| I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL |
[29 Sep 2003|08:33pm] |
Yes. I really do hate it.
I have nothing to ever look forward to. My grades are horrible. I have an A in like 2 classes now. I got a bad grade on the Biology test because I didn't budget my time and spent most of it on the first essay, making the other three crap. Not that I got it back or anything (I checked on powerschool) but I thought I basically knew the multiple choice. I am almost failing Geometry. English I have no grade but I've not even STARTED Gilgamesh. Spanish...I have a big test tomorrow that I've not studied for. I feel really stupid in that class because I forget all the verbs. Not that we really learned too many last year.
The only class I look forward too I guess is Band, but even THAT'S crappy because I have no good reeds, my sound is HORRIBLE, I feel so overwhelmed playing with someone better than me, and I have yet to practice. Because of soccer.
Oh yeah, we won today. 5-0. Not like I'm happy, I played so bad. I am such a bad soccer player. I don't know how I made the team. I was almost crying afterwards because I did so bad, yet we had this major shut-out.
I want to kill myself. I am a victim of one of the deadly sins...ENVY. And when I see myself failing in places where others succeed, I go nuts. That's why I'm an emotional wreck right now. I am worthless.
Exeunt Julianne.
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