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[24 Jan 2006|03:58pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Rob Zombie-boogey man ] Havn't updated in some time, not much of a computer geek anymore i guess. so we got a new pet...i think we named him ifrit, he's a baby geko or something...some kind of lizard. He's pretty cool, i'd rather Mark getting him instead of the snake he was planning on getting, i hate snakes. We went in the ditch last night, i knew we should have stayed home....it was snowing really bad, and we ended up in the ditch, i was like oh great here we go. It was in the ditch pretty good, we sat there for a little bit waiting for Mark's uncle to come get us, But we evetually got home...his uncle almost put us in the ditch again. We went to get the truck this morning, we both had to miss work today, $75 to get it towed just from down the road! assholes. Were looking at renting this house in wedgeport...i know wedgeport....but its awsome and it has 3 floors and we want it! so hopefully we can get it. Man, we finally got a walmart, its so exciting, lol, but it was fucking busy. We got a new dvd player, a cheap red hot chilli peppers cd, there cd's are pretty cheap. It almost feel like i got away and went to the city....but then you leave and it's like.....shit im still in Yarmouth. fuck off

i fucking broke it......god [22 Nov 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Alice in chains-dont follow ] Well i found out im crazy...and that most likley i suffer from cronic paranoia...so thats great, and i should be on antidepressants because im fucking nuts. And i would LOVE to know why im incredibly screwed up. Today i broke down and i slammed my dresser shut and broke the music box full of things my grandmother gave me when i was little, and i just sank to the floor and cried my eyes out because i broke the one thing i had left of my grandmother because of my anger. My heart just sank when i saw the pieces. i just bawled into marks arms screaming "i broke it" He's gonna glue it back together for me, but i fucking took a hard meltdown today. i came into work to get my aunts truck and she noticed i'd been crying and told me not to get upset about mark working late.....because thats why i was mad today...mark has to work till 10...i loose my head over everything...and it dosnt fucking help when marks yelling at me....but i deserved it i guess cause i over react to everything and theres no need. and i cant stop its taking a toll on my realationship, i dont wanna lose mark because he's the world to me. i told him i should just blow my fucking brains out then i wouldn't have to deal with anything.....Say good bye dont follow, misery so hollow........I'd love to be happy....not just for a day....everyday, i'd like that, i want to know what the world really looks like. Hopefully i grow out of this or something. *crosses fingers* fuck off

Loo Loo Loo, i'v got some apples, loo loo loo, you got some too [17 Nov 2005|09:14pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | blink 182- first date ] Well Char had her baby, her name is allison, shes sooo cute! lol. we went food shopping yesterday and i found these fuzzy spongebob slippers and they were so tiny....but mark said i couldnt buy them cuz we dont have any babys, lol. Anyway im having a party on either december 12 or 19...im not sure yet.....maybe in the middle, Ashleys comming down from Montreal and were gonna reunite, lol. Were going to see harry potter on sunday i think...cant wait, im excited, lol me and sarah were talking about it....i wanna go now! hehe. Well i got pretty nasty last saturday...i got pissed off at mark, and i smashed a beer bottle...theres still pieces arpund, i dont even fucking remember i was to drunk...it was one of those drunk times when i get fucking insane....then i ended up crying...i hate when i do that when im drunk. i like the drunk times when im happy....lol. Well off to bed i think fuck off

I stay away [11 Nov 2005|10:22am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Blink 182-i miss you ] Got the day off today, thats great because i get paid...but im bored as hell. Yesterday was going great...but i had to wait untill about $5:30 for mark to pick me up from work....then as soon as i got in the truck i got THE feeling, so i got my period in a matter of seconds, i was so pissed off i was in a bad mood already, then i had to follow mark all around town so he could find The Devils Rejects...but no place had it...so we went to movie gallery to rent it....we had to wait forever in the line up...then we got home finally, and we wern't really talking to each other...we were laying on the couch watching the movie, and he elbowed me in the boob and it hurt so bad i started crying, then he paused the movie to ask what was wrong...it just really hurt and i was stressed out and having a bad day, cause i just dont cry about things like that, lol. Im not that sensitive, but im fine now, lol. It was an alright movie...too many tits though...they hardly ever show a guys penis in movies.....it makes me mad....its just all about the boobs....whats in it for me? So waiting for Charlotte to have her baby, shes over due a few days now, her sister called me to tell me about her baby shower...but she didnt give me a time....so i guess i'll have to call her back, lol. So Ashleys comming down the second week of December, and im gonna have a party here, hopefully Derek will be home to, and charlotte can come too!!!!! wow we will all finally be reunited! lol. its gonna be great.....oh i forgot char and ashley dont get along...lol oh well. I got some spongebob decorations for our christmas tree....were gonna go steal one from down the road, Im gonna try to finish Mark next week, i get 3 pay checks this week nd my next one dosnt have to go to any bills. ...lol im so stupid, i went to go use the phone but i have dial-up, lol. Anywho..... fuck off

