I lost two things today   
07:02pm 08/08/2003
 
mood: numb
On August 8th, 2003, 3:35 am, I lost my father to liver failure.

On August 8th, 2003, 6:50 pm, I lost Charles.
 
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05:29pm 13/07/2003
  I'm thinking of getting rid of this blurty. I don't think I'll be welcome here anymore by certain people, and I refuse to be hassled through here.

In fact, I'm thinking about getting rid of my LiveJournal, now that said certain people are moving there and would harrass me there, as well. Or at least not post at LJ at all and only use it to talk in the Dream Senshi community blog (whenever it gets moving again).
 
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Some thoughts   
04:09am 29/06/2003
 
mood: busy
music: Fake Wings - .hack//sign
Since I'm an Early Adopter to Blurty, I'm gonna take full advantage and tinker with this journal. Gonna make it look prettier than this, certainly.

Also thinking about Ramla, my fursona. Don't laugh, she's more than a "tool" for roleplaying. It's deeper than that. A couple people are telling me that how I found Ramla borderlined the beliefs of Therian. Who knows...I have to put her down on paper. Make her appearance be known. The idea of it won't leave me head.

I had another anxiety attack today.
 
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AIM Express SUCKS!   
02:36pm 23/04/2003
 
mood: crappy
Feh! I was trying to talk to friends to deter myself from depression when AIM Express FREEZES and it won't let me back on! Now, you may wonder "Shadowangel, why are you using the craptacular AIM Express when normal AIM is much better, yo?" Well I would be using it, but alas I am at school. ;_; Sigh...

On the depressing deal, my blog isn't working. It won't post my most recent post and for some reason the CSS won't let the middle frame's scrollbar from being colored like the left one. Anybody wanna take look at the middle frame's source and take a stab at seeing what I did wrong? I would really appreciate the help.

 
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Wow...been a long time   
12:46pm 11/04/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: Hana ~ Ayumi Hamasaki
So sorry for the major lack of postage. x_x;; Life has just been blah-ish. Some new things, though.

We got another dog last night. She is a white akita with black blotches on her head and rump. Her name's Zoey and she was born on April Fool's Day! Doesn't that rock? She's a little over a year old, and she's already a big dog. Her feets are huge. o_O Mom used to raise akitas, and she says that they can take down bears and back in the day Japanese royalty had them for guard dogs. The best part is that I can call her Zozo, after the town in FF6. ^^;; The only bad thing about this is that Missy has always been the only "baby", so having a new roomie for her is gonna be chaotic for a while. Hopefully Missy will like Zoey soon...This means my net time will be shortened for a bit.

Speaking of which, my friend Sam is coming to stay the weekend (I haven't seen in him 2 years!), so I won't be online much, if at all, for the next couple of days. Damnit, though, I had to get offline last night so dad could use the phone, and I so needed to get back online to tell Sam stuff, but dad wasn't even done using the phone by the time my bedtime rolled around. x_x I just hope Sam checks his email today.

I tried calling Jon two days ago but he was out and wouldn't be home until late. ^^;; I gotta call earlier! Sorry Jon.

Not much else...I'm working on my ezine and my seeeecret manga project. I got all the major characters in my seeecret project drawn except for the patterns on a couple of the girls' outfits, which hopefully I'll get done soon so I can draw a height comparison chart.

I guess this is all I can say. Gonna skitter around the net and then go home. Yay!

 
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;_;   
10:30am 24/02/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: "1000 Years" ~ Atticus Fault
A little backhistory:
A person I hold dearly in my heart, Michael, was being shipped off to war two weeks ago.

Now, last night, his screenname popped onto AIM and I excitedly greeted him back home, thinking that maybe the army didn't accept him for one reason or another. But, he said he didn't remember me! He doesn't remember Andre or Zach either, people whom he's come to know as his brothers!

I don't know what to do. Is it someone else pretending to be him? Is he just lying to us all just to make us leave him alone? Is this just one of his phases? Does he really not remember any of us?

Whatever it is, it hurts. ;_; Michael don't do this to people that care about you...remember me!

 
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Car, Sites, and Cold   
12:50pm 19/02/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: "Dancing All Alone" ~ Smile.dk
Man, I am so tired! *yawns* X_X;; It was hard keeping awake in the car. Whenever mom finds me asleep in the passenger seat she elbows me. >.>;; I was wide awake though for a moment. Mom was pulling up to the turn where I get dropped off on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays, and this old guy pulled out when he should have stopped and mom had to slam on her breaks just so we wouldn't hit him. x_X;; Daah...I'm starting to think that old people shouldn't drive.

I updated Ishou no Oshiire, my cosplay site. Yay! Lots of costumes planned for future cons. @_@;; My next site to update is the Museum of Collected RPG Profiles. It's a site that houses profiles for people who can't create their own due to HTML illiteracy. ^_^

Besides tired, I'm also very cold! *brr* I can't wait for the Spring, which is only a month away. I played in the snow twice, I'm ready for Winter to be over. ~_~ Sigh...

I suppose that's all to report for now. Bye!

 
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First post-y goodness   
02:58pm 17/02/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: "Anubis" ~ Luna Sea
Hello! Wow, my first post. What to say? o.o;; I hope I get a good time here at blurty, and maybe I'll get some good friends here as well. ^_^

To start things off, I have photos of one of my pets online. He's a Central American Red-Tailed Boa Constrictor named Rufus, and he's just darling. n_n

Click here and here for photos of my baby. Yes, those are my hands. XD

I've done a little maintainence of my domain and am working on updating my sites at the moment. Will keep you readers updated. I'll end this post now, so ja ne! ^_^

 
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