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[22 May 2005|02:27am] |
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not much really been goin on...i took at second job at curves...the fat lady place lol! just to get my workout on for free...so im working a lot! its crazy sometimes im workin like 24 hrs straight between the hospital and that place! so yea im dead...been hanging out with kel before she leaves me...im goin to be so sad b/c shes my wal mart friend and my friend that doesnt mind driving around just for the hell of it! the one i can tell bad things to and doesnt look down on me...this girl knows EVERYTHING possible about me! i love her to death n wish there was a way i could keep her here! but shes goin to do better things and gettin the hell up outta here! damn wish i could but im not bout ready to sign up for the NAVY lol! love ya kel but cant be ur travel buddy!
tonight i was suppose to work...they called 5 mins before i was bout to leave damn bitches! if i knew i would of had off i could have went to the preakness! but its prolly better i didnt just b/c of last year i was fuckin burnt like a potato lol! i had second degree burns n the only ppl that would hang out with me were cross n sam! lol but i had to wear a hat! those were the good ol days tho! i was worry free n didnt have to worry bout stupid boys or sluts or ne thing! kinda really am missin the stress free...the only thing i had to worry bout was school!
ne ways tonight i went to jas' house saw britt linds bri jackie katie o n the boys...thats the first night i met katie...
we chilled there n linds got wasted but shes so cute! then we all pilled in the car n went to dennys n ate...when we were walkin out all these freaks in black n shit were there n they were very very scary! katie o yelled freak show at them n then they started callin her a bitch n shit so we were out! omg! now im home n bout to go watch some tv with my baby n coop....
*shannon
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[04 Apr 2005|11:09am] |
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well...the land lady found out bout lil cooper...:( So were goin to have to start payin more for this stupid place, yesterday we drove around lookin at townhomes b/c what we pay here is way over priced...! but ne ways
lol jeremy n i really are getn motorcycles...as of rite now! im scared! kellys not helping me out either....she keeps tellin me what if u wreck! The boys are excited tho! they keep sayin "girls on bikes...thats hott" lol! ne ways we go to the bank once jer gets off work! Just to see how much this shit is goin to be...
I need something to do...my classes dont start til june n im off work way too much now and have not a damn thing to do! i babysit more than i really work...and that shit is old! Sometimes the money is great, other times it sucks!
*WeEKeNd*
hmm...friday chilled n drank at home...kelly ash n jena came over! saturday...We were suppose to meet nate n keith n them at this pizza place but i took too long getn ready so we didnt end up going...kelly n matt came to pick me up...we boozed n cruised...picked mike up n went to the pool hall to get marcus! drove around some more lol...went to meet up with ash n jena while they did some shit! by then i was annoyed with nothing to do...so i had them drop me off! not a good weekend...theres never ne thing to do! Everyone wanted to come back here but jeremy was sleeping so he would have gotn bitchy lol!
Today is linds 20th bday!~ i love that girl! :sorry bout yesterday linds i didnt recognize the number lol:
Tomorrow is britts! Havent gotn to talk to u lately but i love you and ill have things for both of u ladies when u come home!
*shannon
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[25 Mar 2005|11:39pm] |
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ok ok ok...bad night last night lol rite! found out some shit that i was really pissed off about...still dont know what im goin to do bout it b/c i mean im hearin so many dif stories its crazy! but i do kno one thing...i really hate that fat ass linebacker bitch! shes gross...boys use her for sex...i can name a few! i hope that she knows nobody will ever ever care for her n bein easy is eventually goin to get old considering that theyre diseases out there n fuckin girl gots to be loose lol! ew...i just cant see how ne one would even want to stoop down so low to be with her...
ne ways went to ship w mike n marcus...got there got drunk off jamison whiskey and i stole a sip of jordans bacardi...remember falling asleep n then i woke up all alone...my car n phone was gone lol! i smelt horrible from puking lol but it was fun! i finally got home quarter til 6 just in time to start some more drama for the day! haha but ne ways that shits whack n really i dont regret one thing i said to her or about her last night...that bitch can say something haha she must be scared b/c she fuckin blocked me everyway possible! must suck to know ur that much of a whore, maybe i should feel bad for her! she must have low selfesteem issues...or maybe its something with her parents...lol aw they didnt love her like they should of as a kid n this is why shes a whore...shes looking for love from boys n doesnt know how to get it besides opening her legs...oh im sorry did i just say that? lol! ne ways thats how i feel rite now! die slowly bitch!
