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| 08:41pm 11/03/2004 | ||||
my steven is not home..i don't know where he is...that concerns me... |
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| 09:12pm 08/03/2004 | ||||
These pills are tilted happiness Yet nothing ever comes But envious butterlflies Hell sent from above I used to be so innocent However with every foe Now people jsut turn there head and walk away as my soul has been bled Something comes from this pain And know that this lonliness never ends With this blade I'll try to take all away from me But crimson can't help me She crys out to me in rhymes, But I'm deaf to her wisdom Deaf to my self inflicted crimes |
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| 04:45pm 08/03/2004 | ||||
"I love you" me:"I love you too" "do you" me:"I do" "You'll be saying that in a couple of years in front of your friends and family" He was so serious about it, even if he was joking..It still made me go all aw and stuff....damn him for making me care.......The heartless bitch is gone...well half-way anyways |
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So I had a very interesting weekend, I mean to say extremely, well we will start with friday: Went to the show at the cliffhanger after we finished my puppet for regionals, which looked awesome, and picked up some hypnotic that stuff is crazy. Then I dance like crazy with Daina and Cassy, we made are selfs look like huge asses but I was drunk...so there is my excuse...Then Henon got the bright idea to pick steven up and start spinning him, So I ended up getting kicked in the face...But I didn't really feel it, however it did hurt like a bitch afterwords...Then I got my ass smacked with a bandana with by joe and palmer...just beautiful, then we went back to my house, got more smashed then before, and I got sick....O and come to find there is this guy who looks almost exactly like steven...it scares me.... Then saturday I went to reginals, and won third place for experimental puppetry, I was the only freshman I think that placed this year, anyhow I had fun hanging out with Danielle and Megan..Later I want back to my house and steven came back up, I was sick but he drank, and then I ended going up to the house and laying down, he layed with me until I fell asleep, I love em to death, even if I am unsure about it sometimes. Then In the morning when he woke up he came in and layed in bed beside me and put his arm around me and just layed there, not making a sound, but kissing my cheek ever so randomly....gods knows I love my steven....it was awesome..... |
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So I had a very interesting weekend, I mean to say extremely, well we will start with friday: Went to the show at the cliffhanger after we finished my puppet for regionals, which looked awesome, and picked up some hypnotic that stuff is crazy. Then I dance like crazy with Daina and Cassy, we made are selfs look like huge asses but I was drunk...so there is my excuse...Then Henon got the bright idea to pick steven up and start spinning him, So I ended up getting kicked in the face...But I didn't really feel it, however it did hurt like a bitch afterwords...Then I got my ass smacked with a bandana with by joe and palmer...just beautiful, then we went back to my house, got more smashed then before, and I got sick....O and come to find there is this guy who looks almost exactly like steven...it scares me.... Then saturday I went to reginals, and won third place for experimental puppetry, I was the only freshman I think that placed this year, anyhow I had fun hanging out with Danielle and Megan..Later I want back to my house and steven came back up, I was sick but he drank, and then I ended going up to the house and laying down, he layed with me until I fell asleep, I love em to death, even if I am unsure about it sometimes. Then In the morning when he woke up he came in and layed in bed beside me and put his arm around me and just layed there, not making a sound, but kissing my cheek ever so randomly....gods knows I love my steven....it was awesome..... |
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| 11:29pm 04/03/2004 | ||||
Out of your friends, who is the... Loudest?: Jessica. Quietest?: Sarah Shyest?: Sarah Most outgoing?: Sloan. Funniest?: Jonathan Most depressing?: Me. Coolest?: They're all extremely cool. Sexiest?: Steven Kyuutest?: Lindsey Best singer?: Heather Best author/authoress?: Steph Best poem writer?: Steph. One most likely to die before age 25?: probably me. One most likely to be in jail before the age of 25?: o.o Hennon. Most gothic?: mmm.. Kim Most punk?: Henon Prepiest?: Roni Laziest?: Jimmy!!! Hyperest?: Samantha. Krayzaiest?: Me and Steph Most outsane?:um.... Most likely to end up in a mental institution?: heh...me and steph are gonna share a room with our special jackets Most creative?: Calli. One you're closet too?: Steph and Jess. Kindest?: Lindsey. Most caring?: Steph. One you can count on always?: Steph and Steven. The oldest?: Heather The youngest?: Travis The shortest?: Lindsey, Cassi? The tallest?: Henon. The one you love?: Steven. The strongest physically?: Henon The strongest emotionally?: Jessica. The strongest mentally?: ^.^ Jessica The weakest physically?: mmmm....Sami The weakest emotionally?: ..... The weakest mentally?: ....... The one who will let you cry on their shoulder?: All of them The one who needs you to let them cry on your shoulder?: a few of them. Most easy going?: Steven. Most religious?: Rebecca Most beautiful?: Steph Most intelligent?: Jonathan Strangest?: Sloan. Weirdest?: Sarah and Steph Hottest?: Steven The one of the opposite sex you care about the most?: Steven in a loving way, and Dye in a brotherly way The one of the same sex you care about the most?: All of them. I love my girls. The one you've known the longest?: Steph. The one who you're fighting with and wish you could make up with?: None, really. Richest?: Dye Poorest?: ?. Sickest?: ?. Healthiest?: Jessica. Most athletic?: Jessica Most likely to be president?: Brennen...heh Most likely to invent a time machine, go back in time and invent computers?: Johnothan. Most likely to die a virgin?: Danielle |
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| 11:02pm 01/03/2004 | ||||
 Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the army of God. Not always meaning that they are in war, simply that their job is to protect unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly with humans, but they will watch over them all the time. Humans say that when a miracle happens, thank your guradien angel. What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla  Nightmare Before Christmas! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla  You are Schroeder! Which Peanuts Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla  You are the Goddess of Earth. You are very stable and dependable since the Goddesses rest apon you. You are very materialistic. Somtime cold and distant, but that might be because you need to get what needs to be done, done. But yet you are everyone elses strength. You are the most Stable of the Goddesses, since without you the other Goddesses would not exist. Other Earth Goddesses: Ceres, Cerridwyn, Demeter, Gaia, Persephone, Epona, Kore, Mah, Prithivi, Rhea, Rhiannon Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics) brought to you by Quizilla  You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow. Write or go through other creative outlets to express the anguish you may be feeling, and never let anyone tell you that you are just being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if you're a teenager.If not, then they really should be punished for calling you one. They probably are trying to insult your maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself, dark and amazing. Never change. Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla  Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla  Your a magical unicorn! As all unicorns go, magic unicorns are amazing with enchantments and can perform spells and all kind of crafts. Magic Unicorns have horns that if drank from can cure blindness, and give immortality. All magical unicorns are very kind and heart-warming, but can get tempermental if a spell goes wrong. Magical Unicorns live in forests where they can practise all there magic in secret. But, if a human befreinds a magical unicorn, they have a friend for life. What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures) brought to you by Quizilla  Suicide! (and you know it, so... dont u have something to do?) Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!) brought to you by Quizilla  Your a water Dragon! Congrats! Like ice dragons, you are extremly powerful, but show it more often. You are a leader, and like to speak your opinion. AND, you are charming, swift, and great at dancing, ou enjoy getting stuck in the rain, playing with friends, and swimming anywhere! Wat-ER you wating for? What elemental dragon are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all the rest. You are a special breed of angel, prone to suffer in the world that you are in now. No matter how much you try to believe that your not special, you are. There is alot that you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to cheer people up no matter what the mood, and hold in your emotions. You should be proud, Khaos angels are very rare to find in this world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely different type. Hence the name "Khaos" and not Chaos. quite strange huh?) What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics ) brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 10:04pm 01/03/2004 | ||||
Its weird....He doesn't have to speak..just being in his company is enough to bring me content...I only get to see him on the weekends, but thats better than never......I used to get to see him everyday.......I don't know its strange...I'm happiest when I'm with him...confused when I'm away...I just don't know anymore...and Know I have this big fear of him leaving me...whenever I think about it...my heart stalls...or atleast it feels like I can't breathe....I know I shouldn't be this serious...But I can't help what I feel....But I'm just afraid he'll leave..... |
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| 03:28pm 28/02/2004 | ||||
 Lightning ?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla  Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from the world. Something has really hurted you, which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you feel save and that is why you stay there.
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| 10:43pm 23/02/2004 | ||||
okeh anyways.... I probably woulda killed her if I wasn't on a valume........O well........ |
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sick| Long time...no speak.... | ||||
| 10:43pm 23/02/2004 | ||||
okeh anyways.... I probably woulda killed her if I wasn't on a valume........O well........ |
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| 01:33am 15/02/2004 | ||||
Happy Valentines Day |
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touched| *I shall call you squishy and you shall be mine and you shall be my Squishy* | ||||
| 09:28pm 11/02/2004 | ||||
 Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most. PLEASE RATE |
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| 07:39pm 09/02/2004 | ||||
Did I mention I lie alot? Anyhow I spent the weekend with steven, I love being with him, looking forward to valentines day...I'm sure that'll be a hootananie....heh heh I said hootananie |
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confused| Greatest thing you'll ever learn... | ||||
| 10:56pm 27/01/2004 | ||||
I love the movie moulin rouge...its da bestest.... And has memories for me..... Every moment with your grasp I wish it wouldn't become the past Man slap me... I Had a horrible day....But....Steven.....makes meh happeh :) |
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 Your Seduction Stye: "Au Natural"You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva  You Are a Sensual Kiss!Wet, soft, sweet, rough… For you, kissing is all about how it feels Whether you're kissing a longtime sweetie or a stranger It's all about the sensual experience, nothing else! What Type of Kiss Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva  You are Leather Love Cuffs!You're one for handcuffs, as long as you're the one with the key When it comes to power exchange, you are straight up dominant You weild the power all on your own- and your cuffs only re-enforce that. You're so in control that you could cuff and gag the toughest street cop. What Kind of Handcuffs Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva  Your Bedroom Personality Is Subtle!You get what you want... somtimes. What this means: You're all for getting what you want in bed. But you rather suggest than tell. You're all sexual undertones - not overtones. What your lovers love about you: You tend to work your lover into a frenzy with teasing and flirting. You are sweet and complementary, never too demanding. Sex with you is a low pressure affair. What your lovers can't stand about you: You seem sexually moody at times... And damn hard to please at others. And you'll hardly ever open up about sex. What's *Your* Bedroom Personality? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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