm sprinklers) and I'd go running through that, fully clothed, and not caring that it was grody pond water I was running in.
I feel like returning to those olden days.
I did, recently. Last week when I came back from running from the park, P-pop had the big ol' sprinkler hooked up in our back yard again! I was so happy. Me and Lenny spent about a half an hour running around in it. Man, when that water hits you, it hits you. Great times.
Right now I'm downloading a good old adventure game, and tomorrow I'm going to try to finally finish Final Fantasy X. Alliterations abound. I had tried to install an old game I had on our first computer (windows 95). But it's like "We're sorry. Your monitor needs to support 5 colors to play this game. Your's supports 238194."
Today was surprising. I didn't have to pack (yay) and Lenny had a doctor's appointment at 8 so we didn't go to soccer (double yay).
Clarinet lesson was pretty bad. But I guess I can blame it on the fact that I had a band-aid on my thumb, which was probably leaking air (every register worked except the middle one). I did three scales the whole time. I totally need to start doing scales again.
And for a final dose of nostalgia and regret, here are two entries from this day.
2003: BOXES [20 Jul 2003|06:28pm] I just got back from making boxes on the farm. From 2:30 to 6:00. I didn't even have lunch or have anything to drink today besides a bit of coffee. The tips of my fingers hurt. lol, and I smell like dirt (hey it rhymes). Now I shall go eat. Or sleep. Or something.
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2002:
omg wtf is wrong with me? how could i have been so fucking stupid....
Comments: (Anonymous) 2002-07-21 08:21 (link) I agree with you completely b****!
HAHAHAHAHA oh my god my life back then was so miserable, and many people disliked me at that time!!
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