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[20 Feb 2004|11:58pm] [ mood | cranky ] It disappoints me when I see how hypocrital people can get. We say something but mean a totally different thing. For the last time, you're not a saint. There are thousands others in the world better than you, so kiss it up and sod off. I think that about covers it. You ramble on and on about how terrible it is to be in your position, have you thought about mine? Or anyone else's for that matter? Have you even NOTICED that you're not the main character?! You think you're such a saint. Oh well, time to wake up and face the harsh reality, things are not that simple!! Stop thinking that you're the greatest, because really, you're not. And you're hurting others way more than you'd ever realise. Giving false hope is worse than not giving hope at all. make a wish

A simple act of kindness does miracles [19 Feb 2004|07:45pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | part of your world~Little mermaid one ] To all those out there who deserve it, Thank you I'm sorry for making you all worry. I'll try my best not to do it again. You guys, you know who I'm referring to. I love you all. *hugs* make a wish

The final line [08 Feb 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | Red ] [ music | My favourite things~Sound of Music // Julie Andrews ] I finally did it. I finally got driven past the last borders of what I can bear. When I took it in my hand I felt nothing. It should have puzzled me at least, but I didn't feel anything. Maybe because I was already past caring, maybe because in the state I was in I could never have thought about anything in the logical point of view. I know that this was the last thing that prevented me from the world of pain with no return. I know that now that I have crossed the final line, I will sink deeper, but there's nothing I can do. There's no one I can turn to. When I'm at the lowest point of my life, I have absolutely no one by my side. You know what? All the crap about pple being there when you need them? It's all empty words. There's no hero to save you. Deal with it. No one in a fucking cape swooping down to scoop you up and bring you to the world of happiness where things are sunshine bunnies and flowers. Grow up already. Surprisingly, it didn't hurt at all. I would have imagined that it was going to be more painful than that, but it wasn't. I guess I had been preparing myself for worse. Now that I've passed the limit, I have a whole new list of possibilities in front of me and I know I'll do it. I know I'll try every one of them. My feelings? I don't know. I never know how I feel any more. Oh sure, there's pain, a whole fuckload of it, but any thing else? Perhaps rage, anger, depression, but besides all this, I have no other feelings. It's as if I no longer have a heart. My tears are fake. They contain false emotions. Faked and with an ultimate purpose. I can stare at them as they flow down my cheeks, as if I watch all this from a far away point of view. What have I become? I don't know. I truly don't know. Am I worried? I really don't know. I no longer hold the answers to any of my questions, I no longer know what to think. This is so cliche. Probably the only missing thing from my big bad girl image is an evil laughter. I so don't care. The whole world can join in my destruction. 2 wishes|make a wish

[31 Jan 2004|09:59pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Power of your love ] Hey guys, I noticed that I haven't updated for like ages? so I decided to update. :) First things first: Happy Birthday lydiarox! We went to her house today and we all had great fun. I loved the sushi. Thanks for the food, Lyd. Next, I found a webby that interest ME. I don't think you all will be interested, but the theories are good. Go check it out if you're free kae? Then maybe you'll believe me if I say H/D has potential. :D http://www.angelfire.com/wizard2/outoftheashes/dracoharry.html TTFN. ^_^ 1 wishe|make a wish

DV14 [09 Jan 2004|12:16pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | Theme song of Journey to the moon. ] Eriol. You wanted me to update, so I'm going to update and I'm going to update about DV. Too bad if you don't like it. :p So. Cassie updated. How incredible is that? I love cookies. So much slashy bits in them! Coo... Anyway. I''m in school now, so I can't update much. Will update when I get back. If I remember :P make a wish

Here comes the New Year! [01 Jan 2004|02:43pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | no doubt/ it's my life ] Happy New Year all! Well, it's a new year again. Here's wishing everyone a blessed new year and may all your wishes come true for you in this new year! Ps: Didya watch the countdown yesterday? 1 wishe|make a wish