*shannon
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[05 Mar 2005|03:09am] |
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haha yea thats how i feel rite bout now! (lol cant they just die or something? lol) just dropped by babe ash off! she came over to pick some clothes out for the wedding! yea she made fun of my shoes! we just dont really have the same taste ne more but thats ok i love ya girl!
been a long ass time since i wrote in this...lotta shits happened really dont wanna dwell on it tho! :(
bri called me tonight and it really made me happy to talk to her...makes me sad b/c all of us have phones and we never call eachother...really are we that terribly busy that we cant just dial a number to say hi to our friends that we use to see and talk to everyday...! I miss bein close to everyone and not even knowing whats going on in ppls lives ne more! use to be bestfriends with mel never ever talk to her ne more! me n linds...would go driving everyday just to get outta class i miss that! hardly see her even when shes home! bri n britt i talk to them prolly the most n thats gotten distant too! makes me really miss my girls! kels home we hang out a lot but not nearly as much as we use to! :( n my boys mike n marcus they are taken now n that pisses me off! it was my house that they stayed at every weekend if not even through the week! Going to ryans on sundays lol family day...awwww but now i dont see ne of these ppl hardly and it really makes me think here in like a year am i even goin to be friends with them u kno? like i know we will see eachother somehow but i mean melissa was my bestfriend n i dont talk to her ne more...is that how its goin to be with the others u kno? when we went to dinner n bowling tho i felt like even tho i didnt talk to her for so long that we got to the point where we were in highschool makin the sarcastic jokes like we did...knew our inside jokes still n everything! i guess after highschool everyone really does split up n even tho we all said we werent it happened its happening right now! lol the crazy thing is that bris away message has really made me think of all this shit lol! damn u bri! lol i love ya girl! n then meg megamix lol! omg we were bestfriends too then senior week broke us apart lol and of all things i think it was over scopes lol! i dont really remember but i knew we went off on eachother there lol! so meg if u ever would happen to read this which im sure u wont lol im really sorry for whatever happen! it was stupid...she was a good friend to me n we spent a lot of time together! so much stupid stuff comes between everyone then u look back at how much time has gone by n the stupid shit doesnt even make sense! (or matter)
oh god...highschool the best years of ur life...hated it then but missin it now! not so much that id wanna do it again lol but i miss the friendships! always havin ur girls there for ur lil drama fits and knowing everyones business n talkin shit on EVERYONE LOL...yea thats highschool! dont miss that backstabbin shit! but ne ways im all depressed now n im goin to bed!
*shannon
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[26 Jan 2005|02:37pm] |
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lol, yea my bday sucked! its ok tho! thanks so much to britt n bri! i absolutely loved my gifts! even tho i told you guys you didnt have to get me ne thing! mon nite went to see britt up at ship with the boys! stayed there for a bit n played phase 10...then headed back to hagerstown to see bri! lol we ended up talkin for like an hour in the cold car! Then i came back home to sleep n wait for my mom to call me at 12:05...thats the time i was born and every year she always calls me right on the dot. (its just a lil thing we do) and this year she forgot about me...so then i was sad...
Jeremy stayed home with me on monday and we went to see meet the fockers. Then stopped by his parents b/c susie did our laundry, but all my shirts are ruined! jeremy left a pen in his pocket! all my new clothes are ruined...so i was pissed bout that!
Tuesday i got up and got ready went with mommaw to her doctor apt. mom and tanya met me there! then i left to pick up kelly and we all went to lunch at red lobster for my bday! omg! we ate so much but it was so good! and they sang to me...hehe and i got ice cream! I got money from the parents and grandparents...my mom also gave me this huge makeup kit from teh beauty bar! i love it! and some other really cute stuff!
Jeremy gave me a boyds bear that is dressed up in the same scrubs that i wear at work! so that was so cute! i was really happy bout that! then since he ruined my clothes n i guess i made him feel bad bout it lol he got me a gift card for aero! haha wish i woulda known that tho b/c i just bought like $100 worth from there yesterday when me n kel were out!
Dad let me borrow his car last night, didnt end up doing ne thing tho so i just dropped it back off! but its such a nice car n i miss my butt warmers!
Stopped by to see my girl ash! make sure u call me thurs after class or whatever we decided on!
lol linds i love ya girl! She calls me last night around like 12 something n says happy birthday! lol i said thanks but its not my bday ne more! haha and she goes well then whos is it?! i said that would be mikem! but nice try ne ways linds! still love ya! ill let ya know when ur card comes in the mail lol!
love ya guys! thanks for everything
PeAcE oUt
*Shannon
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[14 Jan 2005|07:10am] |
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ok its 7am...jeremy got up for work so i decided to walk him out n take herbie out to shit! We get to jeremys car and its raining and since yesterday was so nice out he had his sunroof open! oopps! so his car was soaking wet! Well he left and i brought herbie back inside and i was cleaning out the bathroom and i smelt shit! i was really pissed! fuckin herbie took luci's poop outta the liter box and drug it on the white carpet in the fucked up room! so its all caked in and thats jeremys carpet too! lol so i tried to clean it but no way was that shit coming out! so i have to go to wal mart and buy him another one so he wont know! b/c he really doesnt like herbie anyways and herbies on thin water with jeremy! But if only jeremy knew there is no way that herbie will ever go ne where else! now i guess i know how melanie feels! lol b/c we all hated boomer lol and wanted her to get rid of him and she woudlnt! so....
ne ways cromer calls last night and tells jer that we should go bowling with him keith carlos and their dates! lol how did they all get dates? so i guess since they are excited about that we have to go! i really dont wanna go at all...these girls arent my friends! and basically i know it will be that im just goin to have to watch all the guys get drunk and then i have to take the biggiest one home with me! so...yea that sounds so fun!
