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[23 Sep 2003|06:21pm] |
Today was really just fine until 9th period.
Spanish - mas con dialogos. Tengo que memorize 'em hoy.
English - mas con Gilgamesh. I think I'm engaged to Kevin Davies now, except I lost 1/2 of the engagement rings
Biology - Ahh! Lab!! Whatever "Unknown B" was was disgusting/made me shiver in disgust. I would rather go to gym.
Lunch - I made the cutest little striped man out of my 2 cream savers. But I ate it :(
Band - Festivo y Invictus. "WE MADE IT TO INVICTUS!!!" *surprised happy looks*. Ah, the only person who would get that does not read my blurty.
Study Hall - Did geometry homework
History - Virginia and Pennsylvania went.
Geometry - got a 35 on my quiz. Yeah. Everyone behind me was like "Holy crap a 60!!!"
Why did I get a 35?
-general stupidity
-I can't do geometry. Algebra was soooo much easier. that's how my entire family was too.
-I read many of the questions wrong
-Not enough time to go over any of my questions. As Keefe and Josh know, I take a very long time to take tests. I was usually the last person to hand my quizzes in last year. I can't read something once and then comprehend. My reading comprehension is crap, as my terra novas will tell you.
-I forgot a tidbit of the distance formula (the squaring part)
I didn't want to cry, I was going to cry, there were tears in my eyes, I was sniffling, my voice was shaking, but I still managed to make it to the girls locker room for soccer without anyone looking at me and asking what was wrong. A 35 is a big slap in the face. Soccer was crap, I was so pissed by this time that when anyone told me anything/whenever I did anything wrong, I got that familiar lump in my throat.
I need to learn to control my emotions.
Today at dinner mom asked why I can't just act happy at the table. I tried to think of something good in my life at the moment, and I couldn't think of anything at all. So I left.
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