Quizzes! [25 Dec 2003|09:10pm] Congratulations! You're Sam! Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla no comments. they made legolas and arragon sound very bad though and there's no frodo, so i think sam is the best. You're TRENDY sexy! You go with all the popular ways and latest styles on what's sexy, whether you mean to or not. This means you'll probably always be sexy! What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!] brought to you by Quizilla erm. so. not. true. Power Rangers Movie! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla -_-" You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla <<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics ) brought to you by Quizilla Your sign of frustration is....Yelling!!! The best way for you to let out all your frustration is to yell. A good temper tantrum, is your solution to all your problems. The bigger the tantrum, the better. You're a very expressive person! What sign of frustration are you? brought to you by Quizilla I came close to the headache as a sign of my frustration, but i think yelling would be another thing i do too. Hecate ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla hrms... A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one. Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability. Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention.. Ever wanted your picture taken with your favourite celebrity? Well why not fake it and fool all your friends for fun! Click [LINK REMOVED] What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla sigh. mom's scolding/ gtg. 3 wishes|make a wish

X'mas! [25 Dec 2003|02:21pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Christmas Carols ] MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! It's finally christmas! Too bad Cassie fell ill, or else I would have had my DV14 by now. boohoo. Anyway, it's christmas today so let's forget all unpsetting things and live today to the fullest. Here's wishing everyone in the world a very merry christmas! make a wish

Just your routine bitching and crapping [22 Dec 2003|04:54pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | DT! Soundtrack ] i'm so happy. SCL is finally getting a move on. Owls too. Kytti actually liked my idea. Wow. not expected. I thought she'd flame me or sth. *shrugs* Not to mention the fact that Cassie is gonna update soon! oh, but she fell sick also, poor cassie. Anyway, I'm still fuming bcos of my mom. I mean, she blasted my eardrums just becuase she couldn't hear what I was saying. Wow. How nice. Argh. So now I'm kinda mental, half-happy and half-angry. this condition is seriously damaging for my mental health. ROTK! I wanna watch! boohoo. I seem o be the only person who hasn't watched in this entire world. Argh. Cassie watched, Lindsay watched, krad watched, everybody but me watched. how fair is that! *pouts* And you know what? it gets better, FA is gonna be down for maintenance later in the day. WTF. What do i do then? sheesh. sigh. Oh eriol? I stumbled upon a whole list of H/D fics that are completed and fluffy. Some dark too, but that's besides the point, if you're interested, tell me when we're both on MSN, then I'll give you, it's not safe here cause there's too many people reading. *innocent smile* So anyway, I explained the whole plote of SCL to kytti and she liked it! I'm so glad. She's the best. Pity school's gonna start soon, then i won't have time to do much work. What a bother. Damn frustrating. I haven't even done my chinese work. Will anyone please tell me what the hell we're supposed to do abt the maths portfolio? I'm so dead. I have no idea whatsoever. I finally understand how harry feels about Snape, he's the abomination of teachers, destined to make all students suffer. *wacks imaginary snape* owellz. enough crapping, or bitching for that matter. 1 wishe|make a wish

New laptop [16 Dec 2003|09:29pm] [ mood | crazy ] Dad got us a new laptop today. It's really cool, but it's useless in a way. It needs to share a modem with the desktop, meaning the two comps can't be online the same time, which brings us back to square one. really. hrms. I'm dying from all the work of beta-ing. Not to mention the lack of sleep due to the timezone differences. -_- Now I'm a walking zombie. Honestly, if I don't get rid of those black circles, I'm gonna be a panda. Literally. Not a good plan. I seriously feel like murdering cassie. She's denying us our chapt 14. argh. it's like she's standing in frnt of you with the chapt in her hands and asking, "you want it?" I nod hungrily and lunge for the paper, but she snatches it away. "not so easy" she sneers. gods, I could kill her. Why's that woman so cruel. She writes so much better than rowling, so much so that those who've read her work and then OotP find that the fifth book is such a disappointment. haha. cassie's created a beast that's beyond control. Okay, i need to give myself a kick in the arse and start getting to work. i still have a review, a book and a maths folio to tackle. All in two weeks, hardly enough now that I'm working on two collabs. *shakes head* so far, I've got nth done. i reapeat, nothing. Zilch. zip. nada. -_-" argh. What Is Your HP Threesome? by elschan Name You Will Shag Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy Created with quill18's MemeGen! What can I say? ;) 4 wishes|make a wish

[12 Dec 2003|12:00am] [ mood | chipper ] Happy birthday Krad!!! I'm so sorry for not being able to make it to your birthday party. I'll explain the details to you when we get back to school kae? Hundreds and Thousands of Sorry... I got you two birthday pressies and now I'm having a hard time trying to decide on which to give you. Sigh... -_-" Anyway, hope you guys had fun *checks time* yesterday. Once again. Happy Birthday!!! make a wish

