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If we're claiming things...I'd like to claim dreams, adrien brody and warm nights with the full moon (might become a werewolf though)
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[11 Mar 2005|03:20pm] |
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I never knew that stars made sounds....
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[06 Jan 2004|04:09pm] |
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ALOHA
im new here. im not "kittens puppies and lollipops" i promise. lol. the shattered stars thing is like the story of my life up until a few months ago. my friends and boyfriend that r basicly my family. i see them more then i see my parents and lil sister. so w/e. im a black belt in American Kenpo Karate. i also saw that one of the interests on ur interests thing is "anemia" and im anemic (didnt spell that right...). i dunno w/e. i live basicly for my friends and music. im really into punk rock as u might have pieced together from the username. braids is my nickname b/c i've found really kewl ways to have braids in my hair (hey i was bored one day what can i say).
so ya just wanted to introduce myself and w/e
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[30 Dec 2003|08:50pm] |
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Hey guys, I'm new. I've been cutting for about 3 years now, the stopped cutting, started again and am once again trying to stop. Check out my new SI community  xnothingxsafex
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[22 Dec 2003|01:35am] |
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are you people still alive?
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[20 Dec 2003|02:28pm] |
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i forgot to post my poem.. i wrote it a while ago. .i just remembered i had it and it was the whole reason i came back to this site.. this poem is basicaly how i feel... kinda .. except i dont mutalate myself...
There's a streak on her face where he make-up used to be
A whole is his chest where she used to flee
A cut on her lip where she bit nervously
A slit on her wrist she put purposely
She once again fell asleep in the rain
To hopefull wash away all the pain
A teardrop glistens on her soft blue eye
With nothing to show for a year that's gone by
She looks at her wrist and asked whats wrong
Cuz he had been standing there for so long
Now she has lost him and she goes astray
All by herself, she walks days after day
She thought she mad true when saying all this
"Its sure as hell wasnt worth all this bliss"
She looks in his eyes and starts to realize
It's him she's realy missing when she looks the stars at night
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[20 Dec 2003|02:23pm] |
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Okay, so i haven't realy been doing muCh on this name. but i am now.. yeah.. sorry. no one realy posts in this blurty muCh, its crazy. but i like it.. its like a place blurty users come when they need to write somewhere other than their blurty.. ! aw! oh yeah... well yeah.. just dropping a line.. be back in another 5 months ;D
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Hey! I'm new to this! Well, i have been hurt lots of time. I have learned it's just part of growing up. I have grown stronger throughout each other i got hurt. I'm a pretty strong person, now. i know when to stop myself from getting hurt before i get hurt.
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[08 Nov 2003|07:08pm] |
hihihi i'm new dur. and this is me. like what you see? post something or IM me!
wow that sounded really preppy and lame and like an ao-whore. i'm not an ao-whore. just over tired. yes it 7:06 and i'm tired heh
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[07 Nov 2003|09:33pm] |
so.. i guess im new here
sometimes i wish there was actually a guy i could like at school, maybe i would actually look like i groomed my hair half the time and actually try to loook nice, im sick of how all my other friends are in love
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[10 Oct 2003|01:20am] |
If music is more than just a 'thing' for you, if it's something you take truly personal and serious and it's a part of you. Like an escape, like breath, like everything to you.. then the community I just made is for you. check it out, join, get it started. Only you guys can make it happen. You love music? Talk about it, think about, write out what you're feeling, what you think what you know.. here.
http://www.blurty.com/userinfo.bml?user=thamuzacinside
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[09 Oct 2003|01:23pm] |
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"Bottom of A Bottle" -Smile Empty Soul |
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Your sweet energy enlightens me
Into a state of pure undissolving hate
For society and all it's abstract sobriety
Towards the common man.. what's common again?
Define me to a position of indecision
Because you know I can never make up my mind
Oh sweet thing, you're so beautiful when your sad
Shed a tear for me while you're feeling bad
And excuse me if I'm tardy, from your pity party
But I just thought that you ought
to sit this one out alone, all on your own
Is that so wrong? Did I come on too strong... again?
Babe, you make me feel
So completely unreal
It's like a dream that I'm in
And it keeps replaying again and again
I didn't mean to impose
upon you, I suppose
But what would that have to do
With an I love you?
You're upset, that's not hard to see
I led you on, the fault is on me
But don't worry dear
You've nothing to fear
Come next September
You won't even remember
It'll be just another sad memory
In a lost and distant revelry.
But remember this dear
I never shed a tear
Until the day I came down
And saw your smirking frown
I fell to the ground
Dizzy, unwound
I never felt for you
What you felt for me, too.
