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[24 Jul 2004|05:31pm] |
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The Ultimate Death Survey
What do you think happens after you die? nothing- i think its just like sleeping without a dream
Do you believe in heaven? no
Do you believe in hell? no- i think we just want some place to torture people
Do you think you will be judged after you die? no. you are judged enough while you are alive
How many people would attend your funeral? that im not so sure of.. hopefully alot
Would you rather that people cry or laugh at your funeral? cry.. laughing would mean they were happy i died
What's better? A shot in the head or downing pills? seeing that im a former pill popper i would say pills.
What should be written on your tombstone? Here lies shayna- you will be missed.
Would you rather die childless or divorced? divorced it really doesnt matter
Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night? morning
If you had a million dollars to leave, who would you leave it to? my kids if i had any.. otherwise my dad
What kind of flowers do you want at your funeral? roses
On your deathbed, which moment will you most remember? meeting my bestfriends
Have you ever watched someone die? not actually die but come close
What's the most gruesome death you can imagine?
How often do you think about death? everyday
Is fear of dying your number one fear? no not even close sadly
Do you believe in reincarnation? no
Have you ever wished someone you loved were dead? many times
Do you consider life short or long? long
Do you think you have a soul? no
Assisted suicide for a terminally ill person is: a good idea.. why not help them if they are going to die anyway. make it less painful
If you were cremated, where would you like your ashes? the ocean
Would you choose to be immortal, if you could be? no. i wouldnt want to watch everyone i loved died.
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| Purity Survey |
[24 Jul 2004|05:23pm] |
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The Dr. Seuss Purity Survey
Have you done it on a boat? Nope
Have you done it with a goat? Nope
Have you done it in a bed? whos? ;)
Have you done it with the dead? Nope
Have you done it in the ass? Nope
Have you done it, high on grass? Yup
Have you done it in the car? Yup
Have you simply gone too far? Yup
Have you done it on the beach? got close
Have you done it with the teach? Nope but i have been taught a thing or two
Have you done it on your back? Yup
Have you done it strapped to a rack? Nope
Have you done it in a box? Nope
Have you done it with a fox? Nope
Have you done it in a tree? nah uh
Have you done it with more than three? maybe
Have you done it in the rain? not yet
Have you done it for the pain? oh yes
Have you done it 'tween the tits? mmhmm
Have you done it wearing mitts? nope
Have you done it packed in rubber? uh huh
Have you done it undercover? uh huh
Have you done it on a perch? nope
Have you done it in a church? nope
Have you done it with a virgin? HAHA YES!
Have you done it with a surgeon? nope
Have you done it with ropes and chains? not yet
Have you done it while insane? yes
Have you done it on the stage? nope
Have you done it underage? yes
Have you done it with all your friends? a few
Have you done it in both ends? i dunno about this one
Have you done it with your dog? not that i know of
Have you done it on a log? nope
Have you done it under clamps? no sir
Have you done it with the lamps? nope
Have you done it for all to see? a couple times
Have you ever had VD? no thank god.
Have you done it on Mother's couch? ive done it on fathers couch
Have you done it in your mouth? yes
Have you done it while on tape?
Have you done it out of shape? yes
Have you done it on live TV? no
Have you done it whilst you pee? haha no
Have you done it in the gym? nope
Have you done it on a whim? yes
Have you done it on a dare? nope
Do you really think we care? you should
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| Kissing survey |
[24 Jul 2004|05:21pm] |
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The Ultimate Kissing Survey
Age of first kiss: 9
Number of people you've kissed: no clue
French kissing is: fun
The worst kind of kiss is: to much tongue
The best kisser you know: G
The worst kisser you know: jon
The celebrity you'd like to kiss: Christina Aguilera
Friend you would like to kiss: Ive kissed all the ones ive wanted to
Favorite movie kiss: Spiderman
Do you kiss on the first date? Yes
Eyes open or closed? a little of both
Average number of kisses you get a day: 12
Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
The last person you kissed: jesse or kassie i cant remember
Best placed to be kissed:
Have you kissed someone of the same sex? yes
What about the opposite sex? yes
Do you consider kissing cheating? yes
The longest you've gone without a kiss: month and a half
The kiss you regret most is: one of my friends boyfriends shawn
Kissing in public is: normal
Tongue rings are: FUN
Two girls kissing is: Hot
Two guys kissing is: gross
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[29 May 2004|10:47pm] |
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Yeahhh sooooo Im back with the guy who dumped me in the last entry.. we have been together since march 15th.. I guess i wasnt the only one who was hurt. he was feeling the exact same way as i was and wanted to get back together just as bad. anyways now we are going strong and in love.
After new years i got pretty bad with the drinking and was wasted pretty much every night til the end of feb when a very bad thing happend.. i got to drunk and was in a place i wasnt safe and a guy i didnt know tried to do things i didnt want to do and wouldnt let me get away. Now i dont drink-except i did a couple days ago and today *only a beer tho*.
I start my computer class June 28th at century college. Im taking Introducting to micro computers because it is a pre req for the class i want to take * C++*.