yesterday i was happy! ashley came to surprize me...She brought me my christmas gifts! we got eachother the best friend necklace and the matching boyds bears but mine are bigger! haha! and then she got me this really cute frame that has a little saying on it for sisters! ive never had a xmas gift from a friend that really meant something! so it was really sweet! thanks girl! She was teh only friend that i exchanged gifts with this year! b/c we all decided we were just goin to do birthdays b/c theres so many people to buy for at xmas time and i really went all out with the fam this year which was nice to do! speaking of...my birthday is soon! hehe! ok well im goin to wal mart by myself b/c i know if i call ashley to go shell either not answer or tell me no! lol this time last year on her day off from school b/c of snow i made her go to wal mart with me at 6am! lol thats a true friend!
This weekend everyone is goin to see susan! i was goin to go but my stupid work wont let me off! they started this thing where we have to start picking up weekends! and i work sat! i thought it was fri but i was wrong! so i love ya susan if you read this but i will def make it down sometime lol i promise! britt you never called me last night! i sat home and watched the oc while you were at work! im sure you got to watch it on tivo tho! is that what its called/ lol ne wayz love yall!
peace out!
*shannon
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just got off work...im so tired. ive been takin vivarins to help me stay awake and i think ive just made myself go on a caf. high! Im so tired that i cant even sleep! Anyways im stressed with this damn florida trip b/c work fucked up my schedule like always and i need to know if i should get these plane tickets or not...just tickin me off! all last night i looked up classes online for realestate, im really interested in that! and its not like i couldnt change my mind and go for nursing later! but it just seems like all the nurses on my floor are completely unhappy and theyre all divorced and shit! its crazy! but this lady i work with her husband owns a company and she said if i get my license for it she will get me in with him! and linds said that maybe her mommy could help me out! i would love it! the classes are either 6 or 12 weeks...but i was told that i will come out knowing nothing about selling houses! just how to handle the paper work! YAY! thats what i wanna hear! Ne ways my bday is coming up and nobody is talkin bout it, they must not know that i think the month of january should be celebrated for me! haha im such a brat its not even funny! i just want all my friends to be together and we can have a party on britts farm! lol! Even though i dont think were allowed back there! try tho britt! (if you even read this ne more) im gettin to be a old woman its kinda scary! i only have like 2 years til i have to get married and find a husband lol! its funny how me and britt say were getting married in 2 years but we dont have ne clue to who yet! But id be fine with just being engaged! b/c i mean the divorce rate is up to like 70% which is crazy! and let me tell you one thing...im am not ever ever getting divorced! lol but if i do...maryland gives you 50% no matter what lol! OKAY thats psycho that i know all this shit...but thats what EVERYONE at my work is going through right now or already has! So i learn this shit just from hearing them talk! but im goin to bed b/c my mind is just everywhere right now and i can feel my heart beating really fast so i need to just lay down...these pills are really getting to me! man i should have taken these during school! i prolly woulda gotten a lot of shit done!
ok peace out!
*shannon
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WHAT A HORRIBLE WEEK...ok lets see...monday night i hit a rock or god knows what and i bust my oil pan...had to get my car towed to sharrett...costing $450...ew! got my car back on weds, on thurs night lol some nasty dude sliced my tires at the damn skating rink! lol yea we went to turners skating rink just a couple people and we drank and skated lol! the rink was closed but this guy we knew let us in...well this one dude pulled my hair n took my favorite hair tie lol! so i was pissed bout that...then when i left i drove on 2 flat tires lol didnt even know it til i dropped kel off at bris...had to get my car towed again...on friday i had to take herbie to the vet at like 6pm...our vet was closed had to drive to frederick animal hosp. his eye was bleeding...so gross they said he may have glacoma...my poor puppy isnt even a year old yet! makes me so sad...so hes on so meds now...and that cost a lot of money! also i have to take him to the real vet tomorrow morning!
errr!!! what a shitty week! tonight jeremy and i were suppose to go to his xmas party lol in january! but he was drunk and we didnt make it...so kel and i went to see white noise! then we drove around and were stalkers lol and we just were both so paranoid from the movie maybe that we both just went home! so now im bored off my ass have been home forever but cant sleep...im tryin to type soft b/c jers sleeping right behind me! but u know what im bout to be loud b/c hes farting and its really making me want to puke! its fuckin gross! makes me wonder what he eats! like ive smelt nasty farts but he has made me puke before! and i clean up placentas at work lol! so u tell me...anyways im goin to spray his ass and im goin to bed!
peace out!
*shannon
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well...finally we have a computer at the APT!!!
Tonight i went to hang out with the girlies! Met kel bri n britt at target just to drive out to wal*mart...Saw ash mike marcus n jenna! We were at the wal mart fOrEvEr!!!! we got awhole bunch of shit that i def. didnt need...but i got my lindsay lohan cd lol i love her!! #6 is awesome...ok enough being gay!
About Christmas...