tired, i wanna go home [28 Oct 2005|03:04pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | down-losing all ] Well im bored of stuff. I dont wanna work tommorow, im so tierd. I got a few teeth filled in, i spit all over myself when i had to rinse, i felt so stupid, my mouth was froze all day, they gave me 3 needles. It wasnt bad, i thought i was gonna run out screamign like i did when i was little and i had to get a retainer put in...lol when i was in grade 5 i ripped it off of my teeth taking 2 of my back teeth with it....lol i went to the secretary to call mom, "mom's gonna kill me" lol, i dont even think it hurt, i was just scared of moms reaction...hehe. God i hated that fucking thing, it wasn't a removeable one either....i was stuck with it for awhile. After the dentist my aunt michelle took me candy shopping before she went back to saint john....cause now i can eat chocolate on my left side =), shes a dental hygentis...the girl that cleans you, lol, i thought she'd be against me having choclate....i couldnt eat cuz it was so hard to open my mouth...apparently i bit my lip sometime when i was froze....i had this huge ass fat lip...lol but i didnt feel it so its all good. Oh i wish i i had a man, not a lazy ass.....im tierd of picking up after mark...i mean he's 21 he's a big boy he can fucking pick up after himself....i mean the last thing i wanna do after work...is clean up after him...i clean all day here, then i gotta go home and clean up after him, he dosnt take the garbage out...its the simpilest thing to do...he got mad at me the other day cause i went to take the green bin out, and he said "i said i was gonna do it, just wait untill im done playing game boy" "i waited 3 fucking days for you to empty it, im tired of fucking waiting" i dunno if he expecets me to always put away his cloths, always clean the house, he dosnt do a fucking thing and im sooo tired of it, it's very tireing to keep a house when you got a lazy ass, and a cat that gets her shit stuck to her and it gets dragged into the kitchen.....i was so fucking mad, i stepped in it...lucky i had shoes on. It's driving me mad! So im just gonna take a break, and we shall see if mark gets the hint....i doubt it, but lets see if he can lift a finger lol, i treid that before but i go nuts because i like a clean house, i hate when it gets messy. 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

be boop, be be be boop......mr krabs is a robot [23 Oct 2005|12:32pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | blink 182--stay together for the kids ] what a shitty day, rain again....i want snow....but not a lot. My aunt Michelle is down from saint john, going to nans for super today, I never realized how much michelle mom and missy all look alike....lol well there sisters but my uncle corey dosnt look like them....he looks like my brother...anyways im drifting off a little bit. The other day i was out of the tub, just drying off, and Mark comes in, and i SCREAMED, lol he scared the shit out of me, i didnt even hear him walking to the bathroom, i dont know what i was thinking, i guess i just wasnt prepared to be bardged in on, lol, i think i scared him to, because of the look on his face.... Boring day, i guess i'll clean the house, tommorow is my fist dentist appointment out of 4....i cant wait...but im scared of needles....well the ones the dentist use anyway. After im done getting filled in, im heading to the mall, and im buying all the chocolate!!!!! hahahahahahah oh i cant wait, its been so long since i had a wonderbar, oh henry and eat more....*drools* i miss my chocolate.....anyways i just got out of the tub and im sitting here in a towel cause im to lazy.....butters get off the mouse....butters is on the mouse....*moves butters* buh bye .....internet fuck off

fack [20 Oct 2005|06:33pm] [ mood | bored ] Soo bored. Butters is sitting here on the desk watching the screen, shes so cute, i wuv her. And Marks watching spongebob....lol i think he must like it because i didnt put it on, he did it all by himself, lol. AWWW get your feet outa my eye sockets!!!! "spongebob, that hat makes you look like a girl" "Am i a pretty girl?" lol. oh so bored, i dont have anything interesting to talk about..... fuck off

[15 Oct 2005|08:46pm] [ mood | Buzzed ] [ music | white zombie ] k, so i got these lavender scented panty liners....they smell really good and they came in a fancy gift wrapped package, lol, i made Mark smell them. I came out of the bath room and said "Mark wanna smell my croutch?" lol he laughed....but anyway, periods suck, but at least now i can smell like lavender but they dont get rid of my cramps....lol "rolls eyes" what a stupid idea....scented pads....but it made me buy them didnt it? Clever marketing. Anyway back to drinking, i just thought i'd share my thoughs with the world. peace.....word out. 3 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

spongebob Squarepants is not a contraceptive [13 Oct 2005|06:10pm] [ mood | hungry ] i got these spongebob socks....and they rock....cause there skull and cross bones....only spongebobafied...... I walked into moms house the other day...and i told mom i missed home, my room, i miss the smell...a good smell, lol, mom always has tar burners going. Sigh. and now Kyle's got my room....the little bastard. hes so wierd, he slept over a few weeks back, and mark spotted him pigging out on our food, he's getting fat, lol. I think theres somthing wrong with my fish....he gets all bent in half,....its like he forgot how to swim. he better not die, i paid $7.99 for him! We rented the new amittyville horror the other day....freaky, i get so scared when i watch things that have to do woth stuff that actually happend, like the whole being possesed, and being haunted....freaks me out. Super, yum 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