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| NEWS! |
[02 Jan 2004|09:50pm] |
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I got dumped on sunday :/. It really hurt for some reason. ok this is how it happened -I called him to see if he wanted to hang out cuz i didnt see him in like a week and he said no so obviously i was like wtf!! so i asked him if he even wanted to be with me anymore and he said he didnt know so i was getting really sad and i was like you need to be honest with me please be honest with me do you want to be with me anymore and he said not really sorry and i was like dont be bye and hung up. i almost cried! i never EVER get emotional about break ups. so yeah now im single which blows. he was my longest relationship and its gonna suck having to see him with other girls.
OK NEW YEARS STUFF!
damnnnn new years was weird. i was supposed to go with my friend kayla and get drunk with her and find me a new boyfriend so i could try to get over eddie but a bunch of my other friends wanted to hang out so i ditched kayla. i ended up going to pick up ashley and mike and we were supposed to get some alcohol and go back to jamies to party. it took us an hour and a half to get ahold of mikes sister to get us something *we arent 21 yet* which blowed. anyways we ended up with just a bottle of 99 bananas cuz i didnt want to spend alot of my money. so we went back to jamies and just chilled.. i ended up drinking 3/4ths of the liter and was about to drink my last cup full but they took it away from me *good idea now but i was pissed at the time*. basically after they took it away from me i finally started to feel it.
i dont remember most of what happend but i do remember i puked all over my car and in some gas stations. my friends were going to bring me to the hospital because they thought i had alcohol posioning. all i know is i ended up naked in a shower with my friends trying to get the puke out of my hair. i was told i kept hitting myself saying im going to die and that i miss eddie. so basically my new years was one i cant remember all to great *which i think is good lol*. i have come to the conclusion im never drinking that much again i had the worst hangover the next day!
now im sick as hell i think i have the flu and it sucks. my whole body hurts :(
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K im going out with a new guy now :) his name is Eddie and we have been dating since Oct. 14th :)
I havent talked to david or rob in about 2 weeks. Lately Ive been hanging out with Gary, Eddie, Ashley, Kayla, and liz alot.
YESTERDAY was the first day i drove in the snow and i spun out three times already! DAMN HUH?!
I dont talk to Jesse anymore and I heard he called me a bitch so yeah i guess we arent friends anymore. OHH WELL!
HOPEFULLY THIS CHRISTMAS VAC I WILL BE GOING TO CALI(VENICE BEACH BABY!) WHICH WILL BE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think IM going to start adding a lot of pictures to this so it will be better looking.
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okkkkk well im not going out with david anymore. im dating his cousin rob at the moment lol hes 20 blond w/blue eyes. im not really sure if we work out as a couple tho cuz hes just TO MUCH like me. i swear our brains are connected. anyways david still wants to be with me. he tells me how much he loves me/wants to marry me 24/7 which is kinda weird.
IM BACK TO BEING FRIENDS WITH JESSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im happy about that! I asked if he hated me and he said never so we are friends again :D he hugs me everytime he sees me. it just feels right when im around him. Im pretty sure *actually about 99%* sure that he still wants me. im not sure if i should give him another shot tho cuz he really hurt me. he told me that that night that he did that he was the most messed up he has ever been and that he regrets it more then anything. he told me that he also quit doing drugs which is awesome!!
anywho i seen my mom about 2 days ago. shes still the same :/ she said she was going to take me and brandi our shopping this weekend so i hope that works out.
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WOOHOO I KNOW HOW TO DO PICTURES NOW!!! HELL YES! HERE COMES SOME MORE OF ME.
( here I am!:) )
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G called me a few hours ago but he hung up.. weird.. i wonder if he just wanted to know if i was home. anyways G is a guy i met at a club. he is the best kisser ever! i thought about calling him back to see what he wants but i didnt cuz im dumb.
Every tuesday is girls group *like a meeting with my social worker and the other girls on her case load* so i went. We all went out to eat and then went and saw freaky friday. it actually wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
I miss jesse :/. I think i miss just having him around not really being my boyfriend. i called him today but he didnt answer.. i wouldnt either if he had broke up with me like i did to him. Im going to try to put in a picture for the first time so here it goes!
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Yesterday Josh came over. Hes starting to piss me off. I think hes only using me for my car which is sad. Anywho Candace spent the night last night which was cool. lol when i woke up this morning she said i looked so cute when i was sleeping and that she took a picture of me lol. weird but funny.
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| fun night |
[15 Aug 2003|11:34pm] |
I met Aaron today. Hes a guy off facethejury who ive been talking to online for like 2 years. I used to have the biggest crush on him in the world. Anyways me and my friend went and picked him up and we drove around for a little while then went to target. FUN right? lol.
After that Josh came over and me and him went cruisin Main st. *a few blocks where everyone shows off their cars/systems*. It wasnt as fun as i thought it would be and I think I had the best system down their by far.
Anywho Hes gonna come over tomorrow and we are probably gonna go down there again. Maybe this time ill race some people :).