Worked on the eve...got off at 7am opened presents with jeremy! got a bunch of really cute stuff! Then went to sleep for bout an hour...mom and the girls came over! mom got me a lot of stuff! they left then i went back to sleep again...so its like bout 12 by now and my cell keeps ringing...its the hospital number so i figure that they want me to work...hell no! so i didnt answer! Then after bout 20 times i did. Bad news was that it was my dad and he told me that i had to come to the er...ok when somebody says that its never good news! So i knew in my heart what it was and it was my grandfather! when i got there mostly everyone had already left! My gpa had a massive heart attack on christmas...it was horrible...the worst possible day for this to happen b/c for now on ill think of christmas as being the day that my pap died...So just to say i didnt have a good xmas...jeremy was there for me the whole day and i really appreciated that! We pretty much stayed at my gmas then the whole night...around 9 we went to jeremys parents and opened up our gifts there....they got us this nice computer and his mom got me some really cool cute lil longenberger baskets and ae gift card! too nice of them...then we went to mommaws....opened gifts! i just couldnt enjoy ne thing really b/c i couldnt stop thinkin of pap pap. but my eyes and face were so puffy and red from cryin the whole day...so i just went home and passed out!
I really regret a lot of things with my pap pap b/c i wasnt there enough and i just wish i could go back and atleast say goodbye to him or something...thats my biggest thing is that i didnt get to say goodbye or wasnt even expecting that to happen...i talked to him like 3 days before he passed and if i had known this was going to happen i would have told him a lot of things. im just depressed about it so bad and i dont know what to do b/c this is the first close family member that i have lost and he was the one that i was least close with...that makes me sad to think i could have been there so much more but i wasnt...So now im like really worried about things happening to people and its driving me nuts, like i feel like i have to tell everyone when they leave to be careful...and if i wouldnt that something bad would happen...how crazy is that! maybe im just nuts...:(
well im depressing myself so im goin to bed and goin to get up early and maybe work out lol yea rite!
*Shannon
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[04 Dec 2004|06:29pm] |
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Yea...so last night i chilled with jeremy basically the whole night, then he was really gettin on my nerves b/c he was being whiney! ew im the one thats suppose to do that! so i left and went to kattys house! Had to see my marcus! love him to death! and it was his 21st!!!! Got to see ash, havent seen her ina week! We had some heart to hearts b/c of him...and the funniest thing in the world...on the way home lauren going down dual highway on a oneway street (going the wrong way) and just her luck there was a freakin cop chillen there! lol! So we circled around and parked to see what they were goin to do with her! THey ended up lettin her go b/c she said she didnt live around here! lol she was so drunk too! and then ashley was bein an dumbass and wanted to get arrested with her! lol ok ash i can see you were tryin to be a good friend lol but you would have gotten her introuble considering that they let her go! lol love you babe!
*Today didnt do shit! lol i woke up at 3:30pm and called ash b/c i was goin to go with her to get marcus' outfit but i looked at the clock and it really said 4:40. So i think jeremy fucked with the clock to mess me up! Oh yea im kinda mad at him! Um...he went n hung out with keith and them which is completely fine but he said ill be home before 5...lol so 10 after five he calls...im hanging out with keith and them...ok! lol fuck that! i got ready so that by the time he got home we could go shopping! but no...so really im good! sometimes i think he just does that shit to still act cool for the guys! and i know he might read this and i really dont care right now! haha! i slept on the couch for the 2 past nights just b/c...i think i dont like him sometimes! but thats normal! And he told me this weekend that he wouldnt drink and i know for sure that hes drinking right now! oh and that reminds me...i had to wait a fuckin hour for him to come out of his damn alcohol classes...ewww! so what does he do for me? gives me attitude and ditches me! cool!!!!
peace out im pissed now!
*shannon
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[26 Nov 2004|10:58am] |
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ok, lol me and ashley have been up since like 5am! I was so tired...we went to mcdonalds and then headed to the mall! it was packed like at 5 at night not the morning! But we were ready for the crazy people! Sears had this huge line outside and the freakin toy store had a line the whole way down to aero! aw boo...but i went to aero n did some more shopping! tried to go to sears to get this digital camera, but yea its not for how much they said! so i didnt get it! Ash got in a fight lol! with the door that is! but ne ways just stopped by mommaws to drop off all jeremys christmas stuff! so im tired and bout to go home!
*shannon
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[19 Nov 2004|07:54am] |
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if thats even how u spell that...! i miss bein online and talkin to my friends...ive lost contact with EVERYONE! makes me sad! i got my hair cut on weds! i love it, im not blonde ne more! she put dark low lights in with some blonde! hehe and i have that bang thing...u kno the piece that goes to the side, but it only comes to the bottom of my cheeks so its always out lol! but ive been reading peoples journals and cant even read some...makes me so angry it just really ticks me off! i wanna know whats going on too!
and im sad that britt didnt see me when she was home! i stayed home from the club so that i could hang out with her on sat. but she didnt answer! :( so me n ash chilled with the boys at my house and then we went lazer bowling lol! i played one ball and got mad b/c this girl i dont like played my turn and i just got braty and didnt wanna play lol! im so immature sometimes...but its ok! ive been up since like 4am...so i decided i would come to mommaws and do some laundry! ive been here for an hour and havent moved from the damn computer!
