| 3:20p |
the blues again (still haven't learnt the chords, though)
I think I've got the post-project blues. I remember the first time I felt this way- it was after my first year of this degree. I wrote in my diary that I felt really horrible- there was nothing that I found interesting or inspiring. I think that that can be a very scary thing for a creative person to feel, because it makes you feel disorientated and lost. I feel like that at the moment. There's still a few things that I need to do, though, like design my book cover and write my rationale and write my presentation and make a Powerpoint presentation. I think that the blues come from having to motivate myself for so long. I should be over the blues in a few weeks, though. I just need to watch a couple of movies and get my sleep patterns back on track. Oh, and read the Bible and pray more regularly, and let people at church know that I haven't disappeared off the edge of the planet. |