[10 Oct 2005|11:39am] [ mood | blank ] Mark look like a fruit with black toenails, lol. anyway, i got a new betta on friday, his name is Henry, Mark got one to, he's nameless. i dont know how im gonna afford christmas this year, :(, it's kinda tough saving money, i mean sure, i'll get presents, but i like buying people things, and im probley not gonna be able to this year, Holy crap my uncle had a heart attack, and hes in intensive care.....saturday my moms cousin drowned trying to save his brothers dog, so i might have to go to a funeral....jesus i cant stand it. Anyway.... This is Henry He dosnt have a name 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

Hungry hungry hippo [05 Oct 2005|02:56pm] [ mood | hungry ] Well sir, waiting for Mark to get off work, gotta get food!!! God were starving! No food in the house at all. I went to shoppers today with mom and got a skull candle holder, and a skull thingy for Mark. They had a skeleton hand, and a mummys hand candle holder...i want it, but i gotta watch my money. I love halloween. OHHHH the candy, i have my first of four dentist appointments for a some fillings before halloween,so hopefully my tetth wont hurt that bad. We satyed up till 12:30 watching the Quintin Tarentino directed csi movie....it was awsome, im starting to like csi. I was dreaming about a bag of entrails being next to me in bed, lol. Oh man i dont want to go to superstore today.....i hate food shopping.....but i want a cactus from there, the cats knocked over my little one and broke it, fuckers, they piss me off when there not being cute. WE cleaned the fish tank!!! You can tell the rocks are blue!! Its the worst thing ever...cleaning fish tanks. 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

i'd make a great porn star [30 Sep 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Mark playing guitar ] Ha i got Mark to trim his frigin sideburns, they were so puffy, i just wanted to pull them. And i changed my eyebrow ring, i didn't like the one i had in. And Mark said to say i got violated from behind.....not violated,lol and not in the ass....lol, he cannot talk me into that one. exit only, lol. Mark bought me the family guy movie today, it's great. The 4'th season, is comming out nest month i think, and Spongebob season 3 is out!!! yea! i need it to complete my collection, lol. Mark thinks my love for The Bob is cute.....duh i am cute. Im damn cute, lol. Well.....bored 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

[28 Sep 2005|06:37pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | CSI on tv ] The joys of making a christmas list, lol. Theres these spongebob boxers in the wish book that i want. I want some pants with suspender thingy hanging off them....lol they sound geeky but there not. I had a dream last night that i was throwing balls of cheese wiz at paris hilton and made her cry, ...dont know why im dreaming about her. Me and Mark had a nice walk to the dam last night, it was great, it was almost romantic, lol. He's comming along...slowly in the romantic department. He's gonna buy me that family guy movie on friday, i cant wait, i love family guy! I feel pretty playful, so im gonna go bug Mark and torment the cats, mwuh hahahaha 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

[27 Sep 2005|01:24pm] It's so fucked up.....one day you can totally be in love with a guy....then the next you feel like breaking up with him cause you'd be better off.....but even though im saying this, at the same time i want to be together forever. I dunno what to do, it's always a fight, "dont cry lish" well sorry im just so good at crying, so good at being miserable. Im just angry at everything.....why? 5 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

Bored outa my mind [20 Sep 2005|10:43am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Avril-Fall to pieces ] Well turns out i have 10 cavaties....10!!!!!! Jesus, i have 4 appointments to fill them in....they just gave me a cleaning yesterday....stupid fucking women hurt my gums so bad....my mouth was full of blood, she was so rough. But 10! how the hell did that happen? Anyways my vacation sucks so far, yesterday i spent time with mom and she bought me stuff...so i guess yesterday was ok, except for the dentist. And last night i told mark i was gonna start my period today cauze i had "the feeling", and sure enough here it is, giving me annoying pain. I doubt tomorrow's gonna be any better, im gonna be home by myself with nothing to do. And i still got the rest of today to get threw......bored. I could go take the garbage out...but im still in underwear and i dont wanna put on pants....although i should cuz joel's here doing work on the house....lol. he likes to peep in windows. .............................................. I looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you 2 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