Havent really been up to much lately! thats kinda scary to say but i was so use to ALWAYS bein out! but i feel better now and im not so worn out all the time! Im so fat now! lol ive gained like 500 lbs and it wont stop! i dont even eat that much! so ive been drinkin water n shit, but im just way to lazy to work out n more! my workout is takin herbie out to shit! lol b/c i have to pick it up u kno! lol eww! but just wanted to tell everyone i miss them...u kno who you are! im sure i wont be back on here for awhile til i can get a new computer! jeremy and i want to buy one but cant agree if we want laptop or reg comp! so we dont have one STILL! lol
I think i needed to talk to the computer for a little! the only person i ever see is jeremy ne more...lol is that bad? i was readin britt nighs journal and ppl are so mean! that would piss me off the most peoples talkin about my family! me n britt may not be friends but come one people! thats goin way too far with it! so just stop the shit ppl! lol haha! now im goin to get mean messages! aw boo!
*shannon
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[24 Sep 2004|07:42am] |
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alright alright! has been awhile...b/c blurty sucks and wouldnt let me even open the site! Aw bOo! ne ways not really doin much lately! work was horrible on weds nite! so i really sleep all day n evening on thurs! was suppose to go to dinner with dad n wendy! lol they have no idea who jeremy even is...so its gonna be something when i tell them that were moving in together! haha! cant wait! But since i did end up sleeping all day i never did go eat with them. So i woke up nobody is home and its dark out! so i was confused if it was early morning or just that late! Jeremy called and said he was comin over...he came to see me! havent seen him since monday i think! i dunno...cant remember! whenever i met him after work and we went to el ranchero! mommaw n pappy brought me home some food! it was good! chicken tenders, fries and a salad lol! my favorite! So jeremy stayed awhile...we watched family guy and futurama! lol ash makes fun of me b/c now i watch those shows! they are so funny tho! i luv it! He was tired and believe it or not i was too...so he left and i watched full house and went to sleep! I got a phone call and was automatically wide awake! it was ashley! and it was also 2 am lol! but since then ive been up b/c i just cant sleep n e more! She was suppose to call me back after she texted mike to let me kno what happen! but she didnt! thanks babe!
---well tomorrow nice and early watch out girls b/c im comin too see you! yay!!! i cant wait to see my girls i miss em so much! Salisbury for the weekend! it will be nice to get away for awhile and esp see britts apartment and bri n kellys new dorms! hehe so excited and i get to eat lil mini burgers at hardees at 4 am! YaY! and linds is goin to be there! havent seen that girl since i dont even kno! im already packed too ladies just incase we leave late late tonight! and i kno that there will be no fighting with the boys! b/c were just all comin to have fun! right right? lol! but really i cant wait to see you guys and make sure that someone lets me stay with them! :( hehe! well i gotta go get ready b/c i have to find this damn social security office and make em give me a new soc. card b/c mine is laminated and not valid lol! Then around 2:30 i gotta go get the kids off the bus! sounds fun huh? yea....
<3 shannon*
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alright...well yesterday i went and babysat for my kids...they were kinda braty! wasnt very happy! the lil girl ate everything in the world when she came home from school! the boy is bosy! didnt like that! lol ok i had to take them to their practice...it was guitar and piano! lol hell if i would put my kids in there! ne ways ran out to the mall to keyboard world or whatever! then me n lilly walked around the mall and she wanted to go to claires...i had to buy her lip gloss! err! then mcdonalds...im spending more money with them than im making! so whatever! ne ways after i left there around like 6:30 i met mommaw and pappy at outback! my favorite! it was pappys bday so we took him there! AFter that i was going to meet up with jeremy but i was tired and didnt feel so great! so i went home to sleep! then ash called and she stopped by! chilled with her for a bit! i miss that girl! we headed out to the wal mart! lol she got hair color! so im excited to see her with a new color! even though her shit always turns back to blonde! haha!
This morning jeremy called and woke me up all early! So i got up and now im doing laundry and i need to get ready b/c i have class from 1-6 at the hospital! only good thing about it is that i get paid! haha!
tonight--hopefully hanging out with jeremy! miss him a lil <3 hehe!
YEa only 9 days til i move in!!!!!!!!
What are you wearing?:
-orange aero shorts
-orange cami
What time is it?:
-10:11
How's the hair?:
gross
Any makeup?:
-left overs...
Jewlery?:
-diamond earings
-diamond ring
What's the last thing you ate or drank?:
-lemonade
Last thing you bought?:
-mcdonalds yesterday!
What have you done/are you doing today?:
-laundry
-shower
-class
-jeremy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
What are you listening to?
-mtv--one bad trip! love it!
If you could be anywhere with anyone, where would it be and with who?:
-dont care~
What are you thinking of?:
-omg! this is the funniest show EVER
-Me n ash are really watchin tv together! online!