Blue sky, Blue sea. [11 Dec 2003|11:41pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Always on my mind ] BLue is the colour of depression. MAybe that's why I'm so drawn to it. Wonder what silver represents? Have you ever stopped to consider in your busy life what you'd do if you suddenly found out you were going to die the very next day? All those around you. How many would truly care? How many would you be unable to leave behind? How many would you wish to have more time with? I saw a show today and I stopped to wonder. I don't think I'll spend my last day on Earth with anyone. Maybe my second last day, but definitely not my last. If I die, no one should watch me die because the pain of watching someone you love die is much worse than dying yourself. But I also realised that there would be no one in this world I'd ask for more time with. I'd just wait calmly for my time to end. Blue represents depression. i realised that in our lives today, most of us are surrounded by ""the blues" not because we don't have our share of other colours, but because we refuse to let "the blues" go. Other colours may come and they'll go quickly because we tend to forget, but blue is always there. But who am I to talk? I surround myself in an unpenetrable blue fog too. You'd understand if you lived in my house. HEre's a song I got from the show, it's stuck in my head now. Looking at the lyrics, I'm sure you'd all figure out what show I was watching. I'll give you only the first verse, you should be able to guess then. ;) I didn't know, Until I lost you. The love we shared, The sweetest memories. I'll keep it safe, so that you'll be free. Hold back the tears, keep it inside... 4 wishes|make a wish

Boredom kills... -_-" [02 Nov 2003|08:56pm] Sigh. Hols are here. Once again, I find myself utterly, totally, completely, fully, wholly, whateverly, wraped and submerged in the sea of boredom. WOW. -_-" sick and tired. Mom told me to do maths. hrms. gets better. I actually CAN convince myself to go and DO it. HELP ME!!! have I gone nuts? Okay. Fine. I have. Period. It just hit me that I have absolutely nothing to write here. Shall I go on and complain about my pathetic little monotonous life? Hrms. I think not. BUT WHAT SHALL I PUT HERE THEN? sigh. KRad and Eriol have their anime. Ok. FIne. I shall write about sth that neither of them will understand or anyone here will understand since they seem so bent on ONLY writing about stuff I DON'T understand. anime. crap. LEt me blurt about DT then. Firstly. SQUEALS OF FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CASSIE HASN'T UPDATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it has been like what? THREE SODDING MONTHS? or was it four. ARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... secondly. It's so cute. I found the futureficlet. and it's very mildly slashy. squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I absolutely llurve the draco in DT. He's so cold and at the same time good inside. *imaginations run wild* sigh. I'm gonna murder someone if Cassie doesn't update soon. I mean it. SIGHHHHH... I'm torn between maya and cassie. I mean, both are really goodauthors. but the way tha maya portays draco, he has a really good sense of humor. whereas cassie is an all-dark draco, with a warped sense of humor that's more like utter sacarsm. but cassie's draco is to die for!!! leather pants. hahahahahahaha. ROFLMAO. *goes nuts* lardida. actually, I wanted to end this entry with a small fic, but I've had no inspiration. or if i had, it's gone now. hrms. I'll post my fic here later. it's a one shot one though. There's stuff brewing in the cauldron though. Eriol... *sheakes head* me is thoroughly disappointed with you. fine. shan't say anything else. 18 wishes|make a wish

[02 Nov 2003|06:08pm] You are Draco Malfoy! Which Draco Trilogy character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Draco Malfoy-The Leather Pants-clad bad boy that everyone loves or loves to hate. You've got a wicked sharp tongue and sharper wit, but you like to pretend that you could care less about other people. Fact is, you'd die for your friends if given the oppourtunity. Alot of people may assume you're evil, and alot points in that direction, but you're determined to show them wrong! Why, your bravery, smart-arse remarks and incredible sexiness are sure to save the day! Which Draco Trilogy Male Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla WHoopeee!!! This Draco's different. He's from DV. So I don't expect any of you to understand. ^_^ 1 wishe|make a wish