[18 Sep 2005|06:45pm] [ mood | sore ] Finally got rid of my hangover...but im so tierd it dosn't matter. I dont remember posting last night.....joe touched my butt and Jullian gave me a cigar....llol, and for some reason i got up and went to the bedroom and im guessing i laid down in bed....i dont know why i went in there cuz i had no intention of passing out....but i remember puking in the garbage can....then i guess i passed out...then i woke up cuz Mark came in and woke me up......i'll just leave out the next part...it's censored, lol. I found my bra eventually, im drawing a blank though on that part, cuz i dont remember taking it off in the first place, there's scene's missing lol. The phone rang at 5 in the morning, Mark's boss calling to cancel work, so he got to stay home today after all......we havnt done anythng today but play final fantasy, and laying down. But i just got out of the tub, i managed to get some energy and wash myself. I got a dentist appoitment tomorrow finally, i had one last monday but they cancelled on me. I dont wanna go at all, im scared cuz i know i have a few cazitys...and i don agree with needles in my gums, but im so tierd of my teeth hurting like hell...i cant eat choclate!!!! the first thing i do after the dentist is eat a wonder bar!!!!! I havn't had cavitys since i was like 7, im scared :(. I'll get momma to come in with me, lol. Maybe i'll get a toy!....maybe she'll take me shopping lol.. Well Marks mom is here so i guess i'll get off...lol get off......im wearing his underwear though, lol, hope she dosn't mind, lol. 2 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

[17 Sep 2005|11:28pm] to be, tp see can not be taught, in tun your making us, FUCKING JHOSTILE!@@!!!! man drunk, jill and sahwn and joel is here there cool, welll//////////////gotta get bck yo drinkng 2 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

WIERD dream [08 Sep 2005|03:13pm] [ mood | amused ] I had the wierdest dream last night.....I had a dream me and Candice were at high school...except it didn't really look like ours...and i saw Jennifer Aniston....and i wanted to sit by her....then i saw Jessica Alba and i said "WOW it;s the stripper from sin city!!" And Candice was like "wheres sin city?" "duh the movie" ....Then it turned into me and Mark having sex in the teachers bathroom and these people came and caught us and took pictures, and said " There that will teach you to have sex in here" And Mark was scared shitless and we didn't move. Then i was slipping off Mark and i said " Can you guys turn around so i can get back up," lol, so this girl says "ok every one turn around so we dont see alicia boobs" lol......Yeah pretty wierd. I guess that means i should stop watching friends so much, not watch Sin City again, and stop having wierd sex, lol. Cause it gets all mixed up like that. EnD 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

She's REAL!!! [01 Sep 2005|05:21pm] [ mood | tired ] The concert rocked!!!! i got my pics back they turned out alright. But Candice got pulled out because she felt like she was gonna pass out....My mom and my aunt Missy had awsome binoculers and they were watching to see if i would follow Candice.....Fuck no! I wasnt missing Avril for nothing! They saw me on the screen too, lol. They could see her rock of an engagement ring and her tattoos, with the binoculers, thye could see her backstage before the screaming started, lol. But i was sooooo excited, that i actually almost puked....i started gaging and put my hand to my mouth, i was so dehydrated after, When i finally found mom she made me sit down and got me some water, i felt like passing out. And there was this fag that wouldnt fuck off, i said to him "there's you against all of us girls you faggot" Man things got a little rough everyone was pushing And telling this guy off. The things we do to see Avril, lol. But that was the best night ever! Avril came right to where i was and kneeled down, i felt like she was singing to me, lol. My aunt Missy thought that guy's name was Bitch Walker, lol. He was alright but i kept saying I want Avril! lol. I'll be talking about this one for awhile!!!! 4 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

AVRIL CONCERT!!!!! [29 Aug 2005|09:59am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Avril ] Avril in 2 days!!!! were going up tomorrow, im gonna wear all my avril cloths, lol i wish i had avril pants.....oh my im excited. I magin i'll have to be in line early. I never dreamed i'd see her in concert, but here we are. I gotta get to town to pick up my orange card from the hotel...it gets me rooms for $35 at the holiday inn. And dad wants me to visit and he's gonna give me $200....neat. And i gotta visit Candice at work to get details and money from her, and get my laundry from Mark's rent's .....and i have no way to town because Mark has the truck and he's working. So it's gonna be a busy night. I think i have chicken pox though....lol well were not quite sure what they are, there extremley itchy and there poping up everywhere, and i'v never had chicken pox before....i dunno, they dont look like em, they look like bites...but i have no idea whats biting me....I might be allergic to something though....And i have a cold, runny noses are fun, and Mark caught it from me so he's keeping me up all night blowing his nose. Its funny, when he had the flu he was puking every 5 minutes for 5 days, and i took care of him and all that....and i never caught it from him.....hahaha Anyway...Cant wait untill the concert!!! its gonna kick ass! I Just gotta get at the front of the stage so i can attack avril, lol. .....I might if im that excited..... 1 [x] I aint some dying dog that you can kick so fuck off

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