-dont wanna sit in this boring ass class today!
-bored...hate being here all alone all day!
<3 shannon*
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[20 Sep 2004|06:37am] |
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Alright a lil pissed this morning b/c people keep complaining to me they dont like how lil the columns are lol! haha i dont care its my journal! i like it! ne ways sunday---me n jer slept most of the day! he was suppose to get up early b/c the football games started at 1 but we didnt wake up til 4 or something! HE bugged the fuck outta me so that i would wake up! sorry babe that u missed half ur football day n u lost all ur money! haha! j/p! but i came home and mommaw and pappy had company! figures...everytime i look like shit and im in sweats they always have someone here! i hate it! So had to conversate with these ppl for a bit then i got some cereal and headed down stairs to watch how high~ eventually fell asleep during it and didnt wake up til like 9pm lol so i talked to jer for a lil and then me n mommaw watched nip tuck! swear i love that show! this one was a lil gross tho but i liked it!
Well then i went to bed and lol im up b/c i basically slept the whole fuckin day! so...im up doin laundry and watching mtv video wake up! gotta get my oil changed today b/c im 3,000 miles over so thats not good! then i gotta get the kids off the bus then im off to football practice and piano lessons with them! lol haha fuck a soccer mom ima football bsitter! haha! ok yea its early and im just being stupid! Im sad...im all alone today again! i hate it! i feel like ive never spent so much time alone! Im bout to call jeremy! hehe but he sounded mad that i called him that one day before work...so ew!
What are you wearing?:
-white cami
-grey a&f shorts
What time is it?
-6:53
How's the hair?:
-messy
Any makeup?:
-nope!
Jewlery?:
-diamond earings
-diamond ring
What's the last thing you ate or drank?:
-lemonade
-swedish fish
Last thing you bought?:
-gas
What have you done/are you doing today?:
-laundry
-shower
-oil change
-babysit
-n its wahtever!
What are you listening to?
-britneys new video! i like it
If you could be anywhere with anyone, where would it be and with who?:
-with jer where ever!
What are you thinking of?:
-Britneys video is hott lol!
-im bored as FuCk
-this weekend...am i goin to salisbury or what???
-its pappys bday and i just found out! so i gotta get him something today!
<3 shannon*
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[18 Sep 2004|08:18am] |
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last night was fun! chilled at sams! even though i only saw sam n cross like twice! We all were mostly out in the rain the whole night! it was fun! Cross did do the widow maker shot or something like that! it was 6 dif shots in a row and one was the absnth...the green fairy shit off euro trip! yea i wanted to puke just seeing him! well stacy davis was there...let me just tell you! im so jealous of her! Ryan and her are engaged and her fuckin ring was $4500 and its 1 1/2 kt. Yea shes bling bling n it! lol! its so pretty!
ne ways...
we ended up rollin up to noland b/c nate was suppose to fight or something! so jeremy was goin crazy well til i stopped him lol! nobody was after nate! nate was on his stupid shit and thinkin everyone was out for him! he had a beer bottle and i tried to take it away from him and he was yellin just leave me have it shannon just leave me have it! then said if i didnt get away from him hed hit me! so whatever nate! but im glad nothing happen b/c i dont wanna see nate fight or see jeremy get into it especially! So after all that shit we all were drenched and grumpy and ready to go home! so dropped ash off and then me n jeremy came back to mommaws! hes snoring really loud right now! thats why im up! lol! hes my baby he can snore all he wants! He was sayin all this sweet shit last night! it made me happy! and we didnt fight when he was drinkin! i did yell at him b/c he finished my shit off! but i didnt need it ne ways! I went to my car this morning and it looks so bad! my car is really sideways in the driveway! oOpPs haha what will pappy think?
Last night the tornados were kinda really scary! on 81 there were cars flipped over n shit! and this morning i saw on the news that there were 50 tornados total that hit the ground! in inwood which is like 10 mins from here there were homes that were completely destroyed! so that really scares me...i left pappy here all by himself last night! so im so happy that nothing happened here! theres just tree branches everywhere!
well im goin back to sleep! im tired!
<3 shannon*
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[17 Sep 2004|08:28am] |
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got my new journal! hehe makes me happy! its so early i hate it! why am i awake rite now?? but ne ways bri babe i didnt get your comment you sent to me...!! but lol that was funny what you had said! im glad i got to talk to you last night! i miss ya girl! But i def wanna come down whenever linds does!
What are you wearing?:
-baby t
-duckie pj's
What time is it?:
-8:32 am
How's the hair?:
-gross
Any makeup?:
-nah
Jewlery?:
-diamond ring
-diamond earings
What's the last thing you ate or drank?:
-apple juice
Last thing you bought?:
-gas
What have you done/are you doing today?:
-woke up too early
-watching the freshness lol "fresh prince of bel air" week!!!
-shower
-meeting jeremy after work
What are you listening to?
-ol willy
If you could be anywhere with anyone, where would it be and with who?:
-in my apartment!!!! cant wait 13 days!
What are u thinking about?