[26 Oct 2003|07:16pm] [ mood | corny ] haven't updated for a long time. honestly, i don't know what to put in here. i don't really like quizzes that much. much less have time for them. all i can want to say is, i never could keep my mouth shut. Now you know it. I look into those eyes and I lose myself. I look into those eyes and I fall endlessly. I look into those eyes and I rather not have lived. I look into those eyes and I hate myself. I look into those eyes and the world stops spinning. I look into those eyes and everything ceases to exist. I look into those eyes and my heart stops. I look into those eyes and life is ruined. I look into those eyes... Those emerald eyes. 7 wishes|make a wish

[19 Oct 2003|08:26pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | for real/Saiyuki ] Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Voldemort Created with quill18's MemeGen! Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Sirius Black Created with quill18's MemeGen! Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Draco Malfoy Created with quill18's MemeGen! Eriol: *trashes Panda* Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Oliver Wood Created with quill18's MemeGen! Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Voldemort Created with quill18's MemeGen! another Voldemort. -_-" Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Harry Potter Created with quill18's MemeGen! golden boy i guess... Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Pigwidgeon Created with quill18's MemeGen! -_-" Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Albus Dumbledore Created with quill18's MemeGen! All i can say is, I typed wrongly, and the stupid comp gave me Dumbledore. Sick. Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Harry Potter Created with quill18's MemeGen! I typed correctly this time. Which HP character is your whore? by kitten Name: Favorite Color: Your whore: Draco Malfoy Created with quill18's MemeGen! ^_^ Ok. i think it's enough. Or else I'll end up shagging the whole cast from Harry Potter. Inanimate objects included. -_-" make a wish

A fear risen from the past. [18 Oct 2003|10:34pm] [ mood | void ] [ music | to zanarkand~FFX ] I saw her that day. I dunno what came over me. It's like the minute I saw her, my whole world just collapsed. I was so scared. I was so afraid. Of exactly what I dunno. I'm being stupid. I saw her everyday last year. But it's not the same. I still can't think of the reason why she could possibly make me so scared. Okay, hell, I do know, but it's over. Hear me? It's over. (Note: This is where I break into obscenities, so please refrain from reading.) Bloody bitch. Stinking arsehead. Fucking asshole. ... -_-" my mom had to spoil the fun. asking me to sleep. sigh. kae then, I'll leave the cursing for some other time. 5 wishes|make a wish

