GLOBAL_HEAD<= A Jet Black New Year's Journal - 10th January '04
...the question thing that i stole from annette and syl   
03:55pm 10/01/2004
 
mood: content
music: Bad Religion - the new america
The Rules:

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.


1. My outlook on life was once negative, but i now live it to the fullest. appreciate every moment kids.
2. i like to daydream, especially in school.
3. I think Hot Topic kinda sucks, especially that bitch that works there.
4. I miss someone at the moment.
5. I'm eating burritos.
6. i have two dogs, Andy and Tucker.
7. I find this very true.. nobody dies a vigin: life screws us all

8. when i print, my handwriting is nice.
9. my favorite color is black...well its really a shade.
10. i don't hate. i dislike. hate is a very strong word.
11. i love california rolls
12. i love skateboarding and music.
13. I want to drive to California.
14. I haven't seen the sun set in ages.
15. I dislike lonliness and boredom.
16. i dislike the smell of Raab's gas.
17. I like chewing like a cow on purpose.
18. is syl's favorite number.
19. there are several people that i could have gotten to know better, and i regret not doing it.
20. once everything settles down, something comes along to tear it up again.
21. i never feel sorry for myself.
22. I have spoken with Steve Caballero.
23. Stress sucks.
24. i always wear a t-shirt and jeans..i guess i'm simple.
25. I'm glad i remembered how to smile.

26. I write a lot of music. havent written any poetry in a while. it depresses me.
27. I like my group of friends just the way it is, but there is always room for others.
28. i'm a hopeless romantic (Bouncing Souls...haha)
29. i want to take a road trip to Cali. after senior year.

30. i play drums and guitar.

31. My school is full of hypociritcal and stereotypical assholes who like to judge and pry into the business of others.
32. i'm a band geek.
33. my room is sort of messy.
34. If i could go back in time, some things would definitely be changed.
35. I have a very approachable personality.

36. I love nothing more than to laugh and have fun.
37. The world is a scary place.
38. I wanna get to triple crown on may 29th.
39. I don't mind walking, just not in the cold.
40. I Taco Bell.
41. i like comedies.
42. I live in a suburban area, and dont mind it.
43. Jim Carey is hilarious.
44. I have too many good things in my life to live it the way others do.
45. I've never had a one-night stand.
46. I love laughing with others.

47. I fell for my best friend.
48. i love driving, even though its a permit..haha
49. I have an obsession with Spongebob.
50. I love Arizona Ginseng Iced Tea
51. I like Chai Tea
52. whole foods and whip lash kick ass.
53. I'm easily disgusted by those at school.
54. my mom knows my friends too well (Raab and Lenny)
55. I love peach ice cream from Applegate Farms.

56. I love the skatepark and the beach.
57. I love the spring.
58. People shouldn't make you do things against your own beliefs.
59. what color are my eyes kids? blue or grey?
60. I have people on my buddylist.
61. there is one person who i can say whatever i want to, and they wouldnt care, because they love me anyway.
62. Judging people by looks is shallow.
63. I love going anywhere as long as i am among friends or loved ones.
64. I believe that Vallely Skateboards should still be in business.
65. I'd rather be anything but upset.
66. I don't give that many shits about Britney Spears, X-Tina or whatever the fuck it is,or Micheal Jackson (sicko)
67. I spend a lot of time thinking. it makes me my own worst enemy.
68. I am tired.
69. i have never had sex on a table
70. I feel bad for anyone who has ever felt lost.
71. While I do enjoy cuddling, I love making out as well.
72. i hate doing my hair.
73. i am constantly wearing Vanilla Mint Chapstick
75. I hate being cold.
76. I am slightly good a spanish.
77. I know a lot of song lyrics that mean something particular to me.
78. i know that certain things shouldn’t be taken for granted.
79. be your own person.
80. I love helping other people.
81. i have several posters on my wall (skating, bands, etc.)
82. I do not have a job.
83. mistakes can always be corrected, sometimes with time.
84. i always eat breakfast
85. I never watched/gave a shit about Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. (what the fuck is that?)
86. I no longer wear Dickies pants. i only have the shorts.
87. I hate talking bad about people but i can't help it.
88. I don't get much junk e-mail.
89. My wallet has no pictures in it.
90. i keep in mind that you should never let things pass you by in life.
91. I love getting phone calls from people who want to talk to me for a long time about everything.
92. i have no siblings.
93. i love late night talks.
94. I still miss someone at the moment.
95. I reminisce to myself a lot. I am in a constant state of nostalgia.
96. i now appreciate everything in life. life is a gift kids, not a right.

97. I feel like i have known a certain person in my life..forever.
98. I have learned that life is too precious to live it like everyone else does.
99. There's some stuff I wish I couldn't remember.

100. I seriously don’t know what I would do with out that someone in my life.		  
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...A Rather Profound Entry   
05:56pm 10/01/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: Blink182 - anthem prt II
this is going to be another one of my heartfelt entries, even though I doubt that anyone reads this thing anymore. as i sit around with lots and lots of time to think, i'm looking back not only on 2003, but on most of my life. as i proceed to do this, i realize what i used to be, and compare it to what i have become. after spending several years as children, we don't have the discipline or the consideration to look upon what we have and to appreciate it. at that young of an age, appreciation really isn't a factor in life, simply because there hasn't been enough life experience. as we grow older, our once childish personalities shift into a new one, and depending on the person, this can either be good or bad. in most cases, i've noticed, the changes are for the worse. most people i've noticed, seem to live their lives like they're a race. a constant fast-paced sprint through life. how can this give you an opportunity to enjoy life? the answer is simple...it can't. while these people rush through their lives, others decide to risk their lives on a regular basis. whether it be dabbling in alcohol, drugs, etc. etc. sooner or later, everyone will have a bad experience with any of the above, because the fun (or what seems like fun) will not last forever. all it takes is a small oversight, and its all over. a life can be thrown away FASTER than the blink of an eye. so, my question to these people: "why?" why ruin your life, possibly risk losing it, possibly risk losing a friend, for something as senseless as these things? what does it get you? you feel goofy for a few hours, but guess what guys: your problems are still gonna be there when you come down. i'm sure half of you; maybe even all of you are reading this and saying "this kid's an idiot. what does he know?" well guys, all i know is that 2003 was possibly the greatest and most imformative year of my life. 2003 helped me to realize all of the wonderful things, wonderful people, great friends, loved ones, and people that care about me that i have in my life. it also helped to realize how much i truly care about some of the other people in my life. i have agreed with myself that not another thing in my life will be taken for granted, because i have now realized how quickly you can lose or risk losing what, or even who is important to you. i now take all the time i need to appreciate my life, and those who are in it. remember guys, life is a gift, not a right. so why ruin it? just have fun, be yourself, and appreciate all that you have.		  
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