-why i cant sleep in
-ew i gotta do laundry! :(
-i needa shower
-my shoulder hurts
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[16 Sep 2004|08:52am] |
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What are you wearing?:
-red abercrombie capri sweats :)-got em in cali!
-grey ae cami
What time is it?
8:55
How's the hair?:
-curly n twisted
Any makeup?:
-not yet!
Jewlery?:
-blue/green barbell in ear
-diamond ring
-livestrong band
What's the last thing you ate or drank?:
-mt. dew
-swedish fish
Last thing you bought?:
-groceries last night at wal mart
What have you done/are you doing today?:
-shower
-meetin mom
-takin marcus to work
-goin to my babysitten job
-meetin up with jer!!!
What are you listening to?
-Jerry springer!
If you could be anywhere with anyone, where would it be and with who?:
-in my apt. with my jer!
What are you thinking of?:
-I miss hanging out with jer all day...dont really see him b/c hes workin again! :( makes me sad!
-wondering what the hell im goin to do today until i take marcus to work
-im hungry but dont wanna eat ne thing
-confused bout what to do this weekend...should i go or wait til linds can???
well guys im goin to try and find something to do...yea i have no life! So call me b/c im mad bored! and its only 9am!!
<3 shannon*
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Tonight I didnt really do ne thing...til i was online talkin to ash n marcus! so we all decided just to chill! we drove around from mcdonalds to mcdonalds b/c ash was wantin it! finally went to the maugansville one and damnit we didnt order at the right place and just decided her ass can eat at sheetz! lol! So then we drove past where jer and i are about to move! they liked it so it made me happy:) then we went to the wal mart and got groceries for mommaw! and i bought marcus slim jims! spicy lol! and ash a lil pizza! Then i dropped them off and got home and was carryin the groceries in and my damn phone is going off! Its BARISH lol he screaming to me "its my 21st birthday bitch" too funny so they said to go to sams to chill...so i did! by the time i got there sam, barish and zach were layed out on the porch! cross sitting in the chair! There was some crazy stuff going on so i just stayed for a bit and then left! just got home its 4:20....hmmm! j/p! so im bored and ima do this survey! ok?
SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: Shannon
+` gender: Female
+` height: about 5'4"
+` hair color: blondish brown...
+` eye color: Blue/green
+` location: good ol falling waters lol
+` fears: death
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: lol yea by accident!
+` cheated on someone: um well last year at senior week i kinda did...
+` fallen off the bed: too many times
+` fallen for a relative: just b/c i live in wv doesnt mean im from there
+` had plastic surgery: yea cant u tell? lol
+` failed a grade: never that
+` broken someones heart: maybe...
+` had your heart broken: :( seems to happen too often...not this time tho!
+` done something you regret: never regret ne thing i do
+` cheated on a test: who hasnt?
+` broken a body part: my elbow when i was lil
SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: blue n white striped tommy shirt, a&f khakis
+` listening to: mtv2
+` chewing: i put my retainer in for the first time in bout a year!
+` feeling: sleepy
+` located: basement
+` chatting with: nobody...
+` watching: the screen!
+` should really be: sleeping
SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: well id hope so
+` like anybody: you could say that! :) my baby!
+` have any piercings: um yea...ears,belly,tongue and that one other
+` drive: yes a golf
+` believe in Santa: no way man
+` ever get off the PC: not really on that much
SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: barish,cross
+` gave props to: ???
+` IMed: ashley
+` talked to on the phone: barish
+` yelled at: um? momma
+` fell in love with: it wasnt L/o/V/e
+` tripped: no idea
SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up? some kinda nursing
+` what was the worst day of your life? everything seems like the worst when it happens
+` most embarrassing story: o u kno that one!
+` the best day of your life? everyday!
+` what comes first in your life? loved ones
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush? hehe his name be jeremy!
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would you put them? uh...weird
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed? how many hours i have til i wake up
SECTi0N>8>FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: a walk to remember
+` song: so many
+` store: hollister! a&f
+` relative: er
+` sport: football n bball
+` vacation spot: cali
+` ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough, and crazy van. it tastes better
+` fruit: mango
+` candy: reese cups
+` holiday: Christmas
+` day of the week: saturday
+` colors: Pink, Yellow, blue
SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: Yes
+` like to walk in the rain: i think its romantic
+` sleep with or without clothes on: nakie if im home alone! ;)
+` blue or black pens: Black
+` dress up for halloween: did last year at salisbury! haha
+` have a job: CNA on LDRP lol
+` like to travel: love it!
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: fetal position lol
+` think you're attractive: um...im not conseeded or whatever
+` want to marry: Of course
+` have a goldfish: no i dont
+` have stuffed animals: yes
+` go on vacation: went to oc n cali
SECTi0N>10: 0THER QUESTi0NS_
+` do you go to church? havent been there for a long time...
+` do you like church? it could be better
+` why or why not? 2 long and boring n way too early
+` what's your favorite kind of tree? um the ones with flowers lol u kno the pink n white ones lol
+` out of all your friends who has the coolest room? no idea...