[16 Oct 2003|12:26am] [ mood | void ] Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: Arithmancy. You quit Divination. Your favorite book: Common Magical Ailments and Afflictions Pet you bring to school: Central American Pygmy Owl You are most known for: Being Beater for your House. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Charms Your favorite book: A Guide to Medieval Sorcery Pet you bring to school: Striped Owl You are most known for: Being Prof. Vector's favorite student. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Astronomy Your favorite book: Flying with the Cannons Pet you bring to school: Oriental Eagle Owl You are most known for: Being Keeper for your House. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Transfiguration Your favorite book: A Beginners` Guide to Transfiguration by: Emeric Switch Pet you bring to school: Forest Spotted Owlet You are most known for: Being Prof. Lupin's favorite student. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Hufflepuff (Yellow and Black) Subject you are naturally best at: Astronomy Your favorite book: Quidditch Through the Ages Pet you bring to school: Cinnamon Scops Owl You are most known for: Trying to curse your acne off your face, resulting in no nose. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Ravenclaw (Blue and Bronze) Subject you are naturally best at: Potions Your favorite book: Where There`s a Wand, There`s a Way Pet you bring to school: Amazonian Pygmy Owl You are most known for: Being Prof. Lupin's favorite student. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Hufflepuff (Yellow and Black) Subject you are naturally best at: Arithmancy Your favorite book: Enchantments in Baking Pet you bring to school: A rabbit named Goblet. Because he use to be one. You are most known for: Being first to perform new spells properly. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: Transfiguration Your favorite book: Notable Wizarding Events of the 20th Century Pet you bring to school: Black TOAD You are most known for: Being Prof. Lupin's favorite student. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: Transfiguration Your favorite book: One Minute Meals - It`s Magic! Pet you bring to school: Reddish Scops Owl You are most known for: You're HUGE crush on Harry. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Ravenclaw (Blue and Bronze) Subject you are naturally best at: Charms Your favorite book: Old and Forgotten Bewitchments and Charms Pet you bring to school: Milky Eagle Owl You are most known for: Being a Pureblood Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: Herbology Your favorite book: The Dark Forces: A Guide to Self-Protection by: Quentin Trimble Pet you bring to school: Sooty Owl You are most known for: Being a looney. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Charms Your favorite book: Dreadful Denizens of the Deeps Pet you bring to school: Magellan Horned Owl You are most known for: Your pet. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: Herbology Your favorite book: Notable Magical Names of Our Time Pet you bring to school: Black cat You are most known for: Being Prof. Vector's favorite student. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Gryffindor (Red and Gold) Subject you are naturally best at: All of them. Your favorite book: Magical Water Plants of the Mediterranean Pet you bring to school: Brazilian Owl You are most known for: Getting atleast one howler a month. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Hufflepuff (Yellow and Black) Subject you are naturally best at: Astronomy Your favorite book: One Minute Meals - It`s Magic! Pet you bring to school: Oriental Hawk Owl You are most known for: Losing massive amounts of house points. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Ravenclaw (Blue and Bronze) Subject you are naturally best at: Potions, tho Snape hates you. Your favorite book: Dragon-Breeding for Pleasure and Profit Pet you bring to school: Wood Owl, Mottled You are most known for: Your pet. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Potions Your favorite book: Which Broomstick Pet you bring to school: New Zealand Boobook Owl You are most known for: Your mum. Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless Name: The Sorting Hat places you in: Slytherin (Green and Silver) Subject you are naturally best at: Transfiguration Your favorite book: Enchantments in Baking Pet you bring to school: Spotted Eagle Owl You are most known for: Carrying a camera with you all the time. 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[15 Oct 2003|08:14pm] [ mood | void ] Quotes for the day: To be loved is to destroy, to love is to be destroyed. "I am the assasin against whom no lock can hold." "I only have two facial expressions, smirk and smug smirk." "What I want, is to abuse and adore." Si hoc adfixum in obice legere potes, et liberaliter educatus et nimis propinquus ades. Draco dormiens nunquam titillandus. -_-" I found a few nice Latin quotes while reading the magical world of Harry Potter today. It's a very informative book. Okay, so in the end i didn't even manage to read the fifth book of Princess Diaries. And I thought that was my purpose for going to the bookstore. I mean, if you already look like a geek, might as well be one. Sigh. LAst episode of Star Crossed Lovers today. I'm gonna cry my eyes out or sth. I'm sure of it. I'm so emotional when it comes to shows. I hate it. But it's just as well, after today, I solemnly swear that I will not cry again. Never. The only way to not be able to cry is to be devoid of emotions. I'm working on that. It's better that way. Much better. At least you won't have to worry about being hurt because technically, with no emotions, you can't feel hurt. It's perfectly reasonable. Let's face it, Earth is a tough world. And anyway, with the rate our natural resources are being used up, we won't survive. Not like we're gonna live so long. But my point is, the end of the world is coming. Ain't I a little ray of sushine? I honestly don't care. It'd be cool to watch the end of the world though. Think I'd live that long? Maybe if I do live that long, I'd be the one destroying the world. Deflagro. Period. Aw... Isn't that sweet? I think I'll crack my head in half and go with eriol to like pink. ( I actually already do, to certain extent.) Owellz, I guess that is all. Till next time, and I'll keep my fingers crossed the exhaustion is something you can die of. :D But I asked my mom, she said no. :'( Wow. -_-" But who knows. Let's just try it out. Maybe if it's for a period long enough. Who knows? :D *keeps fingers crossed* Oh and btw, Charmed tonight. Don't feeling like squealing, so I shan't. Smallville ended. Another joyful thought. -_-" Ooooh. I love this smiley. Let's do it again. -_-" And again. -_-" And again. -_-" And again!!! -_-" -_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-" Waste space... -_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-"-_-" 5 wishes|make a wish

[14 Oct 2003|08:56pm] [ mood | void ] i am the assasin against whom no lock can hold. Nice saying isn't it? anyway, my brother's life is so messed up, I have stopped bothering. i figure that he'll probably just end up dead. And know what? I don't care. Really. Sorry if you expected some emotional breakdown. I'm supposed to bawl just becuase my brother can't sort out his relationship problems? wow. How nice. *sacarstic look* Basically, get the message, I don't care. I can't be bothered. People out there, don't come to me any more about your problems. Bcos I do not give a rat's arse about them. Get me? Good. now, Sod off. make a wish

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