Your pain turns me on.. turns me on.. turns me on.
I love you.
lol.. no one's really even keeping to the community's definition. Just thought I'd make that quite obvious observation.
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[08 Oct 2003|10:39pm] |
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[ .ME. ] Natalie. 16. 11th. Michigan. Funny. Wow. Check profile for more. Meow.
Hi. I think I'm going to like it here.
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[02 Oct 2003|10:35pm] |
I hate to be all annoying promotor chick..but i am. Heres a new community for people looking for that perfect song to describe there situation, go join if youd like<3
new community for requesting lyrics request_lyrics come and join :D
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[02 Oct 2003|10:20pm] |
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Senses Fail--My Bloody Romance. |
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hi, i just joined. is this still an active community? no one has posted in over a month....yeahh. okay, i'm done now. i was just curious.
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[27 Aug 2003|04:14pm] |
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i love the name of this community..it's a great metaphor & really symbolic & i sound sappy but that's alright. i need this community because i know my friends get sick of listening to me complain.. about how i'm still obsessed with one guy. every love song i hear makes me cry. no matter what it's about or who it's by. i relate the song to Him in some way & it just gets to me. he shattered me & i haven't been the same since. there's always something keeping me from being completely happy. it's so typical, but it still really sucks. anyway,
some basics:
name: madeline
age: 15 in november, 10th grade
location: thousand oaks, california
& i love fashion & fashion design. i want to be a fashion designer & i know a lot of people want to do that, but i'm doing stuff about it by sending in my drawings to fashion industries & i want to go to NYU & i've been looking for some design contests but i can't find any yet unfortunately :(
anyone who wants to talk feel free to comment or im me: silverrose114
thanks & bye
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[22 Aug 2003|10:19pm] |
I'm not entirely sure how relevant my poem is to well..anything. But I felt like posting it and seeing what people thought. You can be honest too, everyone's entitled to their own opinion and I won't be offended if you think it sucks. :D cheers,
Jenny
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I wear a mask
In my everyday life
It isn't funny or cute
And it isn't something I like
But it is there
Plain as can be
Yet no one sees it
Or notices, that I'm not really me
I smile and laugh
Tell jokes and pretend to have pride
But deep down beneath the surface
I am dying inside
When people have sometimes noticed
And seen my real face
They recoil in disgust
And so I quickly replace
The real me
With a mask
That is perfect and superficial
And fitting to the task
So I continue to wear the mask
For too long a while
Although inside the tears are falling
On my face will be a sunny smile
People laugh, judge and hate so quickly
Not knowing how hurtful they can be
And for the rest of my life, I will hide behind this mask
The real me
And when I'm gone they'll cry and they'll sigh
And say that they're sorry
They simply never realised
Because I always looked so happy
But I'm sure I'm not the only one
Who covers up their soul
There must be others
Whom their real faces, they cannot show.
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[20 Aug 2003|03:02am] |
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just want to say im not a puppie n kittie lova!
i think all of my dreams have been shattered at one point...but rite now im trying to deal with a break up thats eatinme alive...i actuallie dedicated my whole blurtie to the one person who is makin my life a living hell afta makin it a heaven! ive basically become 2 diff ppl one who can deal with it when im out in public and one who cant when im alone! *sigh* life goes on i know this i just cant face this
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[19 Aug 2003|11:28am] |
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My mom made me cry last night. she was saying mean things and she said "you have no regaurd for anything i do for you" .. made me feel bad and stuff because i always try to keep the house clean for her and all she ever does is complain. i mean, what the hell can i do if no one else ever even TRIES to help me. its not the easiest thing to do to keep a house with 5 people living in it clean. she made me cry and stuff. and i havent been having a very good past weeks. everyone's been breaking up and its been driving me crazy cuz i don't like it when everyone is sad. it makes me all sad. but yeah. I talked to my bud jon for the first time in forever yesterday.. but yeah. that's a whole nother story but i gotta go. sorry i havent updated in forever.
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[16 Aug 2003|02:29am] |
hey kids. im new. i'd love to find some new people to talk to. check out my journal..or my other one..dshbrdcnfesinal. if you add me as a friend, i'd be more than happy to add you. well..thats about it. i suppose i'll write a bit about myself.
name: julie/jules
date: july 27 1989
sex: female
interests: music-dashboard confessional, tbs, std, rufio, stp, rhcp, brand new, guk, jew, the used, fata, bush, nirvana, tsl, the ataris, ben folds five, fsf, beastie boys, jimi hendrix, remember maine and much more: eyeliner, local shows, being very emo, my friends..the greatest, and..a lot of other stuff.
IM: starlitnites19
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