~AnOtHeR~
// Series Two
....// Your heritage: lil of everything
....// The shoes you wore today: my ones
....// Your hair: blondish brown
....// Your weakness: um gotta be boys
....// Your fears: death
....// One thing you'd like to achieve: Nursing school...
// Series Three
....// Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: lol
....// Your thoughts first waking up: ew im goin back to sleep
....// The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile
....// Your best physical features: my lips lol
....// Your bedtime: its whenever
....// Your best memory: dunno?
// Series Four
....// Smoke: yes its gross
....// Cuss: fuck no
....// Sing well: haha u wouldnt wanna hear me in concert!
....// Take a shower everyday: lol yes!
....// Want to go to college: yea
....// Like school: its whatever
....// Want to get married: of course
....// Type with your fingers on the right keys: most of the time
....// Believe in yourself: i do
....// Get motion sickness: nope
....// Think you're attractive: i dunno am i?
....// Think you're a health freak: def not!
....// Get along with your parents: most of the time
....// Like thunderstorms: hate em
....// Play an instrument: I played the clarinet lol in 5th
// Series Five - In the past month...
....// Drank alcohol: yes
....// Smoke(d): yes
....// Done a drug: nope
....// Made Out: yea i did
....// Go on a date: um i dunno if it was a date
....// Go to the mall?: yes
....// Been on stage: nope
....// Been dumped: no
....// Made homemade cookies: yea rite
....// Been in love: ...
....// Gone skinny dipping: nooo
....// Dyed your hair: highlights
....// Stolen anything: nope
// Series Six - Ever...
....// Been caught "doing something": lol yea! :)
....// Been called a tease: yea n i dont think it was a good thing
....// Gotten beaten up: never
// Series Seven
....// Age you hope to be married: like mid 20's
....// Numbers and Names of Children: 3...twin girls: kaelin, thalia or kayli hehe! boy um...i use to like parker
....// Describe your Dream Wedding: nice pretty n big
....// What age do you want to die: when my husband dies i wanna go right before him
....// What do you want to be when you grow up: nurse
// Series Eight
....// Current Clothes: blue/white tommy shirt, a&f khakis
....// Current Mood: wanna sleep
....// Current Taste: mt. dew
....// Current Annoyance: when this ends
....// Current Smell: vanilla
....// Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
....// Current Desktop Picture: beach
....// Current Book: ?
....// Current Crush: Its not a CrUsH
alright def tired and cant hold my eyes open! goin to bed b/c i gotta do shit tomorrow and take marcus to work!
night love yall!
<3 shannon*
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[15 Sep 2004|08:51am] |
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well work sucked again! so many people having sex is makin my job hard! lol! who thought there would be so many people delivering at the same time! well we had like 7 people come in at once! so im tired and my legs hurt! i was suppose to leave by 7 didnt leave til 7:40 got home around 8:10~
ok enough complaining!
~Jeremy started his new job today! im very excited for him! :)
~Im going to meet these new little kids that im goin to babysit for around 4 today! its one of the midwives kids at work...so thats bank! its more like a nanny type deal tho...b/c sometimes ill have to stay over and get them up for school and do the breakfast thing! damn i can hardly feed myself!
~talked to my mom today for the first time since she called the police of me! she said she will buy me a new car charger for my phone so that it will never die! lol but since im gettin that ready link im not gettin one yet! damn i want to just chirp someone! Everyone now officially has one and its really pissen me off! errr! but its whatever! :)~
Nothing really too exciting in my life rite now! I just want to get this whole moving thing over with! everyone is volunteering to help me at work with like decorating and shit! lol i havent thought about all that! they kept askin what themes i was goin to go with in the kitchen and bathroom! ok im not going to be one of those lil country out the ass homes yet! i mean i have my whole life for that! i just want this to be a young persons home! im not starting a family! ya feel me???? And i really miss being in school! im goin to see if its way too late to sign up for minimesters or whatever b/c i just feel stupid...like im goin to forget shit and its goin to be too hard to go back! I suck at english and i can tell ive been out too long...all summer and now! yea ive had a good break! time to get serious! now i just really have to do it! but first i want to figure out what im goin to do! some days i love nursing and others i just wanna throw all my shit down and be like fuck it! but thats life and it will go with any job! i dont kno if im in this field b/c its what ive been brought up to kno with my mom and aunts all being in the medical field or if its really waht im suppose to be doing! We have our evaluations coming up and my boss asked if i would be interested in doin the NICU at the new hospital once i become a nurse! i was like hold up lady im not even in the program yet! lol! b/c its a waiting list or something to be trained! so that made me feel pressured like i had to sign up and pay for it! even though i might not even go through with it! so im kinda worried b/c i dont wanna let down my family and the people at work if i decide nursing isnt for me! my mom pitched a fit b/c i didnt go to school this semester! which any parent would and then when i told her i wasnt going for nursing possibly she bout killed me! sayin i would mess up my life and work at mcdonalds forever! lol! so yea mom has faith in me! but maybe im just on my pitty party shit! who knows! but im out i gotta get up in less than 6 hours!
comment if ya want!
<3 shannon*
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