12:53pm 20/07/2006
  I am in desperate want of a new tattoo.
Pictures to come.
( Come on down! )		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
08:28pm 17/05/2006
  I am going to quit my job.
Soon I will be too broke to live.
Please send money.		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
and she speaks...   
10:16am 24/04/2006
  I am of the opinion that there are several versions of me that float aimlessly around this physical plane of existence.
If you knew me, you would understand.
I am assuming you do not.
Does anyone really know anyone else? You only think you do.

Right now I feel eloquent and graceful. There are days when simple words and phrases escape me, and, were you to meet me on one of those days, you would immediately peg me as a moron.
Needless to say, judge me by my cover and you will be sorely mistaken and, hopefully, pleasantly surprised.

But that's just my opinion.		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
09:16pm 31/03/2006
  ah yes. i have just re-read several entries and i pity the fool that is myself for being so lame.
i deserve this pathetic black and white wannabe rocker background.
i would sigh and feel sorry for myself but i really don't care altogether that much.

anyways.
john and i have been together for nearly eight months. minus about a week or two where i refused to see, hear, or converse with him.
we fight a lot.
it makes us stronger, blah blah blah.
it really doesn't.
don't be daft.
have i gotten bitchier?
whatever.
the mum's been gone for a week and john stayed over to keep me company.
i hate this house. it makes sounds in the night.
he should be coming over tonight as well, and i made pizza.
i made it for me, mainly, but if he wants some he is more than welcome.
i also went to safeway.
hooray for shampoo and sherbet. also birth control.

anyway the phone is ringing and i know it's john probably calling to tell me he'd rather hang out with adam tonight than me. and he has to work in the morning.
cry me a river.
good night.		  
     

(1 corn nut | :: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
09:13pm 31/03/2006
  holy crap.
i most definately forgot this thing existed.
some random person responded and it notified me in an email.
one of those emo wannabe kids with the silly little display picture - you know, the ones with guns or shoes and completely irrelevant captions?
anyway.
it has been nearly a year since i updated, i assume; i haven't checked, and too many things have happened to even talk about.
so i won't.

this is just a reminder to me: eight months on the thirteenth.
if i remember to update this, you'll find out what i mean.		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
06:02am 19/04/2005
  I've been talking to this guy for hours on MSN.
I met him on that Nexopia thinger.
He lives in Edmonton.
He's an absolute sweetheart.

This is the part where I remind myself not to have anything to do with internet folk ever again EVER.
Because you remember what happened last time.

Okay.
But when he smiles at a stupid joke, I smile with him.

It doesn't mean anything.
Okay?
Okay.		  
     

(1 corn nut | :: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
02:27pm 04/04/2005
  /jake.

Mike hasn't emailed me in weeks.
Screw him.
Jair hasn't called in a week.
Whatever.
I guess I really am my biggest fan right now.
Coolies.		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
grosser than gross   
03:29pm 24/03/2005
  Tyce and Avery are back together I think.
I went to Esso the other day to get gas at 8 pm, okay?
They're supposed to stay open 'til 11, okay?
And they were CLOSED.
And the guy YELLED at me.
I hate Esso.

I met a boy at the bar on Saturday.
I can't really say "boy", can I, if he's 25?
He's a cutie.
I'm going out on Friday, I think.
WITH HIM.
Durr...		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
oh em gee   
04:02pm 03/03/2005
  Okay so.
Here's the deal.

In a nut shell.

Tyce + me = makeout-ville. Population, us.
Tyce + Avery = lots of sex
Avery + Tim = Tyce who?
Tyce + me = making out on my couch.

I don't want Avery's sloppy seconds!

Caite and I get the house to ourselves next NEXT weekend.
Lots of drinking will be going down.
Several boys will be there.
TYCE will be there.
KALE will be there.
BRETT will be there.
YOSHI will be there.
I like 'em all.

What's a girl to do?		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
Would you....um.   
10:19pm 22/01/2005
  I have found the most physically attractive piercing on the face of the earth.


( Hey look, more... )		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
07:16pm 20/12/2004
  Have you ever cried so much you can't breathe?  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
whatshername   
06:22pm 06/12/2004
  It's Patricia.
No, for real.
Go to www.punksandnerds.com
I'd link it but I'm lazy.
HAHA!		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
02:57pm 12/11/2004
  he wrote a song.


