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12th June, 2003. 2:55 pm.

Tomorrow is the last day of school. It feels really wierd, almost like all the time that passed never actually passed. Like I could wake up tomorrow, be starting all over again, and never realize it. I don't really feel like I've accomplished anything this year. Like usually I'd make one or two really really good friends during the year, and this year I mostly lost good friends.(like Janice) I kept thinking that there was more time to make things better, but now my times up. Its a very empty feeling. Hope I see Sean this summer. I have his email adress, so we'll talk over summer. I dunno, we'll see what happpens. And I better see Sara this summer. Dunno what I'll do if I don't, it would really suck big time. I almost didn't even go to school today, I was so sick. I have a fever, and a cold, and it sucks. Oh, I had the wierdest dream-I was in some desert in Japan, and Japanese soldiers were keeping guard around a big telescope thingey, and I was in a truck with some guy who started driving away. Some thing like that. I can't remember the rest.

Current mood: contemplative.

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8th June, 2003. 12:00 pm. hmm.....

i think im gonna ralph. Not feeling so good....I have to clean 2day, so i should get my ass offf the computer soon. I guess this is what I get from staying up till 4:00 in the morning watching family guy. U know whats wierd? I got off the bus friday, and this wierd guy stuck his arm out the window and stared at me and pointed at me, tilll the bus turned the corner. It kinda creeped me out. I dont even know him. It gave me the wierdest feeling...like he knew something i didn't....its kinda confusing. Lol, i wonder if anyone ever reads this. Probly not. Im so pissed off, my dumbass parents wont let me take the college classes i wanted to take over the summer. Its just gonna be another long boring summer, with me sitting staring at cracks in the wall... ok, maybe not that boring. Ill play guitar and hang out at friends houses. Except most of my friends are rather boring people who really cant realte to my wierd self, and ways of thinking...i try not to confuse them too much by trying to explain myself anymore. Well, megans kool though, ill go hang out with her. I wish me and sean were closer, hes a lot more interesting than most of my freinds. Gtg clean now, and maybe ralph, lol.

Current mood: sick.

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4th June, 2003. 3:05 am. Yay!I'm so happy!

Oh my gosh, I am so happy! I just found out that one of my best friends Megan is going to my school next year!!!!(She was going to this really preppy Catholic school) Nearly died of heart attack when I found out. On the downside, I took my math final today, and did really bad on it, and I have the worst cold in the history of colds...but oh well. Hi Rune!!!!!Wow it is so hot out here! Oh, I like Sean again :( Damn. Going to his band concert tonight probably. He plays drums :) I am so happy, I don't think anything could bring me down right now.(Ok, maybe I shouldn't say that, cuz whenever I do its like a challenge to fate and I end up regretting it, cuz sumthin usually happens then to bring me down) Gtg now.

Current mood: ecstatic.

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2nd June, 2003. 1:25 pm. This is my first entry everybody!!!!!yay!

Ok, so this is my first entry. Hi rune! Yeah, rune recomended this to me. I am tired as hell, so this is gonna be a real short entry. Hey, doesnt fluxnlocsul sound like a sort of window cleaner? Yeah, don't ask. I am so sick of skool. No fair, Rune, you're already out. Two more weeks is not short enough for me. Its damn hot out here. Rune, I wish it rained out here, u suck. I haven't seen a cloud in ages. Needa get sumthin to drink. Ok, gtg b4 she bites my head off.

Current mood: drained.

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2nd June, 2003. 1:25 pm. This is my first entry everybody!!!!!yay!

Ok, so this is my first entry. Hi rune! Yeah, rune recomended this to me. I am tired as hell, so this is gonna be a real short entry. Hey, doesnt fluxnlocsul sound like a sort of window cleaner? Yeah, don't ask. I am so sick of skool. No fair, Rune, you're already out. Two more weeks is not short enough for me. Its damn hot out here. Rune, I wish it rained out here, u suck. I haven't seen a cloud in ages. Needa get sumthin to drink. Ok, gtg b4 she bites my head off.

Current mood: drained.

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