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nothing exciting happend today sadly enough.
i got up around 1:30 and came online. I was supposed to go see jamie today but its a long walk and it was reallllllly hot outside so i blew her off like i do to everyone else. I really have a problem with not following thru with what i say im going to. Sean talked to me online today. Hes a "popular" guy i used to go to school with. At first it was kinda cool that he wanted to do stuff with me but now it is getting kinda sad. He just wants to hookup and i know this but yet i continue to talk to him. He wanted to go skinny dipping today but I never came back online to confirm the plans. ANOTHER person i blew off today. I guess what goes around comes around tho cuz jon was supposed to pick me up at 9:30 but hasnt shown up yet and its 11:30. Its surpriseing that he didnt come hes been trying to get me to go out with him for the past 2 1/2 weeks. Anyways im chatting with my cousin angie so i guess ill finish this off for now.
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| FIRST ENTRY! |
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SINCE THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY I THINK I WILL JUST ANSWER A BUNCH OF QUESTIONS ABOUT MYSELF :)
FIRST NAME: SHAYNA
MIDDLE NAME: LEE CHRISTINE
LAST NAME: NO COMMENT
NICKNAMES: SHAYNA BABY, GOD, BEATLE-DONT ASK LOL, CASPER,
AGE: OLD ENOUGH
BIRTHDAY: FEB. 9TH
GENDER: FEMALE :)
HEIGHT: 5'10 YES IM A TALL CHICK
HAIR COLOR: BLONDISH BROWN
EYE COLOR: BROWN
RACE: WHITEY
WEAR GLASSES/CONTACTS: NOPE PERFECT EYES
HAVE BRACES: NOPE BUT I USED TO
CURRENT LOCATION: MOUNDS VIEW MINNESOTA
ZODIAC SIGN: AQURIOUS
NATIONALITY: IRISH
BAD HABITS: CRACKING MY KNUCKLES/NECK
PIERCINGS: TONGUE, EARS
PIERCINGS I WANT: BELLY, MAYBE NIPS & LOWER AREA
TATTOOS: NONE AT THE MOMENT BUT I SHOULD HAVE ONE SOON
MOMS NAME: CHRIS-SHES A CRACKHEAD.. LITERALLY
DADS NAME: SHAWN-FUNNY DUDE WITH AMAZING ARTISTIC ABILITYS
BROTHERS NAME: CHAZ-20-HAS A BABY NAMED MICHAEL-2
SISTERS NAME: BRANDI-15-PREGNANT
WORST RELATIVE: MY GRANDPA.. HE THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING
DO I GET ALONG WITH MY FAMILY: NOT AT ALL
ANY PETS: DOG=DUKE..
I WANT: A SNAKE
SCHOOL: SENIOR @OAKGROVE
CURRENT GPA: REALLY LOW.. IM NOT SURE
FAVORITE GRADE: 1ST
LEAST FAVORITE: ALL THE REST
FAVORITE-
NUMBER: 7
CLOTHING BRAND: ADIDAS,NIKE,FUBU,PHAT FARM
SHOES: FILAS
TV SHOW: PARADISE HOTEL
SPORT: VOLLEYBALL
MOVIE: ANY VAMPIRE MOVIE
MAGAZINE: COSMO
CANDY: REESE
SCENT: LOVE SPELL BY VICTORIA SECRET
COLOR: BLACK, BABY BLUE
SEASON: SUMMER
HOLIDAY: CHRISTMAS
BAND: LINKIN PARK
RAPPER: 2PAC, EMINEM
TYPE OF MUSIC: RAP
THING IN YOUR ROOM: BED
PLACE TO BE: MY CAR
RADIO STATION: BEAT 96
TV CHANNEL: WB
JUNK FOOD: PIZZA
OVERALL FOOD: SUBWAY
TIME OF DAY: MIDNIGHT
COUNTRY: MEXICO
STATE: CALI
BOYS NAME: KODY, DEVON, JESSE, DERIOUS
GIRLS NAME: JORDAN
MALL: MALL OF AMERICA
VIDEO GAME: 1080 NINTENDO 64
SHAMPOO: HERBAL ESSENCE
BOARD GAME: MONOPOLY
CAR: PORSHE
MUSIC VIDEO: DIRRTY-CHRISTINA AGUILERA
SCARY MOVIE: NO CLUE
FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND WHEN I THINK OF...
EMINEM: MY BABYS DADDY
DOG: SNOOP
HOT: SIZZLE
BRITNEY SPEARS: UGLY
NSYNC: JUSTIN
REAL WORLD: MTV
ORANGE: JUICE :D
FUCK: ME HEHE
BISEXUAL: HOT
BLACK: GOTH
ICQ: BLOWS
INSANE CLOWN POSSE: DOWN WITH THE CLOWNS
LINKIN PARK: AWESOME
JACK: AND JILL
RAINBOW: GAY PRIDE
CHERRY: RED
CUCUMBER: PICKLE
SHARK: JAWS
LEATHER: BIKER
WHIP: CREAM :P
AMERICA: THE BEAUTIFUL!
WATER: SKINNY DIPPING
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