*SIGH*		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
RELEASEDATEHOLYSHIT   
06:52pm 09/11/2004
  "DURR HALO 2 IS OUT AND I MUST RUSH TO STORES TO PURCHASE IT LIKE EVERY OTHER GAMING NERD OUT THERE WHO LIVES IN THEIR PARENTS' BASEMENT IN THE DARK WISHING AND HOPING FOR ANY CHANCE OF A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX BECAUSE IF I DON'T I WILL BE DEPRIVED OF THE GREATNESS THAT IS HALO 2 DURR"  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
12:21pm 08/11/2004
  I know I shouldn't've done it, but I started fucking around with Kyle, and I think he thought it meant something more.
I care about the stupid kid, I really do, but I'm not down for that whole relationship thing.
He told Caitlin everything, even after I told him that I never would.
She confronted me at work the other day, and I had to deny everything.
Honestly, can't a girl get any privacy?
I ended up yelling at Kyle over the phone on Thursday.
Now I can't even go to him when I don't want to be at home.
I hate those little whiny people who lord their parents' divorce and expect it to buy them sympathy, but I really don't need this right now.
I don't need people that I can't trust anymore.

This weekend I went up to Edmonton. My cousin took me to a bar for her brother's 21st birthday. It was crowded like you wouldn't even believe.
I met a couple of his friends there and they all seemed really nice. I got to talking with some Mike guy, and he's an absolute sweetheart.
I ended up making out with him in a corner, and Kris jumped in at the end of the night to say "hi" and "get the fuck off my younger cousin" and I thought it was hilarious.
Now I'm worried he won't call.
He better call.
He was so cute.
=(		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
give me a fucking break   
09:29pm 19/10/2004
  So yesterday I went to see Yellowcard in concert. We met up with a boy from Caitlin's school who looks amazingly like Jake Gyllenhall. (sp?)
He's adorable.
And off-limits to me, because, you know, I can't even be remotely attracted to someone Caitlin is attracted to.
Because she hasn't had a crush on five different boys this month, leaving all of them off-limits to me.
GIVE ME A BREAK.
I haven't had a boyfriend in more than a year and it's getting me very very depressed. Caitlin's been whining because she hasn't gotten ass since May.
I know all she wants is ass, because that's all she ever talks about.
And I think that makes me the better person. I'm a virgin. I like boys because they have relationship potential.
NOT because I think I can get laid in a week.
And I don't need her rubbing in me face how (for some reason) boys like her better.
Honestly.
She's got bad skin, she's stuck-up, she's bossy, she's fickle, she's a backstabber, she weighs FAR too much to fit into the clothes she tries to wear, and she's a bitch.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
I mean, there has to be, otherwise I wouldn't be alone like I am.
Right?		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
that someday it would lead me back to you   
10:49pm 17/10/2004
 
mood: bitchy
music: maroon 5
Kyle popped over today and sat on the couch and everything and I was p-o'd.
Kale's a cutie. Was flirting with me friday night.
Avery + Tyce = more sex for Avery?
Bank put hold on my money until THE FUCKING 18TH.
DIEIEIEEIDIEIDE8IDIEIDEIDIEDIEIDEIDIE etc
I owe mum lotsa money for halloween shit.
Bought Caite a costume.
Bought me a costume. It doesn't fit.
Am going as a Scrape. As in Crybaby? If you don't know, you may commence shooting yourself in the face now.
Chris at work won't take a hint. I do NOT want to date him again. NOPE.
Dyed my hair. Will take pictures tomorrow as I am not wearing any makeup and am massively ugly.
Starting to feel like Bridget Jones and her infamous diary, will probably stop typing stuff unless I think of something else to write down for future generations to treasure.
Why must boys be so difficult, they should come pre-assembled in sealed boxes.

Lexy		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
06:15pm 10/10/2004
  Caitlin bit me yesterday and it left a bruise.

I get to go to a drag show tonight.

I have a big zit. =(		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
.[forget not].   
05:30pm 09/10/2004
  Is it bad if I'm sitting here in Alex's sweater and missing him?

He's got a new girlfriend. She's 15. I'm kinda disappointed in him, but I'm not going to bitch about his life choices.

It's kinda like he just up and forgot about me.

I was happy that he was leaving, because no one would go near me.

I was "Alex's". That was my label. And I didn't like it one bit.

But I miss him. I was so comfortable with him and his skeevy little sister.

She's adorable.

Speaking of sisters...

Caitlin's sister is out doing shrooms right now.

She's never even smoked pot. And she's jumping right into shrooms.

I'm disappointed in her too.

And I'm mad.

She's flirting with Tyce because she knows I like him.

She's bitching about the age difference between us. He's 16, I'm 18.

Her last boyfriend was 3 years older than her, so she has no right to say anything about me.

FUCK.

I wish things were easy.		  
     

(:: a rope of sand ::)
 
   
12:13am 06/10/2004
 
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